Every time I sit down to write, my hands shake.Β
The words flow endlessly through my mind,Β
but itβs damn near impossible to get them out
in any meaningful way.Β
I want to tell you that Iβm sorry,Β
and Iβm angry,Β
and Iβm confused.Β
But most of all,Β
I want to tell you that
Iβm hurt,Β
that I hurt.Β
I hurt so badly.Β
My heart will explode one day.Β
I welcome it,
Iβm not afraid, Iβm just
sorry
because Iβm supposed to be.Β


















