#deliriumang3l ─── independent, selective, private, writing/roleplay blog for Rebecca Philips, a horror based OC. 25+ Written and broken by LIMINAL. forty+. no minors. no AI. EXTREME TRIGGERING AND DARK THEMES PRESENT. Dead dove: don't eat.
A study in: human no more yet chasing one's humanity, weirdcore, liminalcore, dreamcore, unreality, deathly guilt, death after death, angst of survival, searching for a soulmate, sacrifice in the face of isolation, loving too hard too fast, the girl that was and is no more, dead malls, artificial angels, dead world, endless voids, loss of identity, nostalgia love me love me love me
Please read rules below the cut or the carrd before following.
WHAT IS WHITEFIELD HEIGHTS?
𝙏𝙑 𝙂𝙐𝙄𝘿𝙀 (blog roll)
Channel 2: YOU ARE HERE.
Channel 8: @channel08
Channel 3: @channel3 (OC multimuse)
Channel 4: @trellia (personal/art bLOG
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Exclusivity: @sugarsouth (becky's best friend)
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note: I may sound harsh with some of these, but I promise I'm sweet enough to give you cavities. However, I don't want and will not get into stupid dramatic online feuds. I'm a grown up and I want to write. Please don't try to drag me in your stuff. I won't participate. Trust me, I'm boring.
ME: Hi! I am Liminal. I'm old. Not 20 something old because that is not old. I'm just old. (early 40s) I have been roleplaying for decades now, with thirteen years on tumblr.
NOTES ON GRAPHICS: Dash icon, promo, pinned, mobile, dividers, icon border
by @/hyruleshop
ps. quick note: if you tag me in something or make me a post and after a few hours I have not pressed that heart (like button), it means my notifs didn't alert me and/or I didn't see it. Don't be shy to poke me if you think that's the case.
1- Warning: This blog can and will be extremely triggering, with mentions of, but not limited to: kidnapping, death, murder, blood, manipulation, self harm, drugs and alcohol use, abuse, and a bunch of others I will add as I think of them. What I will not write is the obvious: grape, anything involving harming children, homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc...
2- Rebecca is a very problematic character and the themes mention can be very dark and I won't hide that. If you are not okay with this, I urge you to please press the back button and find someone else.
NOTE: While Rebecca can be killed again and again, her one true death will forever remain a mystery. The killer is a dear friend of mine's OC who is not on tumblr any longer, but as he is a central part of her story, I will not accept another main killer. Please respect this.
3 - Drama: the rpc is chuck full of it and I want nothing to do with it. Keep your dirty laundry out of my face and we'll get along fine. If you have a problem with me, come to me, don't spread bullshit. And if you do, believe me, I won't fight or scream or write a huge ass response. You'll be very disappointed by how much I do not care what a stranger on the internet thinks of me.
4 - Length and activity: my lengths vary, but they can be intimidating because I like to write a lot. Don't be. You never have to match my length. As for my pace, I am slow. Drunk turtle slow. I have other obligations: I have a family which takes priority, a 40 hr job, and I'm tired at the end of the day. So don't expect quick replies unless I have sat at the computer for that specific reason, and even then, me being at the computer doesn't mean I'm here to write. Also, I reserve the right to choose what I feel like writing and who I feel like writing with. This does not mean I don't like you. It just means I'm more inspired in that moment. I won't be here all the time. I won't be here every day. Don't chase me... I beg you. I'll be here when I'm here.
5 - Plotting: I suck immensely at plotting. I usually get my ideas as I write. If you want to plot, you're free to approach me, but I probably won't be very good at it and my responses may be brief. Plotting is just hard and I tend to freeze on the spot. It's not because I don't like you or don't want to communicate. Respect that and don't get mad if you think I'm not returning the same 'enthusiasm'. It's not that, I just suck and get stuck when put on the spot like this. lol
6 - Threads: I don't want to take on too many. I might end up only taking a select few and see as things go. DO NOT TURN ASKS INTO THREADS UNPROMPTED. Please! They only add more threads and I get stressed. I wanna have fun, not be anxious by the amount of threads I have. You can ask me, and I will ask you, but the answer won't always be yes. Please don't take offence if I say no. It is not personal. I don't want to get overwhelmed.
7 - Smut: I don't mind writing it. It's fun actually, but I'd like to write other things too, so just... y'know, be mindful of that. I found a way to put my posts under read more that agrees with xkit, so those threads will be under read more unless it stops working. :) I tag everything that is n.s.f...w as #usfw.
8 - formatting: I don't do super heavy formatting. I'll have icons, and maybe separators but everything else is very minimal. I keep most of my writing in regular font because I know it can be harder to read as small fonts. I make it look a lil fancy but it's nothing huge. I do, however, enjoy doing graphics so I may do more. But it's just for my own fun. Don't feel like you have to do the same. I'm here to write, not look at your photoshop skills (which is cool btw, but it won't influence if I wanna write with you or not.)
9 - Who I write with: I will only write with people who are mutuals with me. While I have made a few exceptions in the past, I realize this can take away from my mutuals who are waiting on a reply. I'm not a follow for follow blog and I very rarely follow blogs that are not roleplay based. If we do not follow each other and have questions, feel free to send! But I won't be roleplaying with regular blogs, sorry!
10 - finally: have fun. Be patient with me. Be kind. Respect my boundaries and I'll do the same in return.
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Rebecca sighs. Her shoulders slump. The mall appeared a few paces away from Silent Hill – somewhere between Silent Hill and Brahms, in the middle of the thick woods. But the town was abandoned, from the looks of it. Thick fog curled around her, caressed her skin with cool fingers as she marched along – until she saw an open light: HEAVEN’S NIGHT. With nothing to lose, Becky bee lined for the place and, somehow, found the first and only person in this town: a pretty blonde woman sitting behind the bar. Waiting. Though for what, Becky has yet to know.
A few drinks later and what little shyness Rebecca may have harbored has gone, and she feels more confident. For whatever it’s worth, I also have no clue as to who I actually am.
Becky blinks. Finishes her fourth drink and lets the glass fall back onto its water ring. “I get that --”, she sighs, leaning back on the stool. “-- I think... Do you not remember anything?”
Hiiiiii! i just wanted to say that its cool you're RPing again. we used to write years ago when you wrote dyuuku and i was on a different blog. lol. no need to follow me if you don't want to. just glad to see you're around. (also i love that you're making such beautiful art for the world you're creating too its really cool to see)
Omg HIIIII! Yes I do remember you! It's great to see you again!
I still write Dyuuku but on a multi now ( Channel3 ). XD I disapeared for about a year and came back slowly with a one character blog, but then I just needed to write more muses so.... oop! Now we have two multis on top of this one haha!
And thank you for your kind comment about my art. ;; Means a lot! Looking forward to seeing you on my dash! <3333
Done for @dividedbybinaries ! Their OC Envy! They did such an awesome job drawing Becky, I HAD to give them something in return even though artfight is over. :) She was a TON of fun to paint!
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(writes something) god this sucks so bad. this is awful. i'm the worst writer ever. this is nothing. (rereads it a while after writing it) oh dude this is fire. i'm the god of writing. (writes something again) god this sucks so bad. th
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5 course meal and then a whole hotel room to myself for the night. :) If I don't write tonight (because I'll have my ipad), then I'll be back in the morning. Mwah!
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"Mm....", she ponders. Waits. Then shrugs. "I'unno...", she mumbles, finger dipping into the strange substance formed on the mall's floor. It wobbles with the intrusion as though it can't decide between a liquid and solid state, and glistens not quite like mercury might. When she pulls her finger, from nail to the second knuckle return colored a dark purple.
Rebecca glances at it curiously and, suddenly, sticks her tongue out to take a flicker at her colored nail --
-- then makes a noise like she's choked on air. Her eyes first widen before her expression contorts as though she's just bitten into a lemon. "Uuuuuuuh..... whatever it is, it's nn-not sweet", she whines.
