xo.

“you’re so quiet” bro everyone ignores me and nobody cares about what i have to say

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

Being suicidal from a young age really messes you up

we should kill whoever made those filters that slim your face make your eyes bigger make your nose smaller make your skin evener i think we should kill and destroy all photo applications

not wanting to wear clothes that fit because people can see my body 🤝 not wanting to wear clothes that are baggy because it makes me look even bigger

no one is ever excited to talk to me anymore