Dysfunctional Dragons

I can’t use period cups, or discs. Yes I know they’re better for the environment, i wanna use them. I also can BARELY use tampons.

So we’re doing ournfirst wheelchair fitting next week!

does anyone else with multiple food allergies/sensitivities get anxiety about it? I don’t mean like, the anxiety of getting more (although i have that too) mean the overwhelming anxiety of ’i can’t eat that’ The anxiety that comes from years of being borderline neglected bc people just forgot. The anxiety of ’what if I can’t eat tonight?’ For me it goes with having hypoglycemia, I have quick and dire consequences. I also have arfid, which makes my list of edible foods shorter. And so i am territorial over the foods I can eat. I get scared going to events or restaurants. I hide food places to make sure I can eat. I take over meal prep to ensure everyone gets fed. I’m very aware of food allergies. I’ve never heard anyone talk about this, food scarcity when you’re surrounded by food. So here i am lol, ranting into the void again. this is a deep, all encompassing fear of having a base need go unmet. Yes, I’ve never been without food. But I’ve been without food that won’t make me ill, and I’ve been without safe food.

part two of paralyzed or tired

so, I think we need to move away from saying humane. Because have you seen how people treat other humans? It’s terrible.

What I think a lot of maga/conservatives don’t realize is how trans people are everywhere. We don’t spawn into bathrooms and only exists there. I work at a library, and I interact with people with maga/conservative/Christian nationalist/republicion views all the time. I am also non-binary, disabled, and overall queer.

getting irrationally triggered and upset over something stupid - sometimes I hate my brain a little bit

so, being disabled and autistic as a combo has downsides. The biggest one for me rn is that I keep admitting i need more support (currently have a wheelchair in the works 🤩) HOWEVER I’m also kind of hyper fixated on service dogs rn and I really think having one would reallly help me,but I JUST got the go ahead for a wheelchair. I feel like I’m being greedy 😭