⊹˖࣪codipendent⊹Cock˖࣪ ࣪crazy˖⊹dum lil ࣪girl ࣪

i dont sext, rp or play with strangers

u can call me lulu, dummy, stupid or cutie but not brat, bitch or cunt

my "likes" are ONLY open from friday to monday, take advantage of the exposure!

ive lowered my no dick pic from strangers boundary per this poll cuz i luv letting tumblr make choices for me

if ur Cock is hard, please show me via DMs asks or submissions (i wont be posting those) its good for my dumb traumatized feminist brain to see how often i make Cocks hard, think of it as exposure therapy

click the tags below this post to see my secrets & inner thoughts exposed especially under #laci is vulnerable, #laci secrets, #laci exposed, #laci trauma triggered & #dumb confession, my future Owner should take note of my needy yearning reblogs under: #cute couple goalz & #cute couple selfie, also posts that embarrass or shame me to admit/reblog are under #laci hides

wondering where my cum counter went? click here for details

send me an ask if u cum using my pics under the tag #laci is porn now #laci selfie tagged under this post, click the tag below for optimal results!

i address Men by Sir and Mr to degrade my dumb feminist brain

if u read anything on my page read the below(click for original post)

im not pretending to be dumb! this is the only place i dont correct typos, this is rhe only place i can let my adhd run free and ramble widely about any thought that comes to me. i dont judge anyone who plays dumb but my entire bimbo journey i knew that wasnt for me i am s perfectionist submissive snd i couldnt really embrace something if i hsd to pretend to be in it which is why i NEVER fully felt right interacting in s world that assumes im smart snd competent because ive acted like it mu whole life. but the reality is my education was massively neglected and ill never be as smart as once i pretended to be. slowly i find myself relaxing those strict standards in my real life and casually mentioning to friends and family im dumb, most try to laugh it off or protest and i dont push it but someday ill sit down one by one and outline why its validating for me to say that. im dumb snd it wasnt my fault my education was so lacking it wasnt my fault i was abused bullied and raised with clear disadvantages against my success in life. so yes it took a long time to recognize snd accept i am indeed dumb and despite my initial appeal to these kinks has been the degrading aspect, sometging in me knew i needed to take this journey and unpack why being dumb felt like such s vulnerable position to admit. im much happier now but my work isnt over n ill keep working to understand accept and heal from all my trauma

i dont post face or share my location for safety

dont call me bitch brat cunt or kiddo

if we have talked a while, and you want to engage in manipulative play, ask me if i want to play marbles per this post here

reluctantly curious about DDLG after years of it being a hard limit, it's a very humiliating change in opinions and im sure Men changed it for me 💜💕

2025 recap:

i quit my too smart hard job after 5 years at the end of feb to prioritize being happier healthier n dumb in simpler terms (actually it was a wildly abusive environment that was slowly getting worse and I almost had a mental breakdown multiple times the last week of feb and i reported my boss on the way out the door so doing mych better now in dec) still very much responsible for my survival which is scary but ive been doing good so far, st first i wanted to see if i could be a solo maid n work for myself until i figure out whats next, but i ended up surviving mainly on gig work from may to dec cuz it was too complicated to set yp a business this year then i realized like in july that i needed to have ankle surgery in January ive been putting off since 2023

so i was working as much as possible trying to save money to do recovery alone in my apartment cuz other wise i would basically become homeless indefinitely but i could only break even every month with 1500 in monthly bills plus gas and car repair in expenses which im proud of myself for being able to survive doing such uncertain work becuz um also recovering from agoraphobic issues that got worse in the last few years of my last job

so around end of nov i realised i couldnt do the surgery without taking a large chunk of my 401k out in January to finance my bills

but on dec 3rd someone merged into my vehicle snd im still working on getting it completely fixed as rhe new year approaches but they did have insurance and im ok physically just not mentally or emotionally ok still

so by dec 4th i relized this all meant i would have to do the 401k withdrawal sooner than expected which pushed up the taxes unfortunately but it couldnt be avoided

also new this year is i tried to submit to a new Dom for the first time in 6 years, starting in april thro july becuz spoiler alert im dumb we moved too fast n it didnt last sadly

then i submitted to someone else that didnt last, the timeline on that one is much hazier tbh but i think i submited to Him from aug thro early nov? maybe?

im not sure tbh... but it confirmed for me that im still too traumatized and need to practice my submission before i can truly belong again

its now dec 27 and i wont be walking by January 16th so follow along to see where life takes silly lulu next!

fun facts:

hypersexual ttraumatized str8ish cis f dumn girl experienced reluctant bimbo, perfectionist submissive, smart depraved whore, un-hibernating SW, degradation slut, ditzy feminist good girl who goes by lulu now, formally known as laci

late diagnosised ADHD CPTSD dyslexic GAD mildly agoraphobic and maybe have pure OCD+autism

i let Tumblr pick my current name lulu n its actually growing in me despite the initial humiliation cuz it wasn't the name i wanted to win the poll

on this blog u will see lots of personal slutty stories from my young dumb party slut days, horny reblogs, pensive over thinking babbles, needy reblogs, typos, emo pensive reblogs, and slutty selfies all (mostly) tagged under this post

for context; auto correct is off,. i dont correct typos unless it makes zero sense, i type ummm when im pausing irl to think or spell out words (I was very badly educated raised in a homeschool cult n its good for me to do this instead of use auto correct or talk to text)

i adore conversations about anything but the more introspective+depraved the better, I'm still demisexual tho so emotional connections are the bees knees

check under the tag "#laci is porn" to see my personal selfies porn