As it turned out, Madeleine was available for lunch that afternoon and more than happy to see her daughter. Things had been well between the two of them for the last two weeks, and Rachel felt like vomiting just at the thought of possibly throwing that away. Hannibal suggested the news would be easier for her mother to bear if it was told to her in private by Rachel herself. Rachel, however, felt as if he were leaving her to handle it alone.
Why do I feel like weâre going to fight tonight even if sheâs happy about it, she thought with a sigh while waiting for Madeleine to join her. That moment came far too quickly than she wanted.
âOh, Rachel, dear, donât you look lovely.â Madeleine leaned in to greet her daughter with a kiss on the cheek. âThe spring sun is already doing you well. You look almost glowing.â
Rachel gave her a tense smile, adjusting the napkin on her lap. Madeleine didnât notice, though, as she was giving her drink order to the waiter.
âA martini, please, with extra olives. One for both of us.â
The waiter hustled off before Rachel could interject. Sheâd intended to put the news off until the end of their meal, but now that timetable was also being moved up.
There was a little small talk after the drinks were dropped off and entrees ordered. Eventually Rachel couldnât put it off any longer; sheâd left her martini completely untouched, and Madeleine was looking a bit suspicious.
Rachelâs fingers fidgeted in her lap. âMom,â she started, intentionally picking an endearing term she never used, âCan I tell you something?â
Madeleine gave her a sympathetic look, and her eyes flashed. Rachel couldnât tell if the flash was one of happiness or concern. In all likelihood, it was probably a bit of both.
âIs it Hannibal, dear?â She dropped her voice. âAre you arguing? Iâve heard that European men can be quite aggressive, you know.â
As much as Madeleine may have been growing warmer towards her future son-in-law, there was nothing she loved more than drama.
âNo, of course not, it isnât that.â Rachelâs voice was sharp with offense â and frustration at the fact that they likely would be arguing tonight if her mood didnât improve.
Madeleine gave her daughter an unconvinced look. Rachel looked off to the hostess stand for a moment, steeling herself. Then she turned back, finding her motherâs steely blue eyes hard to meet.
âWeâre expecting a child. Iâm due in November.â
The rim of Madeleineâs martini froze against her lips. She set it down with an unsteady hand, unsure of what to do with her face.
âMy goodness, dear. How long have you known?â
More like, âHow long have you been hiding this from me?â Even Rachelâs internal monologue sighed. Just swallow your pride and do what Hannibal said to do.
âWe only found out this week. Itâs still incredibly early, but weâve decided to keep the baby.â
âWell I would sure hope so. Weâre Catholic,â Madeleine said with righteousness, as if the last time she were on her knees had been for anything close to prayer. âWhat, did he suggest you get one of those⌠things?â
âNo.â Rachel closed her eyes. Donât snap, donât snap. Itâll only make it worse. Her eyes fluttered open again, and she smiled. âWe took our trip to New York, he proposed, and then we were completely surprised when I missed a second period. Missing one can often be a fluke, as you know.â
While Rachel talked, Madeleine had taken a silver case from her bag and was lighting a slim cigarette. There was an uncomfortable silence.
âI donât know what the hell weâre going to have you wear for the wedding. Hiding a bump is hard but I will not have my daughter getting married after a child is born.â She took a long drag. âWell, thatâs assuming he even has the decency to still marry you?â
âOf course.â The edge was coming back.
âGood. People will talk a little less, then.â Madeleine sighed, puffed out smoke and eyed Rachelâs martini. âIâll take that off your hands, if you donât mind.â
While Rachel was enduring an exceedingly unpleasant lunch, Hannibal had tried to step up as well. His behavior that morning had been immature. After all, he bore the same amount of responsibility for the current situation as his lover did. His annoyance had ebbed away, replaced by concernâshe had been so anxious about being discovered by Madeleineâs friend, and knowing the elder DuBerry woman, he understood why. Hannibal no longer had parents to please. The only standards and expectations he had to meet were those he had set for himself, and if he failed to meet them, he only had himself to answer to. It was hard to remember that Rachelâs situation was entirely different. And despite that, instead of support, heâd shown contempt, impatience.Â
Even Hannibal could feel shame.
So he decided to make the effort for Rachelâs sake and the sake of their coming child. Since he already had the afternoon off from the hospital, Hannibal picked up a bottle of good Scotch and drove to the DuBerry residence. There was no guarantee that Eddy would be home, but luck favored the young father-to-be.
Eddy looked mildly surprised to see him when he opened the door. He stepped back to allow Hannibal to come inside, and Hannibal smiled.
âIâm sorry to drop in unannounced,â he said, âbut Rachel is with her mother, as you probably know, and I thought I should do my part as well. Can I interest you in an afternoon drink?â He held up the bottle, which Eddy accepted with slightly wide eyes.
âWell, sure. I donât see why not. How about we, uh, go into the library?â
The library was clearly Eddyâs space alone. It had none of Madeleineâs flourishes that Hannibal could detect nor even a faint whiff of her perfume. He wondered first when the lady of the house had last stepped foot in here; next, if a young Rachel, fond of books as she was, had sought sanctuary in this distinctly masculine room during her youth when she needed time away from Madeleineâs demanding nature. The image of her (in braids, perhaps, and a Catholic school uniform?) curled up in one of these big leather armchairs touched him.
Eddy opened the Scotch at a dark-stained cherry sideboard by the windows. He poured with a somewhat heavy hand, glancing back at Hannibal a few times in the process. Did he suspect the kind of news that Hannibal was about to deliver? Maybe every father instinctively mistrusted his daughterâs lover, engaged to be married or not.
âSo whatâs on your mind, Hannibal?â Eddy attempted the kind of jovial, paternal tone better suited to a fifties sitcoms than real life as he passed Hannibal a glass.
Hannibal had considered leading into the real reason for his visit by apologizing for not coming to Eddy to ask for his blessing before proposing to Rachel. Unfortunately, traditional in many ways though he was, he could not bring himself to ask forgiveness for something he considered both unnecessary and more than a little patronizing. Rachel was a grown woman in her thirties who knew her own mind. Even if she relied a bit too heavily on the DuBerrys for money and approval, she was her own woman, and Eddy was not the kind of attentive father whose blessing she wouldâve sought before saying yes, in any case...even if she hoped for it deep down.
Instead, therefore, Hannibal looked Eddy squarely in the eye and said in a decidedly unapologetic tone, âRachel and I found out this week that we are having a child.â
âOh.â Eddyâs face gave away surprisingly little, but the older man did drink deeply from his glass. He blinked a few times. âOh, I see. I...Rachel...what are your plans, then?â
âOur plans havenât changed,â Hannibal assured him. âThough they may have to be moved forward...and Iâm afraid Rachel is quite anxious about what youâll think, you and her mother.â Â
Eddy nodded. He looked a bit dazed, Hannibal thought. Maybe he was considering the fallout one daughterâs premature pregnancy (by a strange European man no less) would cause in his household after the other had already run off with a Spanish stableboy.
âI know that Iâm the outsider joining this family. But Rachelâs well-being is my number-one concern. Rachelâs and our babyâs, of course.â Now Eddy almost squirmed beneath Hannibalâs unwavering garnet stare. âRachel needs your support. She needs a mother and father who will stand by her.â
Finally, he dropped his gaze and softened his expression a little. He donned his most guileless smile when he looked back at his future father-in-law.
âI could use a little of that myself.â
When Rachel returned home after her emotionally draining lunch date, her entire house smelled like Hannibalâs cooking. He had put one of her opera records on the turntable as well; as she came closer to the kitchen, she would be able to hear him singing along to the strains of melodramatic Italian under his breath. A pretty bouquet of a dozen newly-bloomed pink roses sat in the middle of the island along with a bottle of sparkling grape juice, his tongue-and-cheek concession to her enforced sobriety, and a box of chocolates wrapped in gold foil paper.
Hearing her footsteps, Hannibal turned way from his work. Dark hair had fallen into his eyes, forcing him to jerk his head to one side to clear them, and he wore a plain olive-green work shirt, its sleeves rolled to the elbows, with an apron overtop it. As usual in the house, he was in stocking feet. The whole picture was quite domestic.
âHello, Rachel darling. Was it awful?â he asked, holding his arms open for her. âIâm sorry. You must think Iâm an ogre. I should have gone with you. This is all just as much my doing as yours. Well...very nearly. You are exceedingly tempting, you know.â
As if to remind her that even while repentant, Hannibal Lecter could be a charming ass, he winked at her.
But contrition was an interesting look on Rachelâs fiancĂŠ. It made him seem younger, a sweet reminder that for all his pride and self-confidence, he wasnât even thirty. Two months ago, neither of them expected to be walking this path towards matrimony and parenthood, yet here they were, navigating it clumsily together hand-in-hand.