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sice mám momentálně jakoby pauzu, ale očividně bych potřeboval pauzu i od toho 👍👍

eughh i know i dont really have to explain them anything, but even though i keep thinking about how to explain to my parents that i really intend on changing my name.. ideally, i should do that before (if ever, okay) i get my bachelors degree, which should be in less than a year. and i know ive mentioned it to my mom in the past and i remember telling my parents i dont like my name when i was a little kid. ive always hated my given name. but you know, even if i dont tell them beforehand, they would find that out pretty quick. i dont need them to call me by my chosen name, i dont give a fck really, i just dont want to see my given name written anywhere ever again, i dont want to sign papers with that name, i dont want to pronounce it out loud everytime somebody asks my name. i hate how it looks when its written, i hate how it sounds. also, im pretty sure ill stick to this name that i chose almost two years ago. i just want a fckin bird-related gender neutral name, although its also the name of a wizard or something. id rather have that than whatever my parents gave me. why would you even choose such an ungly name for your child?? i dont get it. for a long time, i was sad i was not born a boy, because then id be called maxmilián, which does not look and sound as nearly as bad, although theres a chance i would not like it either. i dont care if others keep using my old name, im the one who doesnt want to.

*cough cough* i lowkey hate when theres black color in pride flags, as i find it rather uglyy : ( like why not pick a very dark shade of.. well, any color, instead of it?