The ex
Since I will start writing on here I should introduce you to a few characters that will be essential to my storytelling like my ex. Jayden and I met each other in first grade, he was the loud kid that couldn't stop talking to everyone. They always sat him in the corner, but even then he still managed to get in trouble. I left that school and got relocated to another across the street. I didn't see him again until 8th grade where I grew up and everyone noticed that I was actually good looking. We started talking and ended up in an all-night phone call where we fell in love. He asked me out and we dated for all of high school where we had an amazing relationship. I loved him more than I loved myself, one night I got drunk at a wedding and confessed to his mother that her son was for me and that I would love him for the rest of my life. A few weeks later, He broke up with me and I was depressed. I begged for him, actually fell down to my knees and begged. I cried for weeks and lost about 25 pounds in 2 weeks since watermelon was the only thing I could actually stomach. We had a nightly thing where we would fall asleep on the phone together and he even refused to do that with me. I should tell you why we broke up, he said that he needed time to work on himself....yeah that was the reason. While I was still hopelessly in love with him, he went out and partied. Don't get me wrong, I did too but all I wanted to be was in his arms. He actually messed around with girls that he told me not to worry about, he told his friends that he was a "dawg" now. He wanted absolutely nothing to do with me. I showed up to his house to return his stuff and claim what was mine, and his mother actually went outside and cried with me. She loved me and I loved her back. He also decided to ask this "girl" to his senior homecoming, and I was devastated when I found out. However, I didn't let this tear me down. I went out partying as well and had sex with this other amazing guy who I cared about a lot. I still wanted Jayden tho. This was all of senior year and I have lots of stories about our break up. We eventually got back together and were extremely happy for another year. Until he got picked up by a juco in North Carolina and decided to go play baseball there and I met my co-worker named Noah.
