Listen to my incoherent ramblings with me for a moment won't you?
Sua is the ideal woman in the system of the Alien Stage world, the perfect candidate for Alien Stage even.
Down from her character design, the most prominent color we see is white, white is associated with a lot of things in Alnst, the Anakt uniforms, Sua, Luka, this is not a coincidence as white is the color of conformity, obedience, the color that truly represents her lack of autonomy throughout not just in Alnst but all of her life.
Sua was never free throughout her life and I am a firm believer of that, one way or another, she always found herself under the control of someone else, wether is be her "mother", Hee-ah or Mizi.
Sua is a god, but not in the way we think.
Sua is an all loving, all forgiving, self sacrificial God with no power of her own. When hurt, she apologizes and puts her own feelings aside for the people she loves because that's what an all forgiving, all loving god would do.
She puts a smile on her face and ignores the grim reality, in turn allowing you to just for a moment live in a fantasy world, an illusion of happiness.
But that doesn't change how those warm pink lights are still artificial, doesn't change how when the song is over, reality will come back and you will be met with that pale skin and white silky dress stained in blood.
Sua's godhood started when she was a young. As it is mentioned in the art book that since Nigeh is an influencer, Sua was put on the spotlight at a very young age, so I'd say it isn't hard to assume that Sua was already "worshiped" by the viewers and followers Night accumulated for her, even if Nigeh herself resented Sua for being more loved and adored than she could ever be.
From the very beginning, Sua adopted this image of a god, a frail doll for the others around her and accepted the mistreatment because that's what she believed she deserved. So much so that she would rather be the one to die rather than lose the person she loves most, even if said person wasn't always the healthiest for her.
That's why Sua is the ideal woman of Alien Stage. A self sacrificial, all forgiving and all loving "god", who will die forgive you even if you hurt her, love you nonetheless and in the end, die for you with a smile on her face.
Thank you listening to my random ramblings.
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