I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

"Thank you for not making it rain nickels of something."

I walked into the student center’s lounge last night. After less than a minute of sitting there listening to music, the other three people who were in there all walked out. That was a great feeling. And I paused my music. They were all out there, less than fifteen feet from the GLASS doors, and they were talking shit about me. Rude asshats.

If only someone loved me as much as I hate myself. That would be great right now. Equilibrium kept me alive for the last year and a half. But it's gone now.

I'm sorry. I missed the part where hair is a freaking ingredient in gummy bears. -_-

"Can you tell from the look in our eyes? --We're going nowhere. We've lived our lives and we're ready to die. --We're going nowhere. You can run, but you'll never escape! --We're going nowhere. Will we ever see the end? --We're going nowhere. THIS. IS. SEMPITERNAL." Yes. This is sempiternal. I'm not going to lie, my life has been endlessly painful and shitty. It's been a never ending shit storm. But that's alright. I WILL see the end. I will escape.

I've found another band that's pretty good... From what I've listened to. I'll post a few lyrical clippings and such. It's P.O.D. For a few years, I've liked a song by them called "Youth of a Nation", It's about a kid going to school and getting shot by a classmate, from his perspective, singing about how he didn't tell his parents that he loved them, or how he didn't see it coming...