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youâre my mom but more importantly my brother
rough housing whenever they argue
dom/sadist sam & sub/masochist dean fic recs
warning/note: everyone is going to be really nice and not judge me for anything i link here. but please check the tags for each fic. i donât necessary love all of these equally but they are the most interesting (âŚor the hottest) samdean BDSM fics iâve found. feel free to recommend more in comments/reblogs
A Question of Control by leonidaslion
Dean wants to put down the load for a while, but he just doesn't know how to let go. Sam does his best to show him.
Your Fingerprints, Everywhere by lazy_daze
When Sam thinks back, he doesn't think of the first time they had sex as the beginning. He remembers the sense of inevitability, of finally, when they first crashed against each other with kisses and need; how it didn't feel like the beginning of something, but the end.
The real beginning was later, when Sam realized.
Phtonus by leonidaslion
There's only so much jealousy a guy can take, and Sam's reached his limit...
Hug The Wire And Pray by soulless_puppy
They only fucked when the stakes were high.
Find a Spark by lustmordred
If I took this cigarette and put it out on you, would you love me?
Bearing the Brunt by rivkat
what if Dean found himself tempted to pay another visit to Chief (from "Criss Angel Is a Douche Bag")?
Touch Me Like a Razor Blade by ADeedWithoutaName
For as long as he can remember, sins have caused Dean physical pain. Like, for example, murder. Or lust. Or incest.
a little brutal (if Iâm honest) by WhoopsOK
There are few people Dean has met who would be willing to get him off the way he wants, and even fewer that he would trust with that sort of power. It takes many years and many deaths, a few of their own deaths, before Samâs restraint fails him once again, but this time he comes at Dean mouth first.
And Dean knows itâs really Sam this time, because Sam doesnât taste like brimstone outside of hell. He does taste like blood pretty often, though, splitting Deanâs lip between his teeth in his eagerness.
âSorry,â Sam mutters into his mouth and Dean even believes he means it.
(Dean doesn't want Sam to be nice about this.)
Sandman 'verse by runawaydr3amer
Back when Sam had no soul to weigh him down, he did something terrible to Dean. Years later, they were safe in the bunker, but Sam was no longer safe in his own head as the memory began to resurface. Coping with the revelation was a journey that would push them apart for good or bind them closer than ever. But maybe there was something else that was being hidden, from each other this time, that would weigh the scales in their favor. Time would tell, and it would reveal things about themselves and each other that neither could have imagined.
would you give yourself away? by Nymphalidae
Maybe it's the fact Sam was raised with violence in place of the mother he never had, learned to fight by sparring Dean, earned dad's pride for drawing blood and painting bruises in a way he never earned it for good grades. Positive reinforcement for his darkest urges.
tethered (orphaned)
Dean is abducted by vampires, and on his return, he's distant. Untethered. It's not something Sam has ever dealt with. He finds the solution by accident.
To the Core by dornfelder
Addressing the issue, Winchester style.
Swallow a Bullet for You by shadowofadream
When Dean, a silent plea in his eyes, hands Sam a loaded gun and gets on his knees for him, Sam rewards him by putting it in his mouth and pulling the trigger.
Both Ends of the Rope by parenthetical
The paperclips were Sam's first clue that something was wrong.
The shortest distance between two points by Trojie
Castiel watches over the Winchesters, which means he hears a lot of things he probably shouldn't, sees a lot of things he wishes he didn't, wants a lot of things he was never even meant to know about. Dean and Sam are failing at trying to fight both Heaven and Hell simultaneously, and they're taking it out on each other, and Castiel doesn't know how to help them except to get between them.
Indelible by MistressKat
Being bruised is part of the job.
Time Wastes Itself by autoschediastic
Dean is about as shocked to be slammed back against the rough brick wall as Sam is over putting him there.
abandon by deadlybride
After Dean's cured of being a demon, after they're back home in the bunker, he can't quite settle. Now that they're back on the same page, Sam decides to try something new, to help Dean center himself.
(and Iâve written An Unknown Color, which isnât focused on bdsm but where Dean is definitely a masochist, and the dom/sub potential is there)
i really need to see a series of four short fics about samdeanâs fucked up mommy-daddy kinks. deanâs pov of sam-as-dad and samâs pov of it, then samâs pov of dean-as-mom and deanâs pov of that too. thereâs a lot to say about it i think

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i started reading our share of night because of you and iâm loving it so far. are there any other books you would recommend?
iâm so glad you like it! itâs my favorite read of the year so far. if youâre looking for a similar book, i donât have anything specific to recommend but you might want to take a look at this post. in general i talk more about books & everything non spn related on my main blog @kallistoriae, so you can ask me there if there are specific themes or things youâre looking for. but iâll list a few novels here. i also read poetry, memoirs (trauma memoirs &/or queer ones), scholarship (on trauma &/or on classics), greco-roman classics and retellings, but iâm not including those here because i donât know if these are things youâre interested in at all. anyway, some novels iâm thinking about right now, in different genres:
the left hand of darkness, ursula le guin
the word for world is forest, ursula le guin
piranesi, susanna clarke
everything under, daisy johnson
lord of the rings & the silmarillion, tolkien
bastard out of carolina, dorothy allison
ghost wall, sarah moss
mysterious skin, scott heim
babel-17, samuel delany
the locked tomb, tamsyn muir
stone butch blues, leslie feinberg
an unkindness of ghosts, rivers solomon
the pattern scars, caitlin sweet
thistlefoot, gennarose nethercott
pet & bitter, akwaeke emezi
we have always lived in the castle, shirley jackson
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Don't repeat your mother's mistakes.
You have not disappointed me so far.
supernatural 4.16 // the alchemy of wolves and sheep: a relational approach to internalized perpetration in complex trauma survivors, harvey l. schwartz

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Your perfect innocent Sam is a pervert for his son btw
@dean-interrupted wait I actually love this in regards to Samâs OCD in that the constant am I like dad was dean hurting me was I hurting dean will I hurt dean jr will ultimately shape his relationship with his son
and then of course sam wonât get close to dj just in case and wonât hug him or comfort him which drives dj to crazy attention seeking behaviors :)
exactly. and if you put this in a universe where sam was at least somewhat aware of johndean as a child (because frankly it would have been hard to hide) and saw dean during/after he was raped, young and hurt, i feel like it would make the entire thing a lot more scary and real for him. dreaming about those very real memories but now he is his father and his son is in deanâs place. shifting between one and the other. and itâs not even completely irrational of him (not like when a straight person with OCD gets intrusive thoughts about getting involved with someone of the same gender, or when a parent with OCD worries about hurting a child they only want to protect) because as much as sam loves his son he is actively projecting deanâs memory onto dean jr. and he knows it. and he picked the name for a reason and he chose to have a child for a reason and dean is the reason for nearly everything he does now.
and he might not want dean jr but he doesnât not want him either, right? he will never do anything to him because he loves him and he refuses to be like john, but the desire is not non-existent. something is there.
Your perfect innocent Sam is a pervert for his son btw
i sometimes like to think sam never Found Out about john, and dean quite literally took his secrets to his grave
Today on funny bad takes I have seen: young/teen Sam wouldn't consider topping Dean because of their age difference. Lol. Lmao, even. Say you've never interacted with a teenage boy without saying you've never interacted with a teenage boy. I assure you, (most) boys are very much all about what their dick can do, and if a teenage boy can want to fuck an adult woman (like a celebrity crush, say, Anna Nicole Smith) he can also want to fuck a boy a few years older than him. Even if that boy is at that time bigger than him.

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An Unknown Color â read on ao3
Dean felt further away from his father than he had ever been, yet he was wrapped in the ghost of him, caught in the web of all the instants they had shared, every embrace, his father's hands around him, on him, in him, the weight of the past impossible to lift. Sam's hand was running through his hair, gentle.
"[âŚ] with a certainty that he recognized and wasn't about to ignore, he knew that his father had hurt him. In a deep and unimaginable way, of which the bruises and cuts and the bump on his head were merely slight, superficial vestiges." â Our Share of Night, Mariana Enriquez
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supernatural: johndean // father-daughter incest, judith lewis herman