30s cis f demisexual feminist kinky slut💜 TW for almost everything 👇🏼💜 click that big block button, its free & fun to do 💜 im a very vulnerable traumatized dumb girl tryinf to make sense of life, ive been porn online since 18 & have alotta trauma to process💜 Proud whore 💜 agoraphobic exhibitionist 💜 💜 EXTREME KINKS BELOW💜
all my cute pics previously under #laci is porn are now being tagged under #laci selfie cuz tumblr tagged my porn tags as porn unironically, click the tag below this post to see!
trauma is a kind of brain damage and i gotta lotta it 💜
pfp+header images are me!
hiii i go by LuLu on here, im the slut formally know as laci which is why my tags still say laci!
im a girly tom boy, jaded burner, half baked bimbo, reluctant lil girl, late diagnosised neurodivergent, bad feminist, trippy hippy in hibernation, traumatized ditz, (mostly) celibate hypersexual with an unknown body count, extroverted introvert with agoraphobic tendencies, helpless whore, shy exhibitionist, sober intox slut, ex cult kid, experienced self collared submissive, reclusive sex worker, homeschool dropout, wanna be porn star and an evolving hot mess, ask me anything!
my only goals are to be happy healthy and stable in life
asks welcome from 18+, 25+ to DM, prefer 30+
kinks: aftercare, bimbofication/dumbification,self improvement, being a paid whore, being a webslut, degradation, humiliation, anal play, self reliance, rimming, Cock worship, casual condescending degradation/praise, emotional sadism, corruption, sensory deprivation, hucow (fantasy only), puppy play( not practicing but im trained as one), exhibitionism, behavior modification,water sports, male superiority/misogyny kink , gaslighting/manipulation play/mind fucks/hypnosis/corruption, intox, free use, somno
limits: shared toy collections, couples/unicorn hunters and bi fetishization, sweat, spit, real breeding/pregnancy/milking, blood, incest, gore, slapping/punching/physical abuse, raceplay, needles, stalking, real blackmail, cults, harems , knives, snuff, vore, scat, rude ppl, pig play, talking about friends or family in kink talk, feeder/feedee, pain play, tit torture, extreme or intentional bruising, being called bitch brat kiddo kid or cunt, "it" pronouns, metal hand cuffs, actual rape, sissies, cucking
my safe word is "safe word" i will normally use it in a full sentence and explain what i am safe wording to be clear.
i DONT take orders from Men who dont own me, only suggestions and im not obligated to follow any suggestions
CURRENTLY IN A CAST as of January 2026 which makes me even more helpless than normal
UPDATE: im in a boot now! still helpless! still cant walk!
update update: im starting PT soon!! yay!!
updated update as of april: ive been in PT since March and ive learned to walk with 1 crutch, still in the boot for a few more weeks at most, 1-2 at least!
update as of june: ive been walking without crutches or my medical boot now since at least the beginning of may! im still in PT and havent been cleared to walk with out my ankle brace, everything is still very weak and wobbly but im so grateful for my progress
Click here for more information on my ankle surgery
click below to learn EVEN more about me cuz im autistic n love yapping about myself in hopes of human connection and vulnerability
i dont sext, rp or play with strangers
u can call me lulu, dummy, stupid or cutie but not brat, bitch or cunt
my "likes" are ONLY open from friday to monday, take advantage of the exposure!
ive lowered my no dick pic from strangers boundary per this poll cuz i luv letting tumblr make choices for me
if ur Cock is hard, please show me via DMs asks or submissions (i wont be posting those) its good for my dumb traumatized feminist brain to see how often i make Cocks hard, think of it as exposure therapy
click the tags below this post to see my secrets & inner thoughts exposed especially under #laci is vulnerable, #laci secrets, #laci exposed, #laci trauma triggered & #dumb confession, my future Owner should take note of my needy yearning reblogs under: #cute couple goalz & #cute couple selfie, also posts that embarrass or shame me to admit/reblog are under #laci hides
wondering where my cum counter went? click here for details
send me an ask if u cum using my pics under the tag #laci is porn now #laci selfie tagged under this post, click the tag below for optimal results!
i address Men by Sir and Mr to degrade my dumb feminist brain
if u read anything on my page read the below(click for original post)
im not pretending to be dumb! this is the only place i dont correct typos, this is rhe only place i can let my adhd run free and ramble widely about any thought that comes to me. i dont judge anyone who plays dumb but my entire bimbo journey i knew that wasnt for me i am s perfectionist submissive snd i couldnt really embrace something if i hsd to pretend to be in it which is why i NEVER fully felt right interacting in s world that assumes im smart snd competent because ive acted like it mu whole life. but the reality is my education was massively neglected and ill never be as smart as once i pretended to be. slowly i find myself relaxing those strict standards in my real life and casually mentioning to friends and family im dumb, most try to laugh it off or protest and i dont push it but someday ill sit down one by one and outline why its validating for me to say that. im dumb snd it wasnt my fault my education was so lacking it wasnt my fault i was abused bullied and raised with clear disadvantages against my success in life. so yes it took a long time to recognize snd accept i am indeed dumb and despite my initial appeal to these kinks has been the degrading aspect, sometging in me knew i needed to take this journey and unpack why being dumb felt like such s vulnerable position to admit. im much happier now but my work isnt over n ill keep working to understand accept and heal from all my trauma
i dont post face or share my location for safety
dont call me bitch brat cunt or kiddo
if we have talked a while, and you want to engage in manipulative play, ask me if i want to play marbles per this post here
reluctantly curious about DDLG after years of it being a hard limit, it's a very humiliating change in opinions and im sure Men changed it for me 💜💕
2025 recap:
i quit my too smart hard job after 5 years at the end of feb to prioritize being happier healthier n dumb in simpler terms (actually it was a wildly abusive environment that was slowly getting worse and I almost had a mental breakdown multiple times the last week of feb and i reported my boss on the way out the door so doing mych better now in dec) still very much responsible for my survival which is scary but ive been doing good so far, st first i wanted to see if i could be a solo maid n work for myself until i figure out whats next, but i ended up surviving mainly on gig work from may to dec cuz it was too complicated to set yp a business this year then i realized like in july that i needed to have ankle surgery in January ive been putting off since 2023
so i was working as much as possible trying to save money to do recovery alone in my apartment cuz other wise i would basically become homeless indefinitely but i could only break even every month with 1500 in monthly bills plus gas and car repair in expenses which im proud of myself for being able to survive doing such uncertain work becuz um also recovering from agoraphobic issues that got worse in the last few years of my last job
so around end of nov i realised i couldnt do the surgery without taking a large chunk of my 401k out in January to finance my bills
but on dec 3rd someone merged into my vehicle snd im still working on getting it completely fixed as rhe new year approaches but they did have insurance and im ok physically just not mentally or emotionally ok still
so by dec 4th i relized this all meant i would have to do the 401k withdrawal sooner than expected which pushed up the taxes unfortunately but it couldnt be avoided
also new this year is i tried to submit to a new Dom for the first time in 6 years, starting in april thro july becuz spoiler alert im dumb we moved too fast n it didnt last sadly
then i submitted to someone else that didnt last, the timeline on that one is much hazier tbh but i think i submited to Him from aug thro early nov? maybe?
im not sure tbh... but it confirmed for me that im still too traumatized and need to practice my submission before i can truly belong again
its now dec 27 and i wont be walking by January 16th so follow along to see where life takes silly lulu next!
fun facts:
hypersexual ttraumatized str8ish cis f dumn girl experienced reluctant bimbo, perfectionist submissive, smart depraved whore, un-hibernating SW, degradation slut, ditzy feminist good girl who goes by lulu now, formally known as laci
late diagnosised ADHD CPTSD dyslexic GAD mildly agoraphobic and maybe have pure OCD+autism
i let Tumblr pick my current name lulu n its actually growing in me despite the initial humiliation cuz it wasn't the name i wanted to win the poll
on this blog u will see lots of personal slutty stories from my young dumb party slut days, horny reblogs, pensive over thinking babbles, needy reblogs, typos, emo pensive reblogs, and slutty selfies all (mostly) tagged under this post
for context; auto correct is off,. i dont correct typos unless it makes zero sense, i type ummm when im pausing irl to think or spell out words (I was very badly educated raised in a homeschool cult n its good for me to do this instead of use auto correct or talk to text)
i adore conversations about anything but the more introspective+depraved the better, I'm still demisexual tho so emotional connections are the bees knees
check under the tag "#laci is porn" to see my personal selfies porn
(💜💕 remember i am a human pls! it makes all the depravity so much more degrading & all jokes aside, when treated with respect i respond better 💜💕)
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i kno its just a silicone set of fuckholes but like imagine if a loving BF bought one and named it after his gf, took her panties n put it on display like that casually for anyone to see qnd if they ask just say like "ya its a placeholder for when my gf isnt around"
It’s important to pick up on clues from your babygirl, sub, pet, what have you. Acknowledging and validating them is part of being a Daddy/Dom(me). If you can’t provide what your little (etc.) deserves, you don’t deserve them.
He sees the smallest changes in me, my beehavior, my mood, tone, even the look in my eyes or how i breath. My Daddy, owner, my all, is so tentative to his Babygirl pet. I app..appr... appresh... i am very thankful to have my Daddy in my life and him be my Owner, one and onlee. Thank you, Daddy. And this is a great pic
Thinking about someone groaning and gasping as they use my cunt as their personal fleshlight. Them gripping me so hard it leaves bruises, collapsing on top of me after they cum, their cum dripping out of me as they slowly start thrusting into me for another round
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i did the scary thing n emailed my doctors office about my gabapentin withdrawal symptoms
it's so hard advocating for myself in medical settings but im hoping if I can ateast make note of it right now, if the symptoms persist for the rest of the month I'll have a more concrete timeline to receive proper care because I swear to goddd my brain has been in a different galaxy every time I tried to think about the connection
I legit thought I must be overreacting because surely I went off gabapentin long enough ago that it couldn't be withdrawal symptoms, i kept telling myself..
so, u meaybe wondering " how did ur OBGYN appointment go LuLu? did u get ur IUD finally?? "
and the answer is.....no 💜
cuz someone couldn't sleeeppp allll nighhhttt and got too anxiiuiousss
so i had to cancel the aptment ive waited since march for opps opps lmao um i could have rescheduled it for.... August??
but instead I cancelled and made a new aptnt wjth planned parenthood next monday, which like thsnk fuck for PP
whats really annoying is my obgyn actually offered me sooner availability at least two or three times over the last 2 weeks but every time I would get the message mid morning when I would be struggling to sleep, not see it until I woke up later in the day and then the availability would have closed up by then 🤦🏼♀️
All of this to say, as i was struggling once again to sleep last night I started thinking about things that had been brewing in the back of my mind for a while, a sinking suspicion that I didn't really have the mental capacity to do the math on yet ..
but I did go off gabapentin last month and in the back of my head I thought it was longer ago for some reason, but I checked and I started weaning myself off of it at the beginning of May and it was supposed to take 4 weeks so I finished by the end of May.. now, withdrawal symptoms have been documented as lasting for as long as 10 days but who knows is thate truly the max or just the documented max so far. what I do know is, my anxiety and insomnia have been off the charts, and i was on a very high dose for at least 4 months, close to 5
and yeah, insomnia, anxiiety, restlessness, are withdrawal side effects and that fits me to a tee..
so yippee yay my brain thet already had holes in it has more holes in it lmao
two days ago i was dancing and my friend took me to get shots. i was wearing these low waisted baggy jorts and a tiny tank top- nothing crazy.
As we were waiting for the bartender a guy came next to me and grabbed me by the ass, like through the jeans his fingers were literally pulling at my holes, and told me i looked really good out there.
and then he fucking left. like if he told me to go to the bathroom and inhale his cock i would have but he decided to peace out instead
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Am I the only one who thinks pissing in a girls asshole is super degrading and hot?
Like, all I wanna do is get raped in the ass, I’m a whore so that’s the treatment I get! But I think it is the hottest thing when I see a whore like me bent over and taking her anal raping, but the guy stops and is still for a moment, filling her up with piss. Like she’s not even worth pulling out of to piss on or anything.
I guess it’s a new fantasy of mine, to be walking around my local park, a little too close to the heavily wooded areas, and a man drag me a little ways in. He makes me worship his balls, maybe forces me to tongue his ass while I cry, then he pushes me over a log and shoves his cock into my ass. He makes me cry and scream while he fucks me, tells me I shouldn’t have been walking around without panties if I didn’t want to be raped like the whore I am. He stops his rough, fast thrusting to shove in balls deep, it makes me whimper and stop crying, thinking it’s over, until I feel the warmth of his piss in me, and I start sobbing again. Let him fuck his piss into my ass before he pulls out and cums on my ass.
I think the next time I’m out looking for predators to abuse my whore body, I’ll beg them to piss in my ass. Let them rape my holes and beg to have them use my tight asshole as a toilet.
I’ve broken my pathetic little whore so much, that for my birthday she bought me a set of tunnel plugs to use on her ass specifically so I can use her worthless little shithole as my urinal.
So now after I stretch her ass out with my cock and fill her with cum, I’ll shove one of the plugs in her and make her spread wide so I can line my cock up and fill her up with piss. She sobs the entire time, but that just makes it hotter.
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him fucking you feral because you have been apart for a week, but it has felt like an eternity — him fucking you with all of his weight and so deep, kissing a spot inside of you that’s been ignored for so long. him spilling all of his seed inside of you, until it’s overflowing and he’s cooing at how precious you look underneath him, how well you take him
u guys, im gettinf my IUD tomorrow and im SCURREDDD 😭😭 I've had 2 before, the first one at 19 definitely hurt the worsst and the second one i got in 2022 i think only for it to slip sideways inside me months later so i been scared of them ever since that removal. I think besides the initial pain, I'm also really nervous about how it's going to affect my cycle. The first one I got was the hormonal one and man it threw me into just like a continuous period that didn't go away for literally a year or two, it would change to light spotting here and there but it just like never really went away for quite a while and anytime I try to talk to an OBGY in about it they said it was really normal and even if I took it out, it could still wreck havoc for months on my body and it was better just to wait it out. But hey, that IUD kept me safe when in my yound dumb days so i cant complain. The second one I got was the non-hormonal and it totally messed up my periods too but in a different way which could have been due to the fact that I was older. I still haven't decided which one I want to get, I'm going to talk to them about it tomorrow but I'm kind of leaning towards the hormonal one again because the non-hormonal gave me horrible cramps.