dimensional lag

What do you do when someone else paint your story.. when they add their colours to your shapes, when they add their lines into your image, when they take your hand and force the strokes you don't want,. What do you do when they blur the edges How do you add your shades? How do you keep going?

You don't know how much you miss something until one day you see that person again , feel that familiar presence, breathe that scent and you go like this ..... I missed it ..it was what was missing

Can acadamics get anymore shitter than .. your favourite subject being taught by a fucking stupid teacher

How physics feel philosophical when it's get theoretical....

I would love to study literature, fine arts ... Wander aimlessly in abandoned castle halls , wear warm earthy shades write and study psychology, antanomy, draw human sketches. But uhh.. I am stuck in this scientific 21st century