Real Talk

I’m so happy to have Lou and that my family just accepted him completely with open arms. My mom is smitten and told me to never let him go. It’s not hard to be smitten with that smile and accent. I mean it’s really not fair.

My mom asked if Louis was coming to dinner on Thursday. I haven’t asked him yet. I don’t know how to ask him. What if he’s going back home? I could totally be misreading this whole situation and maybe I think this is more serious than it is. I’m going to have to ask him soon.

Sometimes I feel really lost and not sure where to go. I like to ignore those moments and curl up against Lou with Jax sticking his nose between us. I can’t describe why or how it feels okay and soothing to be with him but it is and that’s enough for me. Maybe not my therapist but its enough for me and that’s all that really matters right?