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there's not a single casual bone in my body. everything means something to me

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

i'm losing my spark who got a lighter

I am in a really weird point in my life if U can't tell

everything is that deep to me because i have this big empty hole in my heart

does anyone like me and want to understand me

sorry i didn’t answer your message im consumed by a grief that never leaves me and everything feels pointless and agonizing, i have nothing funny or uplifting to say and have spent my days sitting in a dark room grappling with a deep seated emptiness i cannot explain or fill, i hope you’re doing well though talk soon

MY FINGERS BARELY EVEN TOUCHED YOUR STUPID FUCKING AD STOP REDIRECTING ME TO THE APP STORE

imagine hating me and im just in my room straight up sobbing

I’m such a “yay <3” person like unironically a hip hip hooray type of personality

for me to be known is to be humiliated Lowkey

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here