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❝ My name is Tatiana... Pleasure, I'm sure. ❞
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❝ and I am TIME itself, I slow down to let you play; I STEAL the hours and turn the night into day ❞ (x)
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Okay, I will be on semi-hiatus for the next two weeks. I won't lurk much here, but I will be working on replies when I can so hopefully when I return, I will be able to fill my queue properly.
But for now, I want to enjoy the last days of May; get lost in the forest, meet with friends for RPGs, spend some more time with my family.
"i had it under control"
@malka-lisitsa
Muscles in Tatia's jaw kept shifting for a moment, as multiple scenarios of how this conversation could go began playing in her mind. There was a lot she could say. There was a lot she wanted to say. But in the end, biting her tongue was probably the best approach.
❝I'm sure you did,❞ she said at last, each word spoken slowly, as though the most miniscule shift of her voice would startle Katherine away.
❝Even if the blood soaking into the carpet as we speak somewhat contradicts your argument,❞ she added after a moment, without even glancing down at the two dead bodies sprawled out on the floor beside them.
@deceptivemorals: ❝ forgive me, i didn’t know. ❞
Tatia's brows knit together in a clear display of confusion. ❝Do you think I'd hold it against you?❞ she questioned, feet shifting as if of their own accord, striving to close the distance Tatia's consciousness fought to maintain. The words were gentle, perhaps the softest she'd spoken to him in this century. ❝The fact you didn’t miraculously recognise me?❞
From the beginning Tatia realised that the chances of him discerning her among the currently living doppelgängers were slim at best. That was the whole reason why she'd decided to go with this ruse to begin with. After all, what reason could he have for thinking it was her, when all reason would dictate that she no longer belonged among the living? He had been the one to take her life; the blood staining his mouth and clothes served as enough proof of her death. How could she ever expect him to recognise her?
Of course, that's what she thought consciously. Reason is what she chose to approach him with, not daring to process the multitude of emotions that battled within her upon meeting him for the first time in centuries. If she stopped to feel, instead of think... she'd be forced to admit that there was this stubborn, irrational part of her that was angry at him for that. Angry, because his indifference hurt. Because against all reason, against her better judgement, she'd hoped that he still carried her with him, just like she never stopped carrying him.
And knowing that was not the case wounded her in ways she wasn't yet able to acknowledge. The fact she apparently didn't slip into his mind once during this whole ordeal. For if she did... if the man who pressed his lips to her knuckles under the thick canopy of trees was still within him, he surely would not subject one born of her lineage to such a cruel fate.
❝No, Elijah,❞ her voice took on a colder tone, lips pursing tightly. ❝My grudge lies in something for which you cannot claim ignorance.❞
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@survivingpierce: ❝ you just stepped in and ruined it for me. ❞
❝That was not my—❞ Tatia bit her tongue mid-sentence with a heavy sigh. What she had done, she’d done for Katherine. To offer her at least a semblance of protection, as much as she could provide in her limited position.
But what good were Tatia’s intentions to Katherine now? Her actions, no matter how well-intended, didn't protect her from anything. On the contrary; instead of providing enough distraction to give her some time before having to move again, all Tatia ended up doing was to shine a giant spotlight on where she was, leaving the location compromised. Unusable.
❝I know,❞ she conceded after a short pause. The consequences of Tatia's intrusion were not lost on her, and the fact she'd done it with the best intentions in mind only added to the guilt now gnawing at her.
She looked back at her doppelgänger then, her shoulders slumped as though the weight of her shortcomings began manifesting in a physical way.
Tatia's lips parted slightly, as her mind flooded with all the possible things she could say to her descendant. I'd take it all back if I could. I will make it up to you. Let me make this right. I will do what I can to give you a fresh start somewhere else.
But instead, all she said was: ❝And for that you have my apologies. However little they are worth to you.❞
Would anyone be mad if I changed the icons format (yet again?) I'm guessing not, but still it feels weird to change it so soon after the previous revamp. But I now I have access to more tools and damn, I enjoy messing with them way too much.
Examples under the cut (and a bonus). Now there might be more consistency to them.
Just a reminder, that while I try to reply to things in order, sometimes it is a choice between writing out of order or not writing at all. Asks especially are such cases. So please, keep that in mind with me.
(On that note, huge thanks to everyone who left asks yesterday, I blinked and suddenly there's people there, it truly made my evening 💚)
Also, anyone feel like coming to Poland for homemade sushi? I made too much and now I can barely move, but there's still a lot. (yes, I had to brag, since it was my second time making sushi and the first time was so many years ago that I didn't remember anything)
"I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!" PROMPTS * assorted dialogue for both sides of the argument, adjust as necessary.
for the "i don't need your help" one
you can get lost.
i thought i told you i had this under control.
you never listen to me.
i was taking care of it.
leave me alone.
are you happy now?
you just stepped in and ruined it for me.
that was completely unnecessary and you know it.
i had it under control.
you didn't need to show up.
can't you let me handle my own shit?
i would have appreciated it if you asked first.
i had it handled!
you didn't need to do all that!
what part of "i don't need help" do you not understand?
they were about to give it to me before you showed up!
i had something going and you ruined it!
what, you mean you don't trust me to handle it myself?
you trained me better than this.
you can't just show up every time and save me.
what's the point in putting me out here if you're not going to let me do it on my own?
i thought you trusted me to take care of this by myself.
you taught me this.
i'm never going to forgive you for this.
that was uncalled for.
what happens when you're not here one day and i have to take care of things on my own?
how am i ever going to learn if you keep stepping in?
i'm not you.
for the "i'm just trying to help you" one
i heard you struggling.
i was just trying to help you.
and this is the thanks i get for trying to help?
things were getting out of hand. i had to step in.
you never would have done that by yourself.
it's okay to ask for help.
it's not that i don't trust you. i don't trust [them].
a minute longer and you'd be dead in there.
i had to make sure you were okay.
of course i trust you. this was never about trust.
i'm not going to risk your life like that!
i should have been there sooner.
if i'd only reached you faster.
a simple "thank you" would suffice.
you could thank me for saving your ass back there.
sure didn't seem like you had it under control.
things were getting out of hand, and i stepped in.
i'm in charge here, not you.
i'm not going to put your life at risk like that again.
we're done here.
i'm not arguing with you.
i saved your life, and this is how you repay me?
i just wanted to make sure you were okay.
maybe i crossed a line back there, sure, but i did it for you.
it's because i care about you.
of course you're capable. that was never up for debate.
you're not ready.
next time, let me handle it.
clearly you need more time before i let you do that alone.
we'll try again tomorrow.
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Sparkbird, Disembodied Mind
And I don't believe we could ever agree That's why I'll do anything to keep myself away from me Maybe when I'm out of sight, I'll see me in a better light
"I am sorry for that. For placing you in what is, quite possibly, a hard predicament to be in. You know, rock, hard place. Thing is, though, I think, at this point, that some dismantling is allowed."
"And I think that you are kind - too kind, perhaps - to speak of offenses, or offending them, because I'm assuming, and do correct me if I'm wrong, that they would not care a whit whether or not they'd disrespect or offend you."
Which was a good segue into: "Two things: first, I am not close with my sire nor my progenitor so you don't have to worry about it reaching their ears. Second of all: I think the structures of your own deceptions are at risk, either way, purely because you exist in this world."
Shadows protect you, up until a certain point.
Information, too, protects.
Slender shoulders rose and fell once more. "I just... I would like to be prepared. Luck favors the prepared, as they say. And I'm pretty sure that every awful thing that has ever happened is something you can trace back to all of them and their utter refusal to see a therapist about it. So why shouldn't I go back to the source and figure out what's what? The more I know, the more I can use to stay out of dodge and off the radar for as long as I can."
@floripire
Tatia listened quietly, without interrupting. Though the mention of her apparent ‘kindness’ towards the Original family made her narrow her eyes in a mild display of discontent.
❝You are still within a mortal lifespan, are you not?❞ she questioned, this time keeping her eyes fixed on the young vampire. ❝But imagine yourself a century or two from now. The knowledge you’ll have acquired, the old men’s wisdom being that of a toddler compared to yours.❞ Her lips curled into a crooked smile. ❝How likely would it be that you’d seek assistance from a therapist then?❞
Seriousness returned to her expression before she continued. ❝Age makes you more resistant to change, especially those traits with which you’ve lived for the majority of your life. It’s true enough for humans, but even more so for vampires, especially given their… unique case of emotional intensity.❞
❝You are right in one aspect though: luck does favour the prepared. But if those preparations involve digging what they don’t want known, you’ll be doing the exact opposite of staying off the radar. I think your studies should focus more on their current patterns, on the way they move through the world. That might be more helpful than disturbing the dust on those ancient issues.❞
A quiet sigh left Tatia’s lips. ❝Do not misunderstand me; I applaud your thirst for knowledge. But caution is essential. I’ve seen too many vampires lose their lives in the pursuits of forbidden knowledge.❞ Something akin to concern flashed through her expression, in a more sincere way that anything her face displayed during the short conversation. ❝It’d be a shame if you followed that same path.❞
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@thepsychicsalvatore: ❝ who was the shape in the shadows? ❞
Tatia didn't deem it necessary to look up from the document she'd been reading when the question came. ❝No one you need to be concerned about,❞ she answered simply, as though there was nothing unusual about strange figures lurking in the darkness.
She continued to assess the papers, the weight of Ellie's gaze on her not going unnoticed. But it was only after she finished reading through a certain passage that her eyes lifted towards Ellie.
❝Not all of us are blessed with your unique case of premonition,❞ she said, putting the papers aside. ❝You have your eyes, I have my shadows. Perhaps a more crude method of gathering information, but it served me well enough in the past couple of centuries.❞
back at it again with misc memes
❝ i’m used to people generally not giving a shit about me. doesn’t mean i can’t still choose to care regardless of whether not people will care back. ❞
❝ i’m not kind because i expect anything from it. i do it because i like how it feels. because people have not generally been kind to me and i don’t want to be that sort of person to someone else. ❞
❝ why didn’t you ever tell me you were dealing with so much? you didn’t have to keep this to yourself. ❞
❝ it’s okay. i don’t need you to help me…but if you wanna stick around while i fix it myself i wouldn’t mind the company. ❞
❝ i generally don’t like people as a rule. but i don’t mind you. so uh, don’t fuck that up for me alright? next time you’re in trouble just call me. ❞
❝ are you sure you don’t want me to stay? ❞
❝ you know i can tell when you’re lying. so you can either talk about what’s wrong or we can just sit here together. either way, i won’t let you do this alone. ❞
❝ no, i don’t need you. but i do want you. my life is fine without you, but it’s great when you’re in it. i don’t need to be dependent on you for this relationship to be important. ❞
❝ well, i already did the ‘kicking their ass for being a jerk’ part. now i’m doing the whole, showing up for you and making sure you’re okay now part. ❞
❝ i don’t want to be like this. i want to change but i don’t know where to start. ❞
❝ i see you. i just wanted you to know that. i always see you. ❞
❝ i haven’t really done the whole dating thing in a while but, do you want to? we could go to dinner—or coffee? ❞
❝ we’re having a spa night, okay? i already have a bath started and there are face masks on the counter. no arguments. we need this. ❞
❝ don’t start giving me the damn puppy eyes i was already gonna say ‘yes’ okay? ❞
❝ this is a bad idea but i’m already committed so i might as well not half-ass being a dumbass. ❞
❝ i always feel better when you’re here. ❞
❝ i’m going to give you a hug now but if you tell anyone about it i will have to kill you. ❞
❝ did you just flip off that old guy? ❞
❝ i know you’ll lie to me if i ask if you’re okay so i’m skipping past that part and telling you to go home and get some rest. ❞
❝ you know i’m not good for you right? there’s probably a hundred other people you could be going to right now instead of me. ❞
❝ can i say something here? or do you need another minute of rambling before i get to do the part where i say what you need to hear and you realize you’re freaking out over nothing? ❞
❝ don’t you get that i need you? you’re always going on about being fine and being able to manage on your own and i’m sure that’s true. but what if i’m not? what if i need you in my life. and i need you to let me help you with your life too? ❞
❝ i know you’ve been having a shit time so i brought some food. ❞
❝ hey— get your hands off my plate. i made you your own. ❞
❝ i know you like the rain, but it’s getting cold. you need to come in before you get sick. ❞
❝ i knew i’d find you here. ❞
❝ if i tell you my eyes are red from weed and not because i was crying will you do me the favor of pretending to believe me? ❞
