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i love the part of making art where you feel like you need to go missing

Everything used to be 20 dollars and now that I finally have 20 dollars everything is now 200 dollars

I know the name of the game is to date multiple people at once and keep your options open but what if you’re a lovesick girl who likes one particular person and when you start liking them everyone else becomes disgusting to you. Then what.

if you've never been clinically depressed, this is the short version

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

there is something within me that i would like removed

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

I’m always reminded without fail that intimacy that’s not earned crumbles so fast

everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

there's not a single casual bone in my body. everything means something to me