[EXTREMELY HAUNTED & HOLLOW-EYED LOOK] yeah man i’m doing. Really good

i try not to get drunk around you. it feels like a good way to end up kissing you. it feels like a good way to tell you that i’m drowning without you. it feels like a bad idea, is what i’m saying. so sorry that i can’t come tonight. i just want to keep things okay. i want to keep things right.

I want to get drunk around you. I want to accidentally tell you how I’m actually feeling. I want to push you away when you try to kiss me. I want to tell you I’m drowning when I’m with you. It’s probably a bad idea, but I want to. So please invite me tonight. I just want to keep things okay. I want to keep things right.

childhood friends are like open wounds

um seriously? like i haven’t seen you since i was seven and i love you with my whole heart. we stopped speaking because you hurt my feelings and i sometimes look at that bracelet we shared. there is no healing. there is no going back. there’s no knowing if they think about it as much. there is just nostalgia and aching when you walk past cherry trees