fuck it, whatever

endlessly stopping myself to ask "are you behaving like your father? are you behaving in a way that would make your younger self afraid? is this anger constructive? are you working toward solutions that are not centered around immediate relief? are you engaging in recklessness or negligence? are your reactions to anger justifiable to the level of anger you're experiencing?"

im never serious but I always mean it

I need to do this. (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't d

The most unrealistic thing in the DC universe is that no civilian has killed the Joker yet. He's not a meta and he's not a practically skilled fighter. Sometimes he doesn't even have a gang or is carrying a gun. He's literally just a guy. Hit him with your car.

a small thing i learned from my sister dying is that i really would rather the people i love be a burden than be whatever the hell else they'd be if they weren't. yes even if it's messy and not always fair and hard completely inconvenient for everyone involved. even if it's weird. even if i'm rolling my eyes a bit inside sometimes. i just want you to bother me. please always bother me

like "it's rotten work" "not to me not if it's you" actually sometimes it's still rotten work. even if it's you. and i'd still do it a million times over

wait so vesper died in 2003, 23 years ago, and nancy is 51. she was 28 when she wrote that obituary. how long do you think she’d been working for the omaha sunday scoop at that point? no wonder it hit hard, a girl just a few years younger than she is, passionate and driven like she is, who never had the chance to be more. how much of nancy’s career do you think was driven by the determination that someone needs to tell the story of people who think they’ll disappear without anyone noticing, how many nights did she spend doggedly pursing a story, exhausted and upset, and pulling out that old obituary for the strength to keep pushing forwards?

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

I do think that 50 years from the end of this campaign LaVonte will be known as the extremely charming yet eccentric businessman deeply involved in the political landscape of Purpee with the weird little husband with botched filler who works at the petting zoo and makes bad pottery despite the fact that he and HJ are still not romantically involved

he looks like he needs a cigarette