#varg vikernes

🐺🖤You met Ylva at one of Mayhem’s house parties    🐺🖤It’d have been a bit after she accidentally knocked into Oydis, and you find her trying to quickly clean the spilled beer off the floor, hands shaking slightly  

🐺🖤She seemed to snap out of whatever daze she was in when you spoke up and offered a hand, giving you a wary smile and muttering a small thanks 

🐺🖤You'd seen Ylva around before, you'd seen her at a couple parties, but this was the first time you talked to her  

🐺🖤Back then, she would have introduced herself as Kristi, as she hadn't changed her name yet  

🐺🖤Born the only daughter in a family of boys, Ylva always felt like an outlier     🐺🖤It didn’t help that they were always moving around because of her Dad’s job, so Ylva didn’t have a lot of friends as a child   

🐺🖤She still didn't now, and she felt that she should herself for being some weirdo who didn't grow up with any normal family dynamics     🐺🖤These were the main reasons while Ylva was so wary to open up to you initially, already reserved to the fact that you’d eventually leave like everyone else did 

🐺🖤But you didn't, you stayed even when she'd started rambling about J. R. R. Tolkien and his books 

🐺🖤And Ylva finally started to allow herself to consider the idea of actually having someone around instead of being on her own as usual    🐺🖤You were older by a few years, so you felt a bit protective her, especially with how shy she came off at first     🐺🖤Ylva didn’t open up to you immediately, it was slow 

🐺🖤The first time you smoked together, she confessed that she only started doing it to piss off her mother because it was “unlady like” 

🐺🖤That she’d purposefully smoke herself hoarse on bad nights so she wouldn’t be forced to talk     🐺🖤And once you’d actually met her mother... you didn’t blame her one bit, that woman was unsufferable     🐺🖤You’d came very close several times to telling the woman to fuck off, but you never did per Ylva’s request because she knew it would only make things worse  

🐺🖤The second thing she ever confessed to you was that she’d became vegan to get her parents off her back about her weight  

🐺🖤Ylva had always been the bigger kid and felt self-conscious about her body, and it was not helped by her parents always telling her to “eat healthier”     🐺🖤You slowly help introducing her to meat again once she tells you she wants to eat it again   🐺🖤The last thing Ylva would confess to you was that her father is the reason why she has the scar on her chin  

🐺🖤She tells you he hit her with a skate because she “wasn’t learning fast enough” and the blade sliced her chin open    🐺🖤She didn’t realize that she was crying until you hugged her, feeling a weight lifted off her shoulders at being able to tell someone the truth  

🐺🖤The first time you tried to introduce Ylva to the rest of the girls, it didn’t go well 

🐺🖤Oydis, of course, was acting bitchy and Ylva ended up storming off at the end of the night  

🐺🖤You and Oydis got into a screaming match over it where you essentially called her a mean girl who thinks she’s still in highschool     🐺🖤For once, Oydis genuinely felt bad and made an effort to be nicer to Ylva when you brought her around again  

🐺🖤It was awkward, to no ones surprise 

🐺🖤But it ends when both of them realize that they have similar interests     🐺🖤They end up having a big sister/little sister dynamic were they argue over about anything, but would fight anyone that looked at the other wrong 

🐺🖤You pick up on that fact that Ylva has a crush on Occultas PRETTY fast  

🐺🖤It was obvious with how she kept nagging him about silly things, or kept engaging with him despite claiming he was annoying  

🐺🖤They’d very much be that one scene from Who Framed Roger Rabbit 

“Seriously, what do you see in that guy?   “He makes me laugh”    🐺🖤You are the one and most likely ONLY person she’d teach the basslines of any Burzum song to 

🐺🖤When you're not hanging out at Helevete, you two usually hang out in the woods as Ylva loves nature 

  🐺🖤She tells you she liked coming out here because she felt like she could connect to nature more then she could connect to people 

🐺🖤But she tells you that all changed when she met you... and then immediately becomes embarrassed for confessing it