probably thinking about fictional charachters rn

I absolutely adored this book and the characters in it. This book was a rollercoaster of emotions and was such a well written story. I had to make playlists for Noah and Rat. Just know that they are absolutely devastating but oh so them. What a powerful book.

We all know how much I love making a playlist, so I made these playlists of the music I think each of them would listen to. Some of them are ridiculously long, but I feel like I captured their vibes in each of them. Let me know if there is anything I should add!

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Sunlight - Hozier

Nettles - Ethel Cain

When The Dark Dresses Lightly - AURORA

Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac

Freakin Out On the Interstate - Briston Maroney

forwards beckon rebound - Adrianne Lenker

imperfect for you - Ariana Grande

Dancer - Sigrid

Hard Feelings / Loveless - Lorde

Ode to a Conversation Stuck in Your Throat - Del Water Gap

The Shining - The Neighbourhood

peace - Taylor Swift

Hymne à l’amour - Céline Dion

Crush - Ethel Cain

I’ve Seen It - Olivia Dean

My Love Mine All Mine - Mitski

Love Takes Miles - Cameron Winter

Nothings Gonna Hurt You Baby - Cigarettes After Sex

Meltdown - Niall Horan

effortlessly, i feel everything - The Man The Myth The Meatslab

Guilty as Sin? - Taylor Swift

When We Are Together - The 1975

Sleep on Your Side - Jeremiah Lloyd Harmon

Picture You - Chappell Roan

ur so pretty - Wasia Project

Golden Line - Djo

I Think I Love You - The Partridge Family

Guilty Pleasure - Chappell Roan

Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

Waste - Oh Wonder

Juna - Clairo

Help Me - Joni Mitchell

Your Best American Girl - Mitski

Dust Bowl - Ethel Cain

The Alchemy - Taylor Swift

Human - Dodie

Into You - Ariana Grande

Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer

Every Way - Rex Orange County

I’d Have You Anytime - George Harrison

Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex

Archetype - Omar Apollo

Something - The Beatles

Petrified - Omar Apollo

warm - Ariana Grande

The Fate of Ophelia - Taylor Swift

Me Before You - Bleachers

When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus

We’re In Love - boygenius

Sidelines - Phoebe Bridgers

If Not For You - George Harrison

i love you, you’ve got this - The Man The Myth The Meatslab

Happy & Sad - Kacey Musgraves

The Conflict Of The Mind - AURORA

chanson for my depressed love - Pomme

Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

epiphany - Taylor Swift

Bridge Over Troubled Water - Simon & Garfunkel

I’ll Believe in Anything - Wolf Parade

Jean & Kevin

Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift

Daylight - David Kushner

Blackbird - The Beatles

ilomilo - Billie Eilish

White Ferrari - Frank Ocean

House - Charli xcx

It’s Time To Go - Taylor Swift

Exit Music (for a film) - Radiohead

Right Where You Left Me - Taylor Swift

Eventually, Darling - Declan McKenna

do i ever cross your mind? - sombr

hoax - Taylor Swift

I Told You Things - Gracie Abrams

Come Back for Me - Jaymes Young

The Exit - Conan Gray

Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray

Merry Christmas, Please Don’t Call - Bleachers

TYRANT - Beyoncé, Dolly Parton

Letter To An Old Poet - Boygenius

Pushing it Down and Praying - Lizzy McAlpine

Fallen Star - The Neighbourhood

we never dated - sombr

Forever With Me - Conan Gray

Halloween - Noah Kahan

Souvenir - Boygenius

Some Protector - ROLE MODEL

Silver Springs - Fleetwood Mac

Oh, Gemini - ROLE MODEL

Almost (Sweet Music) - Hozier

Wild Horses - The Rolling Stones

Unknown / Nth - Hozier

I’m a Stranger Now - The Tallest Man On Earth

would’ve been you - sombr

Ilya Rozanov

Me and The Dog - Sam Fender

First Time - Hozier

Gimme What I Want - Miley Cyrus

Every Way - Rex Orange County

Isimo - Bleachers

The Boxer - Simon & Garfunkel

Chin Up - Sam Fender

Unknown / Nth - Hozier

Always - Rex Orange County

Me Before You - Bleachers

If She Could See Me Now - Lorde

THINGS BEHIND THINGS BEHIND THINGS - Bon Iver

Nothing Matters - The Last Dinner Party

Winner - Conan Gray

BLUE - Billie Eilish

I Can See You - Taylor Swift

alive - ROLE MODEL

True Blue - boygenuis

Mama You’ve Been On My Mind - George Harrison

Treacherous - Taylor Swift

All My Heroes - LÉON

BITTERSUITE - Billie Eilish

ur so pretty - Wasia Project

this is me trying - Taylor Swift

cowboy like me - Taylor Swift

Sunlight - Hozier

Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

Glue Myself Shut - Noah Kahan

Figure You Out - Djo

In The Lap Of The Gods - Queen

The Beach - LÉON

Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd

Ode to a Conversation Stuck in Your Throat - Del Water Gap

Favorite Daughter - Lorde

my tears ricochet - Taylor Swift

EASE - Troye Sivan

Little Bit Closer - Sam Fender

Eight - Sleeping At Last

Ride - Lana Del Rey

Nauseous - Conan Gray

The Alchemy - Taylor Swift

You Found Me - The Fray

gold rush - Taylor Swift

Sleep on Your Side - Jeremiah Lloyd Harmon

imperfect for you - Ariana Grande

Maybe I’m Amazed - Paul McCartney

Revolving Door - Tate McRae

RUNNING - NF

Shane Hollander

Self Respect - Bleachers

One Of Your Girls - Troye Sivan

My World - Conan Gray

I Can See You - Taylor Swift

House Tour - Sabrina Carpenter

Look Like That - LÉON

Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac

Leonard Cohen - boygenius

Unknown / Nth - Hozier

THINGS BEHIND THINGS BEHIND THINGS - Bon Iver

How To Stay With You - Troye Sivan

Figure You Out - Djo

First Time - Hozier

True Blue - boygenius

Treacherous - Taylor Swift

imperfect for you - Ariana Grande

ur so pretty - Wasia Project

cowboy like me - Taylor Swift

Ode to a Conversation Stuck in Your Throat - Del Water Gap

Favourite Daughter - Lorde

EASE - Troye Sivan

The Alchemy - Taylor Swift

Caramel - Conan Gray

Graceland Too - Phoebe Bridgers

(You) On My Arm - Leith Ross

supernatural - Ariana Grande

invisible string - Taylor Swift

Sweet Nothing - Taylor Swift

seven - Taylor Swift

Right Side of My Neck - Faye Webster

“Slut!” - Taylor Swift

Sleep on Your Side - Jeremiah Lloyd Harmon

Everything Matters - AURORA, Pomme

Kingston - Faye Webster

One - Sleeping at Last

Everyone Adores You (at least I do) - Matt Maltese

ordinary things - Ariana Grande

Liability - Lorde

could cry just thinking about you - Troye Sivan

Revolving Door - Tate McRae

Gasoline - Djo

forwards beckon rebound - Adrianne Lenker

Be Here Now - George Harrison

Johnny Sinclair

Sober - Lorde

Bourgeoisieses - Conan Gray

The Beach - LÉON

HEAVEN - Troye Sivan, Betty Who

Eat Your Young - Hozier

Summer Child - Conan Gray

Carry That Weight - The Beatles

Pretty Boy - The Neighbourhood

THINGS BEHIND THINGS BEHIND THINGS - Bon Iver

American Teenager - Ethel Cain

Ride - Lana Del Rey

Tennis Court - Lorde

Knockin’ On Heaven’s Door - Bob Dylan

Super Rich Kids - Frank Ocean

Summerboy - Lady Gaga

Bad Decisions - The Strokes

American Money - BØRNS

No Complaints - Noah Kahan

Glue Myself Shut - Noah Kahan

Maroon - Taylor Swift

ICU - Phoebe Bridgers

Born to Die - Lana Del Rey

Chinese Satellite - Phoebe Bridgers

If I Believe You - The 1975

Skyline To - Frank Ocean

Trouble - Troye Sivan

august - Taylor Swift

White Ferrari - Frank Ocean

Gasoline - HAIM, Taylor Swift

Garden Song - Phoebe Bridgers

Seventeen Going Under - Sam Fender

Wild Long Lie - Sam Fender

Letter To An Old Poet - boygenius

Angel Baby - Troye Sivan

Prom - SZA

Eternal Summer - The Strokes

Team - Lorde

Fuck it I Love You - Lana Del Rey

Beautiful People Beautiful Problems - Lana Del Rey, Stevie Nicks

Stargazing - The Neighbourhood

A Wolf At The Door - Radiohead

the last great american dynasty - Taylor Swift

Overdrive - Conan Gray

right where you left me - Taylor Swift

Fake Plastic Trees - Radiohead

Tusk - Fleetwood Mac

Buzzcut Season - Lorde

Loving Someone - The 1975

I Want To Break Free - Queen

Found Heaven - Conan Gray

Ribs - Lorde

loml - Taylor Swift

National Anthem - Lana Del Rey

The greatest - Lana Del Rey

Affluenza - Conan Gray

Old Money - Lana Del Rey

How Did It End? - Taylor Swift

Let Down - Radiohead

Old Time Rock & Roll - Bob Seger

Take Me To Church - Hozier

Two Ghosts - Harry Styles

The Archer - Taylor Swift

Sidelines - Phoebe Bridgers

Fable - Gigi Perez

Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

Dial Drunk - Noah Kahan

Growing Sideways - Noah Kahan

We Are The Ants

22 (OVER SOON) - Bon Iver

Dust After Rest - Boychik

Loving The Alien - David Bowie

Super Rich Kids - Frank Ocean

Mad World - Tears For Fears

Elevator Hum - Declan McKenna

This Feels Like the End - Nothing But Theives

Please Stay - Lucy Dacus

Nothing Works - Declan McKenna

VOID - Melanie Martinez

Figure You Out - Djo

Changes - Black Sabbath

Did I Make You Up? - half alive

my future - Billie Eilish

The Beach - LÉON

Don’t Look Back In Anger - Oasis

Climax - Djo

Wintertime - Boychik

Ring the Bell - Boychik

Family Line - Conan Gray

Chinese Satellite - Phoebe Bridgers

ivy - Taylor Swift

Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers

As The World Falls Down - David Bowie

A Little Place Called The Moon - AURORA

No Surprises - Radiohead

Seventeen Going Under - Sam Fender

Beautiful Faces - Declan McKenna

I Know The End - Phoebe Bridgers

Don’t Let The Neighbourhood Hear - Oh Wonder

Sleep on Your Side - Jeremiah Lloyd Harmon

Everybody Dies - Billie Eilish

could cry just thinking about you - Troye Sivan

Lonely Star - Oh Wonder

Astronomy - Conan Gray

Space Oddity - David Bowie

Starman - David Bowie

Rapture - Declan McKenna

For The Lover That I Lost - Sam Smith

Middle of Somewhere - The Neighbourhood

You Better Believe - Declan McKenna

Godspeed - Frank Ocean

Across The Universe - The Beatles

Eventually, Darling - Declan McKenna

My Friends - Oh Wonder

Mothership - AURORA

A Different Kind Of Human - AURORA

Be an Astronaut - Declan McKenna

I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes) - The 1975

End of the Earth - MARINA

What A Heavenly Way To Die - Troye Sivan

Will Byers

This Song - Conan Gray

Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me? - Taylor Swift

I Think There’s Something You Should Know - The 1975

No More “I Love You’s” - Annie Lennox

Everybody Dies - Billie Eilish

Family Line - Conan Gray

CHIHIRO - Billie Eilish

THINGS BEHIND THINGS BEHIND THINGS - Bon Iver

Cool About It - Boygenius

Innocent - Taylor Swift

tolerate it - Taylor Swift

Footnote - Conan Gray

Pier 4 - Clairo

The Great War - Taylor Swift

Isimo - Bleachers

Should I Stay or Should I Go - The Clash

Comfort Crowd - Conan Gray

Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain

It’s Nice To Have A Friend - Taylor Swift

Me and Michael - MGMT

No Complaints - Noah Kahan

I Know The End - Phoebe Bridgers

Summer Child - Conan Gray

Seven - Taylor Swift

You’re On Your Own Kid - Taylor Swift

We’re Gonna Know Each Other Forever - Bleachers

I Can See You (Taylor’s Version) - Taylor Swift

Strangers - Ethel Cain

California - Chappell Roan

Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray

Nauseous - Conan Gray

Wicked Game - Chris Isaak

The Child - Boychik

If She Could See Me Now - Lorde

Found Heaven - Conan Gray

Mike Wheeler

Fallingforyou - The 1975

Found Heaven - Conan Gray

THE GREATEST - Billie Eilish

Changes - Black Sabbath

The Great War - Taylor Swift

About You - The 1975

Seventeen Going Under - Sam Fender

Call Your Mom - Noah Kahan

It’s Nice To Have A Friend - Taylor Swift

If I Believe You - The 1975

Family Line - Conan Gray

Not Strong Enough - Boygenius

All My Heroes - LÉON

I Hate It Here - Taylor Swift

Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers

Let Down - Radiohead

Boys Don’t Cry - The Cure

Isimo - Bleachers

Girl, so confusing - Charli XCX feat Lorde

JUST FOR FUN - Beyoncé, Willie Nelson

It’s an Act - Declan McKenna