love is more than a word.

A year changes you a lot.

I hope you never regret me.

Lately, in the shower I have been thinking more than I have been singing. I think about you.

How many times do we say we don’t care but deep down we fucking care so fucking much.

When she is happy, she can’t stop talking, when she is sad she doesn’t say a word.

If we’re gonna date we’re going to be 100% sure about each other. I’m doing something wrong or acting weird, talk to me. You need sometime alone, let me know. Feeling lonely? I’ll be there. If we’re gonna date i’m going to be supportive about everything. Your dreams are my dreams. If you fall, i’ll be there to pick you right back up. Don’t be afraid to trust me. I don’t care how you look, let me love what you’re most insecure about. Introduce me to your family, let me prove to your mom that her daughter will always have someone to take care of her. Let me bond with your dad and siblings, a family cookout, a sports game, whatever. Let me prove to you aunts, uncles and cousins that two girls can fall in love with each other. Lets go hiking, adventuring, lets travel the world together. Let me take you to amusement parks, museums, zoo’s and aquariums. Let me show you off to the world, someone as beautiful as you is too hard to hide. Be silly with me. Let me send you ugly snapchats and post up pictures that you think are ugly, but lets admit it, you’re the beautifulest person out there. Lets prank each other. Scare me as I walk into your room, trip me but catch me before I fall, push me off the bed, tickle me until I can’t take it anymore. Tired after a long day? Let me give you a foot massage, let me rub your back, let me make you forget about everything stressing you out. Let’s get drunk, go to the club and dance all night long. You fell in love with something in the store, i’ll buy it for you. Lets volunteer together, feed the homeless and help build a school together. Lets run marathons, even if we walk the end together. You’re feeling sad about something? Talk to me. Let me take you on random dates, even if it’s just an ice-cream with a drive up to the nicest view in the city. I want to cuddle with you at night. Are you afraid of the dark? I’ll be there to help you feel safe. Let me kiss your forehead as your asleep and let me wake you up to some breakfast. Don’t feel like going out? We’ll stay in, order some pizza, grab some ice-cream and watch some Netflix. Let me give you the shittiest lap dances in the world. Let’s get lost in each others bodies and eyes. Let’s get lost in each other. If you’re mine, it’s you and only you.

Maybe I love too much and maybe I show too little.

I promise to love you: at 6am when you’re waking to go to work, to school, or whatever road life takes you on, and when you didn’t sleep well, your hair is a mess, and your eyes are sleepy. at 8am when we say goodbye for the day and you’re rushing out the door with a cup of tea and your car keys in the other hand. at 5pm when you’re exhausted from the day and people have worn you out and you feel like crying, and falling asleep and escaping from everything. I will kiss your forehead, and wrap myself in your arms. at 10pm when you’re heading to bed, even though you won’t sleep for hours. Especially when we become a human knot wrapped up in sheets and kisses. at 3am when loneliness and sadness do not destroy you, but consume you and when you weep without an explanation, I’ll kiss your lips softly and tell you you’re the absolute best and that things will be better soon I will love you when you grow old, and I will love you after that. I will love you if I’m no longer here. I will love you, I will love you, and I will love you.

The hours between 12am and 6am have a funny habit of making you feel like you’re either on top of the world, or under it.