alexa demie

Please, that was a crazy day. I had to show up to support the show and see you girls, but I was doing The Drama press at the same time and well, a girl can't be in two places at once, though she loves to try. Sorry I wasn't there for as long as I'd have liked. You know how much I love you, girl. I literally just finished all the Spiderman stuff so please come and get me. My next big thing is Dune, but that's not until the end of the year, so I'm totally yours until then.

i know you are just a multi tasking queen! i have zero idea how you managed to do everything that you've done this year. at least you tried and that's what we should focus on. its okay, it just gives me a chance to miss you even more. i know and i love you right back! i'm going to kidnap you sometime before you get whisked away for dune press. we can have a movie marathon, not wear any make up, sweats...all the junk food. it's a must!

i always knew who i wanted to be and what kind of aesthetic i wanted to rock. my mom was a big help in that; she knew who she wanted to be and was quick to teach me to embrace my true self too. a bad bitch helping a bad bitch. though it really does just remind me of that euphoria quote — maddy knew who she was from a very early age. what about you though? have you always known or did it take you some time to figure it all out? because you also give off the vibe that you know exactly who you are.

i love that! and you quoting maddy to me makes this even better. she definitely had the right idea about knowing who you are. it took me longer than people probably realize, though. i've always known what i liked, but figuring out how i wanted to present myself took some trial and error. i love that your mom gave you that confidence so early.

I love this, such a spot on question, usually I get did they at some point scare you? Let';s be clear they scared me the whole freaking time. Week one when I started to actually think me and Freddy were making pizzas in the off hours in the kitchen. Like I know based on how I behave on set I should not own one but I also kind of want to so I can bring back precious memories and have him holding my nachos during Ghost Adventures.

i assumed they might scare you and that is why i didn't ask! i bet they were terrifying up close. though i think that eventually you'd get used to them? that is cute, not going to lie! i think it'd be funny to own one and just keep it up somewhere in the house. if i had a guest over, i'd just ask them to grab something in the kitchen and the jump scare? i'd love it!

People try and do that for me and Paramore all the time. Keep saying that they miss the old us... when we never really left. It's wild. I think younger Hayley, even back to the self-titled era would be very shocked about what has happened in her life. But proud of what has happened, too. Cause she didn't know a whole lot. Do you find yourself looking back at some of your roles?

i know i see a lot of people talk about paramore and how they miss it, which is funny when you're all still right there. i guess sometimes people really mean they miss who they were when they first found something. i definitely look back at some of my older roles, though. sometimes it feels like i'm watching someone else entirely, especially when i think about how different my life was when i filmed them. there are things i'd probably do differently now, but i don't think i'd want to erase any of it.

and it's always based around a situation they have no full context or understanding of—hmph. oh my gosh! that part! and no matter what I say or do. people continue to put me in this fragile, little box. not that I don't love the princess treatment but come on, it's getting absolutely ridiculous! I'm a grown ass adult! I drink. I fuck. I party. I curse. I do everything a woman my age does. so why is that so shocking?

always! they just get that little piece of information and run with it. suddenly it's your entire personality and anything outside of it has people clutching their pearls. like, you can be sweet and still drink, fuck, party and curse. none of that cancels the other shit out. people just don't know what to do when you stop fitting into whatever little box they made for you.

the hair has definitely become a much bigger talking point than i ever expected. i've had it long for a while now, but the half ponytail seems to have sent everyone into a bit of a meltdown. i'm not complaining, though. it's nice to know people approve! i just got tired of having it all over my face, so tying half of it back seemed like the easiest solution. i think i'm just curious how long i can keep growing it before everyone starts demanding i cut it. the lego minifig genuinely caught me off guard! i had no idea it had become that collectible, let alone that someone would actually pay $15,000 for it. i think my reaction was probably the same as yours when i found out. imagine telling me years ago that one day a tiny plastic version of my spider-man would be worth more than some people's actual wardrobes.

it just shows how many people pay attention to your style choices! the half ponytail just clearly stunned everyone and they can't stop rambling. i was going to say at least they like it? if they didn't..we might be having a totally different conversation. hair can get int he way so you found a solution that works for you. just please, please...no man bun. would you just keep letting it grow till people started to demand you cut it? that number for the minifig caught me off guard too. because it's a lego! i know those insane big sets go for like five hundred dollars. but something that small? for that much? imagine if someone had told you that years ago that one day it would be worth that much. the look of disbelief that you would have had.

More than you'd think. I've had people telling me Thor better be okay like I've personally got control over the script. I appreciate the concern, but Marvel's security team would tackle me before I could tell you anything useful. And yeah, fifteen years is insane. Don't say it too loudly, it makes my back hurt just thinking about it. I've basically grown up alongside the bloke at this point. And Evans, I'm concerned about him too. Mostly because he keeps coming back after saying he's done. Poor bastard can't escape.

i thought i read somewhere about something with thor's fate in the comics and it wasn't good. you have me picturing you being followed by a security detail who is ready to tackle you at any given moment. fifteen years is insane, but also impressive! i promise i won't bring it up again. you really have, most of the cast has? i remember seeing something about him saying he was done and then...bam he's in the trailer and making everyone freak out.

Everyone always tries to figure me out you wouldn’t be the only one to have and probably won’t be the last one to try either—and just when they think they do, I throw in a little curveball into my life. I will add something else to the list of things that I can do or will do. It’s fun to have people guessing about me and being surprised in the end. It makes life that much more fun. I’m one of those people that if I sit for five minutes I can’t sit still I can’t stop moving around it’s quite out of nervousness to be exact and the rabbit hole thing you may be surprised but I have been down there a time or two. Surprise, surprise..

it makes sense that i'm not the first and probably won't be the last. you keep people on their toes and not everyone can do that. sometimes people need a touch more of fun so the way you do things? i think that is perfect! i got the feeling you were one of those people who cannot still still or be left unsupervised. pretty sure that you have gone down some interesting rabbit holes! everyone's fallen in them, but i bet yours are very different from the standard ones.

I can't lie, if I said there wasn't a point where my retinas were practically screaming for something jsut a little more calmer a year later that be the truth. When a single film manages to claim rights on a single color that is a terrifying amount of power. For about twelve months, you couldn't look at a yard flamingo, a bubble wrapper, or a innocent baseball cap without someone asking 'hey is that part of Barbie?' Did I hit a breaking point? Something of the sort. There were definitely days where looking at hot pink felt like staring directly at the sun. The real magic, though, was watching a single shade hold the entire pop culture sphere hostage. That I have to say wields the positive power with all the feel good and attention the film brought. Those happy thoughts made me less tired of pink.

i knew it! i don't think anyone has ever witnessed anything like a movie basically claiming a color. there was so much pink basically everywhere! i never realized how many things were pink until that movie came out and it exploded all over the place. i would think that you would get tired of it! the movie itself? i feel like it turned into a cultural phenomenon. it made such an impact and i'm sure that helped lessen the exhaustion you might have felt towards that color.

DOM: There use to be to many boos that were to loud, that I couldn't get through a line But, now, there's not to many loud boos, but, they are still there. Aren't as loud as they once were.