There is only now

Sometimes I think I make rash decisions, and other times I decide to move to another country after being there for less than 24 hours…

I’ve become a bare faced, caffeine free, sober, ballet dancing cyclist, and I’m not sure when it all happened but I feel great.

Minus the ballet this is me now! Haven't drank in 7 weeks, caffeine fucks me up so been off that for a while, I wear makeup like once every two months and cycle everywhere!

The neurologist has made me come off my pill, and now I feel sad, and I know it’s only because my hormones are imbalanced, but I mean id really rather not feel like shit.

remember when i decided that receiving a potted plant or flower was 100000x more romantic than getting a bouquet because then u could take care of ur plant and watch it grow as a symbol of love and nurturing… yeah me too i just remembered let’s bring this concept back into my life

therapist: how are you? me: fine how are you

Still got love for some people I know I’ll never talk to again.

If you’re not noticed, you’re still valid.

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

people who don’t say please and thank you are ugly