༺𝖒𝖞 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊༻

my family I guess went to the vet without me this morning to pickup Jedis ashes everything that day was a blur so I didn’t realize we got a special engraved name plate and imprint of his paw too but they never told me and it’s been almost a week past the time they said it would be ready my dad let the urn sit at the vet office without saying anything to us and then didn’t tell me this morning only now finding out at 7 pm it’s upstairs in a filthy cabinet full of dust and spiderwebs where he keeps my mothers ashes :(

I have to go up there to move him and her again somewhere respectful and clean but just talking about it thinking about his little paw print I started sobbing