#deliriumang3l ─── independent, selective, private, writing/roleplay blog for Rebecca Philips, a horror based OC. 25+ Written and broken by LIMINAL. forty+. no minors. no AI. EXTREME TRIGGERING AND DARK THEMES PRESENT. Dead dove: don't eat.
A study in: human no more yet chasing one's humanity, weirdcore, liminalcore, dreamcore, unreality, deathly guilt, death after death, angst of survival, searching for a soulmate, sacrifice in the face of isolation, loving too hard too fast, the girl that was and is no more, dead malls, artificial angels, dead world, endless voids, loss of identity, nostalgia love me love me love me
Please read rules below the cut or the carrd before following.
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𝙏𝙑 𝙂𝙐𝙄𝘿𝙀 (blog roll)
Channel 2: YOU ARE HERE.
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note: I may sound harsh with some of these, but I promise I'm sweet enough to give you cavities. However, I don't want and will not get into stupid dramatic online feuds. I'm a grown up and I want to write. Please don't try to drag me in your stuff. I won't participate. Trust me, I'm boring.
ME: Hi! I am Liminal. I'm old. Not 20 something old because that is not old. I'm just old. (early 40s) I have been roleplaying for decades now, with thirteen years on tumblr.
NOTES ON GRAPHICS: Dash icon, promo, pinned, mobile, dividers, icon border
by @/hyruleshop
ps. quick note: if you tag me in something or make me a post and after a few hours I have not pressed that heart (like button), it means my notifs didn't alert me and/or I didn't see it. Don't be shy to poke me if you think that's the case.
1- Warning: This blog can and will be extremely triggering, with mentions of, but not limited to: kidnapping, death, murder, blood, manipulation, self harm, drugs and alcohol use, abuse, and a bunch of others I will add as I think of them. What I will not write is the obvious: grape, anything involving harming children, homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc...
2- Rebecca is a very problematic character and the themes mention can be very dark and I won't hide that. If you are not okay with this, I urge you to please press the back button and find someone else.
NOTE: While Rebecca can be killed again and again, her one true death will forever remain a mystery. The killer is a dear friend of mine's OC who is not on tumblr any longer, but as he is a central part of her story, I will not accept another main killer. Please respect this.
3 - Drama: the rpc is chuck full of it and I want nothing to do with it. Keep your dirty laundry out of my face and we'll get along fine. If you have a problem with me, come to me, don't spread bullshit. And if you do, believe me, I won't fight or scream or write a huge ass response. You'll be very disappointed by how much I do not care what a stranger on the internet thinks of me.
4 - Length and activity: my lengths vary, but they can be intimidating because I like to write a lot. Don't be. You never have to match my length. As for my pace, I am slow. Drunk turtle slow. I have other obligations: I have a family which takes priority, a 40 hr job, and I'm tired at the end of the day. So don't expect quick replies unless I have sat at the computer for that specific reason, and even then, me being at the computer doesn't mean I'm here to write. Also, I reserve the right to choose what I feel like writing and who I feel like writing with. This does not mean I don't like you. It just means I'm more inspired in that moment. I won't be here all the time. I won't be here every day. Don't chase me... I beg you. I'll be here when I'm here.
5 - Plotting: I suck immensely at plotting. I usually get my ideas as I write. If you want to plot, you're free to approach me, but I probably won't be very good at it and my responses may be brief. Plotting is just hard and I tend to freeze on the spot. It's not because I don't like you or don't want to communicate. Respect that and don't get mad if you think I'm not returning the same 'enthusiasm'. It's not that, I just suck and get stuck when put on the spot like this. lol
6 - Threads: I don't want to take on too many. I might end up only taking a select few and see as things go. DO NOT TURN ASKS INTO THREADS UNPROMPTED. Please! They only add more threads and I get stressed. I wanna have fun, not be anxious by the amount of threads I have. You can ask me, and I will ask you, but the answer won't always be yes. Please don't take offence if I say no. It is not personal. I don't want to get overwhelmed.
7 - Smut: I don't mind writing it. It's fun actually, but I'd like to write other things too, so just... y'know, be mindful of that. I found a way to put my posts under read more that agrees with xkit, so those threads will be under read more unless it stops working. :) I tag everything that is n.s.f...w as #usfw.
8 - formatting: I don't do super heavy formatting. I'll have icons, and maybe separators but everything else is very minimal. I keep most of my writing in regular font because I know it can be harder to read as small fonts. I make it look a lil fancy but it's nothing huge. I do, however, enjoy doing graphics so I may do more. But it's just for my own fun. Don't feel like you have to do the same. I'm here to write, not look at your photoshop skills (which is cool btw, but it won't influence if I wanna write with you or not.)
9 - Who I write with: I will only write with people who are mutuals with me. While I have made a few exceptions in the past, I realize this can take away from my mutuals who are waiting on a reply. I'm not a follow for follow blog and I very rarely follow blogs that are not roleplay based. If we do not follow each other and have questions, feel free to send! But I won't be roleplaying with regular blogs, sorry!
10 - finally: have fun. Be patient with me. Be kind. Respect my boundaries and I'll do the same in return.
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Shows include but are not limited to: 2026's Obsession, Star Trek, Junji Ito, American Horror Story.
Being invited to one of these is.... strange. When you have rich friends, sometimes they bring you to a world none of the common folks have been privy to. Rebecca isn’t fond of the rich, those who take and never give, but she likes to think her friend is a little less of an asshole. Clara chose her dress, and Rebecca got to choose her mask: a baby blue dress that flows like a cloud, like the wind when she walks, with intricate shoulder straps covered in beautiful ornaments. The mask matches with similar colors and a hint of silver jewellery. Her hair has been set up in loose curls atop of her head – looking in the mirror, Becky really didn’t recognize herself: but then, isn’t that the point of a masquerade ball?
The ball is filled with colorful people dressed in various, beautiful gowns and intricate suits. But she doesn’t quite feel like she belongs... Like they can smell she isn't a part of their world. For a while she’s alone, picking a vegetable, a piece of cheese from the buffet, until a pretty lady smiles at her from across the chocolate fountain. Her lips are red like blood, her skin like porcelain – she looks like a pretty doll you keep in a collection. Becky smiles back, then lowers her gaze, feeling a slight self conscious....
I'm wondering if I should re-open my art patreon, though it would be free bar for tips. I'd just post my art on there with some thoughts and maybe even tutorials if I get the chance.
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i already put the kettle on for you. (Ahh, I had to do this one with Dorian's britishness, I'm afraid lol)
“Did you? Thanks”, Becky responds. Yawns, stretching her arms above her head, pushing her spine to pop loudly. Exhausted, her eyes feel like dried up fruit, like the jelly has shriveled up into thick creases. Rebecca rubs at them with her fists – how long has she been studying for? When glancing at the timer, it says 3:24. 25. 26....
Oops. “I forgot to take a break again, didn’t I...”, she sighs.
Tara is sitting beside Becky, kicking her boot-clad feet as she hums and sketches in her notebook. “Do you like horror movies?” She asks suddenly, not looking up from the sketch of Michael Myers she’s been working on from memory. She’s seen Halloween at least a 100 times now. “You seem like you do, you’ve got that vibe.”
Rebecca is a little mesmerized, having abandoned her studies for watching Tara’s pen glide along the page. She’s good, and it’s hypnotizing, the way the character appears on a blank space so efficiently. Do you like horror movies?
“Mm?”
You seem like you do, you got that vibe.
“Do I?” She chuckles, closing her book and leaning her cheek on her palm. “Not by myself”, she admits with a growing smile, “M'a coward – but if I have someone with me, I can generally take it. Got a favorite?”
Rebecca’s hands pull away from Tara’s shoulders, previously massaging the tightness in her neck. It feels like packed bedrock has taken residence there, beneath her skin.
“Oops! Sorry”, Becky apologizes, then proceeds to rub her hands together rapidly, gathering heat between her palms — blows in some hot air for good measure, then resumes the massage, tilting her head to the side, “better?”
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Didn't realize it's been 6 years since he posted this 😭 Which is WILD how he's suspicious of 5g.... yet he's ok with AI ???? As if AI isn't the more concerning piece of technology HSHDSAHHAHA
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Me, scrolling insta: *sees Guy Ci.hi has an account.*
Guy: *posts gen ai slop of himself in sil.ent. hil.l*
Sb in the comments: "Please don't do that."
Guy: How do you think SH2 was rendered?
Me: ........ not with gen ai you old wet kleenex. *sighs and closes app*