BetaGhostly

I love and am grateful to everyone who recognizes my talent and admires my art, but remember, I am not your refuge; no one but yourself should take care of yourselves!

I've gotten sick many times from constantly worrying about the opinions of acquaintances, but I'm tired... tired of not being myself.

I left the fandom because I became despicable or out of touch with them, and it hurts like hell. I'm sorry to be a bother, but the problem is entirely theirs, not mine.

It doesn't matter what I do to try and convince them to forgive me or whatever they want from me. I got rid of an insecure person in the worst possible way, but better that than continuing to walk alongside hypocritical moralists.

I don't deny my mistakes or the limits I crossed in the past, much less do I want to offend those who were deeply hurt by how I expressed my anguish and opinions. But I'm not going to get sick anymore worrying about how I should have fun.

I don't control how others feel or interpret my actions and words. So, with all due respect, fuck it. I don't need to do anything to redeem myself other than move on, instead of continuing to self-destruct.

If you want to stay, stay. If not, that's okay. I understand...

I wrote all this to remind myself that I don't deserve to feel all this neurosis, nobody deserves to feel what I feel, so remember that Robin!

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