#deliriumang3l βββ independent, selective, private, writing/roleplay blog for Rebecca Philips, a horror based OC. 25+ Written and broken by LIMINAL. forty+. no minors. no AI. EXTREME TRIGGERING AND DARK THEMES PRESENT. Dead dove: don't eat.
A study in: human no more yet chasing one's humanity, weirdcore, liminalcore, dreamcore, unreality, deathly guilt, death after death, angst of survival, searching for a soulmate, sacrifice in the face of isolation, loving too hard too fast, the girl that was and is no more, dead malls, artificial angels, dead world, endless voids, loss of identity, nostalgia love me love me love me
Please read rules below the cut or the carrd before following.
WHAT IS WHITEFIELD HEIGHTS?
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Channel 2: YOU ARE HERE.
Channel 8: @channel08
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Exclusivity: @sugarsouth (becky's best friend)
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note: I may sound harsh with some of these, but I promise I'm sweet enough to give you cavities. However, I don't want and will not get into stupid dramatic online feuds. I'm a grown up and I want to write. Please don't try to drag me in your stuff. I won't participate. Trust me, I'm boring.
ME: Hi! I am Liminal. I'm old. Not 20 something old because that is not old. I'm just old. (early 40s) I have been roleplaying for decades now, with thirteen years on tumblr.
NOTES ON GRAPHICS: Dash icon, promo, pinned, mobile, dividers, icon border
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ps. quick note: if you tag me in something or make me a post and after a few hours I have not pressed that heart (like button), it means my notifs didn't alert me and/or I didn't see it. Don't be shy to poke me if you think that's the case.
1- Warning: This blog can and will be extremely triggering, with mentions of, but not limited to: kidnapping, death, murder, blood, manipulation, self harm, drugs and alcohol use, abuse, and a bunch of others I will add as I think of them. What I will not write is the obvious: grape, anything involving harming children, homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc...
2- Rebecca is a very problematic character and the themes mention can be very dark and I won't hide that. If you are not okay with this, I urge you to please press the back button and find someone else.
NOTE: While Rebecca can be killed again and again, her one true death will forever remain a mystery. The killer is a dear friend of mine's OC who is not on tumblr any longer, but as he is a central part of her story, I will not accept another main killer. Please respect this.
3 - Drama: the rpc is chuck full of it and I want nothing to do with it. Keep your dirty laundry out of my face and we'll get along fine. If you have a problem with me, come to me, don't spread bullshit. And if you do, believe me, I won't fight or scream or write a huge ass response. You'll be very disappointed by how much I do not care what a stranger on the internet thinks of me.
4 - Length and activity: my lengths vary, but they can be intimidating because I like to write a lot. Don't be. You never have to match my length. As for my pace, I am slow. Drunk turtle slow. I have other obligations: I have a family which takes priority, a 40 hr job, and I'm tired at the end of the day. So don't expect quick replies unless I have sat at the computer for that specific reason, and even then, me being at the computer doesn't mean I'm here to write. Also, I reserve the right to choose what I feel like writing and who I feel like writing with. This does not mean I don't like you. It just means I'm more inspired in that moment. I won't be here all the time. I won't be here every day. Don't chase me... I beg you. I'll be here when I'm here.
5 - Plotting: I suck immensely at plotting. I usually get my ideas as I write. If you want to plot, you're free to approach me, but I probably won't be very good at it and my responses may be brief. Plotting is just hard and I tend to freeze on the spot. It's not because I don't like you or don't want to communicate. Respect that and don't get mad if you think I'm not returning the same 'enthusiasm'. It's not that, I just suck and get stuck when put on the spot like this. lol
6 - Threads: I don't want to take on too many. I might end up only taking a select few and see as things go. DO NOT TURN ASKS INTO THREADS UNPROMPTED. Please! They only add more threads and I get stressed. I wanna have fun, not be anxious by the amount of threads I have. You can ask me, and I will ask you, but the answer won't always be yes. Please don't take offence if I say no. It is not personal. I don't want to get overwhelmed.
7 - Smut: I don't mind writing it. It's fun actually, but I'd like to write other things too, so just... y'know, be mindful of that. I found a way to put my posts under read more that agrees with xkit, so those threads will be under read more unless it stops working. :) I tag everything that is n.s.f...w as #usfw.
8 - formatting: I don't do super heavy formatting. I'll have icons, and maybe separators but everything else is very minimal. I keep most of my writing in regular font because I know it can be harder to read as small fonts. I make it look a lil fancy but it's nothing huge. I do, however, enjoy doing graphics so I may do more. But it's just for my own fun. Don't feel like you have to do the same. I'm here to write, not look at your photoshop skills (which is cool btw, but it won't influence if I wanna write with you or not.)
9 - Who I write with: I will only write with people who are mutuals with me. While I have made a few exceptions in the past, I realize this can take away from my mutuals who are waiting on a reply. I'm not a follow for follow blog and I very rarely follow blogs that are not roleplay based. If we do not follow each other and have questions, feel free to send! But I won't be roleplaying with regular blogs, sorry!
10 - finally: have fun. Be patient with me. Be kind. Respect my boundaries and I'll do the same in return.
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I'm wondering if I should re-open my art patreon, though it would be free bar for tips. I'd just post my art on there with some thoughts and maybe even tutorials if I get the chance.
iΒ alreadyΒ putΒ theΒ kettleΒ onΒ forΒ you. (Ahh, I had to do this one with Dorian's britishness, I'm afraid lol)
βDid you? Thanksβ, Becky responds. Yawns, stretching her arms above her head, pushing her spine to pop loudly. Exhausted, her eyes feel like dried up fruit, like the jelly has shriveled up into thick creases. Rebecca rubs at them with her fists β how long has she been studying for? When glancing at the timer, it says 3:24. 25. 26....
Oops. βI forgot to take a break again, didnβt I...β, she sighs.
Tara is sitting beside Becky, kicking her boot-clad feet as she hums and sketches in her notebook. βDo you like horror movies?β She asks suddenly, not looking up from the sketch of Michael Myers sheβs been working on from memory. Sheβs seen Halloween at least a 100 times now. βYou seem like you do, youβve got that vibe.β
Rebecca is a little mesmerized, having abandoned her studies for watching Taraβs pen glide along the page. Sheβs good, and itβs hypnotizing, the way the character appears on a blank space so efficiently. Do you like horror movies?
βMm?β
You seem like you do, you got that vibe.
βDo I?β She chuckles, closing her book and leaning her cheek on her palm. βNot by myselfβ, she admits with a growing smile, βM'a coward β but if I have someone with me, I can generally take it. Got a favorite?β
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Rebeccaβs hands pull away from Taraβs shoulders, previously massaging the tightness in her neck. It feels like packed bedrock has taken residence there, beneath her skin.
βOops! Sorryβ, Becky apologizes, then proceeds to rub her hands together rapidly, gathering heat between her palms β blows in some hot air for good measure, then resumes the massage, tilting her head to the side, βbetter?β
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Didn't realize it's been 6 years since he posted this π Which is WILD how he's suspicious of 5g.... yet he's ok with AI ???? As if AI isn't the more concerning piece of technology HSHDSAHHAHA
Me, scrolling insta: *sees Guy Ci.hi has an account.*
Guy: *posts gen ai slop of himself in sil.ent. hil.l*
Sb in the comments: "Please don't do that."
Guy: How do you think SH2 was rendered?
Me: ........ not with gen ai you old wet kleenex. *sighs and closes app*
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The only word striking Jimmy is βprettyβ after the annoying stranger steps under the light. Lean muscles and innocent-looking with her long lashes surrounding around those crystal pools of eyes, so clear like mirror. Jimmy feels a cold shiver running down his back under her piercing gaze, shifting uncomfortably, forces the nausea back down.
βcanβt blame a man wanting to defend himself.β His throat clicks. Didnβt sense the smile playing on his lips after seeing such a beauty till he raises a hand up to where her eyes are pinned, wiping the dried blood away by the back of his hand. The smile turns into a grimace; when did I bleed? What happened? Why I canβt remember a single thing?
She sits withing an arm reach, Jimmy doesnβt voice the unease aroma around her. he resumes his search for the lighter, should be in the back pocketβ¦huh, yeah he lost the lighter on the way here. But why he canβt recall the events? Does it have anything to do with the girl?
βIβm Jimmy..β he says. βare we here alone?β swiping away the line of possible short talks of βwhat a weird name!β and anything about his past that she might ask. A headache, faint but insisting in the back of his head comes out of nowhere. Jimmy feels the fresh flow of blood running down his nose βshit- sorry.β Wiping at it carelessly, in rush. βI never got your name.. itβs only fair if you give me yours now.β Ah, what heβs do to have a smoke now. He must look miserable, a total menace to the girl with a ridiculous cig hanging out of his mouth and sleeves bloody after all the wiping- and it keeps coming!
βdo you..β he blinks, shaking his head to get some relief of the accelerating headache but no βgot somewhere to lie down?β I really donβt feel good and I donβt know whyβ¦ Β Β
She sits and watches β a hawk, a predator, a scavenger. The poor thing, she thinks, and empathy from the past surfaces for a moment: something human in her shifts and feels for the man. He went through hell from the looks of things. Was Whitefield Heights responsible? She doesnβt think so: sheβd have felt it, their connection too potent. No β something happened on the outside and he sought refuge here. I wonder where weβve landed, she thinks absently.
With a cigarette hanging dead from his mouth, he looks across his pockets for what she figures is a lighter he gives up on. Iβm Jimmy...
βJimmyβ, she parrots, βJimmy...β Are we alone? βYesβ, she lies β because Whitefield Heights, The Greedy Matriarch, She is always watching; perverse eyes one cannot see yet you feel it, the eyes of a creature out of this world. Becky licks her lips. The meaty aroma of blood making her stomach gurgle with anticipation. Despite the darkness, her pupils are like pinpricks centre to crystalline blues.
When blood starts dripping from Jimmy's nose, she is quick, removing the shawl she wore and using it like a towel β it seems sweet as a gesture, but the underlying want to carry this blood and suck on it from fabric has her secretly excited. Shit, sorry... βItβs okay...β, she hums. βYou poor thing... it mm-must hurt.β
Never got your name.. itβs only fair if you give me yours now. βMβRebeccaβ, she says, but itβs absent, an automatic answer. Instead, sheβs very much entranced by the blood cascading down his nose, staining the cigarette stuck to otherwise dry lips.
Do you... got somewhere to lie down?
βHere...β, she coos, guiding the poor man down on the cool, cracked floor. βRight here...β Her voice is distant but dripping with lust and gluttony. Eyes tongue heart eyes tongue heart eyes tongue heart eyes tongue heart... She climbs atop the man, pressed down on his groin while she wipes at the blood with her shawl β until she glances at her now bloody fingers... and licks at one, and the next.
βYou can rest here β Iβll take good care of you....β