a perfect gleam of sunshine

About to go watch the Spanish dub of Hannibal to see if they just flat out fuck.

Dean Winchester was conditioned from the age of four to believe that his purpose was to be used by others for violence. That his body was a tool for hurting and killing and destroying; that his quick thinking and creativity and ability to handle a crisis were weapons to use for destruction. And through it all, despite that conditioning, all he ever wanted was to fix cars and help mute kids to speak again and make little devices out of old tech; he wanted to build a little bubble around everyone he loved and keep them safe from anything that could hurt them; anything he perceived as being too much like him. He wanted to fix and to build and to make. He should have had that opportunity.

Like dean is so sexualised and preyed upon during the 15 years we know him, by demons and even fellow hunters (“delicate features for a hunter”), even lisa makes their break-up scene uncomfortable by commenting on how good he is in bed, so by 15x18 that man is in desperate need of hearing he is loved, he is not just a body, and i think that, while problematic, it is also beautiful that cas’ love confession asked nothing of dean, that was just a selfless gift cas gave him