Jabber 5 ever

if you followed our (wrongfully termed) account dreadfolder, I’m sorry to admit that you won’t see a lot of art here!! this is a personal blog for us, if u wanna see art then go 2 @hemodaze which we haven’t posted art on so don’t go over there actually lmao :’)

I love gachiakuta, specifically just Jabber! and ig Zanka and Amo…. Extremely jankapilled we love janka. Do NOT argue or talk to us negatively about it /very fucking serious

trans cause of the body… it’s whatever though. some of us are xenogender and have neopronouns, and most of us aren’t human. Even though a few of us are nonbinary spec xenogender we prefer to be seen as a man. Some of us are objectums, We’re all gay.

— Due to stupid shit we can’t dm or reply to comments or send asks —

bodily minor!! white, american (GET US OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE!!) ….We’d like it if people under 15 don’t interact

self dx with D.I.D. It’s been years for us. fuck off if ur against educated self dx obviously sometimes we’re going to talk abt really fucking dark stuff we’re dealing with so tread with caution looking at vents

We’re agaisnt: any non-traumagenics, sysplex, polyminds, medians, transandrophobic language like tme/tma, transmedicalism, any profic like pro/com/darkshippers, radqueers + transIDs, harassment, Ao3, fujoshi shit, r slur usage, any disorder “abuse”, T.R.A.S.H + ICE + MAGA (though that should be obvious), fakeclaiming

if you’re apart or are supporting of any of those I don’t wanna interact

We’re supporting of/believe in: contradictory labels, xenogenders, neopronouns, alterhumanity+, objectums, recovery, ramcoa/oea, educated self diagnosis if you aren’t able to critically think about shit I don’t want to be near u. We aren’t aggressive, we’re very positive and thoughtful about things,, don’t be scared to interact or ask questions

I guess I only realize this sometimes cause people expect me to be doing drugs or sex when those things are completely foreign to me honestly. there’s a lot of contradictions with me that confuse people. I guess it’s just I wasn’t doing drugs when I was 4 so why would I now? I do the same things I did when I was little but because those things are so awful people get confused why I’m not doing other things.

I can feel myself slipping into that world where everything is how it should be no matter how awful it is.

My brain just tells me everything is fine.

I feel fine.

Why would I do any of those things when I can continue doing what I have now?

My entire life is stagnant.

Only some times things change and when they do, I’ve already forgotten how it used to be.

it’s terrifying for it to change. To lose people. It feels like a failure. Those people were so so close to me. But now I’ve completely forgotten them.

I’m fine. I think. I can’t exactly remember anything. But that’s fine.

this shits really confusing actually I have barely a grasp on this. Who am I? Dunno. Who are they? Dunno.

I guess most of the confusion comes from him and another alter kinda seeming similar? neither of them could really tell despite the other guy making his presence known and obviously being a protector.

Looking at what they’ve written it’s very clear they’re different, the persecutor would write about yk hurting other alters, then the other guy would be like “I would never write this wth!!!” Yeah cause that isn’t you lol.