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lena : late 20s : reading + personal blog
casual enjoyer. mature and dark content are tagged under #99 - mdni. non sharers/selective sharers of any character please hard block.

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+18 ; matsukawa issei x f!reader (with some hanamaki on the side)
being roommates with mattsun and walking in on him jerking off, but instead of doing the polite thing of excusing yourself and closing the door again, you stay in the room and slam the door shut behind you; eyes glued to the cock you've heard myths and legends about (from makki and the thin walls of your apartment from women and men alike).
mattsun is on the phone and worldlessly pats the empty spot on the bed next to him, his cock bouncing off his stomach until he grips it again (you swear it happens in slow motion), and who are you to decline an invitation like that?
"say hi to hiro," he says and holds the phone against your ear when you sit impossibly close and rest your chin on his shoulder, eyes still glued to his can sized cock. "hi, hiro. how does that even fit," you huff in disbelief and protest, as if offended that 1) you're only seeing it now and 2) it's nowhere inside of you. on the other end of the line you can hear makki curse and laugh under his breath, almost as if he had been waiting for this to happen.
"careful, you're gonna give a man an ego," mattsun hums, now gently grabbing your wrist and guiding your hand towards the base of his cock. you can barely wrap your fingers around it. it's dizzying, the way he twitches under your slow strokes and how quick you're soaking through your cotton panties, barely concealed by the old band shirt (once owned by mattsun) you're wearing.
"aren't you gonna fuck him?" makki asks teasingly and with mild impatience, the phone now propped up against a pillow (you assume so you can switch to a video call later). you dry swallow at the sight and the massive weight of matsukawa issei's cock in your hands, then glance up to meet his eyes. they're dark with lust and hunger, yet something remarkably gentle in them, too. oh, he's gonna make it fit.
"only if you're gonna stay on the phone with us," you say as you shift on the bed to perch yourself on mattsun's thigh, the friction of it making you mewl. his hands come up to your hips, guiding your rocking movements. the muscles of his stomach flex with every breath he sucks in. "someone has to talk me through it or else i might cry."
"good luck. he's also into that."
THE SINISTER SIX - a kinktober event.
wandering in the woods of questions, i followed the light in the dark.
โฑ โ about; when the heroes are awayโฆthe sinister six come out to play. watch your beloved protagonists trek down the twisted path of evil, transforming into six of your favourite evil-doers for this years event. join us for six fics, six saviours turned supervillains and six kinks โ all selected by you.
โฑ โ warnings; the following pieces contain content of a dark nature with nsfw themes. each fic is tagged with its own warnings. beware of these for your own safety. minors and ageless blogs do not interact. you will be blocked.
โฑ โ note; join the kinktober taglist here! reblogs, comments and likes are greatly appreciated.
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Tag game!
basically put your most ridiculous fear
mine is losing everything i have on my laptop
yes i know
@aedynlikesgreen @itzursafespace @small-bottle-of-expired-milk @cjean14 @texaschef-offical @localinternetidiot + open tags
Mine is that the Empty Child from that one episode of Doctor Who would come and touch me while I'm trying to sleep
@kooriphantom @neverending-symphonia @valkyriefastwing @true-deru @harmonicseptet
Mine is the disease from stuff like The Sadness or Crossed becoming reality~
Tagging (no pressure): @that-student-that-has-homework @philistiniphagottini @feathersofdream and anyone who wants to join~
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etc etc etc falling in love with Higuruma only to find out he's married only to LATER find out that his wife has been dying and is no longer functioning mentally.
he still loves her, of course, but it's been years since she was... her. since she spoke words. since she was someone he could lean on.
The expression on his face when he answers the door is a flutter of emotions. Joy in his smile, confusion in his knit brow, then a marked fear as he realizes you're already tear soaked.
"Fuck you." It's immature, but you shove him. Not hard, but enough that he steps back. You follow him inside, pushing the door closed behind you so that the neighbors won't be able to hear your breakdown. "Fuck you."
"Baby, what's wrong?" Hiromi tries. You had imagined his home before, mostly in low lights and champagne kisses. It's lived in, with a pair of slacks thrown over the back of the couch, a dish left on the coffee table, and a vacuum left in the corner, but it's nice and put together, styled in a way most single men wouldn't be able to do.
"I'm not crying because I'm sad-" A lie. "I'm crying because I'm pissed."
"What?"
"I'm mad! I'm furious!" you stomp and sniffle. He tries to speak again and you cut him off. "You are the worst thing to ever happen to me."
His expression shatters, his tired eyes somehow more exhausted than ever. He leans forward, trying to hold your hand, but you snatch it away.
"I don't understand."
"You're married!"
Hiromi stands up straight.
"Oh."
That's what breaks you. Standing in the middle of his living room, looking at the man you love not even deny the fact he belongs to someone else.
"That's all you have to say?" A quiver has entered into your fury. "Oh?"
"It's..." he inhales. "It's complicated."
You go to turn and he manages to catch your arm by the bicep. The touch
"No, please. I need you to listen. Really listen," Hiromi says. You try to tug away, but with no strength behind it. "My wife is dying."
"That's supposed to justify it? You're cheating on a woman who's dying and I'm supposed to be comforted by that?"
"Listen."
"I-" Loved you. "I had sex with you!"
He sighs like a weight has been placed on to his ribcage.
"She has late-stage Huntington's, along with a couple of strokes." His eyes go far and his thumb rubs against you once, then pulls away, like he knows the comfort isn't justified. "She's under full-time care. She's bed bound, she can't swallow anymore and she can barely speak. When she has good days, she rarely knows who I am."
It takes a second of you to swallow all of that. It makes your anger fizzle, but now die. It's changed into something pulsing and uneven.
"Why? Why hide this?"
"I didn't mean to. I--" He falls back on to the couch, head in his hands. "Talking about her is hard. It hurts. It's gut-wrenching. I haven't talked about this with anyone since she started hospice. You were supposed to be just a coworker. You weren't supposed to know anything about me. Then, I fell in love with you and the secret was already there, built in. I didn't know what to do."
It makes sense and it doesn't. It makes your heart ache in different directions, in ways you'll have to untangle in the upcoming days.
After a while, you join him on the couch.
"What's her name?"
"Avni." Hiromi is quiet for a moment. "Do... you want to see her?"
You nod and he pulls out his phone. After a couple of taps and swipes, he pulls up an image of them together. it's a photo of a photo, but you can make out the important details. Hiromi is much younger, no greyed hair. She's beautifully ornate, golden jewelry pinned to her dark hair and ears, her red gown stitched with gold. The hand that caresses Hiromi's face is dyed with elaborate henna patterns. It's a wedding, you realize. Probably theirs.
"She's pretty."
"She is."
The two of you don't look at each other, just at her.
the very first night.
a/n: inspired by the very first night by taylor swift. welcome to the mlist, matsukawa.
content: angst
word count: 9.8k+
[ matsukawa x reader ]
โโโโโ
At eleven oโclock on a Thursday evening, youโre sitting on your bedroom floor in your apartment and studying the back of the photograph in your hand.
โStudyingโ โ more like nailing into the folds of your brain. Again.
The handwriting is messy, scrawly, almost like doctorsโ handwriting, but you know each letter and every curve of the ink. You know it like the creases drawn on your palm, like the cracks in your heart inlaid by the author.
He was the author, after all. He decided when the page would end, and you could only sit back and face the next line, the next chapter where this photograph is now merely a relic.
But the lines on this page, though worn, remain. The lines on this photograph, from the chapter when it was a promise and not just a relic, still spell out his words clear as day.
Keep smiling for me. Iโll give you more.
And the line underneath, no signature attachedโ
This is our first.
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omg i js read the rin catboy fic PLEASE make a 3rd im actually like addicted itโs so peak
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๐๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐บ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ (๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ) ๐ต๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ.
๏น๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๏น
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NOTE: Perfect timing with the request for this one, it was quite fun to write and I think Iโm a tad bit obsessed with hybrid auโs now โ๏ธ
The dense canopy of the backcountry provided a beautiful, dappled shade as you hiked deep into the wilderness.
You had originally planned a standard weekend getaway, but because you had totally, definitely not forgotten to reserve a campsite early, every single provincial park was completely booked. Which meant you had to opt for a wild trail deep in the crown land.
It was perfect for Rin. Now that he could handle public spaces without his predator instincts triggering an aggressive meltdown, the endless expanse of nature felt like the ultimate reward for his months of hard work.
You finally reached a breathtaking, isolated clearing bordered by a rushing freshwater creek and towering pines.
Dropping your heavy hiking pack onto a flat patch of moss, you unclipped Rinโs heavy-duty leash from his collar.
"Alright, Rin," you said, stretching your aching shoulders and giving him a bright smile. "You're off the hook. Go ahead and run freely. Explore, climb, and whatnot."

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๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ โ ๐ง๐๐ป๐๐๐ฝ! ๐ฑ๐๐ ๐จ๐๐๐๐๐ & ๐ฑ๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐พ๐
๐๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐บ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ (๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ) ๐ต๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ.
๏น๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๏น
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NOTE: need me a catboy in my life tf. I also love just inputting shidou in the brothers business, like he has no need to be in this but I want him to be. Thanks for all the love on that first part ๐
That one night shifted something in Rinโs stubborn, hyper-fixated brain. Once he realized your bed was wayy softer than his, and that your presence effectively silenced the lingering ghosts of Blue Lock, the floodgates opened.
Rin became clingy. Almost unbearably so.
The quiet, aloof hybrid who used to glare at you from the safety of his corner was gone. Now, the moment you stepped through the front door after work, he was already standing there, towering over you with his arms crossed and his long tail whipping a frantic, impatient rhythm against your shins.
He completely refused to eat alone anymore; if you didn't sit down at the table with your own plate, he would simply sit at the kitchen table and stare at his bowl with a petulant scowl until you joined him (what a brat).
im gonna bite him
iced tea with chia seeds
spiritually you take keigoโs virginity bc while heโs slept with. many people. you are the first one heโs ever genuinely wanted to fall into bed with while having no ulterior motive. he just loves you very much
He's fucked scores of people, but he's only ever made love with you
something is happening between me n hawks

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i can't find my way
ok but what fantasies do ur blorbos have about u?