“this is not poetry. this is self-neglect. this is avoiding therapy, avoiding medicine, avoiding growth, avoiding life. this is expecting people to always take care of you. this is asking for help before attempting to fix the problems for yourself. this is being a burden on the people you love. this is not being able to love as much as you want to because you are always putting your fears first. this is when you realize that you need to get your mental health under control before you destroy yourself completely. this is the moment that you tell yourself that you are in control. that you want to be so much more than who you are limiting yourself to being right now because you are not doing everything in your power to be better. this is knowing that even when you think you cannot, you can. this is your turning point. this is that scene in an ’80s coming-of-age film where electronic music blares and someone sits on their front steps or on the hood of their car and realizes that they are capable of having everything they could ever possibly want, and their face is glowing and your heart feels warm just being there to watch it unfold. to see hope and crave it. this is when you look at yourself. really look at yourself. and decide that there is so much more that you will be.”
snowghoul
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