⠀⠀⠀⠀elijah regarded her steadily, allowing her words to settle without interruption. though his expression remained composed, there was an unmistakable rigidity about him now, the sort born not of anger alone but of profound disagreement.
⠀⠀⠀⠀"whether you felt obligated or not," he replied evenly, "does not alter the imbalance that existed between you. that, katerina, is precisely the difficulty. one need not perceive an inequality for it to exist." his gaze remained unwavering. "and i maintain that mr. bridgerton ought to have recognized it."
⠀⠀⠀⠀he allowed that point to rest before addressing the next.
⠀⠀⠀⠀"there is, however, one assertion you have made that concerns me considerably more."
⠀⠀⠀⠀"do you truly believe," he asked, "that entering society consists merely of wearing an elegant gown, attending dances, and exchanging pleasant conversation?"
⠀⠀⠀⠀there was no mockery in the question, only disbelief. and perhaps, now, also anger because she mentions it like some trivialities.
⠀⠀⠀⠀"do you imagine that the countless years my sister, for example, devoted to her education were... unnecessary?" his brow lifted slightly. "from early childhood until adulthood she, like every young lady of suitable rank, received daily instruction."
⠀⠀⠀⠀"languages. history. literature. music. art. philosophy. dance. etiquette. conversation. politics. the intricate customs governing every drawing room, ballroom, and dinner table throughout the kingdom."
⠀⠀⠀⠀his voice never rose. if anything, it became calmer. "those accomplishments were not acquired through enthusiasm alone. they demanded years and discipline. constant refinement."
⠀⠀⠀⠀his eyes remained fixed upon hers. "and yet you suggest that, provided sufficient motivation, one might simply... acquire all of this in passing." another pause. "would you therefore have me conclude that generations of noble families have devoted extraordinary time, tutors, resources, and fortune toward educating their children... for no meaningful purpose?" it angered him even though he did not show it because the way she says it it sounded like all the effort put into noble daughters were for nothing if a maid could equal her just because she paid attention. and yes, it might sound arrogant to believe noble daughters were in any way 'better' but that upbringing was not just gifted to them. they had to learn, had to prove themselves. had to start very early just so they might have good chances to find the best husband later and therefore secure their future.
⠀⠀⠀⠀he inclined his head ever so slightly.
⠀⠀⠀⠀"i do not question your intelligence. i question your understanding of what you believe yourself prepared to undertake."
⠀⠀⠀⠀"you speak of mr. bridgerton's character with absolute certainty. very well. i sincerely hope your confidence proves justified."
⠀⠀⠀⠀his expression cooled further. "yet i cannot help but observe that his judgment has, on previous occasions, been... less than exemplary. unless rumor has become entirely detached from truth, i understand he once pursued an engagement with another young lady. an engagement that ultimately came to nothing. it was later discovered that she bore a child which could not possibly have been his if he had married her."
⠀⠀⠀⠀"one might admire the generosity required even to contemplate assuming responsibility under such circumstances. one might equally acknowledge that such generosity, had events unfolded differently, would have brought extraordinary scandal upon the bridgerton family."
⠀⠀⠀⠀"good intentions do not exempt a gentleman from exercising sound judgment."
⠀⠀⠀⠀at length, he folded his hands neatly behind his back once more. "as for myself... i have never believed that taking more than one is rightfully owed constitutes virtue." so no, this was not an excuse, at least not for him.
⠀⠀⠀⠀"i can only hope – for your own sake, and for any children you may one day bring into this world – that you fully comprehend the consequences attached to the path you have chosen." nothing more needed saying. because even if colin bridgerton intended to be serious with his intentions regarding her, their children will not have any place in this society and considering that he's only a third-born son, it remaines questionable if he could secure the future of any possible children he has with a servant. || @malka-lisitsa