FFXIV RP blog Of Dirigo Nightmaze @dirigonightmaze-blog - Tumblr Blog

*breathes into a paper bag*

Wh-What? Really!? 100 Followers!?!?

*sobs uncontrollably*

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I’m so happy! I can’t believe Naenia has gotten so much love. I really didn’t expect this. I’m honestly at a lost for words.

Joining Tumblr has been such a great leap for me. I’ve heard so many horror stories and seen so much discourse that I always feared someone like me wouldn’t last a week. Unfortunately there have been a few bumps and I’ve gotten some hate, at first I was sure I’d be eaten alive but I’ve had such wonderful friends behind me and I’ve befriended so many wonderful and unique individuals! Honestly, every single one of you is amazing and I love seeing you on my dash! Even if we don’t talk or never will interact, seeing all of your aesthetics and asks and stories really brightens my day and inspires me to do better!

I love you all so much!

While things are a bit difficult financially, I can spare to show a little kindness and appreciation for all your love and compassion! So I’m going to be doing a GIVEAWAY! I’ve never done this before so please bear with me!

I will be picking three winners! All prizes will be purchased on the Mog Station where I will give you a code for your gift! I’m sorry, I won’t be doing any server transfers or name changes!

1st Place: Anything ranging from £15 to £18!

2nd Place: Anything ranging from £9 to £13

3rd Place: Anything ranging from £5 to £8

If there’s anything that is £1 extra on the Mog Station that you’re interested in but doesn’t meet the price range, I’ll be more than happy to make an exception!

The rules will be simple!

You just need to like, reblog and be a follower!

New followers are more than welcome to participate! But please don’t follow me then leave once you get your prize, that’s just mean.

The winners will be announced some time around December where I will have more money to spare! So see it as a ‘thank you’ and an early Christmas present!

This will not be a popularity contest! I will use a generator to make it fair!

Thank you all so much for following me! This really means a lot to me, and I really hope to remain worthy of your time and friendship!

Have a wonderful evening!

paleshadeofrose

Reminder for the giveaway! Prizes will be given per person, not per account! Please don’t be greedy and try for multiple prizes, give others a chance, too! I don’t mind if you want to share on multiple blogs, but please let me know your main blog! I will redraw a winner if I’ve drawn 1st and 2nd as two blogs that share the same holder! Also please actually have a FFXIV account… for some reason people that don’t play it are reblogging xD Thank you!

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paleshadeofrose

*breathes into a paper bag*

Wh-What? Really!? 100 Followers!?!?

*sobs uncontrollably*

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I’m so happy! I can’t believe Naenia has gotten so much love. I really didn’t expect this. I’m honestly at a lost for words.

Joining Tumblr has been such a great leap for me. I’ve heard so many horror stories and seen so much discourse that I always feared someone like me wouldn’t last a week. Unfortunately there have been a few bumps and I’ve gotten some hate, at first I was sure I’d be eaten alive but I’ve had such wonderful friends behind me and I’ve befriended so many wonderful and unique individuals! Honestly, every single one of you is amazing and I love seeing you on my dash! Even if we don’t talk or never will interact, seeing all of your aesthetics and asks and stories really brightens my day and inspires me to do better!

I love you all so much!

While things are a bit difficult financially, I can spare to show a little kindness and appreciation for all your love and compassion! So I’m going to be doing a GIVEAWAY! I’ve never done this before so please bear with me!

I will be picking three winners! All prizes will be purchased on the Mog Station where I will give you a code for your gift! I’m sorry, I won’t be doing any server transfers or name changes!

1st Place: Anything ranging from £15 to £18!

2nd Place: Anything ranging from £9 to £13

3rd Place: Anything ranging from £5 to £8

If there’s anything that is £1 extra on the Mog Station that you’re interested in but doesn’t meet the price range, I’ll be more than happy to make an exception!

The rules will be simple!

You just need to like, reblog and be a follower!

New followers are more than welcome to participate! But please don’t follow me then leave once you get your prize, that’s just mean.

The winners will be announced some time around December where I will have more money to spare! So see it as a ‘thank you’ and an early Christmas present!

This will not be a popularity contest! I will use a generator to make it fair!

Thank you all so much for following me! This really means a lot to me, and I really hope to remain worthy of your time and friendship!

Have a wonderful evening!

paleshadeofrose

Reminder for the giveaway! Prizes will be given per person, not per account! Please don’t be greedy and try for multiple prizes, give others a chance, too! I don’t mind if you want to share on multiple blogs, but please let me know your main blog! I will redraw a winner if I’ve drawn 1st and 2nd as two blogs that share the same holder! Also please actually have a FFXIV account… for some reason people that don’t play it are reblogging xD Thank you!

danielnelsen

remember trans women remember trans men remember nonbinary people remember trans people of colour remember disabled trans people remember mentally ill trans people remember every trans person who has lost their life due to transphobia

today is transgender day of remembrance and we remember

vodorigatai

FFXIV Flash Giveaway (enter by 11/16/2018)!

Yes, maybe I’m a little crazy for running yet another new Giveaway at the same time that my FFXIV Art Commission Giveaway is still open. ^^

Well, what can I say? Watching today’s FFXIV Fan Fest 2018 keynote presentation made me feel pretty connected to the FFXIV fan community, even though I had to skip Fan Fest this year. I’m stoked about all the new things coming our way, and I hope that you are, too! So, let’s get hyped with another super-fast Flash Giveaway — OPEN TODAY ONLY!

For those of you who had to stay behind to tend to house and hearth, here’s a chance to win the super-cool and account-wide new SDS Fenrir Mount — a $30.00 value!

But don’t delay! This super-fast Flash Giveaway will end as quickly as it started — you must enter no later than tonight, November 16, 2018 at 12:00 midnight Pacific Standard Time (PST).

To enter, all you have to do is be a follower, “Like” this post, and then reblog this post on your own Tumblr! (If you have multiple blogs, please be sure to leave a comment with your main/side blog’s names so I’ll know that you’re eligible.)

Good luck, friends! ^^

vodorigatai

Taishi’s Final Fantasy XIV Art Giveaway!

Hello, friends! ^^

In preparation for the Thanksgiving holiday here in the United States this month, I wanted to do something special to show my appreciation for all of my followers here on Tumblr and on Twitter.

If you’ve ever wanted to commission an artist to draw a full-color portrait of your Final Fantasy XIV character, here’s your chance! In partnership with the amazingly talented Lukreva, I am giving away a complete, paid art commission to one lucky winner! ^^

To see samples of Lukreva’s art style and previous work, please visit his Tumblr and look around. (For faster navigation through his portfolio, see http://lukreva.tumblr.com/archive).

IMPORTANT: Please take the time to read all of the information below to avoid possible disqualification and disappointment! Full rules, requirements, and deadline details after the jump! ^^

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vodorigatai

“Darkness falls across the land, All Hallows’ Eve is close at hand!”

I’m sure many of you have some fun Halloween events planned in the game, but perhaps you’re still lacking a suitable costume, want some fancy glamour dyes, or need a Fantasia potion to transform into someone… or something… entirely different for the occasion? Or maybe you’re hosting your own event and still need some spoopy furnishings to decorate accordingly?

Well, fear not… for here’s your chance to win one of three valuable Mog Station prizes in my 2018 Halloween Giveaway! As always, please note the deadline and read the full rules below to make sure you’re eligible to enter the prize drawing!

Grand Prize

The winner will be awarded the following :

$30.00 to spend in Mog Station Merchandise

Second Prize

The winner will be awarded the following:

$24.00 to spend in Mog Station Merchandise

Third Prize

The winner will be awarded the following:

$18.00 to spend in Mog Station Merchandise

Entry Requirements

All quoted dates, times, and currency values mentioned or implied in this giveaway are U.S.-based. All prizes from the Mog Station are subject to Square Enix “Optional Items” pricing that will be in effect on the day of the winner’s prize award (note the “Entry Deadline” below).

To be eligible for this prize drawing:

You must follow my blog at vodorigatai.tumblr.com. New followers are welcome!

You must “Like” this post.

You must reblog this original post on your own Tumblr blog. (Sorry, any blogs created for the sole purpose of giveaway reblogging are not eligible.)

If you are following me from a side blog, please add a comment to let me know what main blog you are associated with.

Everyone who follows these rules is eligible to enter — it doesn’t matter if you’ve previously won one of my other giveaways or not. ^^

Entry Deadline

This giveaway ends at 12:00 PM (Noon) PDT (Pacific Daylight Saving Time) on Sunday, October 28, 2018. I’ll contact the three winners at some point later on that day via PM, so please check your Tumblr messages promptly!

If within 24 hours after the contest ends I don’t hear back from a winner who’s been contacted to confirm their selections, your prize may be awarded to the next randomly chosen person.

Good luck, friends — and thank you for following! ^^

hainju

dirigonightmaze-blog

OMG I love this ! And I love you too @hainju ♥♥♥

#art of my character and his ebony mooncatte

hainju

dirigonightmaze-blog

I love it so much thank you Iha @hainju

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Attached are some art that is done by my wonderful ingame husband Ihakae Iradoz here on tumblr/ twitter and Ko-fi (see links below) . I am posting some of his art in the hopes to get people interrested in his art and even contact him to have him be commissioned for art. Please check below link. Please help me to make him become known as a talented artist as he is currently feeling slightly down and under the weather.

Please note that some art are Rated R18+

http://hainju.tumblr.com/tagged/arthainju https://twitter.com/IhakaeIradoz

If you do like his art and do want to support, but can’t afford a commission, or just want to give something small that you can support, please consider to buy her a Ko-Fi at

https://ko-fi.com/Q5Q7L1NI#

Thank you in advance for any support you are offering!

- Dirigo Nightmaze-

@hainju is streaming , make sure to check it out !

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Attached are some art that is done by my wonderful ingame husband Ihakae Iradoz here on tumblr/ twitter and Ko-fi (see links below) . I am posting some of his art in the hopes to get people interrested in his art and even contact him to have him be commissioned for art. Please check below link. Please help me to make him become known as a talented artist as he is currently feeling slightly down and under the weather.

Please note that some art are Rated R18+

http://hainju.tumblr.com/tagged/arthainju https://twitter.com/IhakaeIradoz

If you do like his art and do want to support, but can't afford a commission, or just want to give something small that you can support, please consider to buy her a Ko-Fi at

https://ko-fi.com/Q5Q7L1NI#

Thank you in advance for any support you are offering!

- Dirigo Nightmaze-

Above are some art that is done by my wonderful ingame husband Ihakae Iradoz here on tumblr. I am posting some of his art in the hopes to get people interrested in his art and even contact him to have him be commissioned for art. Please check below link. Please help me to make him become known as a talented artist as he is currently feeling slightly down and under the weather.

Please note that some art are Rated R18+

http://hainju.tumblr.com/tagged/arthainju

Thank you

- Dirigo Nightmaze-

#promotion for a friend

paypigbi

Today I made someone very happy by giving away 5000, I’ve never been as happy as I am right now sharing my money with a few lucky people.

I’m giving away 5,000€ to 5 random tumblr followers who reblog this and 10,000€ to a random lucky person who sends me a message on Sweatcoin (PayPB)

Thank you so much for making this a reality.

paissa-brat

when the ranged dps are 800 miles away from you and need healing

X’DDD

OH MY GOD

@hainju

FUCKING WITH THE WRONG GUY

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mario kart irl

a-single-bloom

The fact that he starts pedaling faster at the end

rasebas

Chaotic good rogue

notlostonanadventure

What kind of mad max Mario kart from hell bullshit is this

strampunch

the fact that they speak Italian makes it even funnier to me, for some reason.

vastderp

I thought about going to Menards for like three seconds before i remembered bottle rockets are illegal here. Sigh :(

jumpingjacktrash

eh you’d set somebody’s rosebushes on fire and feel bad about it, but it sure is satisfying to watch

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@hainju

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thebestoftumbling

Asked for a scoop of vanilla, cold stone delivers

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His face before he slams it

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wher ethe fuck the ice cream go

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He destroyed it

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@hainju

Personal situation

Hi all its been ages since I wrote anything here on my own blog. So yeah where to start?

Well for people who know pretty much about me this doesn't come as a new thing.

I am in real life assigned since birth with the gender female. And throughout my life I was always a bit of an oddball so to speak. My parents were gamers as well think about the Atari , Nes , Super Nes and what not. So I've always been quite an recluse. I was barely came outside and when I did I never did the stuff girls normally do. Play with barbies , act like a princess and dress up like one. So you could say I was more of a tomboy.

Well my parents and I always went to a campsite where we had our own trailer. I wasn't fond of going there because I liked the hustle and bustle of my city a lot more. I had alot of friends which were male so if I was forced to go play outside it was either playing soccer or stuff boys would normally do. I was also more interested in boy cartoons back then. While growing up and being confronted with getting breasts and the "oh-so-joyous" event that is called menstruation or in the common tongue more known as "the period" I started to begin feeling awkward with my body. Of course many years passed. Went to college got boyfriends one a bit nastier than the one before but hey that's life. Untill I started to work after finishing college I really felt that I did not understood the aspects of being an adult and having a job. Ofcourse I was subjected to bullying in my childhood but when I started my first job as a secretary I began to notice problems in communication and how to socialise with people. I studied for being an bookkeeper and the company I worked at only had one computer that had bookkeeping software. Ofcourse I learned from the company's bookkeeper how to work with that program but when it came doing bookkeeping myself I never had to do it unless that colleague who owned that computer was off or ill. All the time of people said something to me in a sort of tone it affected me psychologically and I never could let it go. Many people i went to ask advice how to deal with it just said : oh let it slide. This actually went on for years and years to come. And job after job. (Note this was between 2005 and 2015)

In 2015 I was working already 5 years at the same company. In 2010 however I began to notice I struggled with many things psychologically. So I went to an psychologist.

In 2010 the first psychologist with our first meeting within the first 5 minutes after introductions said: you have autism. I was like wow no research was done so I asked him how he knew that he just said : I have a hunch. I immediately began to have my doubts with this guy so I decided to find a other psychologist. She said : everyone has on certain level autistic traits. So when I was in treatment with her it was more like venting sessions. In 2015 our company for which I worked for was "graced" with a new floor manager who decided to change everything. Our way of working. Which customer each person (team) served. She wanted us to be flexible. And about every two weeks she changed her plans which was very annoying to me. I went to the doctor to have a other psychologist this psychologist said after our third session that I may have autism and an official research by an specialist was done. In 2016 in January I didn't get one diagnosis but two. The first was for autism , the second was for epilepsy. In april 2015 I had something similar to a burn out. My boss was bow fully aware of me having autism and epilepsy and found me more a liability than a blessing. They ordered their own specialists to induct a research if the job I was doing was suitable for me. And later it became known it wasn't. A reintegration coach was hired and a outplacement trajectory was taking place I never thought I would leave that company. The reintegration coach however was specialised in guiding people with autism or any other mental disorders. So she understood me quite well. The current psychologist that was also specialised in autism treated every person with autism the same. But not every person with autism was the same. Like each person has a different personality so are people with autism.

So ofcourse you should realise that a 32 year old woman was dealing with an identity crisis. Since November 2017 I also became very engrossed with my female body. And as each month and period went by the stronger that feeling became. We are now 10 months further that feeling never changed. After many talks with my psychologists and psychiatrists I began to realise I felt more like a male. I am attracted to males but began To behave As One. Scared for my parents opinion and feelings two weeks ago on September the 5th 2018 I told my parents that I was not happy being an female. Surprisingly and fortunately they understood it. I have no job atm since November 2016. All the jobs I applied to I got rejected due to the fact I had autism and epilepsy. I also became severely depressed and mental stress triggered epileptic seizures. Since March 2016 I had an psychologist who helped me so well that my depression became less at the moment I told my parents that I wasn't happy being a woman and wanted to continue my life as a male. Which like I mentioned earlier they took well and weren't angry or disappointed.

I decided to go to the doctor to get an recommendation for a transgender clinic. And I got it. Each day I feel myself more happier. Each day I feel even if it's going to be a very long journey to reach my goal I know that I'm not alone and have people who are there to me. So until I finally will be helped on the transgender area I have no doubt many things will cross my path.

For the people who are struggling with the same thing as I am and was I just want to give one message. You are in control of your life and it is you who has to do things that will make you happy. Only you can decide that because it is you who have to live this life. And if people don't agree with you. Well, too bad for them that's their problem. Ofcourse There are things we do not control. Sudden illnesses for example. But it's your life and it's you who has to become happy at the end of the road.

So hang in there, keep your chin up and last but not least ...don't give up and not on your hopes or dreams.

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