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A LIST OF CASUAL YET INTIMATE INTERACTIONS
sender to receiver:
[ HOOK ] sender hooking a finger beneath receiver's jaw
[ PINCH ] sender holding receiver's chin between their thumb and forefinger
[ LOOK ] sender holding receiver's jaw and turning their head to look at them
[ PICK ] sender telling receiver to "hold still" while they remove something from their hair
[ GRAZE ] sender brushes their fingertip back and forth along receiver's jaw while they listen to receiver talk
[ DIRECT ] sender seeing that receiver is going the wrong way, takes hold of their shoulders from behind and turns them the right direction
[ BACK ] sender grabs receiver's wrist and tugs them closer when receiver tries to walk away.
[ TOY ] sender fidgets with something receiver is wearing while receiver talks to them
[ STROKE ] sender absentmindedly plays with receiver's hair while they're focused on another task
[ DEPART ] sender is saying goodbye and kisses receiver's forehead
[ DRESS ] sender without prompting helps receiver put on a jacket
[ UNDRESS ] sender helps receiver remove an article of clothing or jewelry
[ REFILL ] sender refills receiver's drink before they can ask or do it themselves
[ FIX ] sender cleans something off of receiver's face
[ RUB ] sender places their hand around the back of receiver's neck, rubbing their thumb just under their ear
[ PULL ] sender sits next to receiver and places their arm around their shoulders, gently pulling them into their side
[ BECKON ] sender sees receiver and lifts their arm up so they can come hug/cuddle them
[ GLIDE ] sender is gently rubbing/scratching receivers back and rubs their knuckle down their spine to the small of their back
[ CHEER ] seeing that receiver is scowling, sender rubs their thumb over the furrow between receiver's brows
[ TUCK ] sender finds receiver asleep somewhere and puts a blanket or their own coat over them
[ TRACE ] sender brushes their fingers along receiver's forehead, temple and cheekbone
[ BRUSH ] sender brushes their hand up and down receiver's arm as they walk past them
[ KEEP ] sender holds receiver's arm just above the elbow while they're talking or to get their attention
[ LEAN ] sender looks over receiver's shoulder who is sitting, placing a hand on their desk while receiver shows them something
[ NUDGE ] sender grabs the chair receiver is sitting in and pulls it closer
[ LISTEN ] sender is listening to receiver talk and picks up an object that belongs to receiver to fidget with
[ SEARCH ] sender searches out receiver's gaze in a crowded room either for approval or to check if they're okay
[ SMOOTH ] sender smooths their thumb over receiver's eyebrow
[ SLIP ] sender places their hand in receiver's back pocket while they walk together
receiver to sender:
[ HOOKING ] receiver hooking a finger beneath sender's jaw
[ PINCHING ] receiver holding sender's chin between their thumb and forefinger
[ LOOKING ] receiver holding sender's jaw and turning their head to look at them
[ PICKING ] receiver telling sender to "hold still" while they remove something from their hair
[ GRAZING ] receiver brushes their fingertip back and forth along sender's jaw while they listen to sender talk
[ DIRECTING ] receiver seeing that sender is going the wrong way, takes hold of their shoulders from behind and turns them the right direction
[ BACKING ] receiver grabs sender's wrist and tugs them closer when sender tries to walk away.
[ TOYING ] receiver fidgets with something sender is wearing while sender talks to them
[ STROKING ] receiver absentmindedly plays with sender's hair while they're focused on another task
[ DEPARTING ] receiver is saying goodbye and kisses sender's forehead
[ DRESSING ] receiver without prompting helps sender put on a jacket
[ UNDRESSING ] receiver helps sender remove an article of clothing or jewelry
[ REFILLING ] receiver refills sender's drink before they can ask or do it themselves
[ FIXING ] receiver cleans something off of senders face
[ RUBBING ] receiver places their hand around the back of receiver's neck, rubbing their thumb just under their ear
[ PULLING ] receiver sits next to sender and places their arm around their shoulders, gently pulling them into their side
[ BECKONING ] receiver sees sender and lifts their arm up so they can come hug/cuddle them
[ GLIDING ] receiver is gently rubbing/scratching sender's back and rubs their knuckle down their spine to the small of their back
[ CHEERING ] seeing that sender is scowling, receiver rubs their thumb over the furrow between sender's brows
[ TUCKING ] receiver finds sender asleep somewhere and puts a blanket or their own coat over them
[ TRACING ] receiver brushes their fingers along sender's forehead, temple and cheekbone
[ BRUSHING ] receiver brushes their hand up and down sender's arm as they walk past them
[ KEEPING ] receiver holds sender's arm just above the elbow while they're talking or to get their attention
[ LEANING ] receiver looks over sender's shoulder who is sitting, placing a hand on their desk while sender shows them something
[ NUDGING ] receiver grabs the chair sender is sitting in and pulls it closer
[ LISTENING ] receiver is listening to sender talk and picks up an object that belongs to sender to fidget with
[ SEARCHING ] receiver seeks out sender's gaze in a crowded room either for approval or to check that they're okay
[ SMOOTHING ] receiver smooths their thumb over sender's eyebrow
[ SLIPPING ] receiver places their hand in sender's back pocket while they're walking
i posted about some wanted plots I wanted to do last year, so some of these are old, but some are new too! please be warned some of these are horror or apocalyptic in nature. message me or like this post if you're interested, but please don't reblog!
backrooms/poolrooms: muse a wakes up in the backrooms (I like poolrooms the best lol) and endures walking aimlessly for hours, perhaps even days, all alone with the feeling they're being hunted. eventually, they come across muse b. we'll decide where to go from there!
supernatural hunter x supernatural creature: muse a is a hunter from a long line of hunters. muse b is a supernatural creature (likely a werewolf bc they’re my fave lol). romeo and juliet shenanigans ensue.
lost/yellowjackets: our muses were on a plane somewhere, only to crash in the wilderness or on a desert island. this would likely start just after the plane crashed so we can get some extra survival goodness. this has potential to be a mumu.
the serial killer’s lover: muse a is an active serial killer, muse b is their boy/girlfriend/partner that either turns a blind eye to their lover’s extracurricular activities or was previously unaware. now they’ve caught muse a in a compromising position. will they turn in muse a to the police? or help them cover it all up?
anansi's goatman story: our muses go camping, only to encounter a doppelganger that keeps slipping in and out of their group unnoticed. it will help if you've read the creepypasta but I can explain in dms too! this could very well turn into a mumu as well.
hockey player x figure skater: muse a is a hockey player, muse b figure skates. naturally, the figure skating club and the hockey team hate each other, so our muses of course aren’t allowed to like each other. this would either be an enemies-to-lovers type deal or secret dating!
outlaws/western: our muses are part of an outlaw gang in the late 1890s. muse a is more of a reluctant member because they have nowhere else to go, while muse b is a newer addition to the group that thinks it’s all fun and games (so far).
silent hill: our muses find themselves in the ghost town of silent hill, only to discover the horrors that plague it soon after arrival when the siren blares. our muses could be strangers or know each other, it just depends on what we plot out!
love during a major disaster: our muses met right before a disaster occurs and have to find each other among the chaos. obviously not a real disaster that occurred in real life like the titanic, but just rose/jack vibes.
zombie or any apocalypse: as always, i'm primarily interested in apoc situations (doesn't have to be zombies, btw!) and will forever fuck with a good zombie storyline.
* / (somewhat) romantic dark / horror plots 🔪
most of these plots are based on ideas from horror movies & thrillers, in which there should be trigger warnings for those sort of plots: blood, gore, m*rder, death, stalking, etc. these can be taken in a romantic way or not ! be reminded that this is just fiction & a way for you to explore the darker parts of muses.
CONSTANT CRAVING. muse a has been stalking muse b for years, but it hasn’t been extremely insidious. in fact, at this point it seems like muse a knows muse b more than they know themselves. it’s like a soft little security blanket that muse b begins to miss because they seem to be stalking them less and less. so they try to figure out who muse a is to see why they’ve stopped.
BURY A FRIEND. all throughout high school and college, muse a was bullied by their group of friends… except no one really knew, and just assumed that they were a regular part of that group. unknown to anyone, muse b begins to kill off that friend group and muse a thinks that they’re next. what they don’t know is that they’re the reason their friends are dying: muse b noticed the bullying, and wanted to put a stop to it.
NIGHT SHIFT. there was a kidnapping gone wrong, and for whatever reason muse a was picked up by a group of serial killers. but when muse b is expected to watch over them, things don’t go as planned. muse a is incredibly witty and spunky, and begins to seduce muse b so that they can figure out a way to escape.
TWO LONELY HEARTS. there is a twisted person on the loose who keeps picking up people and keeping them locked in a house. for only a few weeks it has only been muse a and muse b living in the house, and even though they try they just can’t seem to find a way out. they have plenty of food and water, and the house is fully functioning. at first they can’t stand living with each other, but after weeks of being together something changes.
WE’RE NO GOOD. through sheer coincidence, two hitmen have been happily married. in a turn-around of events, these two muses have gotten new assignments. both are incredibly large payouts; enough to put away for 10 college funds and then some. the only problem is… both of their targets are each other. and neither of them know that they’re stalking each other.
ANOTHER VERSION OF ME. back when they were dating, muse a genetically engineered a tracker that they put in their lover’s dna so that they could track wherever muse b ‘released’. muse a completely forgot about it until they broke up… it was not mutual. muse b had moved on, but muse a wanted to get back at them: so muse a began to track them and everyone they got intimate with. and every single person muse b sleeps with ends up murdered.
UNTOUCHABLE FACE. modern technology is a great thing, especially how far virtual reality has come. with ‘nexus programs’ anyone can connect their brain to a small chip and be fully immersed in their video game world. whether it be a fantasy world, racing, or one of those popular shooter games! and that’s how muse a and muse b meet. and they quickly realize that it really is fully immersive. bonus points if they know each other in real life, but don’t know who’s playing the characters.

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‘ YOU’RE AWFUL, I LOVE YOU ’ SENTENCE STARTERS
feel free to change pronouns, etc!
LOVE ME DEAD
‘ love me cancerously. ’ ‘ kill me romantically. ’ ‘ you’re awful. i love you. ’ ‘ you know just how to hold me. ’ ‘ when your edges soften, your body is my coffin. ’ ‘ love me dead. ’ ‘ you’re an office park without any trees: corporate and cold, gushing for gold. ’ ‘ does the fun ever start? ’ ‘ how’s your new boy? does he know about me? ’ ‘ you’ve got the mark of the beast. ’ ‘ you’re born of a jackal. you’re beautiful. ’
DRUNKEN LAMENT
‘ self-loathing is quaint. ’ ‘ you’re gone and i’m lost. ’ ‘ you said “forever.” ‘ ‘ tell me, why can’t you stay? ’ ‘ i’d ride in your pocket all day, but i just don’t fit. ’ ‘ i’ve been drunk since saturday, without you, without restraint. ’ ‘ i’m starving for words that would ration my sadness away. ’ ‘ you were the mermaid for me, till one day you found your feet, leaving me in this god-awful bottle, a model of heartache and grief. ’
PLEASE
‘ take me over. ’ ‘ please save this for me. ’ ‘ i’ll come back for you, love, i promise to. ’ ‘ my love will burn, and my heart will stay. ’ ‘ i’ll be gone by first light, last chance, hold on tight until then. ’ ‘ i lie awake and memorize your face as you sleep next to me. ’ ‘ the road looms lonely, but i will not fail. ’
TOPEKA
‘ i found god in a catalytic converter in topeka on a monday night. ’ ‘ i taste blood every time i think of summer. ’ ‘ i’m waiting desperately to get out of town. ’ ‘ you’ve been known to obsess over the future. ’ ‘ do you think you’ll get away from the past? ’ ‘ consider what you might have found. ’ ‘ every saint has a past. every sinner has a future. ’ ‘ you know what keeps me hanging around. ’ ‘ from here on, you can count on all things going the way they must’ve from the start. ’ ‘ all you feel is the current flowing through you and seizing your infected heart. ’
LAKE PONTCHARTRAIN
‘ rest your soul and feed your brain. ’ ‘ you’ll get to see everything the water can be. ’ ‘ the rain was coming down. ’ ‘ it was the kinda night that makes you think the whole world’s going to hell. ’ ‘ wade to where the shallows break. ’ ‘ the interstate was flooded. ’ ‘ bad move, in retrospect. ’ ‘ come back! ’ ‘ there were no bodies; i’ve got none to hide. ’
SUCH AS IT ENDS
‘ i’ve been losing sleep for days. ’ ‘ love, such as it ends, breaking the hearts that wouldn’t bend, closes the doors you used to listen through. ’ ‘ we’ll start again. ’ ‘ in the end, i’ll be with you. ’ ‘ you’ve been burning up for days. ’ ‘ you know they can’t all be saved. ’ ‘ i’ve been vacant for so long, but you were there. ’ ‘ you look so tired now. just please, love, let me take it on my shoulders. ’ ‘ we might make it home. ’
MUTINY BELOW
‘ put me in my proper place. ’ ‘ i’m not the one for you, but you’re here now. ’ ‘ can you come in? ’ ‘ you made me feel alive again. ’ ‘ you made me feel alive again. i wish we’d never met. ’ ‘ i finally let go and learned to live without you. ’ ‘ there were nights when i was sure your love was all i had. ’ ‘ we’ll work it out tomorrow. ’ ‘ let me go. ’
STREETLIGHTS
‘ when the streetlights come on, the pooling night is leveed aside and pressed in twilight against our two rooms. ’ ‘ i’ll see you tonight. ’ ‘ the pavement is aching, cicadas are crying, the wine-colored air is breathing thoughts through your hair, breezing to me, leading me there. ’ ‘ i come alive as the shadows parade. ’ ‘ my hot summer blood comes in floods and in waves. ’ ‘ i’m not longer afraid of what you’ll say. ’ ‘ streetlights will keep watch over me: they flicker like stars. ’ ‘ the secrets carefully kept inside run the streets red. ’ ‘ now, there are no words, only the glow in our wires. ’ ‘ our lips set the sun. ’ ‘ i’ll never leave you. ’
GO-GETTER GREG
‘ you must be new, i guess. at least, you’re new to me. ’ ‘ i saw you unpacking your car so i said to myself “maybe i should help her out,” since we’re neighbors now, and all the other people here are elderly and probably a little stand-offish, and i’ve got nothing to do, and whatnot… by the way, i live in 207, my name is ______ . ’ ‘ i’m a go-getter guy with a gun on my hip. i’m just searching for that someone to be firing it. ’ ‘ i’ve narrowed down the field and i’m taking a glance, and i’ve say you’ve got a pretty good chance to be my girlfriend. ’ ‘ didn’t mean to sneak up on you there. ’ ‘ you could come over tonight, i’ll be watching cop dramas, smoking fatty-fatties. ’ ‘ i really think you could use a guy like me in your life, looking after you. ’ ‘ i’d never leave you along. ’
THE HORROR OF OUR LOVE
‘ i’m a killer. ’ ‘ i’ve murdered half the town, left you love notes on their headstones. i’ll fill the graveyards until i have you. ’ ‘ i can smell your softness. ’ ‘ love, i’d never hurt you. ’ ‘ oh, the horror of our love; there was never so much blood pulled through my veins. ’ ‘ i wake in terror. ‘ ‘ i’m your servant. ’ ‘ break my skin and drain me. ’ ‘ that ancient language spoken through fingers, the awful edges where you end and i begin. there’s catastrophe in everything i’m touching. ’ ‘ you’ll die like angels sing. ’ ‘ you’re a ghost, love. ’ ‘ you are a dream among the sharks: beautiful and terrifying. ’ ‘ we dance in dark suspension. ’ ‘ bury me in the ocean floor beneath you where they’ll never hear us scream. ’
SCREAM, SCREAM, SCREAM
‘ a man is many things; let’s count them all tonight. ’ ‘ there’s nothing catchy about the life of a saint. ’ ‘ if i scream about a good man’s life, would you ever stop and listen? ’ ‘ sing it sad and sweet. ’ ‘ say goodnight, goodbye, love: in the morning, you will see. ’ ‘ it’s breaking me down to tears. ’ ‘ i’d rip my eyes out for you. ’ ‘ i’ll pull you close. ’ ‘ it’s so dark tonight. ’ ‘ would it make you cry? ’ ‘ would you finally see that all your lives are moments? ’ ‘ all your words and closeness keep you here and human. ’ ‘ do you think they’ll ever care? ’
IN SPACE
‘ the moon is old, all dusty craters. ’ ‘ stretching in the morning light, no celestial body could compare to you. ’ ‘ all i think about is you and me and the atmosphere. ’ ‘ i can’t wait for gravity to bring you close to me. ’ ‘ i bet the leaves are changing there again. ’ ‘ i’m hurtling and pressurized; if only i could get a breath of you. ’ ‘ i hope this message finds you, and you won’t feel so alone, even if i never make it home. ’ ‘ your picture’s all i look at. ’ ‘ my place is with you. ’
assorted lyrics ♡ sentence starters. ╰ * SHIP ANGST EDITION , part one.
“ if i could give myself what i give to you , then maybe i’d find strength to hold onto. ”
“ kiss me on the face and wipe the tears from your eyes , ‘cause this is goodbye. ”
“ do you lose sleep just at the thought of me? ”
“ i’m not giving up , so don’t you give up. ”
“ if i’m there to catch you when you fall , you’ll have a friend down in hell after all. ”
“ if you’re there to catch me when i fall , then maybe hell ain’t so bad after all. ”
“ i had to let you go just to get ahold of myself. ”
“ are we better off as friends? ”
“ i’d give anything for some company. ”
“ i can’t help feeling numb , but i feel love from no one. ”
“ i don’t wanna be the love you prevail from. ”
“ this connection feels like it’s too much , but that’s the price you pay for love. ”
“ i’m not afraid to admit that there’s nothing left. ”
“ i know it’s my fault. i love deep , then lose it all. ”
“ i tried pretending you’re what i need. ”
“ every time you walk away , you break another part of me. ”
“ do you think about us every now and then? because i do. ”
“ goddamn , i miss your face. ”
“ if i just walked away , would your plastic heart break? ”
“ just keep holding me. ”
“ can you not hold this over my head? ”
“ tell me right now , is this really what you wanted? ”
“ hold my hand like this is our last morning. ”
“ i miss the way you say my name. ”
“ love’s the death of peace of mind. ”
“ i miss the way you say my name , the way you bend , the way you break. your makeup running down your face , the way you fuck , the way you taste. ”
“ i know you tried your hardest , i know that you meant well. ”
“ i can stay away if you want me to. i can wait for years if i gotta , heaven knows i ain’t getting over you. ”
“ not a day goes by where i don’t think i feel the same. ”
“ stay till morning. ”
“ we’ll try again when we’re not so different. ”
“ we will make amends. till then i’ll just pretend. ”
yes baby we are those two lego pieces that are stuck together. Can we fuck now
are we doing the fake thing again where you pretend to care about me like i actually ever cross your mind unless it's convenient for you?
All I am is a piece of enjoyment for other people that they use up and discard.

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.。.:*☆ BAT OUT OF HELL THE MUSICAL SENTENCE STARTERS !
these sentences are from the official soundtrack to jim steinman’s, BAT OUT OF HELL THE MUSICAL. there are some references to sex and violence as well as some cursing. please feel free to change the pronouns to suit you !
ACT ONE.
LOVE AND DEATH AND THE AMERICAN GUITAR
❛ i remember everything! ❜
❛ i remember every little thing as if it happened only yesterday. ❜
❛ i was barely seventeen and i once killed a boy with a fender guitar. ❜
❛ i do remember that it had a heart of chrome and a voice like a horny angel! ❜
❛ the guitar bled for about a week afterward. ❜
❛ so i took my guitar and i smashed it against the wall! ❜
❛ stop! wait a minute! stop it, boy! ❜
❛ what do you think you’re doing? ❜
❛ you know i love you, but you’ve got a hell of a lot to learn about rock and roll! ❜
ALL REVVED UP WITH NO PLACE TO GO / WASTED YOUTH
❛ i was nothing but a hungry boy looking for something new. ❜
❛ i feel the fever grow. ❜
❛ d’you know what it’s like? all revved up with no place to go. ❜
❛ i’m just a blue-eyed, blond-haired, black-hearted boy. ❜
❛ what’s the meaning of life? what’s the meaning of it all? ❜
❛ they’ve got a file on you and it’s a mile long. ❜
❛ you’re just another case of arrested development and just another wasted youth. ❜
❛ they say i’m wild and i’m reckless. ❜
❛ you should be acting your age. ❜
❛ a wasted youth is better by far than a wise and productive old age. ❜
WHO NEEDS THE YOUNG
❛ who needs the young? ❜
❛ the sado-masochistic things they’ve never done… ❜
❛ disgusting! ❜
❛ my eyes just aren’t what they were… ❜
❛ is there anyone left who can see? ❜
❛ blind him! ❜
❛ my lips just aren’t what they were. ❜
❛ is there anyone left who can kiss? ❜
❛ spit on him! ❜
❛ my mind just isn’t what it was… ❜
❛ is there anyone left who can dream? ❜
❛ wake him! ❜
❛ is there anyone left who can sing? ❜
❛ silence him! ❜
❛ my sex just isn’t what it was… ❜
❛ is there anyone left who can fuck? ❜
❛ fuck him! ❜
❛ who needs the young when we’re spending the rest of our miserable lives learning to die? ❜
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Everyone stops talking to me after a while. I know, I wouldn't talk to someone like me either.
please oh my god tell me you love me without it being a fucking lie please anyone literally fucking anyone
iris by goo goo dolls really is insane though. I'd give up forever to touch you? you're the closest to heaven I'll ever be? all I can breathe is your life? and I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think they'd understand? when everything's meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am? does anyone hear me.
is it my incredible female intuition or is it paranoia from all of the trauma

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sorry i can’t come i’m too busy hurting my own feelings over nothing