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The Winchesters : the parallels between their lives and deaths

#spn #omg yall the cycle truly never ends #this haunting is hereditary #spn edit #edit

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freakygirlie

jensen’s full answer on dean’s death <3 how sam and dean had their ideal life for years !! they had a routine and they had found their sweet spot and they had several years of this together <3

#spn #j2

bratobujstwo

Sam finds these on Castiel's phone and starts locking his door at night

bratobujstwo

that’s how s9 went, right?

#spn

pregnancykink

i do love thinking abt the weirdcest stuff sam & dean must’ve done as fairly unsocialized kids they either didn’t realize wasn’t normal or just didn’t consider or care like dean keeping sam’s baby teeth and sam needing to sleep with articles of dean’s clothing or both of them sharing beds even after john starts taking the couch because he doesn’t want his sons sharing etc. like aaaa tell me ur fave weirdcest headcanons i want to know

pregnancykink

#speaking of teeth.#do you think dean would straight up stick his fingers in sams mouth to feel around for a loose tooth and try to pull it out for him

#<- building off that i think baby sam wouldn't sleep without dean's thumb in his mouth and it kept on for Too long#wait. dean being the reason sam has an oral fixation!!

#they 100000 percent jacked off right next to each other#but it wasn’t about being sexual with each other#they were just like ‘of course I jack off next to my brother don’t you’#‘that’s just what bros do’#‘it’s nbd’

you guys are soooo smart keep em comin

pregnancykink

a compilation because i needed to see these all in one place:

#they definitely showered together#yknow to save water#and when they had a bath they shared it#they also probably shared dirty underwear

#sam sitting on deans lap.#way past the age it’s appropriate.#sharing motel towels#sam brushing his teeth while dean jacks off in the shower

#<- prev YES definitely sitting in deans lap#dean deciding which kids sam was allowed to hang out with outside of him#(none of them)#carrying him like a baby

#i think dean would bathe sam as a toddler and continue sitting on the bathroom floor while he’s in the bath/shower way past an appropriate#age and like continue to help wash his hair up to sam being like 14#sharing gum#sharing showers when there’s limited hot water or the hunt was just extra scary#probably continuing conversations while jacking off lol

#i'd like to contribute using each others toothbrushes and nasty shit like that#dean telling sam about his hookups in such meticulous and unflinching detail that sam gets turned on#(smoker dean hc) sam's first smoke was shotgunned from dean#jerking off in the bed they share while the other person is there#and verbally acknowledging that and teasing each other like it's normal#'feeling relaxed there sammy?'#shit like that

#the fic where sam sucks on the amulet to go to sleep and that’s how It Starts#anyway yes all of this. holding hands when walking together long after sam was a lil kid#neither of them ever caring about entering the bathroom while their brothers in there showering or w/e#even if they’re showering and actively getting off your bro has to brush his teeth it’s no big#sam giving dean father’s day. mother’s day. valentines cards. who else is he gonna give ‘em to?#same porn stash place. accidentally learning each others tastes bc they keep their magazines together#massages after hunts or sports or hard days and getting hard over it

#like dean definitely taught sam to shower when he was old enough to stop bathing#but them still showering together into preteen and teen years#not realizing it's in any way odd because it's just practical and easy#a lot of cultures aren't as body shy as modern (sub)urban americans and they sure as hell wouldn't think to be

#that one time they were camping in new mexico. too hot to see straight and no water for miles. dad was out looking#and sammy was all sick and dizzy and running out of spit to swallow so dean let him have some of his. just to stave off the thirst#'it's okay sammy i'm bigger than you i got some to spare'#oooh also when dean had mono and was too weak to eat so sam had to feed him tiny tiny bites and stroke his throat until he swallowed#alsoooo just sharing lollipops and forks and spoons and toothbrushes bc they have all the same germs anyway#chewing on opposite ends of the same plastic straw while watching late night tv at the motel. dad just looks at them and kinda sighs

#it's about the not realizing what you're doing isn't normal for every other pair of siblings on the planet

#spn #weirdcest

redlipclass

that time andy wrote wincest for me while he was high

snagerdragon

i lost it on the first word

#spn

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#spn

positivexcellence

An interesting excerpt the from “Route 666″ script that we never got to see(x)

#spn #spn script

couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name

I think one hot summer day after melting alone in a motel room for 3 weeks and after a million and one viewings of the lost boys (on a stolen vhs tape) dean is like sammy. sammy. you have to pierce my ear for me. I’ll get you ice cream if you do a good job sammy do you wanna pierce my ear. and sammy, 11 years old, just starting to enter the fun, feral, and bloodthirsty stage of adolescence, is like. dean I have quite literally never wanted anything more. give me a needle NOW. they sanitize the needle in listerine mouthwash and they don’t have an ice cube, but they’re vaguely aware that a lemon is sometimes involved in the process so they decide to squirt it on dean’s ear AFTER poking a hole in it. they don’t steady the ear with anything and sam overestimates his strength and jams it in so hard it also stabs into dean’s neck and they almost couldn’t pull it out. they’re both screaming. sammy starts frantically squeezing lemon juice all over the side of dean’s face which is making him scream more. john walks in in the middle of this and in a rare moment of picking his battles he’s like alright. as long as that doesn’t get infected neither of you are in trouble. clean up the blood off the sink. jesus christ do you even have an earring to put in there? no, they do not have an earring. that genuinely never occurred to dean<3 john thinks this is genuinely hilarious and finds a safety pin to use instead and reiterates that it Better not get infected. of course this piercing IMMEDIATELY gets infected. it’s very bad, but dean knows they can’t afford a doctor’s trip and neither of the boys wanna bring it up to john and ruin a good memory for him, so dean enters a beanie phase (in the middle of a heat wave) to hide it, and honestly at this point john forgot and just thought the hat was a normal weird teenage fashion fad so he didn’t question it. they had to wait until bobby’s next custody-six-weekends to get to a doctor and bobby yelled at them for an hour straight and insisted on cleaning it out with the medicine himself since they obviously can’t be trusted to take care of themselves, and also made sure to tell the boys that the actual hole was crooked and looked dumb as hell, although dean did find an anti-possession symbol earring on his bedside table the next morning

#spn #this made me smile ughhh the boys

pregnancykink

jinkieswouldyoulookatthis

Building off @missmisdemeanor's tags

#i'd like to contribute using each others toothbrushes and nasty shit like that

Yeah, toothbrushes, towels, deodorant, sharing clothes including underwear or going commando while wearing each other's jeans... and while this generally bothers Sam, or at least he complains loudly about it. Meanwhile, Dean seems to do it even when he doesn't need to just to bother Sam. "Dude! Did you use my toothbrush? Yours was sitting right there! What the hell?" So, almost like typical siblings messing with each other, but a little too much, and if anyone actually pays attention they realize that Sam's complaints are largely performative, because he didn't even rinse his toothbrush off before using it himself.

#dean telling sam about his hookups in such meticulous and unflinching detail that sam gets turned on

Where most kids learn about sex from their friends, or Skinamax, or their dad's porn magazines, etc., Sam learned about it from Dean, in excruciatingly vivid (if not always accurate) detail, so much so that Dean actually featured in many of his erotic dreams, up to and past the point when he noticed and was weirded out about it himself. Dean has still never figured out that it's weird and remains salty that Sam was never willing to return the favor by telling him about his own experiences.

#jerking off in the bed they share while the other person is there#and verbally acknowledging that and teasing each other like it's normal#'feeling relaxed there sammy?'

Quiet motel room, one of them thinking the other is sound asleep, until a voice pipes up in the middle of things...

"Dude, you really need to learn to pace yourself."

"Are you thinking about your math teacher again? Isn't she, like, 50 or something?"

"Didn't dad say he was gonna be back early? Wait, was that the car door?" <- just to freak the other out.

"Since you finished so quickly, you want to give me a hand?" accompanied by a derisive laugh.

"You done with the lotion over there, turbo?"

"At this rate, you're gonna go blind before pop your cherry."

Again, I see this as mostly coming from Dean, directed at Sam, although not always. Sam is typically embarrassed but rarely actually as mortified as he sounds and there is an underlying layer of fondness that belies his seeming irritation.

pookeenpie

I live for Weirdcest, they’re just that good.

jinkieswouldyoulookatthis

Still thinking about this (always thinking about this)

Dean cuts Sam's hair, and even though he mocks the length all the time, he takes a ridiculous amount of time and care to get it just right (or, well, as right as he can considering he has no idea how to properly cut hair). Sam lets him because part of Dean's process involves washing his hair in the sink and he gives the most amazing scalp massages when he does. Like, Sam goes fucking boneless from it, although they have never, ever acknowledged either the massaging or Sam's reaction to it. It is just an unspoken, accepted part of the process.

They will often move each other around by placing a hand on the small of the other's back. Guiding through doorways, switching sides when walking, needing the other to hurry up, whatever. When they need the other to stop or slow down, it's a hand to the sternum, palm pressed flat, fingers splayed, solid contact, firm but still gentle with no sense of threat, just assumed, entitled assumption of trust.

Then there's the unspoken knowing of things about the other. When getting drinks or food, knowing when extra is needed, bringing enough to share without asking. The tossing and automatic catching of beer cans and bottles with no heads up or warning. First one up in the morning gets coffee and breakfast for the other. If other people are around, they will make a point of asking what the other person wants, but never ask each other, just come back and hand something off and getting an approving nod from each other in turn.

There is, of course, the whole being in sync with each other thing. Walking in step, even on the same foot. Turning in the same way at the same time. Sitting in the same position as the other, without ever looking over, like that's just how they both sit. But then one will fold his hands in his lap and within seconds the other has done the same, same hand on top and everything. When hunting, it becomes even more focused to the point where they are breathing in time with each other. Folks who spend any amount of real time with them get used to it and then it's when they are fighting or something is off between the two of them that it jumps out again because suddenly they are completely out of sync, and that's honestly way more disconcerting.

They share utensils and finish each other's food and drinks. No point in wasting when they share germs anyways.

Then there's things like...

"Dude, stop using my shirts to clean up when you jerk off!"

"Stop leaving them all over the place then."

"They were in my bag!"

"Eh, quit yer bitching, I'll do the laundry."

"You better. But hey, I was serious about not using beer as fabric softener. No, don't look at me like that, it doesn't fucking work, not even 'shitty lite beer.' And I'm tired of smelling like a brewery."

#spn

lukearnold

mysteriousharmony

Cas: *says something dumb by human standards*

Dean: 🙄🙄

Sam: 🥰🥰😘😘😍

#spn

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arwenadreamer

What`s in the 15.20 Script vs. what J2 gave us onscreen:

Script

Sam: I`m thinking about Cass, Jack … if they could be here…

Dean: I know. I think about them, too. Every day, but what happened – it`s never going to stop hurting, but if we don`t keep living, all that … their sacrifice … what was it for?

Onscreen

Dean: Yeah. Yeah, no. I think about 'em, too. You know what? That pain's not gonna go away. Right? But if we don't keep living, then all that sacrifice is gonna be for nothing.

xxx

Script

Sam looks to Dean, who leans up against the post. Breathing hard. Sam`s eyes find his brother … something`s wrong…

Sam: Dean?

Dean: The kids – they safe?

Sam nods. Dean smiles.

Dean: Good. That`s good.

And we see – BLOOD. Spreading across his shirt. Sam`s eyes go wide.

Onscreen

Sam beheads the last Vamp and puts his machete away, not realising something is wrong yet.

Sam: Let's go find those kids, get them outta here.

Dean: Sam... I don't... Mm. I don't think I'm going anywhere.

Sam: What? What are you talking about?

Dean: There's something in my...Something in my back. It feels like it's right through me.

Sam goes to Dean and very carefully reaches around his back. His hand comes back bloody.

xxx

Script

Sam: Here, let me --

Dean: No, don`t. You move me – that thing feels like it punched pretty much all thae way trough. I think it`s just about the only thing holding me together right now, so … You move it, I`m gone quick.

Onscreen

Sam: Alright. Um... Hold on. Okay. Uh, I got you.

Dean: No, no, no, no, no. Don't... Don't... Don't move me. Don't move me. It feels like this thing's holding me together right now. Just give me... Just give me a minute.

xxx

Script

Sam: I … I`ll call an ambulance.

Dean: Closest hospital`s forty miles. Don`t think they`re gonna make it.

Sam: Then – I`ll get the first aid kit, just –

Dean: Sam, stop. It won`t help, it – I`m sorry.

Sam: Dean --

Onscreen

Sam: Yeah. Um... alright. I'll call for help. I'll get the first-aid kit.

Dean: Sam, Sam! Sam... Stay wi- Stay with me. Can you stay with me, please?

Sam: Okay. Yeah.

xxx

Script

Dean: You get those kids home, okay?

Sam: We`ll get them home, after we get you –

Onscreen

Dean: You get those boys and you get them someplace safe, alright?

Sam: Dean … We are gonna get them somewhere safe.

xxx

Script

Dean: And that`s fine. That`s good. You gotta admit, I had one helluva ride.

Onscreen

Dean: It´s okay. It`s okay. It`s good. It`s good. We had one helluva ride, man.

xxx

Scrip

Sam: No. If Cass was here…

Dean: He`s not.

Onscreen

---

xxx

Script

Dean: I know, but … I may not have a lot of time, and – and there`s something I need you to hear: I`m proud of you.

Onscreen

Dean: I`m fading pretty … I`m fading pretty quick, so… there`s a few things that I need you to hear. Come here. Let me look at you. Yeah, there he is. I`m so proud of you, Sam.

xxx

Script

Dean: I thought you`d say “no.” I thought you`d tell me to get lost. Get dead. And if you had… Hell, I didn`t know what I was going to do.

Onscreen

Dean: I thought you'd tell me to... to get lost or get dead. And I don't know what I would've done... if I didn't have you.

xxx

Script

Dean: Because when it came down to it, it was always you and me. It`s always been you and me.

Onscreen

Dean: `Cause when it all came down to it, it was always you and me. It`s always been you ---- and me.

xxx

Script

Sam: I can`t do this without you.

Dean: Yes, you can.

Onscreen

Sam: I can`t do this alone.

Dean: Yes, you can.

Sam: Well, I don`t want to.

xxx

Script

Dean: And I`ll always be with you. Everyday. When you`re … out there fighting, living… `Cause you … you`ll always keep fighting. And I`ll be with you. Every step.

Onscreen

Dean: Hey. I'm not leaving you. I'm gonna be with you... (Places his hand over Sam`s heart.) Right here... every day. Every day you're out there and you're li... And you're living and you're fighting. 'Cause you... You always keep fighting. You hear me? I'll be there every step.

xxx

Script

Dean: I love you, Sammy.

Onscreen

Dean: I love you so much, my baby brother.

xxx

Script

Dean: And I need … I need you to promise me… I need you to tell me it`s okay.

ON SAM. A long, painful beat. […] Sam reaches out, taking Dean`s hand. It kills him to say this, but he does it anyway.

Sam: Dean … It`s okay. You can go.

And he leans in, embracing his brother.

Onscreen

Dean: I need you to... I need you to promise me. I need you to... To... to tell me... that it's okay. I need you to tell me that it's okay.

Sam: (crying) No.

Dean: Look at me. Look at me. I need... I need... I need you to tell me that it's okay. I need you to tell me... Tell me it's okay.

Sam places his hand over Deans.

Sam: Dean… it's okay. You can go now.

Foreheadtouch.

Dean: Goodbye, Sam. Goodbye.

Dean`s head falls onto Sam`s shoulder.

xxx

Script

[Bobby explaining the new heaven.]

ON DEAN. Getting emotional now. This is … perfect.

[More conversation about beer.]

Dean: Yeah … just one thing missing.

Bobby: He`ll be along.

Onscreen

Dean: It`s almost perfect.

Bobby: He`ll be along.

xxx

Script

Dean staring out at a soaring vista. The whole world, perfect and beautiful. Then—

We`re BEHIND DEAN, as a BOOT drops into frame. A footstep. Dean hears it – turns – and his eyes go wide to see… SAM.

Onscreen

Dean looks out over the water. Then he smiles, the moment he feels Sam`s arrival. He know`s before he`s even turning around.

xxx

Script

Sam: Hey, Dean.

Dean: Hey, Sammy.

Onscreen

Dean: Hey, Sammy.

Sam: Dean

They really upped everything up a notch!

#spn

kimodraw

black sheep who can't get the rotting carcass off || well tamed german sheperd who's mask is falling off

#spn #spn art

ofmooseandnotmoose

Gratuitous picspam in appreciation of Sam Winchester’s back.

I’m not even sorry.

screencaps (x)

#spn #sam winchester #jesus fucking christ

deans-scruffy-angel

okAY, I’M FucKING DONe BECAUSE THIS JUST POPPED UP ON A WEBSITe I WAS JUST oN

Look familiar??

carry-on-my-wayward-butt

THIS IS IT THIS IS HOW I FUCKING DIE

galangrants-deactivated20210301

THEY NEED TO STOP USING HIS PICTURE FOR THINGS

BEFORE I LOSE MY SHIT ENTIRELY

corrodedbisexual

Welcome to Russia.

mishacockins

don’t forget

#jensen ackles #jared padalecki #j2

nhoransunlight

Question: who or what inspires you?

#j2

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charliethechocolateeater

supernatural said what if you met god and he was a loser who writes explicit rpf about you

#spn

aborddelimpala

Well 😏

JIB14 | Jared Padalecki & Ricky Whittle

#jared padalecki

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