I keep having variants of the same dream: hotel, event, familiar people, chase?, fear?
Last nights was different.
Something, some event was happening, something I needed to be present and vocal for.
People were out to capture me to prevent me from being at the event.
I'm my efforts to evade capture, I found myself in a remote cabin with one of my favorite musicians. Even in dreams I am too shy.
(I kissed his forhead as he played the piano. He obviously wanted us to talk music and play instruments, and I just wanted to coo at him for being so talented. He was unaware that I was at risk of being kidnapped.)
What does it mean in a dream when a toilet you didn't use starts backing up and overflowing with sludge? I'm running away from some repressed shit, I know, but right as I'm with (redacted)? Ugh, embarrassing!
The sun rises and the musician leaves and I am again scrambling to find a way to get to the event I am not wanted at, but needed.
The dream becomes gapy. I remember meeting up with friends at the afore dreamed convention, we devise plans, and gather resources and volunteers.
The event I am not wanted at is held in a small church, and with the help of a mother and her children and their friends, I approach the congregation sitting on the steps, gaurding the meeting.
The congregants, the church's elderly Woman's Group, hear me plead "We being food, let us feed our community! Let us Feed Our Community." And allows me and my group into the kitchens.
I am handed a note I do not immediately read. The rush of victory claiming me. I set down food and make my way around the kitchen into the main congregation.
The dream snaps away from that vital moment, as all dreams do, and to one of me and my community on a beach that has also been previously dreampt of. Whatever reason I had to break into that church meeting, I have done so, and the outcome seemed joyous.
Idk, I'm just floating on the intimate dream of sharing music with someone I admire.