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Designer Spotlight: Anne Dereaux

20-4-2013

You’ve been allowed to get away with too much. You test it to far to the detriment if your education and enjoyment. You live by deadlines leaving it until it’s your last chance. This has harmed you dearly and it’s why you are sad. Your read your old email to mum when you were in Bristol and you were weak with exudes to why you didn’t even try there. You went resigned to the fact you were going to drop out. It’s never going to be perfect. You’re not perfect. you were 20 but was acting like you were a child. I’m very angry at how you were then and gore you have barely changed. That’s the worst part. You havent learnt anything. So much time saving pennies but wasting pounds. It ends. No more. No more self loathing, self pity, self love. Get what you deserve. You think you deserve much more than you do without working for it but you will work from now on. Think about how lucky you are. It’s going to be hard. Discipline will be the first thing you will learn but it will come. Another day cannot and will not be wasted. It ends today. No more lying. No more trying to act troubled and depressed. You’re fine. You just want attention and attention like that is easier than attention for doing good. You should honestly genuinely be ashamed. You’re toying with people that so care even if it’s a little bit. It’s not fair for you to be so selfish. YPU’RE 22. They are younger smarter and that’s why they will progress much more than you if you don’t wake up. You think you’re ahead but your actually even further behind. They already have 2 YEARS on you. 730 days. You nothing to show for those years. Makes the next two years count.

You’ve been allowed to get away with too much. You test it too far to the detriment of your education and enjoyment. You live by deadlines leaving it until it’s your last chance. This has harmed you dearly and it’s why you are sad. You read your old email to mum when you were in Bristol and you were weak with no excuses as to why you didn’t even try there. You went resigned to the fact you were going to drop out. It’s never going to be perfect. You’re not perfect. You were 20 but was acting like you were a child. I’m very angry at how you were then and how you have barely changed. That’s the worst part. You havent learnt anything. So much time saving pennies but wasting pounds. It ends. No more. No more self loathing, self pity, self love. Get what you deserve. You think you deserve much more than you do without working for it but you will work from now on. Think about how lucky you are. It’s going to be hard. Discipline will be the first thing you will learn but it will come. Another day cannot and will not be wasted. It ends today. No more lying. No more trying to act troubled and depressed. You’re fine. You just want attention and attention like that is easier than attention for doing good. You should honestly genuinely be ashamed. You’re toying with people that do care even if it’s a little bit. It’s not fair for you to be so selfish. YOU’RE 22. They are younger smarter and that’s why they will progress much more than you if you don’t wake up. You think you’re ahead but you’re actually even further behind. They already have 2 YEARS on you. 730 days. You nothing to show for those years. Make the next two years count.