its killed me not having the time to respond to your last message. i always want everything to be perfect for you, i like to take my time thinking about what you want from me and how i can best serve you. i spent the whole time i was away thinking about the treat i might get. if im good enough. please? can i have it? i dont even know what it is and i want it so badly, can i earn it by not touching myself for five days? i want it, i want it so bad. please.
i love being pathetic for you. i got myself high as a kite before writing this, and im not going to wait till im sober to proofread it and send it. usually, im so meticulous with these, because i know you and other people will see them (and i want to put on a good show). but i cant stop myself now, i wanna be your toy, your amusement. and i think my naked desire for you while im high is exactly what you want from me.
fuck im so wet while im writing this and i know you know what that looks like. im so wet for you and i want your attention so bad, i want your fingers down my throat and i want you to punish me when my teeth graze your skin on accident. i want you to exert your will on me, ask me to do things i cant possibly achive and then laugh at me when i fail, degrade me for being a bad mutt. it feels terrible to even admit these things, to think about all the ways i have terrible perverted thoughts. i wanna spread my legs for you and be used by you, i love that you play with my head. fuck.
i do wish my dick was bigger... ive been on T for three-ish years, but i was on a really low dose for a while. i switched to a new doctor recently who perscribed me a more fitting dose. do you think its working? ive been sending you pictures for about three weeks now, do you think the new perscription has done anything? i saw youre going to start T soon, if i begged really prettily would you let me prep the needle? hold the syringe? if you want to practice doing the injections, id love to be your pincusion. god please stick a needle in me, ill be so good and take it so well.
puppy, you make my brain go fuzzy and soft at the edges, i love that you play with me like im a toy. im just here for your entertainment, your mindless slut. i want anything you throw my way, love all the attention youve given me thus far. please let me keep kneeling at your feet -🗝️
you’re so cute. you dress so masculine and tough, but look at how you’re acting. you aren’t any better than a pathetic mutt looking for an owner, even if it gets hurt. I like your tattoos <3 funny that your carabiner is on your left, by the way.
I didn’t realize you tend to spend so much time rewriting your anon messages, considering how often you misspell. but don’t worry, it only adds to your desperate charm. you want a treat, mutt? maybe if you edge yourself for a week and tell me about it every single day, I’ll show you what kind of owner you really have.
I do like how needy you sound, and your desire to be seen as entertainment does amuse me. but well, perhaps that is because I have a soft spot for dumb boys with dripping cunts between their legs. you were leaking so much <3 it made your cute little dick glisten. who are you kidding, mutt? you don’t feel terrible, you feel disgustingly turned on. you know it’s humiliating but you can’t stop thinking about being treated like a toy by me.
I think your cock looks a little more noticeably excited. perhaps you should consider pumping and stretching if you really want to see a difference. It’s interesting to me how you’re just a dog, barely even a pet, and you make assumptions about me. don’t you think you should know when not to get ahead of yourself? I’m doing gel packets, not injections. since you want to be hurt so bad, why don’t I just put it on your pathetic little dick? you want it to be bigger anyway, and it’ll sting. I bet it would hurt to even move.
if you want my scraps, you’ll have to learn to beg better than that.