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I have something to say but I can’t say it. So how about this, instead. How about I never saw you coming. Walking through July like it was a ring of fire and then you. You in all your morning glory. You with the lighter fluid in your mouth. You on my doorstep trying to sell me a new security system, smoke in your teeth. I know the stories. Someone is always leaving in them, so here, take a copy of my keys. Leave your coat. Make this harder than it has to be. Make this a disaster because you know I live for that. I was napping on the couch when I dreamed that you got on a plane and left. I think it was a nightmare, at least until you called from the airport and begged me to come meet you, then maybe stay forever. I said yes. And I know it’s not right, to say things like this, so I’ll only say it once. Listen closely. Are you listening? Bring your ear to my mouth.I would follow you anywhere. I would. God, I would.