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i was just saying that as much as i'd love to keep tour going that a break right now is exactly what i really needed. it couldn't be more perfect. i could say the same about you, too. i know you've been going nonstop and honestly, congratulations on it all. you so deserve the love and the endless projects and just any and all ways to showcase that talent. i can absolutely squeeze you in. does sometime tomorrow work? we can do something chill, especially since i know what you mean about the large group. sometimes less really is more.

Just when we needed it the most, fate pulled through and gave both of us the break we desperately desired. I don't know about you, but I'm taking that as a sign that the rest of the year is going to workout perfectly foe the two of us. Thank you, by the way. You've always been so supportive of me and I'm so proud of you for getting back on stage and showing the world what a bad bitch really is. I had the best time with you in Napa and miss you so much now that we've gone our seperate ways. I think I'll be pouting about it for at least the rest of May.

appreciate the folks who embrace my kinky side, and i knew i liked you for a reason. if you spoil me enough, i certainly will be your sugar baby. i have expensive tastes and all, though i don't doubt your ability to take care of me. the napa trip is perfect for this since i'll just pretend you're taking me on an extensive vacation and all. plus paying for my meals and doing what you say? are you going to order for both of us at the restaurants? you say that, meanwhile your demanding side is one of the things i like about you.

I certainly appreciate it now that I know it exists. The trip to Napa really opened up a whole different can of worms for me and I'm not too shy to admit that seeing you so submissive was actually one of the hottest things I've witnessed in a while. Don't worry about my ability to take care of you, baby. I have six movies out this year, the money flow is pretty well handled right now. You like my demanding side, do you? Well that's music to my ears. Where have you run off to hide? What if there are more things I want to show you?

I actually can't wait, doing press tours are so much more fun with somebody by your side, and especially if it's you. They're great, but you're my number one, Z. Don't you worry about that.

Wow, my heart is so full right now. You always manage to make me laugh, so naturally, doing press cycles with you has always been one of my favourite parts of the job. How are you? I feel like I haven't seen you properly in forever.

honestly, it wasn't that hard since we already were getting some time off before we have to be busy again. though i know sometimes it's hard with how our schedule usually is. oh, i know. all my group members were telling me that i need to relax since i was doing brand deals left and right as well as going to fashion week. i feel many wonder about our management. it can be. some places are more restrictive than others but at least we don't have worry about certain rules anymore since we're way past our three year mark. it can be at times but i love getting to be an idol.

Thats good to know the universe was actually on your side for once. With how busy you guys constantly seem, it was about time you had a break in that schedule of yours. See, I knew you were a busy boy and if your members are worried about you, I feel like my fears were very much validated. I know what you mean, I feel as though I have to follow a certain image as well at times, and while it's not nearly as strict as everything you've been through, it can feel suffocating. At least you have your members, right? You guys seem close.

I don't want to say we need to meet up while we're in Napa, but… we absolutely do. As long as you haven't got every second of the trip fully planned out already, I'm claiming at least a little bit of your time for myself. Even if it's just a glass of wine, sitting outside somewhere nice, and catching up properly, just let the night go wherever it goes. I refuse to go to bed at a reasonable time. ( @zendavac )

I have to admit, despite not participating in the wine drinking, staying awake with you until the earlier hours of the morning made the whole trip worth while. I can't remember the last time I laughed that hard, it was probably the last time we were together, Napa really pulled through and I'm just so happy the two of us were in the same place for once. Don't judge, but I had seriously considered hiding away in your suitcase so you'd have to take me home with you.

the price we pay for being so in demand. you risk the off chance of hanging out with somebody cool. happened to me more times than I could count. I absolutely hate it. but with this trip to napa, I can finally make use of this golden opportunity. aww, thank you. I appreciate the compliment and can say, without a doubt, the feeling is highly mutual. that you will. and I'm looking forward to sharing a glass of wine with you.

Can't be too mad, at least we're booked and busy, but man, the social standing is going down by the minute. Pretty sad, but trips like Napa remind me that we're not total lost causes. I had so much fun meeting you in person. Sorry I passed on the wine, I'm not much of a drinker, but seeing you and getting to know you was definitely a high light of the trip. Did you head straight back to London?

i think euphoria should be taken away from me, because i keep picturing you saying some of these things to me specifically and getting excited over the fact. like if you ever told me you’re my sugar daddy and taking me out, and tucked some bills into my pocket and told me to wear something pretty, i would absolutely pull out the prettiest thing i own, just for you, z. so what are the chances we can make this actually happen? @zendavac

Wow, I didn't know you were kinky like that, but weirdly, I'm kind of into it. Do you think you'd be willing to give the life of an independent, working actor up to become my full time sugar baby? We could try and see where it leads us, couldn't we? Isn't roleplay a huge turn on for some people? How about we find out during the Napa trip this weekend? I'll pay for your meals and you do exactly what I say. Think very carefully before agreeing. You know I'm a demanding little thing.