You know, seeing all the blind hatred for "white" people on this site really makes me want to lash out and say a bunch of really racist things just to make people cry, but I can't. I really can but I won't. I won't because I truly do want to see black people succeed and stop the degeneration of their culture. I want to see hispanic and middle eastern people break free from their religions and do better for their cultures. I want to see Chinese people rise above their communist government. Fuck, I wish all Americans would actually come together to stop the tyranny that has destroyed all of our cultures. Im just so sick of being blamed for all these "white" peoples bullshit.
This may shock, awe, and offend you, but I feel I am the most oppressed, underrepresented and lied about minority on this earth. You all have heads on your shoulders enough to see that there are lies taught in our schools and there is a systemic problem in this country, but to believe that a certain group was lied about as well is complete bullshit because they were white.
Honestly, I applaud all the people who stand up to the cops and spit in their faces and find them pretty brave. I would even be out there side by side with them if their other calls weren't for marxism and anti-whiteness. Those two things will never sit right with me and neither will these stupid fucks flying american flags , being all "god and country" and if I have to be the only one, I will die with a smile on my face saying fuck you to everyone. I will not cave and force myself to focus on things that I find no interest in just because they're black and I "owe" them my money, time, voice or whatever and I will not be swayed to support the pigs or the right wing because they claim to be "for white people" (pro tip: they're not).
We should be able to come together regardless of race or who owes who to make a better future for all of our children. I will not suffer my children to learn about how evil they are and how racist they are because of a bunch of people who share their skin color commited atrocities. Teach ALL of the atrocities, but not self-hatred.
How am I not an opressed minority? Most white people I know are wigger pieces of trash who cant go 5 minutes without saying "dawg" and acting like the came from the ghetto. Ive never been able to get along with blacks or whites because they can't help but truly subjugate women around me and yak about bitches they've fucked. Just because I don't look at women in a sexual way all the fucking time, they would consider me feminine when in reality I'd fuck any of them up. Alot of blacks I see hit their children in public and I don't agree with this. If I say anything or stand up, I'm a racist, straight white man who needs to check his priveledge. If I defend women im a sensitive fag or a typical "white boy" to blacks. If I commit violence, the pigs take away my freedom and precious money. I never had any friends because I could not stand to be around any of these fucking people, regardless of race.
I used to work a construction job with an all black crew. The driver would scream at old women on the road because theyd honk at him for staring at facebook. He'd call them some serious names and threaten them with violence before he sped off goin 70 miles an hour while still looking at facebook. I truly hate rap and hip hop, not because theyre black, but because I love metal and I hate bass. They'd play it all the time in the car and I'd have my headphones in listening to metal. Once, they asked me if I liked their music and I was honest. I said "no, I'm into metal. Nothing against it, just not my thing." Immediately I was called racist and not in a joking manner. All of a sudden, the help that one of the five black guys I worked with was giving me stopped and on the job, it devolved into asking me stupid questions and looking out the side of their eyes at me. When I went to the boss about the driving problems and how I wasn't really learning anything, he said he talk to them, but " you know what they say, snitches get stitches. You should man up and tell him to stop driving crazy". The next monday, I got a call saying they had to let me go cause I just wasnt learning fast enough.
What am I supposed to do with this? Do I blame my whiteness for making me unreasonable? Is it unreasonable to want to go to work and not deal with that kind of shit? Physically, I am very confident in my ability to handle any altercation, even if it leads to my death, but how is that worth it? Its not worth having my freedom taken away just so I can prove something. It may have even been a hate crime had I needed to physically defend myself.
Maybe you're laughing and saying "hahaha hows it feel, white boy?" but I've never shown anything but respect to all people of all colors. The only people I've ever hurt were myself and my family with my drug addiction. An addiction that was perpetuated by a feeling of alienation. If you feel I deserve this then I say you deserve all you've gotten and hope it gets worse for you. I'm done keeping my mouth shut about human beings being pieces of shit, whatever their skin color. No matter how hatd I try to ignore things and TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY to make peace with my life, I'm always faced with some new anti-whiteness on a daily fucking basis. Im not racist, I'm tired of being called one without merit, so I'll give you fucks something to call me racist about until the hatred stops. I don't "hate" anyone, but I love pissing off hateful people. If you read my blog, Im not trying to make anyone feel bad for something they can't control, but am antagonizing this idea that all white people are evil and deserve humiliation.
Fuck this ran on way too long, even for me, so I'll end it here. I've never benefitted from being white. Its been an uphill struggle and Im still at the bottom of that fucking hill struggling to survive. What the fuck do I owe anyone apart from my children? Nothing. Not a fucking thing. Fuck you.
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