If you have beef with anything, even if it’s minor, don’t do it. I mean this genuinely. Everything is hell and the world is ending, I get it, but suicide will never be the answer.
So be petty. Be childish. Be messy and messed up and rough. Have enemies. Mortal enemies.
Those people you consider scum of the earth? Destroy them. Absolutely decimate them. Plan your revenge in your room at 1 am on your macbook air that you only bought because you wanted to make music on something that didn’t only have 8 gbs of ram and had to be plugged in all the time and if you turned it off or closed it wouldn’t turn back on unless you unplugged it and plugged it back in and now you’re regretting not just getting an actual pc. But stay alive.