Pls give drawing recommendations

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Misplaced Lens Cap

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Love Begins
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People just say shit on my posts
Miche side profile appreciation post because he doesn’t get enough love
sketchbook parking meter
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Why's this dude built like crash bandicoot
Everything about this damn post is so funny to me. The lighting of the arm from the flash. The posing of the arm like a dramatic death from a novella. The fact the photo somehow got taken still and looks this good. The subreddit name. The fact this guy really is built like crash bandicoot
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Can I Borrow Your Hands?
wc:4.03k CollegeAU Megumi x Artist!reader
“You’ll be drawing twenty hand studies for next week.”
The collective groan that echoed through the studio was almost loud enough to drown out your professor’s next sentence.
“Hands are one of the most expressive parts of the human body, which is exactly why they’re so difficult. Different angles, different gestures, different people. Observe before you draw.”
Your head fell onto your sketchbook with a dramatic thud. Twenty. Twenty hands. You could barely draw one.
Three days later, your bedroom floor had become a graveyard of crumpled paper. You held your left hand out in front of you, fingers spread awkwardly. It looked simple enough. Five fingers, a palm, some knuckles. Easy.
You looked down at your sketch. “…Why do you look like a bunch of sausages?”
You erased, redrew, erased again. The thumb was too long. Now the index finger looked broken. The wrist somehow disappeared entirely. With an exhausted sigh, you reached for your phone and searched for reference photos.
Perfectly lit stock images filled the screen. They were helpful but they also felt… lifeless. You wanted something real. Unfortunately, asking strangers to let you stare at their hands sounded like an excellent way to get pepper sprayed.
Thursday morning arrived far too quickly. Your general education psychology lecture was thankfully much less demanding than your studio classes, making it the perfect place to mentally recover. You slipped into your usual seat near the middle of the lecture hall.
Only one seat remained empty. Right beside you. Almost on cue, someone slid into it just before class began.
“…Morning.”
It was Megumi Fushiguro.
You smiled. “Morning.”
That was usually the extent of your conversations before class. You weren’t exactly close. Just… seatmates. Somewhere along the semester, sitting together had become an unspoken routine. Neither of you questioned it anymore. The professor began speaking as Megumi quietly opened his notebook.
His handwriting was ridiculously neat. Straight lines, consistent spacing. It somehow matched him perfectly. You tried listening to the lecture. Really, you did for about five minutes.
Then your eyes wandered. Megumi rested his elbow on the desk, absentmindedly twirling a mechanical pencil between his fingers while reading the lecture slides. Your gaze lingered. Long fingers, defined knuckles, slim wrists disappearing beneath the cuff of his hoodie. The tendons shifted beneath his skin every time he adjusted his grip.
Oh. Those were…really nice hands. Artistically speaking. You continued staring without realizing how obvious you were being.
“…What?” His voice snapped you out of your thoughts.
“Huh?”
Megumi glanced sideways without lifting his head completely.
“You’ve been looking at my hand.”
Heat immediately rushed to your face. “I—I wasn’t—”
“You were.”
“…Okay.” You covered your face with your hands in embarrassment. “...I was.”
He waited before finally asking. “…Why?”
You considered lying. Instead, you sighed. “I’m an art major.”
“…I know.”
“My professor assigned twenty hand studies.” You finally rested your hands back on the table, trying to seem calm. “I’ve been struggling all week.”
He looked down at his own hand before looking back at you. “So…”
You swallowed. “…you have really nice hands.”
“…Thanks?”
“No, wait! I don’t mean it like that!”
Your words came tumbling out faster than your brain could stop them.
“I mean they’re proportional! Your fingers are long and your knuckles are really defined and artists like drawing interesting hands and yours just happen to be—”
You took a deep breath. You wanted the earth to swallow you whole.
“…Would it be weird if…I asked if I could draw your hands?”
Megumi blinked once. “…That’s all?”
“…Yeah.”
“I thought something was wrong.”
“…Why would something be wrong?”
“You kept staring.”
You couldn't help but avert your eyes after the statement. He looked down at his hand again, flexing his fingers once.
“…Sure.”
“…Really?” You turn back to look at him again. His face seeming unbothered. He gave a small shrug.
“If it helps.”
The smile that spread across your face was immediate. “It helps a lot.”
After class, the two of you wandered to a quiet courtyard tucked behind the humanities building. Students passed by every so often, but it was peaceful enough that you could hear birds chirping somewhere overhead. You settled onto one side of a wooden bench while Megumi sat across from you.
He rested one hand on the table between you. “…Like this?”
You looked up from your sketchbook. Then laughed. “You’re so stiff.”
“I’ve never done this before.”
“Done what?”
“…Whatever this is.”
“You make it sound like I’m conducting an experiment.”
“You kind of are.”
You smiled despite yourself. “Just relax.”
He loosened his fingers slightly.
“There, better.”
You began sketching. The first few lines came easily. His fingers were long, making the proportions much easier to understand than your own. Every tendon became visible whenever he shifted ever so slightly. The tiny wrinkles around his knuckles gave your pencil something interesting to follow. For several minutes, neither of you spoke. Only the scratching of graphite against paper filled the quiet.
“…Does it normally take this long?”
You looked up. “What?”
“Drawing.”
“I’m trying not to mess it up.” You look back at your sketchbook with a small smile.
“…You haven’t looked at me for like… five minutes.”
The corner of your lips twitch a little. “I am looking at you.”
“My hand.”
“…Your hand is attached to you.”
“…Fair enough.”
You laughed. “So impatient.”
“I’ve been holding the same pose.”
“It’s been eight minutes.”
Megumi tilts his head. “…Has it?”
You playfully roll your eyes. “You sound like an old man.”
Megumi leans over the table and rests his head on his other palm. “…I don’t know how to respond to that.”
Your eraser slipped from your fingers and bounced onto the ground. “Oh.”
Before you could bend down, Megumi reached for it. His hand curled naturally around the small white block. The angle made the tendons along the back of his hand stand out. Your eyes lit up.
“Don’t move.”
He paused mid-motion. “…What?”
“That’s a really nice pose.”
He remained frozen, eraser still in his hand. “…Seriously?”
“Mhm.” You hurriedly flipped to a fresh page. “Just… stay exactly like that.”
He sighed. “…Again?”
“I promise this one’s the last one.”
“…You said that ten minutes ago.”
“I know…Please?”
After a brief pause, he nodded once.
“…Okay.”
By the time you finally closed your sketchbook, six pages had been filled. You stretched your arms above your head with a satisfied sigh.
“I think I can actually finish the assignment now.”
Megumi leaned forward slightly. “…Can I see?”
You hesitated before turning the sketchbook around. His eyes quietly scanned each page. Different angles, different poses. Every crease and shadow carefully rendered in graphite. He stopped on one drawing.
“…You noticed that?”
“The scar?”
He looked at the faint line across one of his knuckles. “…Yeah.”
You nodded. “It catches the light. I thought it looked nice.”
Megumi stared at his own hand. “…I forgot I even had that.”
You smiled as you packed away your pencils. At the last second, you looked up again.
“…Can I ask you another time?”
He met your eyes. “For class?”
“Mhm.”
He thought for a moment before giving a small nod. “…Sure.”
Relief washed over you. “Thanks, Megumi.”
“…No problem.”
"This week's assignment," your professor announced, writing Body Studies across the whiteboard, "is about understanding form."
A few students immediately perked up. You, however, felt a headache coming on.
"I don't want polished illustrations," your professor continued. "I want observation. Study the way clothing folds over the body. Learn to see the figure and the way it shapes the fabric."
She smiled. "Ten studies."
A chorus of groans echoed through the studio.
"You all survived hands."
Barely, you thought. That afternoon, you sat beneath a tree outside the library with your sketchbook open. Students walked across campus in every direction. You tried sketching strangers. Someone moved before you could finish the shoulders. Another adjusted their backpack. One person sat down for exactly thirty seconds before getting up again.
You sighed. "...How is everyone so... busy?"
Your pencil hovered over another unfinished page. You needed someone who could stay still. Someone patient. Someone...
"...Megumi."
Your psychology lecture had barely ended when you started gathering your things. Megumi zipped up his backpack beside you.
"You leaving?" You asked quickly.
"Mhm."
"...Can I ask you something?"
He paused. "What is it?"
You suddenly became very interested in adjusting your pencil case. "So..."
"...Another assignment?"
You looked up. "...How did you know?"
"You've got that look."
"What look?" You tilted your head.
"The one you had before you asked to draw my hands."
"...I have a look?"
He nodded once.
"...Oh." You laughed awkwardly. "Well...This week's assignment is body studies."
He waited for you to continue.
"...Would you maybe...be willing to help again?"
"What do I have to do?"
"Mostly just... sit there."
"...Again?"
"Again."
He considered it for all of two seconds. "...Okay."
"You didn't even ask for details."
"You'll tell me anyway."
"...That's true." You give him a grateful smile.
The two of you found an empty corner of the student union. Megumi set his backpack beside his chair.
"What do you want me to do?"
You looked around thoughtfully. "Hmm..."
He watched as you tilted your head.
"I don't know."
He gives you a skeptical look.
"...Can you... lean back a little?"
He did.
"A little more."
He leaned farther into the chair.
"Perfect."
You immediately began sketching. Unlike his hands, drawing his posture felt...different. You found yourself studying the slope of his shoulders. The loose folds of his black hoodie. The way one sleeve bunched around his wrist. How his legs stretched comfortably beneath the table. Every time he shifted his weight, new folds appeared in the fabric.
"...Am I moving too much?"
"No." Your pencil continued gliding across the paper. "It makes the folds on your clothes look more prominent."
"...Is that good?"
"Mhm."
"It looks more alive."
He nodded quietly, as if he understood.
Several minutes passed. "You can blink, you know." He says, trying to break the silence.
"I wasn't trying not to."
"You've been staring at the same page for a while."
"I'm thinking."
"About?"
"How hoodies wrinkle...They're surprisingly complicated."
Megumi looked down at himself. "I've never thought about it."
"I can tell."
"What does that mean?"
You just grinned in response. After nearly half an hour, your wrist started to ache. You stretched your fingers before looking over your work.
"...I think I got it."
Megumi stood and walked around the table. His eyes drifted over the page. It wasn't a portrait. There was no face. Just the gentle curve of a relaxed posture. The weight of someone settling into a chair after a long day. The soft folds of a hoodie gathered around bent elbows.
"...That's me?"
"Mhm."
"It doesn't even have my face."
"You don't need one." You tapped the page. "I can tell it's you because of how you sit."
He looked at the sketch again. "...You can tell that?"
"You always lean a little to your left."
"I do?" He raised an eyebrow.
"You also cross your ankles instead of your knees."
He instinctively glanced down. He was. "...Huh."
"You rest your shoulders lower whenever you're comfortable and you tug on your sleeves whenever you're thinking."
He unconsciously released the sleeve he'd been fiddling with. A quiet silence settled between you. Finally, he asked,
"...You notice all that?"
You blinked. "...Artists notice weird things."
For a brief moment, Megumi didn't answer. He simply looked at the sketch again before quietly saying,
"...I think that's kind of nice."
Your heart skipped for reasons you chose not to examine too closely. Instead, you closed your sketchbook with a smile.
"So..." You slung your bag over your shoulder.
"Same thing next assignment?"
The corner of his mouth lifted ever so slightly. "...Yeah."
He wasn't sure when helping with your homework had become something he looked forward to but as the two of you walked across campus together, he found himself hoping your professors would keep giving you impossible assignments.
"I'm proud of your progress."
The studio fell suspiciously quiet. Whenever your Professor sounded pleased, it usually meant she was about to make everyone's lives significantly harder. She smiled.
"I think you're all ready."
A few hopeful murmurs spread across the room.
"Ready for muscles."
The room collectively deflated. She uncapped a marker and began sketching a simplified arm on the whiteboard.
"Don't worry," she said with a laugh. "I'm not asking for medical illustrations. I want you to observe how muscles affect the body's surface. Where does the triceps create volume? How does the shoulder change when the arm is lifted? How does the back move when you stretch?
She underlined three words.
Arms and Back
You stared at your notebook. Then at the board. Then back at your notebook.
"...I'm cooked."
The student beside you nodded solemnly. "So cooked."
It was one of the hottest days of the semester. Even before your afternoon lecture, the campus seemed to shimmer beneath the sun. Students had abandoned hoodies in favor of T-shirts. Windows were propped open despite doing very little to help. You stepped into the lecture hall, grateful for the faint breeze from the ceiling fans.
A familiar voice came from beside you. "...Hey."
You smiled. "Hi."
Megumi dropped into the seat next to yours. For a second, your brain stopped working. He's wearing short sleeves. It wasn't a dramatic change. Just a plain black T-shirt instead of the oversized hoodies he usually lived in. But now his forearms were exposed.
His elbows...the line of muscle that shifted whenever he reached into his backpack. You immediately looked away.
Be professional. You're observing anatomy. Nothing weird about anatomy.
"...You okay?"
"Hm?"
"You've been staring."
"I have not...Maybe a little."
The lecture dragged on and unfortunately for you, Megumi took notes diligently. Every movement of his hand made the muscles in his forearm flex beneath his skin. You tried to focus on the professor. You lasted maybe three minutes. Your eyes wandered again.
The muscles tightened as he wrote. His wrist rolled slightly whenever he turned the page. Your artist brain lit up like a Christmas tree.
Those shadows...That tendon...
"...What?"
You blinked. "...Sorry."
"My arm?"
"...Your arm."
He glanced down at it. "...What's wrong with it?"
"Nothing!" You laughed, rubbing the back of your neck.
"My assignment this week is muscles."
"...Ah." He nodded once. "...Makes sense."
After class, the two of you walked toward the student union together.
"So..." Megumi said. "This week's homework?"
You sighed dramatically. "I swear my professor is trying to make my life difficult."
"What is it?"
You opened your sketchbook and handed him the assignment sheet. He scanned it quietly.
Observe major muscle groups without the cover of fabric this time. Include arms and back for anatomical variety. Focus on surface anatomy and the way individual muscles connect and overlap.
"...Without the cover of fabric," he read aloud.
"...Yeah." You let your head fall onto the table. "I was hoping I'd be able to get away with drawing over hoodies."
"I guess not." Megumi read the note scribbled beneath the assignment.
Use a live reference if possible.
"...That's pretty specific."
"I know." You sighed again. "I've been trying to figure out who to ask all day."
He looked up from the paper. "...Do you need help?"
You hesitated. "...Maybe."
He waited patiently.
"It's just..." You scratched the back of your neck. "...This assignment is a little more awkward."
"Because of the shirt?"
You nodded. "I can't exactly ask someone, 'Hey, can you take your shirt off so I can draw your back? That sounds insane."
"You weren't going to ask me."
"I absolutely wasn't."
He looked back down at the assignment for another moment. "...If that's what the assignment requires..." He handed the sketchbook back. "...I don't mind."
You blinked. "...Megumi."
"What?"
"I wasn't fishing for that answer."
"I know."
"I would've found someone else."
He shrugged lightly. "You already know how I sit still."
"...That's your reasoning?"
"It worked the last two assignments."
You couldn't help but laugh. "You're way too calm about this."
"I don't really see the problem."
"You don't?"
"It's for class."
He met your eyes with the same straightforward expression he always wore. "...You're not looking at me. You're studying anatomy."
For some reason, hearing him say it so matter of factly only made your face feel warmer. The Fine Arts building was unusually quiet by the time the two of you arrived.
Most of the studios had emptied out for the evening, leaving only the faint smell of graphite, acrylic paint, and drying clay lingering in the halls.
You peeked into one of the classrooms. "Looks empty."
Megumi glanced inside before nodding. "This works."
You set your sketchbook, pencils, and kneaded eraser across one of the large wooden tables. For some reason...your heart refused to slow down. It wasn't as if this was the first time he'd helped you. He'd sat for your hand studies. Your posture studies.
This wasn't any different...Right?
"Where do you want me?"
His voice pulled you back to reality. "Huh?"
"You look like you're thinking."
"Oh." You laughed nervously. "Sorry."
You looked him over for a moment before pointing toward one of the stools near the windows.
"Could you sit there?"
He did without question. The afternoon sun spilled through the tall windows, outlining one side of his figure in warm light. Your artist brain immediately approved.
"Can you... roll your sleeve up a little?"
He folded the sleeve of his T-shirt once.
"A little higher?"
He rolled it again until it rested near the top of his upper arm. "There?"
You nodded. "Perfect."
He rested one arm across the back of the stool. "Like this?"
"Mhm." You opened your sketchbook.
The moment your pencil touched the paper, everything else disappeared. The nervousness. The awkwardness. Even Megumi sitting a few feet away. Your focus narrowed to lines, shapes, and shadows. The gentle curve of his shoulder. The subtle definition where muscle shifted beneath his skin whenever he adjusted his fingers. The way the light caught along his forearm. Every few minutes, you'd mumble something almost absentmindedly.
Megumi quietly followed every instruction. Neither of you noticed how much time had passed. Only when your wrist began to ache did you finally lean back.
"I think..." You flexed your fingers. "...I got it." You turned the sketchbook toward him. "What do you think?"
Megumi leaned closer. His eyes lingered on the page longer than you expected. "...Huh."
You shifted nervously. "Good 'huh' or bad 'huh'?"
He looked down at his own arm before returning to the drawing. "...I didn't know my arm looked like that."
You laughed. "What does that mean?"
He looked from the drawing to his own arm. "I don't know." He flexed it experimentally before glancing back at the sketch.
"I'm not exactly..." He searched for the word. "...Built."
"You don't have to be." You tapped the page. "I'm not drawing how strong someone is I'm drawing how everything fits together. The shape, the light, the way your muscles move when you're holding yourself up."
Megumi looked back at the drawing. "...It's kind of cool."
A smile spread across your face. "I'm glad you think so."
You flipped to a fresh page. Then your smile slowly faded. "...Right."
"What?"
"...The next study."
He glanced at the page in your hands.
Upper back.
Another beat of silence passed.
"Oh."
"...Yeah."
You laughed once, the sound thin with nerves. "This is where it gets awkward." You rubbed the back of your neck. "I can always ask someone else if you're uncomfortable."
He shook his head almost immediately. "I'm not."
"You don't have to say yes just because we've been doing these assignments together."
"I know...I still don't mind."
Your fingers tightened around the edge of your sketchbook. "I appreciate it."
He glanced around the empty studio. "I'll turn around."
"Hm?"
"So you don't have to look at me while I'm..." He gestured vaguely toward himself. "...doing this."
Your eyes widened. "Oh."
"You looked like you were trying to figure out how to ask."
"...Was it that obvious?"
"A little."
Despite yourself, you laughed. "...Sorry."
"No need."
He picked up the stool and carried it toward the center of the room before turning it to face the tall windows.
"There." He looked back over his shoulder. "Better?"
"...Yeah."
He smiled, a small, almost imperceptible curve at the corner of his mouth. "Good."
With his back to you, he reached for the hem of his shirt. Your gaze immediately darted toward the floor. The wooden floorboards suddenly became incredibly interesting. You heard the soft rustle of fabric. Then silence.
"...Okay." His voice was calm. "I'm ready."
You inhaled slowly before forcing yourself to look up. For a split second, your thoughts scattered. Not because there was anything dramatic in front of you. Just because the situation suddenly felt very real. You had spent weeks studying his hands, his posture, the way he carried himself.
The sight of his bare back in the warm afternoon light made your pulse stutter. The clean, strong lines of his shoulders, the subtle curve of his spine, the way shadows pooled along his muscles, it was exactly what the assignment needed, but being this close felt dangerously intimate.
Your artist's instincts and your self consciousness collided all at once. You forgot to breathe and several seconds passed.
"...You still with me?" His voice carried a hint of amusement.
You blinked rapidly. "O-oh." You cleared your throat. "Yeah." You pause. "Sorry."
"For what?"
"I think my brain stopped working."
A quiet chuckle escaped him. "I noticed."
You covered your face for a second with one hand. "This is so embarrassing."
"Why?"
"Because I'm trying very hard to be professional."
"And?"
"...It's not going great."
Megumi's smile widened just enough that you could hear it in his voice. "I think you're doing fine."
You let out one slow breath, lifted your pencil, and finally allowed your eyes to settle, not on the awkwardness of the moment, but on the shapes, the planes, and the light that every artist learns to see. The graphite touched the page and little by little, your heartbeat found its rhythm again.
You sketched for a while, but the lighting on his upper back still wasn’t quite right. You stood up and moved closer, leaning carefully over his right shoulder from behind to get a better view of the shadows.
Your face hovered just inches from the side of his. You could feel the warmth of his skin, smell the faint scent of his shampoo, and hear the steady rhythm of his breathing.
"Don’t move," you whispered, voice barely audible.
Megumi stayed perfectly still but then slowly turned his head toward you, just enough to check if the pose was okay.
Your faces were suddenly dangerously close.
His dark eyes met yours. Time seemed to slow. Neither of you pulled away. The tip of his nose nearly brushed yours. Your gaze dropped involuntarily to his lips, then back up. His breath ghosted across your mouth.
The air between you crackled. For one heart stopping moment, it felt like the smallest movement from either of you would close the gap completely. Your could hear your heart thumping in your ears. Megumi’s eyes darkened slightly, his lips parting just a fraction. You were so close.
Then your phone alarm blared from the desk.
You both startled apart. You stepped back quickly, face burning. Megumi faced forward again, the back of his neck visibly flushed. The charged silence lingered for another second.
"Same time tomorrow?" he asked, voice a little rougher than usual as he reached for his shirt and pulled it on.
You nodded, still trying to steady your breathing. "For the assignment."
Megumi paused at the door and glanced back at you. That small, shy smile returned to his lips, softer this time.
"Try not to lean in so close next time," he murmured, almost teasing, but his eyes were warm.
Then he slipped out, leaving you staring at the half finished drawing of his back with flushed cheeks and a racing, giddy heart.
part 2
‧₊˚ ꒰ Gojo x star plasma vessel! reader part 3
part 1 | part 2
wc:3.9k
That night, No one could sleep. Eventually, one by one, the room grew quiet. Haibara’s gentle snoring drifted through the connecting door. Nanami sighed in his sleep. Shoko had rolled onto her side hours ago. Even Geto’s breathing had settled into a steady rhythm.
You quietly slipped out onto the balcony. The sea stretched endlessly beneath the moonlight. Tomorrow, you would return. Tomorrow, everything would end.
“…Couldn’t sleep either?”
You turned. Satoru stood in the doorway. His hair was messy from sleep or maybe from trying to.
You smiled faintly. “…No.”
He stepped outside, sliding the door shut as softly as he could. The two of you simply stood beside one another, listening to the waves.
“They’re calling us back.”
“…yeah.”
“Are you scared?”
You didn’t answer immediately. Your fingers fiddled with the silver ring that hung around your neck.
Your voice barely rose above the ocean. “…I thought I’d made peace with it.”
You laughed quietly. “…Then this week happened.”
Satoru looked at you. “…Yeah.”
You smiled sadly. “I think…I finally understand why people want tomorrow.”
The words hit him harder than anything you’d said before. Because he understood. He wanted tomorrow too. A tomorrow where none of this ended. Where you could keep adding pages to that notebook. Where you could keep saying his name.
“…Satoru.”
“Hm?”
“…Thank you.”
He frowned. “For what?”
“…For making me feel like I had a life.”
Silence filled the air. He stepped closer. He gently tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear. Just like he had before your first kiss.
“…Can I kiss my wife?”
The word made both of you smile, soft and warm.
“…You can.”
This kiss was nothing like the first time. It was slow and achingly gentle. Satoru’s lips brushed yours once, twice, before he kissed you fully deeper this time, full of quiet emotion. His hand cradled the back of your neck with the utmost care as he tilted your head slightly. After a moment, he licked your bottom lip with aching tenderness, a silent plea that made your breath hitch. The moment you parted your lips for him, the kiss deepened with sudden urgency. Like all the feelings the two of you had been holding back were finally spilling out without restraint.
Satoru kissed you like this might be the last time.
His tongue slid against yours, slow and deep, exploring you with raw emotion. One hand cradled the back of your neck, fingers threading tightly into your hair as he pulled you closer. The other hand at your waist slipped beneath the hem of your shirt, his warm palm gliding over the bare skin of your lower back, holding you flush against him like he never wanted to let go. Your own hands were all over him, running up his chest, clutching at his shoulders, fingers threading desperately into his soft white hair as you kissed him back just as fervently. Every touch, every shared breath carried the weight of everything unsaid.
Soft, needy sounds slipped between your joined mouths as the makeout grew longer and more consuming. You poured everything into it: the love, the fear, the quiet desperation of knowing time might be running out.
When you finally parted, it was only because air had become a necessity. Your lips were swollen, breaths coming in shaky gasps. You stayed pressed close, foreheads resting together, eyes still closed as if opening them might break the moment.
Your heart felt too full to contain.
“…Can I ask for one more thing?” Satoru whispered, voice soft and low.
You hummed. “Hm?”
“…Can I hug my wife?”
A quiet laugh slipped from you. “…You can.”
The moment you said yes, he held you close with the same tender care. He slipped his other hand underneath your shirt, caressing your bare back and drawing circles absentmindedly. He pulled you as close as physically possible. You buried your face in his shoulder, breathing him in as his steady heartbeat thrummed beneath your ear and wrapped your arms around his neck. For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The silence said everything.
“…I’m scared,” you whispered, voice cracking.
Satoru’s arms tightened around you instinctively. You closed your eyes.
“…I don’t want this week to be over.”
He swallowed hard. “…Neither do I.”
Another long silence. Then, almost too quietly to hear…
“I wish…” He stopped himself.
“What?”
He smiled sadly. “…Nothing.”
Because he knew wishing wouldn’t change tomorrow. So instead, he simply held his wife a little tighter. As though, if he memorized this moment well enough, he could somehow keep it forever.
The flight back to Tokyo was much quieter than the one to Okinawa. No one argued over snacks. Haibara wasn’t bouncing excitedly in his seat. Even Satoru had been unusually quiet. Every mile that brought you closer to Jujutsu High felt like another page of your notebook being turned. Until there were none left. The familiar gates of Jujutsu High came into view just before noon. For a long moment, no one got out of the car. Then Geto quietly switched off the engine.
“…We’re here.”
The words settled heavily over the silence.
Haibara forced a smile. “Well…” He scratched the back of his head. “I guess this is where we split up.”
Nanami adjusted the strap of his bag. “Our assignment ends here.”
Shoko walked over first. She stopped in front of you before reaching into your hands and placing a small paper bag there.
“…What’s this?”
“A souvenir.”
You looked inside. The pair of seashell hairpins you’d admired on your second day in Okinawa.
“Shoko…”
“You kept looking at them.”
“I figured you’d regret not buying them.”
Your eyes stung. “…Thank you.”
She smiled softly. “Don’t thank me.”
She stepped forward and wrapped her arms around you. It was brief but gentle.
“…I’m glad I met you.”
You hugged her back. “…Me too.”
When she stepped away, Haibara immediately rushed forward. “You don’t get to leave without a goodbye from me too!”
Before you could react, he pulled you into an enthusiastic hug. “I’m gonna miss you!”
You laughed through the tears threatening to form. “…I’ll miss you too.”
He beamed. Nanami sighed, though there was the faintest hint of one on his own face. Haibara finally stepped aside.
Nanami bowed politely. “It was an honor.”
You returned the bow. “…Thank you. For everything.”
He nodded once. Then quietly turned away. Satoru turned to you.
“…Ready?”
You looked toward the stone staircase leading deeper into the school where Master Tengen waited.
You took a slow breath. “…Ready.”
The three of you began climbing. The school grounds were strangely quiet. Every footstep echoed against the ancient stone. No one spoke. There wasn’t much left to say. Halfway up the staircase, there was sound. So faint you almost missed it. A sharp whistle through the air.
You turn around and your eyes widened. “…Satoru!”
Blood splattered across the stone steps. A blade protruded cleanly through his chest. Time seemed to stop.
“Satoru!” Geto’s eyes immediately shot behind Gojo.
A man dressed entirely in black and white trousers pulled the blade out of Gojo’s chest. His expression remained completely unreadable.
He laughed. “…Man.” He coughed once. “…You really got me.”
Your hands trembled. “Satoru, you’re bleeding—”
“I’m okay.” His voice was strained, but steady. Blood poured down the front of his uniform.
You stared in horror. He winced, then flashed you a grin that was far less convincing than usual.
“…Relax.” He pressed one hand over the wound. “…He missed my vital organs.”
Geto stepped in front of the two of you, eyes never leaving Toji. “Satoru.” His tone had become deadly serious. “I’ll handle the assassin.”
Satoru frowned. “You sure?”
“I’ll catch up.” Geto’s cursed energy surged around him. “You take her to Master Tengen.”
The two best friends looked at one another. Nothing else needed to be said.
Satoru nodded once. “…Don’t die.”
Geto smiled faintly. “You too.”
The next instant, Satoru bent down. Before you realized what he was doing, one arm slipped beneath your knees while the other supported your back. You let out a small gasp as he lifted you effortlessly into his arms.
“…Satoru?”
He adjusted his grip. “…Hold on.”
He ran. The world blurred into streaks of green and gray as he leapt from staircase to staircase with impossible speed. The wind whipped through your hair. You instinctively wrapped an arm around his shoulders to steady yourself. Only then did you notice the blood still soaking through the front of his uniform.
Your expression fell. “…Satoru.”
“Hm?”
“…Are you really alright?”
He smiled without looking down. “Mhm.”
“You’re carrying me while you’re injured.”
“I’ve had worse.”
“You shouldn’t be running.”
“I’ll survive.”
You frowned. “…You don’t have to carry me. I can run.”
He laughed quietly. “And make my wife walk? No chance.”
Your cheeks warmed, even in the middle of the chaos. “Satoru…”
He looked down at you for only a heartbeat before returning his eyes to the path ahead.
“You’re light as a feather.” He grinned. “Seriously. I’ve carried grocery bags heavier than you.”
Despite everything, a tiny laugh escaped you.
“There.” He smiled. “That’s better.”
As long as you were still smiling, He could pretend everything was going to be okay. The corridor seemed to stretch on forever. Satoru’s footsteps echoed against the ancient stone as he ran, each stride sending another sharp throb through the wound in his chest. He ignored it. The only thing that mattered was getting you to Master Tengen. Just a little farther.
You tightened your grip around his neck “…Satoru. You can put me down now.”
“I’m good.”
“You’re injured.”
“So?”
“So…”
You frowned at the blood still staining his shirt. “…I’m worried.”
He laughed softly. “I’m supposed to be the one worrying about you.”
“I know, but I still am.”
He smiled. “…You’re cute.”
You immediately hid your face against his shoulder. “…Don’t say things like that.”
“Why?”
“Because…”Your voice became smaller. “…I’ll get embarrassed.”
His grin widened. “Noted.”
A familiar clearing finally came into view. The great stone doors leading to Master Tengen’s chamber stood just beyond. Satoru slowed to a stop. Very carefully, he lowered you back onto your feet.
“…We made it.”
You stood silently beside him. Neither of you moved. The world had become strangely quiet. Even the wind seemed to hold its breath. You stared at the chamber for a long time.
“…Satoru.”
“Hm?”
Your fingers slowly found the silver ring hanging from the delicate chain around your neck. The chain glinted softly beneath the afternoon light.
“Do I…” Your voice trembled. “…Do I really have to go in there?”
His smile faded. He had known this question was coming. He just hadn’t expected it to hurt this much.
“…You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”
You looked down. “…Everyone keeps saying it’s my choice but…” Your fingers tightened around the ring. “If I say no…everything changes.”
He didn’t answer. Because he knew. You looked up at him. Your eyes had begun to shine with unshed tears.
“…I don’t want this to end.”
His breath stopped for a moment.
“I…I want to keep seeing you.” Your voice cracked. “I want to keep seeing Suguru and Shoko and Nanami and Haibara.” A tear slipped down your cheek. “…I want to keep adding things to my notebook.” Another followed. “…I want to see a meteor shower. I want to see the northern lights, the southern cross…I want to grow older.”
You laughed weakly through your tears. “…I want to spend more time with you.”
The words struck him harder than any blade ever could. Neither of you spoke.
“…Satoru…Is it okay…” You looked at him with eyes full of hope. “…If we run away?”
Silence filled the chamber. He looked toward the great doors. Then back at you. For the first time since this mission had begun, he stopped thinking like a sorcerer. He stopped thinking about Tengen, about the higher ups, about duty, about destiny. He only thought about you. About your smile on the beach. Your laughter at the arcade. The way you’d said his name. The way you’d looked at the ocean as though seeing the world for the first time. He smiled. Entirely unlike his usual grin.
“…Yeah.” His voice was almost a whisper. “…Let’s run away.”
Your eyes widened. “…Really?”
He nodded. “Really.”
His hand found yours. He intertwined your fingers.
“We’ll leave.” He laughed softly. “I don’t know where but we’ll figure it out.”
He squeezed your hand. “C’mon.” He smiled at you with a warmth that made your chest ache. “Let’s go home, wi—”
Bang
The gunshot split the silence. The chain around your neck snapped. The silver ring flew into the air. A spray of crimson followed. Satoru felt warm droplets strike his face. Your body went limp. The light disappeared from your eyes before you even hit the ground.
Thud.
The world stopped. Satoru stared. The broken chain lay tangled across the stone. The wedding ring rolled before coming to rest beside your outstretched hand. He didn’t move. He couldn’t. His fingers still remained half curled, reaching for the hand that had been holding his only a heartbeat earlier.
Slow, measured footsteps echoed from the tunnel ahead. A man emerged from the darkness. A pistol still smoking in his hand. His expression was as indifferent as the weather. He looked from your body, to the frozen boy standing above it. Then spoke with the same detached calm as if commenting on the time of day.
“…That was a good show but it’s time to wrap things up now.”
Satoru didn’t answer. He couldn’t. His gaze remained fixed on you. The crimson spreading beneath you. The broken silver chain and the wedding ring lying just beyond your fingertips.
Toji clicked his tongue. “…Oi. You gonna stand there all day?”
Satoru’s head lifted slowly. His blue eyes met Toji’s. Gone was the warmth that had filled them only moments before. There was only silence. Only rage.
Toji smirked. “There you are.”
In an instant, the two strongest figures disappeared from the corridor. The impact of their clash shook the walls as they tore through the temple grounds, crashing through stone and trees alike. The sound of battle echoed farther and farther away until the corridor fell quiet once more.
Several minutes passed. Footsteps echoed through the tunnel. A tall blonde woman walked through the tunnel with one hand tucked into her pocket.
“…Huh?” She frowned. “That’s a lot of blood.”
Her eyes fell on you lying motionless on the stone floor. She immediately crouched beside you.
“…Kid?”
Your skin had already begun to grow cold. She placed two fingers gently against your neck.
“…”
Nothing.
“…Wait.” So faint she almost missed it. A pulse. Weak. Unsteady. But still there. “…You’re kidding.”
Without another second of hesitation, cursed energy flowed from her palms. Reverse Cursed Technique. Warm light enveloped your body as she focused entirely on closing the wound in your neck.
“…Stay with me.”
The bleeding gradually slowed. Your breathing remained shallow but it was there. The blonde woman exhaled quietly.
“…That was close.” She glanced toward the great doors ahead. “So…you’re the Star Plasma Vessel.”
By the time the sun had begun to sink lower in the sky the battle outside had ended. Satoru ran. Every muscle in his body screamed in protest. He ignored it. His only thought was you. He rounded the final corner.
“…”
The chamber was empty. His footsteps slowed. The blood remained. The broken silver chain lay abandoned across the stone floor along with the ring. But…You were gone. For one impossible heartbeat, hope surged through him.
“…She’s alive?” He bolted forward. “[name]!”
His voice echoed through every corridor. No answer. He searched every adjoining passage. Every empty room. Every staircase. Nothing.
“Where is she?”
He searched again and again. Until there was only one place left. The doors to Tengen’s chamber. He shoved them open with enough force that they slammed against the walls.
“Tengen!”
Satoru’s voice echoed through the vast chamber. Silence answered him. His breathing came in ragged gasps as he searched the room.
“…Where are you?”
His eyes darted from one end of the chamber to the other. Nothing. No Tengen. No you.
“…Gojo Satoru.”
His breath stopped. That voice. He knew that voice. Slowly, he turned. There you stood. Your white robes still stained with dried crimson. The wound on your neck was gone. Not even a scar remained.For one glorious, impossible heartbeat, the world returned.
His eyes widened. “…[name]?”A laugh escaped him, half sob, half relief. “…You’re alive.”
He crossed the room in an instant before stopping himself just short of reaching you. His hands trembled.
“I thought…” He swallowed hard. “I thought I lost you.”
You looked at him. Your expression was gentle. Peaceful. Yet…something was wrong. The warmth that had always greeted him was gone. The sparkle in your eyes whenever you looked at him…gone. The shy smile that would appear whenever he called your name…gone. You looked at him as though you had known him for centuries and as though you had never met him at all. A chill ran down his spine.
“…[name]?”
You smiled. It was your smile but it wasn’t yours.
“…Thank you, Gojo Satoru.” Your voice was exactly the same. “…for delivering the star plasma vessel.”
His smile slowly disappeared. “…No.”
You tilted your head ever so slightly. “The merger has been completed.”
“No…”
The word escaped him before he even realized he’d spoken. He took another step toward you.
His breathing grew uneven. “We were supposed to go home.”
Only those calm, ancient eyes looked back at him. Not uncaring. Not cruel. Simply distant. As though the girl who had laughed with him beneath fireworks, who had held his hand, who had carefully crossed dreams off in a little notebook, had become only one small drop in an endless ocean.
“…Please.” His voice cracked. “Come back.”
For the first time, something flickered across your expression. A sadness so faint it disappeared almost as soon as it came. When you spoke again, your voice seemed to carry another beneath it, older, immeasurably ancient.
“…It is too late. We had to do what needed to be done. Rest now, Gojo Satoru. The Star Plasma Vessel has fulfilled her purpose.”
The chamber fell silent. Satoru stared at you. At your face. Your voice. Your eyes. Everything that looked like you and yet… none of it was the girl who had promised to return to Okinawa with him.
His knees gave way. He collapsed onto the cold stone floor. Not too late to save your life. Too late to save you.
Twelve years later.
The afternoon sun spilled through the classroom windows. Satoru reclined lazily in a chair, his head tipped back as soft snores escaped him. The classroom door slid open.
“Gojo-sensei.”
No response. Yuji leaned closer.
“…He’s actually asleep.”
Nobara sighed. “I can’t believe this guy.”
Megumi crossed his arms. “You’d think a teacher would at least pretend to work.”
Yuji grinned mischievously. “Should we wake him up?”
Nobara smirked. “I’ve been waiting for this.” She kicked the leg of his chair. “Wake up!”
The chair lurched. Satoru jolted upright.
“…Huh?” He blinked once before looking around the room. “Oh. You guys.”
Yuji frowned. “Were you seriously sleeping?”
“I was resting my eyes.”
“You were snoring.”
“That’s slander.”
Nobara rolled her eyes. “You called us here.”
“I did?"
Megumi let out a tired sigh. “…You did.”
“Oh.” Satoru stood, stretching until his back cracked. “Well, since you’re all here…”
He checked the time. “…Actually...I’ve got somewhere to be first.”
Megumi looked up from his seat. “…Where are you going?”
Satoru slipped his hands into his pockets. “Gotta drop something off.”
The familiar halls beneath Jujutsu High hadn’t changed. Stone corridors. Ancient barriers. An endless silence. Satoru stopped before the great doors. He pushed them open. The chamber was just as he remembered.
“…Gojo Satoru.” Your voice greeted him. “What brings you here today?”
He smiled. Hidden behind the blindfold, no one could see his eyes. His gaze drifted to the silver chain resting around your neck. Hanging from it was a simple wedding ring. Years ago, he had asked Tengen for one selfish favor. To keep wearing it for your sake.
“I brought something.” He held up a small paper bag. “Kikufuku.” He scratched the back of his head with an awkward laugh. “I figured…you might want to try some.”
The chamber remained still. Your eyes looked at the bag.
“…Very well.”
He walked forward and gently placed it on the floor. Neither of you spoke. There wasn’t much left to say anymore. After a quiet moment, Satoru turned toward the exit. He didn’t say goodbye. He never did.
The doors closed behind him. As he walked down the corridor, another familiar figure approached from the opposite direction.
“Yo.” Yuki lifted a hand in greeting. “Long time no see.”
Satoru smiled. “Tsukumo.”
“Still avoiding paperwork?”
“As always.”
She laughed. “And you’re still visiting?”
He shrugged. “It’s on the way.”
“…Sure it is.”
A comfortable silence settled between them. Finally, Satoru glanced toward the stairs.
“I should get going. My students are waiting.”
He stepped past her.
“…Gojo.”
He paused. Yuki’s expression had become unusually serious.
“…Wait a second.”
He looked back. “What?”
She folded her arms. “…You know. One strange thing about Tengen. They’re never really alone.”
Satoru said nothing. “I can hear them...the Star Plasma Vessels…”
His smile remained in place.Though it no longer reached the rest of his face.
“…Can you?”
She nodded. “Sometimes. Their voices are faint. Like echoes.”
“…”
“There was one today.”
Satoru’s fingers curled slightly inside his pocket. “…Oh?”
He laughed softly. “and what did this mysterious voice have to say?”
Yuki looked directly at him. For the first time in years, she repeated your words.
“Satoru…please live well.”
She paused.
“…and don’t forget. We still have to go back to Okinawa.”
Silence filled the chamber. The corridor suddenly felt impossibly quiet. Satoru’s smile faltered. Only for a heartbeat. So brief that anyone else would have missed it. His throat tightened.
“…I see.”
He looked away, adjusting his blindfold out of habit. “…Thanks. Thanks for telling me.”
Yuki watched him for a long moment. “…You’re welcome.”
Without another word, Satoru continued walking. When he returned to the classroom…it was chaos.
“That’s my seat!”
“It was never your seat!”
“Fushiguro, tell Kugisaki to move!”
“I’m not getting involved.”
“Gojo-sensei!”
“She’s hitting me!”
“I hit you because you’re annoying!”
The room fell silent as he slid the door open. Three pairs of eyes turned toward him. He chuckled.
“You guys done?”
“No,” Nobara answered immediately.
“Alright.”
As the three of them resumed bickering, Satoru wandered toward his desk. His hand paused. Sitting in the corner was a tiny plush manta ray. Its faded blue fabric had begun to wear with age. He remembered it instantly. The aquarium. The gift shop. You had picked it up. Turned it over in your hands, smiled, Then quietly placed it back on the shelf.
“…It’s cute…But I don’t really need it.”
So, he had gone back later and bought it anyway. It had remained on his desk ever since. Satoru picked it up carefully. For just a moment, His thumb brushed over its worn fabric.
“…We’ll get there someday.”
His voice was almost inaudible. “So…Wait for me a little longer.”
Outside the office, his students argued loudly enough for the entire school to hear. A small smile returned to his face. He set the plush back where it belonged. Then turned toward the door.
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The walk back to the hotel was quieter than the walk there. The excitement of the festival had settled into a comfortable exhaustion.
Haibara yawned loudly. “I don’t think my legs work anymore.”
Nanami glanced sideways at him. “You’ve said that three times and yet you’re still walking.”
“I walk through sheer determination.”
Shoko laughs. By the time the six of you reached the hotel, the hallways had fallen silent. The only sounds were the distant crashing of waves beyond the balcony and the soft hum of the air conditioner. Geto slid open the door to the suite. Inside, the staff had already laid out everyone’s futons. Yours and Shoko’s rested along the far side of the room near the balcony doors. Gojo’s and Geto’s were positioned closest to the entrance. Just beyond the connecting door, Haibara and Nanami had the adjoining room. Geto glanced around the suite before giving a satisfied nod.
“Good.”
“What?” Gojo asked.
“If anyone comes through the front entrance, they’ll have to get through us first.”
Gojo smiled lazily. “As if they’d make it that far.”
“They won’t.”
It didn’t take long for everyone to settle in. Shoko disappeared into the bathroom first, emerging several minutes later with damp hair and an oversized T-shirt.
“I’m stealing the pillow by the balcony.”
“No one’s fighting you for it,” Nanami replied from the adjoining room.
Haibara poked his head through the open connecting door. “Goodnight!”
“…Goodnight,” everyone answered in varying degrees of exhaustion.
The lights were switched off one by one. Only moonlight remained. It spilled softly through the partially opened shoji, painting silver rectangles across the tatami. You lay awake on your futon. Sleep refused to come. You thought about everything that had happened over the past few days. The ocean. The fireworks. The photograph. The friends you never expected to have. A small smile found its way onto your face.
“…Goodnight,” Shoko murmured sleepily beside you.
You turned your head. She was already half asleep.
“…Goodnight.”
Within minutes, her breathing evened into the steady rhythm of sleep. Across the room, Haibara’s faint snoring drifted through the connecting doorway.
Nanami sighed. “…You’re impossible.”
The room slowly fell still. Almost. Gojo stared at the wooden ceiling wide awake.
“…Satoru.” Geto’s voice was barely louder than a whisper.
“Hm?”
“You’re awake.”
“…So are you.”
The sound of distant waves filled the room.
“…Be careful.”
Gojo frowned into the darkness “About what?”
“The mission.”
“I know.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
Gojo turned his head slightly. Moonlight caught the outline of Geto’s face. His eyes were still closed.
“You’ve started looking at her.”
Gojo let out a quiet scoff. “…You’re imagining things.”
“Am I?”
“You are.” There was a long pause. “When the fireworks started…” Geto finally opened one eye. “…You didn’t watch them.”
Gojo didn’t answer.
“You watched her.”
His silence said enough.
“You smiled every time she smiled. You remember everything written in her notebook and…”
Geto’s voice softened. “…You’ve stopped calling her ‘the Vessel.’”
Gojo blinked. He searched his memory. The beach. Dinner. The festival. The fireworks. At no point had he thought,
The Star Plasma Vessel. Only your name.
His chest tightened. “…I didn’t even notice.”
The confession lingered between them. Gojo folded one arm beneath his head.
“I…”
Perhaps the first time in years, he genuinely didn’t know what he was feeling. He enjoyed making you laugh. He looked for you whenever the group split up. He found himself wondering what would make you smile next. He wanted to show you everything you’d written in that notebook. He wanted to be there when you experienced it.
“…That’s bad, isn’t it?”
His voice was so quiet it was almost lost beneath the sound of the ocean. Geto didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he stared up at the same moonlit ceiling.
“…Only if you forget why we’re here.”
Gojo closed his eyes. The smile you’d worn while watching the fireworks flashed across his mind. The one that had looked so full of life.
“…I won’t.”
He wasn’t sure whether he was answering Geto or himself. A comfortable silence settled over the room once more. Neither of them noticed the slightest shift beneath the blankets across the room. Your eyes had opened sometime during their conversation.
Not intentionally. Your name, softly spoken between whispers had stirred you awake. You hadn’t heard everything. Only fragments.
“…the mission…”
“…getting attached…”
“…if you forget why we’re here.”
You quietly closed your eyes again. Of course. You should have known. No matter how kind Gojo had been, no matter how many memories he’d helped you make, he was still your escort. Protecting you was his duty. Nothing more. A tiny ache settled somewhere deep inside your chest.
You didn’t understand why. So you simply pulled the blanket a little higher and told yourself not to think about it. Outside, the waves continued to roll endlessly onto the shore. Unaware that, beneath the same roof, two hearts had already begun changing. Neither of them realizing the other was doing exactly the same.
The morning after the festival was unusually peaceful. For the first time since arriving in Okinawa, no one had anywhere they urgently needed to be. Haibara stretched as the group stepped out of the hotel.
“So…” He looked around excitedly. “What are we doing today?”
Shoko shrugged. “I don’t care.”
Nanami adjusted the strap of his bag. “As long as it’s quiet.”
Gojo looked toward you. “What about you?”
You blinked. “Me?”
“Mhm.”
“You get to pick.”
You looked thoughtful for a moment before your eyes wandered to a colorful brochure displayed outside the hotel lobby.
Churaumi Aquarium.
“…An aquarium?” Satoru followed your gaze before smiling. “Done.”
The aquarium was far larger than you had imagined. The moment you stepped inside, your eyes lit up. Schools of brilliantly colored fish drifted through enormous glass tanks that stretched from floor to ceiling. You instinctively walked closer until your fingertips nearly touched the glass.
“…They’re beautiful.”
Haibara immediately darted toward another exhibit. “Whoa! Look at this one!”
Nanami sighed. “…Please don’t run.”
“I’m not running!”
“You are.”
“I’m speed walking!”
Shoko snorted. Gojo watched you instead. Every few seconds your attention shifted to another tank. Every creature was something entirely new.
“So that’s what a lionfish looks like…”
“I didn’t know sea turtles were that big…”
“They’re so pretty…”
You said each observation so earnestly that Gojo couldn’t help but smile.
“…You’re adorable.”
You turned around. “…hm?”
“Nothing.”
“…You definitely said something.”
“I said the fish are adorable.”
You narrowed your eyes. “…uhuh.”
He laughed. The largest exhibit was a tunnel of glass. Sunlight filtered through the water overhead, casting gentle waves of light across the floor beneath your feet. Massive rays glided silently above. Small fish surrounded them like drifting stars. You stopped walking.
“…Whoa…”
You turned in a complete circle, watching the sea life pass overhead from every direction. For a moment, you forgot everyone else was there. You nearly walked straight into Gojo.
“…Oops.”
He hadn’t been looking at the fish. He’d been looking at you. Geto noticed immediately. Satoru had nearly walked into you because he’d been watching you instead of the fish. Geto looked away. He had warned him this would happen. He only hoped neither of you would have to pay the price for it.
The jellyfish exhibit was unexpectedly your favorite. Dozens of translucent moon jellyfish floated lazily through softly glowing blue water. They pulsed gently with each movement.
You stood perfectly still. “…They’re so pretty.”
Haibara blinked. “Really? I thought you’d like the sharks.”
You smiled without taking your eyes off the tank. “They look…” You searched for the right words. “like stars underwater.”
Gojo looked at you. Then at the jellyfish. Then back at you.
“…Only you would compare jellyfish to constellations.”
You laughed quietly. “Was that weird?”
“A little.” He smiled. “I like weird.”
Your cheeks warmed and you avoided looking at him. “…Oh.”
The penguin exhibit was considerably less peaceful. One particularly enthusiastic penguin launched itself into the water with a splash.
Haibara yelped. “My pants!”
Another splash.
Nanami somehow ended up just as wet despite standing several feet away. “…How.”
Shoko doubled over laughing. You couldn’t stop giggling. Even Nanami let out the smallest, most defeated sigh.
“…This is unfortunate.”
Later, the six of you wandered into the gift shop. Rows of plush sea creatures covered nearly every shelf. You picked up a small manta ray plush. It was incredibly soft. You smiled to yourself before glancing at the price tag.
“…” Very quietly, you placed it back exactly where you’d found it. No one seemed to notice.
Before leaving, you paused in front of one final exhibit. A massive whale shark drifted through the deep blue water with effortless grace. You watched it in silence.
“…Gojo?”
“Hm?”
“…Do you think the fish know they’re inside an aquarium?”
He looked at the enormous tank. “Probably not.”
“They’ve lived here their whole lives. I bet they think this is the whole world.” You continued watching the whale shark glide past. “I wonder…if that’s how I looked like.”
He looked at you. “What do you mean?”
You smiled faintly. “…Nothing. Just a thought.”
He didn’t press any further. Instead, he stepped beside you. The two of you stood shoulder to shoulder, watching the fish drift through the endless blue. For the first time in your life, the world felt impossibly vast and you wanted to see every corner of it.
By the time the six of you stepped back outside, the afternoon sun had begun its slow descent. Warm ocean air brushed against your face as everyone wandered aimlessly down the streets of Okinawa.
“…I’m hungry,” Haibara announced dramatically, clutching his stomach.
“You’ve been saying that every two hours,” Nanami replied.
“Because I get hungry every two hours.”
Shoko sighed. “Unfortunately, that’s true.”
Satoru looked over at you. “What do you feel like eating?”
You blinked. “…I don’t know.”
“Then we’ll find something.” He flashed you a grin.
Before long, the delicious smell of grilled seafood drifted through the air. A small seaside restaurant overlooked the water, its patio lined with wooden tables and paper lanterns that swayed gently in the breeze.
Haibara was already halfway through the entrance. “I vote here!”
“You vote for everywhere,” Nanami muttered.
The six of you settled around a table overlooking the ocean. As everyone looked over the menus, your attention wandered beyond the railing. The sea shimmered beneath the afternoon light.
Satoru glanced up from his menu to look at you. Geto looked between the two of you. He quietly reached for his tea. The conversation he’d had with Satoru last night resurfaced in his mind. Getting attached was dangerous. He’d warned him. Now, watching Satoru look at you with such effortless fondness, Geto wondered if either of you even remembered this had begun as an escort mission.
He lowered his eyes into his cup. For just a moment, he wished you had met under different circumstances.
“…Geto?”
He looked up.
You were smiling at him. “The food’s here.”
“…Ah.” He returned the smile. “It is.”
Soon, the table filled with plates of grilled fish, rice, tempura, and bowls of soup. Haibara dug in immediately.
“This is amazing!”
“You say that about everything,” Shoko said.
“Because everything here is amazing!”
Nanami quietly accepted another serving of rice. “…I can’t argue with that.”
Laughter spread around the table. No one spoke about curses or Tengen or the mission. You simply ate together. Like six ordinary teenagers enjoying the last days of summer.
When dinner was over, the sky had begun turning shades of orange and pink. As everyone started walking back toward the hotel, you slowed your pace for just a moment. You took your notebook from your bag. You flipped through the pages until you found the aquarium and crossed it off.
Visit an aquarium.
Another dream. Another memory. One more thing you never thought you’d get to experience.
Gojo peeked over your shoulder. “…Crossing off another one?”
You closed the notebook with a satisfied nod “Mhm.”
He smiled. Without thinking, his hand brushed against yours as the two of you continued walking side by side.
The next morning, light filtered through the windows.
Haibara was the first to stir. “I’m hungry.”
A pillow flew across the room, hitting him square in the face.
“…Ow.”
Shoko lowered her arm. “It’s seven in the morning.”
“I’m hungry at seven in the morning.”
“Be hungry quietly.”
Gojo sat up, stretching until several joints cracked. “Breakfast?”
Haibara immediately recovered. “Breakfast!”
Nanami sighed into his pillow. “You two share a single stomach.”
The morning passed far quicker than anyone expected. After breakfast, Haibara insisted everyone walk along the beach again. Gojo somehow convinced everyone to rent bicycles until Shoko reminded him that not everyone knew how to ride one. So that idea disappeared almost immediately.
Instead, the group wandered through a local market. You sampled fresh tropical fruit for the first time. Bought tiny handmade seashell charms with Shoko. Watched Haibara lose spectacularly at another festival game. Laughed as Gojo argued with an old shopkeeper over whether pineapple belonged on pizza.
By lunchtime, your cheeks actually hurt.
“You okay?” Gojo looked over.
You blinked. “…Hm?”
“You keep touching your face.”
You laughed softly. “I think…” You rubbed your cheek. “…I’ve been smiling too much.”
Gojo stared. Then burst into laughter. “I don’t think that’s ever happened to anyone before.”
The afternoon heat drove everyone back to the hotel. Haibara immediately collapsed face-first onto his futon.
“I’m taking a nap.”
Nanami didn’t even look up from his book “You’ve earned one.”
Shoko wandered toward the balcony with a cold drink. Geto quietly disappeared to make another phone call to Jujutsu High. The suite settled into a comfortable silence. Gojo flopped onto his stomach beside the low table. His eyes landed on something tucked neatly beneath your bag. The notebook.
“…Hey.”
You looked up from where you were helping Shoko untangle one of the seashell bracelets she’d bought.
“Hm?”
“You mind?”
He pointed toward the notebook. You smiled.
“…Go ahead.”
He had practically memorized it already. Still, he flipped through it anyway. Most of the remaining entries made him smile.
Watch a meteor shower.
See the northern lights.
“…That one’s gonna be difficult.” He turned another page. Then stopped. “…Huh.”
You looked over. “What?”
He read it aloud. “‘Have a first date.’”
The room remained quiet. You looked down almost immediately.
“…I wrote that a long time ago.”
Gojo tapped the page thoughtfully. “…That one’s easy.”
Your head lifted. “…Easy?”
“Mhm.”
He shut the notebook. Then looked at you with the same confident grin he always wore whenever he’d made up his mind about something.
“Wanna go on a date this afternoon?”
Silence filled the room. Shoko nearly choked on her drink. Haibara lifted his head so quickly he almost fell off his futon. Nanami slowly lowered his book. Even Geto, who had just stepped back into the room after finishing his phone call, stopped in the doorway. The entire suite had gone completely still.
You blinked. “A…” You pointed weakly toward yourself. “…A date?”
“Yeah.” Gojo smiled as though he’d suggested going for ice cream. “It’s on the list.”
You looked between him, the notebook, and everyone else staring in absolute disbelief.
“…With you?”
“Well…” He looked around the room. “I was volunteering.”
Haibara’s eyes were practically sparkling. Shoko pressed her lips together so hard they were beginning to tremble. Nanami quietly closed his book. Geto pinched the bridge of his nose. None of them spoke because every single one of them had reached the exact same conclusion.
It’s a date.
Gojo, however, looked completely oblivious.
“So?” He tilted his head. “What do you think?”
You felt your heartbeat quicken. You couldn’t tell whether it was because he’d called it a date or because some small part of you had wished he’d asked.
“…Okay.”
The word escaped before you could overthink it. A grin immediately spread across Gojo’s face.
“Great.” He stood. “Then it’s settled.” He looked back down at the notebook. “One first date.” He smiled triumphantly. “Coming right up.”
Across the room, Geto met Shoko’s eyes. Neither of them said a word. Gojo Satoru had just asked the girl he was falling in love with on a real date without meaning to and somehow still believed he was only helping her finish a checklist.
The moment Gojo announced he was taking you on a date, the entire suite erupted into chaos.
“Absolutely not.” Shoko was already rummaging through your overnight bag. “You are not wearing your usual clothes.”
You blinked. “…What’s wrong with them?”
“Nothing.” She held up one of your plain tops. “They’re just not date clothes.”
Across the room, Gojo looked up. “…There are date clothes?”
Five people turned to stare at him.
“What?” he asked.
Nanami sighed. “…Sometimes I genuinely worry about you.”
“I’ve been told I’m fashionable.”
“That’s not what we’re talking about.”
Haibara laughed. “Leave it to us, Senpai!”
Before you could protest, Shoko gently took your hand. “C’mon. We’re borrowing a few things from the shops downstairs.”
“…Borrowing?”
“We’re buying.”
“…Oh.”
An hour later, you stood in front of the full length mirror inside one of the boutique fitting rooms. The outfit Shoko had picked was simple. A soft cream sundress that reached just below your knees. A light blue cardigan rested over your shoulders. White sandals. Nothing extravagant. Nothing flashy.
You looked like any other girl spending the afternoon on vacation. Shoko adjusted the ribbon tying back part of your hair before taking one final step back.
“There.”
You looked at your reflection. “…I don’t look like me.”
“You do.” Shoko smiled. “You just look like the version of yourself you’ve never had the chance to be.”
Your fingertips brushed against the cardigan sleeve. “…Do you really think it looks nice?”
“I know it does.” She tilted her head. “Besides…”A mischievous smile appeared. “I think someone’s going to have a heart attack.”
You looked at her, confused. “…Who?”
Shoko only smiled. “You’ll see.”
Outside the hotel entrance, Gojo waited with his hands in his pockets. He’d traded his school uniform jacket for a loose white shirt with the sleeves rolled to his elbows. The sunglasses were still there, of course. Some things never changed. He looked up as the hotel doors slid open. His smile froze. He simply stared.
You stepped outside cautiously. “…Sorry.” You smoothed the skirt of your dress. “Did I keep you waiting?
Gojo forgot how words worked. You looked different. Not because of the dress. Not because Shoko had done your hair. Because for the first time, you looked like someone who had a future waiting for her. He felt that strange tightness in his chest again. The same one he’d felt at the festival.
“…Gojo?”
He blinked. “Huh?”
“…Is something wrong?”
“…No.” His answer came a little too quickly. “You just…” He rubbed the back of his neck “…Look really nice.”
Your cheeks immediately warmed. “…Thank you.”
He cleared his throat. “Ready?”
You nodded. “…Ready.”
The afternoon became exactly what one would expect from a date planned by Gojo Satoru. Completely unplanned. You wandered wherever looked interesting. He insisted you try every dessert stand the shopping street had to offer.
“This one’s better.”
“It tastes exactly the same.”
“It absolutely does not.”
He dragged you into an arcade. You lost spectacularly at a racing game. He lost even more spectacularly at a claw machine.
“You have the Six Eyes.”
“I do.”
“So how are you this bad?”
“The machine is cheating.”
You laughed so hard you had to lean against the machine just to catch your breath. Later, he bought two ice creams. His melted before either of you had made it halfway down the street. You couldn’t stop laughing. By the time the afternoon gave way to evening, neither of you had realized how many hours had passed.
The two of you found yourselves sitting on a quiet seawall overlooking the ocean. The waves rolled lazily beneath the orange glow of the setting sun. Neither of you spoke. You simply watched the horizon together. After a while, Gojo reached into his bag.
“…Mission accomplished.” He opened your notebook.
You smiled knowingly. “…You’re crossing it off?”
“Mhm.”
He uncapped a pen. With one confident stroke, he drew a line through the words.
Have a first date.
“There.” He smiled proudly before turning the page. “…Let’s see what’s next.”
His eyes scanned the neat handwriting. Then stopped. The smile slowly faded.
Have my first kiss.
The ocean seemed suddenly louder. Gojo stared at the words for several long seconds.
You noticed. “…What is it?”
He turned the notebook toward you. Your heart skipped the moment you saw the page.
“…Oh.”
Neither of you spoke. The sea breeze gently stirred your hair. Gojo looked back at the list. Then at you. Then back again. He scratched awkwardly at his cheek.
“I mean…”
For the first time all day, he sounded uncertain.
“We’re already out on a date…” He laughed once under his breath, almost embarrassed by his own suggestion. “So…”
His bright blue eyes met yours. “wouldn’t it make sense…to end it with a kiss?”
The question lingered between you. The waves continued their steady rhythm against the seawall. Somewhere farther down the beach, laughter drifted through the evening air.
You stared at him. “…A kiss?”
Gojo immediately lifted both hands. “I mean—” He laughed awkwardly.
“Only if you want to. If you don’t, that’s totally fine. I was just thinking…” He glanced down at the notebook again. “…It’s on the list.”
You looked at the page.
Have my first kiss.
When you’d written those words years ago, you’d imagined it would happen because someone loved you. Not because it was another item waiting to be crossed off but somehow, standing here with Gojo, It didn’t feel meaningless. You looked back up at him.
“…Have you?”
“Hm?”
“Had your first kiss?”
He blinked“…No.”
Your eyes widened. “You haven’t?”
“I’ve been kinda busy.” He shrugged sheepishly. “Curses don’t exactly leave a lot of free time.”
A tiny smile tugged at your lips. “I suppose they don’t.”
Silence settled again. You took a small breath.
“…Alright.”
Gojo froze. “…Really?”
You nodded once. “If…” Your fingers nervously twisted together. “…If you’re alright with it.”
Gojo couldn’t think of anything clever to say. He simply nodded.
“…Yeah.”
The two of you stood. Neither of you moved. Neither of you seemed to know what came next. You looked at him.
“…How do we…”
Gojo laughed. “I was about to ask you.”
You couldn’t help but laugh too. “I’ve only read about it.”
“I’ve only seen movies.”
“…Those probably aren’t very accurate.”
“Probably not.”
The laughter faded into a comfortable silence. Gojo took one tentative step closer.
“…Can I?”
Your heartbeat quickened. You answered with the smallest nod. “…Yes.”
He hesitated just long enough to give you the chance to change your mind. When you didn’t, he reached up carefully. Only to brush a loose strand of hair behind your ear. His fingertips barely grazed your skin. You held your breath.
“So…” His voice had become unusually quiet. “…Just tell me if you want me to stop.”
“…Okay.”
Slowly, he leaned in. Your eyes fluttered shut. The world seemed to disappear. No waves. No voices. No breeze. Just the sound of your own heartbeat.
Then the softest brush of lips against yours. It lasted only a heartbeat. Gojo pulled back first. His bright blue eyes searched yours immediately. The two of you remained standing there. Neither of you moved. The space between you was barely a few inches now.
“…So.”
“…So.”
He frowned thoughtfully. “Was that…” He searched for the right words. “…what you expected?”
You considered the question honestly. “…Not really.”
“…Me neither.”
You tilted your head ever so slightly.“Maybe…” Your voice was quiet. “…We did it wrong?”
Gojo blinked. “…That’s possible.”
The two of you looked at each other and almost simultaneously,
“…Should we…”
Gojo smiled. “You first.”
Your cheeks warmed. “…Should we try again?”
The words hung between you. Gojo laughed softly.
“…I was literally about to ask you that.”
“You were?”
“Yeah.”
“I figured…” He shrugged awkwardly. “…Maybe the second attempt is supposed to be better.”
A tiny smile spread across your face. “…For research purposes?”
He pointed at you. “Exactly.”
“We’re gathering data.”
“…Scientific experimentation.”
“Very important experimentation. You laughed.
“So?” He looked at you carefully “No pressure. If you don’t want to, we won’t.”
You looked into his eyes. There was no expectation. No insistence. Only the same gentle patience he’d shown you ever since the journey began.
You found yourself smiling. “…I’d like to.”
This time, neither of you felt quite as nervous. Gojo stepped closer again, closing the distance with deliberate slowness. His hand came up to cup your cheek, warmer this time, more certain. The pad of his thumb brushed gently along your skin, sending a quiet shiver through you. You leaned into the touch without thinking, drawn in by the steady heat of his palm. His eyes softened, a flicker of something vulnerable crossing his usually playful gaze before he leaned in.
This kiss was nothing like the first.
It started soft, almost careful, but quickly deepened as his fingers slid into your hair, tilting your head just enough to fit better against him. The world narrowed to the warmth of his mouth, the faint taste of something sweet on his lips, and the way his breath hitched when you kissed him back. Time stretched. Your hands found the front of his shirt, clutching lightly as heat pooled low in your stomach.
When you finally parted, both of you were breathing a little harder. Neither spoke at first. You simply looked at each other, his striking blue eyes dark and unguarded, your own reflection caught in them.
A small, breathless laugh escaped you.
Gojo’s lips curved into a slow, genuine smile, the kind that reached his eyes and made your chest feel too tight.
“…Okay,” he murmured, voice low.
You raised an eyebrow, still smiling. “Okay?”
He gave a single, soft nod, thumb still tracing lazy circles against your cheek. “Yeah. I think that one was definitely better.”
You laughed again, lighter this time, the sound warm between you. “I think so too.”
Neither of you realized why. Only that somehow, the second kiss no longer felt like something you were crossing off a list. It felt like something neither of you wanted to end. The evening breeze drifted between the two of you. Neither of you spoke. The ocean rolled gently against the shore below, as if the world itself had slowed down. Gojo finally looked down at the notebook still resting in his hands.
“…Guess we should cross it out.”
You smiled softly. “…Right.”
He uncapped his pen. This time, he didn’t hesitate quite as long. With one careful stroke, he drew a line through the words.
Have my first kiss.
He smiled to himself before absentmindedly turning the page.
“Let’s see…” His eyes skimmed over the next few entries.
Watch a meteor shower.
See the northern lights.
Wear a wedding ring.
“…Definitely not today.”
You laughed. “I don’t think so either.”
He flipped another page. Then paused.
“…Hm.”
You leaned over slightly. “What is it?”
He turned the notebook toward you. The neat handwriting stared back at you.
Have a boyfriend.
The two of you fell silent.
“…Oh.”You felt your cheeks warm up. “I didn’t really think about that one when I wrote it.”
He stared at the page for another moment. He tilted his head thoughtfully. “…Maybe.”
You blinked. “…What do you mean?”
He looked at you as though he’d just solved a puzzle. “We’ve already gone on a date.”
“…We have.”
“and we kissed.”
“…Twice.”
“For scientific purposes.”
You couldn’t help but smile. “Of course.”
“So wouldn’t it make sense…”His words slowed as he thought them through. “…If I was your boyfriend?”
Your heart skipped. “…You?”
“I’m already here.”
“…That’s true.”
“And we know we get along.”
“…Also true.”
“And it’d help you cross another thing off the list.” He smiled, completely unaware of how fast his own heart was beating.
“So…would you like me to be your boyfriend?”
You stared at him. The question sounded so simple. As though he were asking if you wanted another ice cream but despite the casual way he’d said it, something about it made your chest flutter.
You hesitated. “…Is that how it works?”
Gojo blinked then he frowned. “…I actually don’t know.”
Neither of you said anything. Then again, almost simultaneously,
“…I’ve never had one.”
“…I’ve never been one.”
You looked at each other and burst out laughing. When the laughter finally settled, Gojo smiled.
“…Guess we’ll both figure it out.”
You looked down at the notebook. Then back at him. The setting sun painted everything around you gold. You realized that if there was anyone you wanted to spend the rest of this week making memories with, it was Gojo.
A shy smile spread across your face. “…Okay. I’d like that.”
Gojo’s usual grin disappeared. In its place was something quieter. Something softer.
“Then…” He rubbed the back of his neck, suddenly feeling strangely nervous. “…I guess I’m your boyfriend now.”
You laughed. “…I guess you are.”
Somewhere between the first date, the first kiss and this quiet conversation by the sea… The list had stopped being the reason you were spending time together. Now it was simply giving the two of you excuses to stay by each other’s side just a little longer.
The walk back to the hotel was slower than the walk there. Neither of you seemed to be in much of a hurry. The evening air was pleasantly cool, and the streets were beginning to empty as shops closed for the night. For several minutes, the only sound between you was the quiet rhythm of your footsteps.
“…Hey.”
You looked over. “Hm?”
Gojo shoved both hands into his pockets. “If we’re doing this…shouldn’t we stop calling each other by our last names?”
You blinked. “…What do you mean?”
He looked at you as though it were the most obvious thing in the world. “My girlfriend can’t keep calling me ‘Gojo.’”
The word made your heart skip.
Girlfriend.
It was the first time either of you had actually said it out loud. He scratched the back of his neck.
“So…” A crooked smile spread across his face. “…Call me Satoru.”
You stared at him “It feels…” You searched for the right word. “…very personal.
“I guess it is.” He shrugged. “I don’t mind.”
“…Are you sure?”
“Mhm.” He smiled. “I’d actually like it.”
You looked away for a moment. Then took a small breath.
“…Alright.” When you looked back at him, there was the faintest hint of pink across your cheeks. “…Satoru.”
He stopped walking.
Your eyes widened. “…Did I say it wrong?”
He blinked once. Then laughed quietly. “…No. You just…” He looked away, smiling to himself.“…Sounded really cute.”
Your face immediately grew warmer. “I-I…”
“You can say it again.”
“I don’t think I can.”
“You absolutely can.”
“…No.”
“C’mon.”
You laughed despite yourself. “…Satoru.”
There it was again. His name. Spoken so gently that it barely rose above the sound of the ocean. Something fluttered unexpectedly in his chest. He had heard countless people say his name before but somehow hearing it from you felt entirely different.
You noticed he had gone quiet. “…Satoru?”
“Hm?”
You hesitated. “Would you…”
He tilted his head.
“…Call me by my first name too?” The request was so quiet he almost missed it. “You don’t have to if you’d rather not. I just thought…since we’re…” Your voice became smaller. “…dating.”
He looked at you for a long moment. Then smiled.
“…[name].”
He said your first name.It sounded different. Warmer. Without the distance that your family name had always carried.
You looked up at him. “…Again.”
He laughed. “What?”
“…Could you say it again?”
A grin slowly spread across his face. He leaned down ever so slightly, just enough that only you could hear him.
“[name]…”
Softly. Like it was something precious. You smiled before you could stop yourself.
“…I like the way you say it.”
Neither of you realized you were simply standing in the middle of the sidewalk, smiling at one another. Then Gojo chuckled.
“…Well.”
“What?”
“I think we’ve unlocked a new problem.”
You tilted your head. “…What problem?”
“…Now I’m going to want to hear you say ‘Satoru’ all the time.”
You laughed. “…You’re impossible.”
This time, when the two of you continued down the quiet Okinawan street, it wasn’t Gojo Satoru and the Star Plasma Vessel. It wasn’t Gojo and his mission. It was simply Satoru and you.
The following morning began with the familiar sound of pages turning. You sat near the open window of the hotel room, your notebook resting on your knees as the morning breeze drifted in from the ocean. Satoru wandered over, still half asleep, his hair somehow even messier than usual.
“…Whatcha looking at?”
You turned the notebook toward him. “There are only a few things left.”
He leaned closer, reading each line aloud under his breath until one caught his attention.
“…Go fishing?”
You nodded. “I’ve never been before.”
“Huh.”
He scratched the back of his head. “…Me neither.”
You looked up in surprise. “…Really?”
“Mhm.” He shrugged. “I’ve never exactly had a reason to.”
You smiled. “Then maybe we can both cross it off.”
Before Satoru could answer, Haibara suddenly appeared between the two of you.
“Fishing?!”
Both of you jumped.
“When did you get here?” Satoru asked.
“I heard fishing!” Haibara grinned from ear to ear. “I’ve always wanted to try it too!”
Nanami looked up from the book he was reading. “…You’ve said that about almost everything we’ve done this week.”
“Because everything sounds fun!”
Shoko yawned from her bed. “If we’re going, someone better bring snacks.”
Geto closed the book in his hands with a quiet sigh. “As long as everyone stays together.”
His eyes lingered on you for only a moment. “It is still an escort mission.”
The room fell quiet.
Satoru nodded. “…Right.”
A few minutes later, the six of you were walking toward a small fishing pier along the Okinawan coast. The elderly owner of the rental shop smiled warmly as he handed everyone a fishing rod.
“Six young people?” He chuckled. “Must be a fun trip.”
Haibara enthusiastically accepted his rod “We’re gonna catch so many fish!”
Nanami looked unconvinced. “I doubt that.”
The ocean was calm. Gentle waves lapped against the wooden pier as everyone found a place to sit. Shoko unfolded a beach chair beneath a nearby umbrella.
“I’m claiming the shade.”
Haibara cast his line with far too much enthusiasm. “…Whoa!”
His hook immediately snagged the handle of his own bucket.
“…I meant to do that.”
Nanami pinched the bridge of his nose. Satoru smirked.
“Watch and learn.”
With all the confidence in the world, he cast his line far out into the water.
“…See? This is how professionals do it.”
Not even thirty seconds later, his line caught on a clump of drifting seaweed. He reeled it in with exaggerated disbelief.
“…The fish sabotaged me.”
Shoko looked over from beneath the umbrella. “The seaweed seems thrilled.”
You couldn’t stop laughing. Even Geto smiled to himself.
Time passed quietly. The six of you sat together, watching the water ripple beneath the morning sun. Every now and then someone reeled in a fish. To everyone’s surprise or not, it was usually Nanami.
“…Another one?”Haibara stared.
Nanami simply removed the hook. “…Pure luck.”
“That’s your fourth ‘pure luck,’ Nanamin!”Satoru crossed his arms dramatically. “This is rigged.”
“It isn’t.”
“It absolutely is.”
You glanced down at your own fishing line. Nothing. You sighed.
“…Maybe the fish don’t like me.”
Satoru looked over. “They’re probably intimidated.”
“…By me?”
“Mhm.”
“You’re giving off Star Plasma energy.”
You laughed softly. “…I don’t think fish think like that.”
“You never know.”
For a while, the two of you simply sat shoulder to shoulder, watching your floats drift with the waves. The silence between you had become comfortable. One that didn’t need to be filled. Your float disappeared beneath the surface.
“Satoru!”
“Hm?”
“I think something’s pulling it!”
He immediately scooted closer. “Reel it in!”
“I’m trying!”
The rod bent. You struggled to keep your balance. Haibara was already on his feet.
“You got one!”
“Careful!” Shoko called from the shade. “Don’t fall in.”
Nanami quietly stepped closer just in case. Even Geto abandoned his own fishing rod. With one final tug, a tiny silver fish flew out of the water. It landed on the wooden pier with a soft flop. Everyone stared. Then Haibara threw both fists into the air.
“She did it!”
“You caught one!”
Satoru laughed so hard he nearly lost his own footing. Your face lit up brighter than the morning sun.
“…I caught one.”
Very carefully, you knelt beside the tiny fish. You gently removed the hook before lifting it with both hands.
Haibara tilted his head. “…You’re keeping it?”
You smiled softly. “No.”
Walking to the edge of the pier, you lowered your hands toward the water.
“…Thank you.”
The little fish flicked its tail once before disappearing beneath the waves.
Haibara blinked. “…You thanked the fish.”
“It helped me complete one of my dreams.”
For a moment, no one spoke.
Then you reached into your bag and pulled out your notebook. Flipping to the next page, you uncapped your pen. With one careful stroke, you crossed out another line.
Go fishing.
You smiled. Another dream fulfilled. Satoru watched quietly from your side. He had stopped caring about crossing things off your list. Now, his favorite part was simply watching you smile whenever you did.
The week passed more quickly than any of you expected. Days blurred together beneath Okinawa’s brilliant summer sky. There were lazy mornings spent wandering along the shoreline. Afternoons exploring little shops tucked away between quiet streets.Evenings filled with festival food, laughter, and Haibara somehow convincing everyone to play games he inevitably lost.
Somewhere along the way, holding your hand had simply become normal. The six of you were weaving through a crowded marketplace when Satoru reached back without looking. His fingers found yours instinctively. Then laced together. As naturally as breathing. You blinked down at your joined hands.
“…Satoru?”
“Hm?”
“…You’re holding my hand.”
“I know.”
“…Oh.”
“…Is that okay?”
You smiled. “…Mhm.”
He gave your hand the tiniest squeeze before continuing to walk as though nothing unusual had happened. Behind the two of you, the rest of the group had come to a complete stop.
Haibara pointed with both hands. “They’re holding hands!”
Shoko looked entirely too pleased with herself. “It finally happened.”
Nanami adjusted his glasses. “I was wondering how long it would take.”
Geto folded his arms. “…Four days.”
Shoko glanced at him. “You were keeping track?”
“I was.”
Haibara gasped dramatically. “You two had a bet?!”
“We did.”
“WHO WON?”
Geto smiled faintly. “I said he’d do it without realizing.”
Shoko sighed. “…I hate that you were right.”
Neither you nor Satoru noticed. You had already wandered too far ahead.
Before long, the final day arrived. The call from Jujutsu High came shortly after breakfast. It was time. Tomorrow morning…you would return. Master Tengen was waiting. No one spoke much after the call ended. Even Haibara seemed quieter than usual. The weight of tomorrow lingered over everyone.
That afternoon, while everyone packed their belongings, your notebook sat open on the low table. Most of the pages were crossed through now.
See the ocean.
Build a sandcastle.
Have a sleepover.
Go on a road trip.
Take a picture with friends.
Have a first date.
Have my first kiss.
Have a boyfriend.
Go fishing.
Visit an aquarium.
Satoru smiled quietly as he flipped through the remaining pages. “…There’s not much left.”
You sat beside him.
He turned another page. Then paused. “…Wait.”
“Hm?”
He pointed toward one of the last unfinished entries.
Wear a wedding ring.
A few lines beneath it,
Get married.
Haibara leaned over immediately. “Oh!”
Shoko followed. “…You’ve got to be kidding.”
Your face immediately warmed. “I…I wrote those when I was little.”
Satoru tilted his head. “…Well.”
He looked at the notebook, then at you. “…We can probably do that.”
Every head slowly turned toward him.
Nanami blinked. “…Excuse me?”
Satoru shrugged. “It doesn’t have to be real.”
Haibara’s eyes sparkled. “A fake wedding!”
Geto pinched the bridge of his nose. “I don’t think that’s how weddings work.”
“It can be.” Satoru grinned. “We’re making memories.”
Shoko looked between the two of you.“…Actually.”
Everyone looked at her.
“I passed a little seaside chapel yesterday.It offers symbolic ceremonies for tourists. They’re not legally binding.”
She looked at you. Silence filled the room. You looked down at the notebook. Then toward Satoru.
“Would you…” Your voice came out much quieter than intended. “…mind?”
He looked at you for a long moment. Then smiled. “…Not at all.”
The ceremony itself lasted barely fifteen minutes. A tiny white chapel overlooking the sea. Fresh flowers. Open windows that let the ocean breeze drift inside. An elderly caretaker smiled kindly as the two of you stood facing one another.
It wasn’t legal. It wasn’t official. Just two teenagers pretending. Helping complete a list. At least that’s what everyone kept telling themselves. The caretaker slipped two simple silver bands into Satoru’s hands. He looked down at them. Something inside him tightened unexpectedly.
“…Your hand.”
You held it out. He slid the ring gently onto your finger. It fit perfectly.
You looked at it for a long moment. “…It’s pretty.”
He smiled. “…It suits you.”
Then you picked up the second ring. His hand felt warm in yours. You carefully slipped it onto his finger. For a brief moment, neither of you let go. The caretaker smiled warmly.
“I wish you both a lifetime of happiness.”
Neither of you answered. Because for the first time all week, the reminder that tomorrow existed hurt.
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The scent of burning incense lingered in the air long after the morning prayers had ended. It clung to the wooden beams of the shrine, settled into the tatami beneath your knees, and drifted lazily through the open shoji doors where the summer breeze carried it away. You had long since grown accustomed to it. Just as you had grown accustomed to the whispers.
"...The merger is only days away."
"...Everything is prepared."
"...Master Tengen will finally be complete."
"...The Star Plasma Vessel will fulfill her purpose."
Purpose.
It was a word everyone used so effortlessly. As if your life had always belonged to someone else. You sat quietly while the shrine attendants adjusted the ceremonial robes draped over your shoulders, smoothing invisible wrinkles from the expensive silk before bowing respectfully.
"You've grown into such a beautiful young woman."
Another smiled.
"Master Tengen will surely be pleased."
You returned the same practiced smile you had worn for years.
"Thank you."
It was enough. It always was. Satisfied, the attendants excused themselves, sliding the paper doors shut behind them. The room fell silent. The smile disappeared from your face almost immediately. You waited. Until you were certain no footsteps remained outside your room.
Only then did you lift a loose floorboard beside your futon. Hidden beneath it was a small cedar box. You carefully removed it, brushing away the thin layer of dust that had gathered over the lid before opening it. Inside rested a notebook. The cover was worn. The corners had curled with age. Across the front, written in uneven handwriting from years ago, were the words:
Things I'd Like to Do Before I Disappear.
Your fingers traced the title. You couldn't help smiling. You opened to the first page. The entries were childish.
Pet a dolphin.
Crossed out. The aquarium staff had laughed when you spent nearly an hour feeding one instead.
Eat an entire strawberry cake by myself.
Crossed out. The attendants had scolded you afterward when you complained of a stomachache.
Ride a bicycle.
You had learned exactly one thing that day. Brakes were important. A quiet laugh escaped you. You turned another page. The handwriting slowly matured. The dreams became bigger.
Watch the stars somewhere without city lights.
Go on a road trip.
Go to the aquarium with friends.
Learn the constellations.
Watch a meteor shower.
See the northern lights.
You paused. There was only one page left. Unlike the others, every word had been written carefully, almost timidly. As though writing them down somehow made them real.
Fall in love.
Have my first kiss.
Have a boyfriend.
Wear a wedding ring.
Grow old with someone.
You stared at the final line. For a long while, you simply looked at it.
"...That one's impossible." Your voice barely rose above a whisper.
Growing old had never been part of your future. Ever since you were old enough to understand what the words Star Plasma Vessel meant, you had also understood what they demanded.
One life...for countless others. You had accepted that long ago. At least, you thought you had. Outside, children laughed somewhere beyond the shrine walls. You closed your eyes. You wondered what it felt like to argue with your parents over curfew. To have friends who expected to see you next year. To dream about a future without wondering if you deserved one.
Three soft knocks interrupted your thoughts. You quickly slipped the notebook back into its box and returned it beneath the floorboards before answering.
"Come in."
The paper door slid open. A shrine maiden bowed deeply.
"The sorcerers from Tokyo Jujutsu High have arrived."
Your eyes lifted. "They're here already?"
"They wanted to start the mission early."
The beginning of the escort mission. The beginning of the end. You stood, smoothing your robes.
"I'll be there shortly."
Summer sunlight flooded the shrine courtyard. The stone pathway radiated warmth beneath your sandals as you followed the attendant toward the entrance gates. Two young men stood waiting. One leaned carelessly against a stone lantern, sunglasses perched lazily on his nose despite standing beneath the shade of a maple tree. Snow white hair caught the afternoon light, making him almost glow. The other stood beside him with noticeably better posture, dark hair tied neatly back as he listened patiently to one of the shrine attendants.
"They're about my age..."
The shrine maiden nodded.
"Second year students from Tokyo Jujutsu High."
As if sensing your gaze, the white haired boy turned. His hand lifted to the bridge of his sunglasses. He lowered them just enough to look over the rims. Brilliant blue eyes met yours.
He blinked. "...Huh."
You tilted your head. The attendant quietly announced your arrival.
"This is the Star Plasma Vessel."
The white haired boy looked between you and the attendant.
"...Really?"
The attendant frowned. "Is something wrong?"
"I dunno." He scratched the back of his neck. "I kinda expected..." He gestured vaguely. "...More."
The dark haired boy sighed. "Satoru."
"What?"
"You said that out loud."
"I know."
You couldn't help but smile. "What exactly were you expecting?"
He looked genuinely thoughtful. "I don't know."
He pointed at you. "I thought you'd be glowing."
"...Glowing?"
"Yeah."
"Or floating."
"...Floating?"
"Or have one of those really mysterious shrine maiden auras. You know...star plasma like."
You blinked. Then, despite yourself, a laugh escaped your lips. It was soft and short. Completely unplanned. The white haired boy froze. He slowly turned toward his companion.
"...She laughed."
The dark haired boy pinched the bridge of his nose. "Congratulations."
"No, seriously." He looked back at you. "I wasn't expecting that."
You covered your mouth, trying to hide your smile. "I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize."
He grinned. "It was cute."
Heat immediately crept into your cheeks. No one had ever called you cute before. Beautiful. Elegant. Graceful. Blessed. Never...cute. The dark haired boy stepped forward before the silence could become awkward.
"My apologies." He offered a polite bow. "My name is Geto Suguru." He gestured toward his partner. "And this idiot is Gojo Satoru."
"Hey." Gojo frowned. "I'm standing right here."
Geto smiled pleasantly at you. "We've been assigned to escort you safely to Master Tengen."
You bowed in return. "Thank you for accepting the mission."
Gojo waved dismissively. "It's just a job."
Geto shot him a look.
"...What?" Gojo shrugged. "I'm being honest." His attention returned to you. "So..." He tilted his head. "Anything you wanna do before we head out?"
The question caught you completely off guard. "...Do?"
"Yeah."
"I don't understand."
He frowned. "I mean, once this mission officially starts we'll probably be busy." He shoved his hands into his pockets. "So if there's anything you've always wanted to do..."
His words trailed off. You looked away. Your gaze drifted toward the distant shrine buildings. Toward the room where your notebook lay hidden beneath the floorboards. Toward the list no one was ever supposed to see.
"...There are many things."
Gojo smiled. "Like what?"
You hesitated. "...Nothing that matters."
Gojo's smile faltered. He didn't know why but something about the way you said those words, as though you had already convinced yourself your dreams weren't worth speaking aloud made his chest feel strangely heavy. He had only just met you yet somehow he found himself wanting to prove you wrong.
The following morning began before sunrise. The shrine was quieter than usual. The attendants moved through the halls carrying luggage and ceremonial offerings, speaking in hushed voices as if raising them too loudly would somehow disturb fate itself. You stood beneath the wooden eaves, watching the morning mist roll over the surrounding forest.
"So this is goodbye..."
You weren't sure who you were saying it to. The shrine. Your childhood or the life you'd never get to have. A familiar voice cut through your thoughts.
"You ready?"
You turned to find Gojo standing a few feet away, one hand tucked into his pocket while the other balanced a paper bag from a nearby convenience store.
"You skipped breakfast."
You blinked. "...How did you know?"
He held up the bag. " Cause I asked."
You stared at him. "You...asked?"
"The shrine ladies."
"They told you?"
"They looked offended that you hadn't eaten." He walked over and held the bag out toward you. "So."
You looked inside. A carton of strawberry milk, packaged melon pan and a small slice of strawberry shortcake.
Your eyes widened. "...Cake?"
He shrugged. "Breakfast cake."
"I don't think that's a thing."
"It is now."
You looked between the cake and him. "I've...never had cake for breakfast."
"Seriously?"
You nodded. "The attendants said sweets should only be eaten after meals."
Gojo looked horrified. "...That's depressing."
You let out a tiny laugh. "I suppose."
"Then today's your lucky day." He gently nudged the bag closer. "Mission Rule Number One."
"There are rules?"
"I make them up as I go."
"...I see."
"No skipping meals."
You accepted the bag with both hands. "...Thank you." His grin returned.
By the time the sun had fully risen, the three of you had already left the shrine grounds. You found yourself looking back more than once. Each step carried you farther from the only home you had ever known. Eventually the red torii gates disappeared behind the trees. You swallowed the lump in your throat and kept walking. Geto noticed.
"You don't have to force yourself not to look back."
You offered him a small smile. "I know...I just don't know if I'll ever see it again."
Silence settled between the three of you. Gojo shoved his hands into his pockets.
"Then don't think that this is the last time."
You looked over. He stretched lazily.
"Plus, you've got two incredibly handsome bodyguards."
Geto sighed. "There it is."
"We're taking you to Tokyo."
"Mm."
"And I refuse to believe you've actually seen Tokyo."
You shook your head. "I haven't."
"There." He pointed dramatically. "That's already one thing to look forward to."
You smiled. "I suppose you're right."
"I'm always right."
"No, you're usually insufferable."
"Suguru."
"I'm stating facts."
You laughed again. Louder this time. The sound caught even yourself off guard. It echoed briefly along the forest path before fading into the morning air. The drive into Tokyo felt unreal. Buildings grew taller. Roads became busier. People crossed intersections in every direction imaginable. Your eyes darted from one side of the window to the other.
"There are so many people..."
Gojo smirked. "You've never seen this much people before?"
"Only once. When I was little. It was during a festival."
He leaned across the back seat. "Okay."
"What?"
"We're making one stop."
Geto sighed from the driver's seat. "Satoru."
"It'll take five minutes."
"The higher ups expect us to—"
"They can wait five minutes. We started the mission early anyways."
"They'll be furious."
"They're always furious."
Geto couldn't argue with that. "...Five minutes."
"Yes!"
The car pulled into the parking lot of a large convenience store.
You looked at it curiously. "...Why are we here?"
Gojo looked genuinely offended. "You've never been to a convenience store?"
You shook your head. "No."
He slowly removed his sunglasses. "...We're fixing that."
A few minutes later, You stood frozen just inside the entrance. Rows upon rows of brightly colored snacks stretched farther than you could see.
"It's..."
Gojo watched your expression. "What?"
"So...big."
He blinked. "...It's just a convenience store."
Your eyes sparkled as they wandered over the shelves. "I've never seen so many choices before."
Something tightened in his chest. To him, this place was ordinary, forgettable. He'd probably been inside a thousand convenience stores but watching you stare at a shelf full of bottled teas as though it were the most amazing thing in the world made him realize just how small your world had been. Without thinking, he reached for a shopping basket.
"Alright."
You looked at him. "What are you doing?"
"You get to pick."
"...Pick?"
"Anything."
You blinked. "Anything?"
"Within reason."
You laughed. Then carefully reached toward a packet of gummy candies.
"I've always wondered what these taste like."
Gojo smiled to himself. He had a feeling they were already crossing things off a list without even realizing it.
By the time the sun had set, the three of you had reached one of Jujutsu High's designated safe houses. It was modest. A traditional wooden home tucked away in the mountains, hidden behind a curtain of cedar trees and protected by layers of barriers. Temporary. Just another place to spend the night before continuing toward Master Tengen.
Geto slid the door open. "We'll stay here tonight."
Gojo dropped his duffel bag onto the floor with a dramatic groan. "Finally."
"You've been sitting in a car for three hours."
"Exactly."
"You did nothing."
"I was protecting our client."
"By sleeping?"
"I was protecting her spiritually."
You smiled unconsciously. "...Is that a real thing?"
Gojo gasped. "See? She gets it."
"No," Geto replied flatly. "She humored you."
You slipped your shoes off at the entrance and quietly stepped inside. The house was...cozy. There were only three futons laid neatly beside one another in the main room. A small kitchen. An old television. A narrow engawa overlooking a quiet garden where cicadas hummed in the evening heat. It felt normal. Like the kind of home an ordinary family might live in. Your fingers brushed lightly against the wooden dining table.
"I like it." You commented.
Geto smiled.
"It's peaceful. It feels..." You searched for the word. "...lived in."
Neither sorcerer answered because they understood. Shrines were beautiful but they rarely felt like homes. Later that evening, while Geto went outside to inspect the barriers surrounding the property, Gojo stretched lazily across one of the futons.
"I'm starving."
"You've said that five times."
"And every time it's been true."
You stood from your place near the window. "I can make tea."
Gojo looked over. "You know how?"
You nodded. "I've prepared tea for visitors at the shrine since I was little."
"Then I'm officially requesting tea."
You gave a small bow. "As you wish."
The kitchen was dimly lit. You carefully filled the kettle and placed it over the stove. The familiarity of the motions soothed you. Gojo leaned against the doorway.
"You need help?"
"I'll be alright."
"You sure?"
"Mhm."
You reached into a cabinet for a small ceramic teapot. It rested farther back than expected. You stretched onto your toes, your fingertips brushed it.
"Oh!"
The teapot slipped. You caught it before it shattered but the sharp edge of its chipped handle scraped across your palm. The teapot landed safely on the counter. A thin line of crimson bloomed across your hand. Gojo was beside you almost instantly.
"You okay?"
"I'm fine."
"You just cut yourself."
"It's only a scratch."
He sighed. "Sit."
"...But the tea"
"Tea can wait."
Before you could protest, he gently guided you toward one of the kitchen chairs.
"I'll grab the first aid kit. It's probably in one of the cabinets." He began opening drawers. "No..." Another cabinet. "...No..." One more. "...Seriously?"
You laughed softly. "I don't think they organized this kitchen very well."
"They organized it terribly."
Finally, he spotted a small wooden box tucked onto the highest shelf. "There you are."
He reached for it. As he pulled it down, something else shifted. A thin notebook slid from the top of the cabinet. It landed with a soft thump at his feet.
"...Hm?"
You looked over. Your face drained of color.
"Wait!"
But he had already bent down to pick it up. The worn cover was familiar. Painfully familiar. Across the front, written in faded handwriting, were the words:
Things I'd Like to Do Before I Disappear.
Gojo blinked. "...Disappear?"
Your heart lurched. You stood so quickly your chair scraped loudly against the wooden floor.
"Please..." Your voice came out smaller than you intended. "...don't."
He looked between the notebook and you. The teasing smile he'd worn all day slowly faded.
"I wasn't..." He swallowed. "...I wasn't trying to snoop."
"I know." You walked over and gently took the notebook from his hands, holding it tightly against your chest.
Finally, you forced a small smile. "It's embarrassing."
Gojo frowned. "It doesn't have to be."
"It is." You looked down at the worn cover.
"I started writing it when I was little."
"...Can I ask what it is?"
Your fingers tightened around the notebook. "It..." You hesitated. "...It's just a list."
"A list?"
"Things I wanted to do before..." Your voice caught. You corrected yourself with a practiced smile. "...before the merger."
Gojo had never heard someone say those words so casually. As though discussing tomorrow's weather. As though preparing to disappear was something perfectly ordinary. You looked away.
"There are still a lot I haven't crossed off but that's alright." You smiled. "It was never really meant to happen."
Before he could answer, you slipped past him.
"I should finish making the tea."
The room fell quiet. Gojo remained standing in the kitchen, staring at the doorway long after you'd disappeared. A list. She had made herself a list. Not because she expected to live. Because she expected to die.
For the first time since accepting the mission, it stopped feeling like an escort assignment. It felt like walking someone to their execution. That night, long after everyone had gone to sleep, Gojo lay awake staring at the wooden ceiling. His thoughts refused to settle. He remembered the notebook.The careful handwriting. The title. The way your voice trembled for only a second before you forced yourself to smile again.
Slowly, he rolled onto his side and looked toward your sleeping form across the room. Moonlight spilled through the window, casting pale silver across your face. You looked peaceful. Too peaceful. As if you'd already accepted a future that no one your age should have to accept. Gojo closed his eyes then made a silent promise.
The next morning was supposed to be simple. Leave the safe house. Continue toward Master Tengen. Complete the merger. Simple. At least, that had been the plan.
The explosion came just after sunrise. The windows rattled violently. A deafening crash echoed through the mountains as cursed energy erupted somewhere beyond the barriers. You jolted awake.
"What was that?"
Geto was already on his feet. "Stay inside."
Gojo had his sunglasses on before either of you reached the front door. "I'll check it out."
"No," Geto replied immediately. "We'll both go."
Gojo glanced toward you. "...Don't leave the house."
You nodded. "I won't."
The two disappeared outside. Silence settled over the safe house. Another explosion. The barriers shimmered violently. A curse slammed against them hard enough to make the wooden walls groan. You clasped your hands together, listening helplessly as the sounds of battle echoed through the forest. It lasted nearly twenty minutes. When the front door finally slid open again, Gojo stepped inside first, brushing dust from his uniform as though he'd merely gone for a walk.
"Well." He sounded almost disappointed. "That was annoying."
Geto followed close behind, his expression far more serious. "They found us much sooner than expected."
"So..." You stood. "...Someone knows where we're going?"
"It seems that way." Geto knelt beside the low dining table and unfolded a map. "The direct route is compromised."
Gojo dropped onto the floor beside him. "They're trying to funnel us."
Geto nodded. "If we continue toward Tengen as planned, we'll be walking straight into an ambush."
His finger traced several roads before moving farther into the mountains. "We'll have to abandon the main route."
"...How much longer will it take?" you asked quietly.
Geto hesitated. "...Several days."
The room fell silent. Several days. Gojo noticed the way your shoulders fell ever so slightly.
"...You did the face."
You looked up. "...The face?"
"The disappointed face."
"I wasn't making a face."
"You were."
"I don't think I was."
"You definitely were."
Geto sighed. "Satoru."
"What?"
"This isn't the time."
"I'm asking a question."
He looked back at you. "What were you thinking about?"
You lowered your gaze to the map. "...Nothing."
He waited. Eventually you answered.
"I suppose..." A small smile appeared. "...I just wasn't expecting to have more time."
Gojo tilted his head. "More time?"
"Everything has been planned for so long." You folded your hands neatly in your lap. "I thought we'd go directly to Master Tengen and now...now we won't."
There wasn't disappointment in your voice. Just quiet acceptance. As though another few days didn't really matter in the grand scheme of things. Gojo couldn't stop thinking about the notebook hidden inside your bag.
Things I'd Like to Do Before I Disappear.
Several more days. Several more chances. The detour began before noon. Rather than following the highways, Geto steered the car onto winding mountain roads that twisted between forests and sleepy countryside villages. Every few hours they changed direction. Every destination was temporary. Every safe house uncertain. The farther they drove, the fewer buildings remained.
Concrete gave way to endless fields. Telephone poles stretched alongside quiet roads. Rice paddies shimmered beneath the afternoon sun. You rested your cheek against the window, watching the scenery pass by.
"It's beautiful."
Gojo glanced over. "Hm?"
"I've never seen so much of Japan before."
"You've never traveled?"
You shook your head. "There was never a reason."
"...Right."
The conversation ended there but the words lingered. There was never a reason. Not for someone who had never been expected to have a future. By the time evening settled over the mountains, the sky had turned a deep shade of blue. The road ahead was nearly empty. Only the occasional passing car disturbed the silence.
You watched as one star, then another slowly appeared beyond the windshield. Gojo noticed. Without realizing it, you'd stopped looking at the road. Your eyes were fixed entirely on the sky.
He smiled to himself. "...Suguru."
"No."
"You don't even know what I'm going to ask."
"I do."
"C'mon."
"No."
"It'll only take five minutes."
"You've said that three times in two days."
"And I've been right every time."
"You've been lucky."
Gojo leaned farther between the front seats. "Pretty please?"
Geto exhaled through his nose. "...Five minutes."
A grin spread across Gojo's face. "I knew you loved me."
"I tolerate you."
Five minutes later, the car pulled into a deserted mountain overlook. The engine fell silent.
"So..." Gojo unbuckled his seatbelt. "...Come on."
You blinked. "...Where?"
"Outside."
You stepped out cautiously. The cool mountain air brushed against your skin. The forest surrounding the overlook was silent. No traffic. No city lights. No buildings. Only the gentle chorus of cicadas. Gojo walked a little farther ahead before stopping.
"Look up."
You did. Your breath stopped. The night sky stretched endlessly overhead. Thousands upon thousands of stars scattered across the darkness. The Milky Way arched from one horizon to the other, brighter than you'd ever imagined possible. You simply stared.
"...They're..." Your voice was barely audible. "...So close."
Gojo looked up. Then looked at you. Your eyes reflected the stars themselves. Wonder. Disbelief. Childlike excitement. It wasn't the polite smile you'd worn at the shrine. It wasn't the smile you used whenever someone reminded you of your purpose. This one reached your eyes.
"...I've never seen them like this." You whispered the words as though afraid speaking any louder would make the moment disappear. "They're beautiful."
Neither of you spoke for a while. The mountains were silent. The only sounds were the chorus of cicadas and the occasional rustling of leaves as the night breeze swept through the trees. You slowly lifted a hand toward the sky, tracing invisible lines between the stars.
"...That's the Summer Triangle."
Gojo glanced at you. "You know constellations?"
"A few."
"You've seen them before?"
You shook your head. "No. There was an old book in the shrine library."
He blinked. "You read astronomy books?"
"There wasn't much else to do." You laughed softly. "So I read everything." Your finger drifted from one bright star to another. "I used to memorize them."
Gojo looked back up at the sky. "...Show me."
You hesitated. "I'm not very good."
He folded his arms dramatically. "I can survive a wrong constellation."
A quiet giggle escaped you. You pointed upward.
"That bright star is Vega." Your finger shifted. "And that's Altair. Then..." You connected them with one last point. "Deneb. The three of them make the Summer Triangle."
Gojo followed where you pointed. "...Huh."
"I always imagined what they looked like together."
"You imagined it?"
"I couldn't really see them from the shrine. The trees covered most of the sky."
He looked at you. "So you've spent all this time learning about stars...Without really seeing them."
You nodded. "I wanted to know what was above me."
Your eyes wandered across the endless sky again. "There are so many more."
You smiled wistfully. "I always wanted to see the Southern Cross."
Gojo frowned. "The Southern Cross?"
"It's a constellation. I read that you can only really see it from the Southern Hemisphere." Your voice grew quieter. "I remember thinking..." You laughed under your breath. "...Maybe in another life, I'd travel far enough to find it."
Silence settled between you. Gojo watched as your gaze remained fixed on the heavens. Not wishing for riches. Not wishing for power. Just another sky, another place, another chance to see something beautiful. He looked up, following your eyes until they reached the sea of stars stretching endlessly above them.
"...Then we'll find it."
You turned to him. "...What?"
"The Southern Cross." He shoved his hands into his pockets as if he'd said something completely ordinary. "If it's somewhere out there..." A grin spread across his face. "...Then one day we'll go find it."
You stared at him. For a brief moment, you almost believed him.
You didn't realize how long the two of you had been standing there until the cold mountain air finally settled against your skin. A shiver ran through you. Gojo noticed immediately.
"Cold?"
"A little."
"C'mon." He started walking back toward the car. "We should keep moving before Suguru starts complaining."
"...I can hear you," Geto called from the driver's seat.
"You were supposed to."
You smiled to yourself before following after him. Just as you reached the passenger door, something caught your eye.
"...Gojo."
He paused halfway into the back seat. "Hm?"
You pointed toward the dark grass bordering the overlook. "...What's that?"
He followed your finger. Tiny golden lights blinked in and out between the blades of grass. One. Two. Then dozens more.
Gojo blinked. "...Fireflies."
Your eyes widened. "They're..." You took a hesitant step closer. "...real."
He looked at you. "...You've never seen them?"
You shook your head. "I've only read about them."
Without another word, you wandered carefully toward the field. The fireflies drifted lazily through the night, their tiny lights rising and falling like floating stars. You held out your hand instinctively. One landed gently on your fingertip. You stopped breathing. Its little light pulsed softly against your skin.
"So small..." A smile spread slowly across your face. "It's beautiful."
Gojo didn't answer. He wasn't watching the firefly. He was watching you. The wonder in your expression, the careful way you held your hand still, afraid to frighten it away. It reminded him of someone seeing the world for the very first time. Eventually, the firefly lifted back into the night.
You watched it disappear among the others. "I understand now."
"Hm?"
"Why people write poems about them."
Gojo chuckled. "That's a very you thing to say."
You looked over. "...What does that mean?"
"It means..." He shrugged. "you see things differently."
"Is that bad?"
"No." His answer came so quickly it almost surprised him. "I think..." He looked toward the glowing field. "...It's kinda nice."
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
"You know..." Gojo broke the silence. "I've got a question."
You turned to him. "What is it?"
"If..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "If you really did have all the time in the world..."
You tilted your head.
"...What would you do first?"
You didn't answer immediately. Instead, you looked back toward the stars overhead.
"I think..." A thoughtful smile crossed your face. "...I'd stop making lists."
Gojo frowned slightly.
"No list?"
You shook your head. "If I knew I had tomorrow..." Your eyes softened. "...I wouldn't have to choose."
The words settled heavily between them. Gojo had never thought about it before. How every dream you'd written down hadn't just been something you wanted. They were things you'd been forced to prioritize because you'd believed your time was running out.
He lowered his gaze. "...That's not fair."
You looked at him. "What isn't?"
"You." He laughed quietly through his nose. "You shouldn't have to decide which dreams are worth having."
Your expression faltered. No one had ever said something like that to you before. Everyone else had praised your acceptance. Your devotion. Your willingness to sacrifice yourself. Gojo was the first person who sounded angry on your behalf.
"...Gojo?"
He looked away before your eyes could meet. "Forget I said anything."
"...No." Your voice stopped him. "...Thank you."
He glanced back. You were smiling again.
"...For getting mad for me."
He smiled back, softer than usual. "...Yeah."
Behind them, the driver's window rolled down with a quiet whir. Geto leaned an elbow against the doorframe.
"As touching as this is..." The two of you looked over. "...It's been twenty three minutes."
Gojo blinked. "...Has it?"
"I gave you five." He sighed dramatically. "You two are impossible."
You covered your mouth to hide your laughter. Gojo pointed accusingly at Geto.
"You made her laugh again."
Geto shook his head as a reluctant smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "I think that was you."
The drive resumed soon after. You rested your head against the window once more, watching the fireflies disappear behind the car as the mountains faded into darkness. Gojo leaned back in his seat, pretending to fall asleep but his eyes opened again a moment later and looked at your reflection in the glass.
By the time the car reached the next town, it was well past ten. The streets were quiet. Warm lanterns glowed outside shuttered storefronts, and the occasional cicada still sang somewhere in the darkness. Geto glanced at the dashboard clock.
“…We’re done for today.”
Gojo looked up from where he’d been half asleep in the passenger seat. “Hm?”
“It’s too dangerous to continue through the mountain roads at night.” He turned the steering wheel toward a narrow side street. “We’ll stay here.”
Nestled at the end of the road stood a small ryokan. Its wooden exterior was softly illuminated by paper lanterns, the warm light spilling across the stone pathway leading to the entrance. The moment you stepped out of the car, the scent of cedar and fresh rain greeted you.
“It’s beautiful…”
Gojo looked over at you. “You say that about everything.”
You smiled sheepishly. A tiny brass bell chimed as the three of you stepped inside. An elderly woman emerged from behind the reception desk, her face brightening immediately. She clasped her hands together.
“Welcome!” The innkeeper smiled warmly as she looked between the two of you. “You must be exhausted after traveling.”
The elderly woman picked up three room keys. “One room with three futons will be enough, then.”
You bowed politely. “Thank you very much.”
The room was simple. Tatami floors, sliding shoji doors and a low wooden table waiting in the center. Outside, through the open window, you could hear the gentle trickle of a nearby stream. You slowly turned in a circle.
“It smells nice.”
Gojo dropped dramatically onto the tatami. “It smells expensive.”
Geto set their bags beside the wall. “It smells like cedar.”
“That’s less fun.” You laughed quietly as you knelt beside the table.
Everything felt comfortable and peaceful. Almost like the world beyond the room didn’t exist. A soft knock interrupted the silence. The hostess carefully arranged the trays before each of you, bowing politely once everything had been set.
"I hope you'll enjoy your meal."
After she left, the room settled into a comfortable silence. Steam curled lazily from bowls of miso soup. Freshly grilled river fish filled the room with a gentle, smoky aroma. Your eyes wandered across the table.
"...I've never seen so many dishes for one meal."
Gojo smiled. "Wait until breakfast."
"...There's more?"
He laughed. "Oh, you're gonna love breakfast."
You picked up your chopsticks carefully. There were so many little dishes. You weren't sure where to begin. You hesitated for only a second. It was enough for Gojo to notice.
"Try that one first." He pointed toward a small ceramic bowl. "The simmered pumpkin."
"...Is it good?"
"It's amazing."
You trusted him immediately. A small bite. Your eyes widened. "...It's sweet."
"I know."
"I've never had pumpkin like this before."
Gojo grinned proudly, as though he'd cooked it himself. "Told you."
Across the table, Geto quietly watched the exchange. You frowned slightly as you stared at the grilled fish.
"...Is something wrong?" Geto asked.
"I've never eaten fish with bones before."
Without a word, Gojo reached across the table. "I'll do it."
He took your plate. Separated the bones with practiced movements. Then slid it back toward you.
"There."
You blinked. "...Thank you."
"No problem."
Only after taking another bite of his own dinner did Gojo notice how quiet the room had become. He looked up.
Both you and Geto were staring at him.
"...What?"
Geto raised an eyebrow. "...Nothing."
"What?"
"Nothing."
"You definitely have a face."
"I don't."
"You do."
Geto hid a smile behind his teacup. "Finish your dinner."
Gojo looked between the two of you. "...You're both weird."
You lowered your gaze, hiding a small smile behind your bowl of rice. For some reason, dinner felt warmer than before.
Morning arrived quietly. Soft sunlight filtered through the paper shoji, casting warm rectangles across the tatami floor. For the first time in days, no one was rushing. No alarms. No attacks. No hurried packing. Just the distant chirping of birds somewhere beyond the garden. You sat on the engawa with a cup of tea warming your hands while Gojo lazily sprawled across the tatami behind you.
"...You're thinking again."
You glanced over your shoulder. "I am?"
"You get this look."
"What look?"
"The one where your eyebrows do that."
"My eyebrows don't do anything."
"They absolutely do."
You smiled into your teacup. "I'll have to take your word for it."
Before he could answer, Geto's phone began vibrating across the low table. He glanced at the screen.
"...It's Jujutsu High."
Gojo groaned dramatically. "I don't wanna talk to the old people."
"They're not calling you."
"They should keep it that way."
Geto stood. "I'll be outside."
Sliding the door shut behind him, he stepped onto the wooden walkway overlooking the garden.
"...So." Gojo's voice broke the silence almost immediately.
You looked over. "What?"
He rested his cheek against one hand. "Your notebook."
Your grip tightened ever so slightly around your teacup. "...What about it?"
"I wanna read it."
"...No."
"C'mon."
"No."
"Please?"
"It'll only embarrass me."
"I promise I'll only laugh a little."
You gave him a look. "...That isn't very reassuring."
"It was honest."
"It was."
He grinned. "I like being honest."
You sighed, shaking your head. "It isn't anything special."
"Then let me see."
"...No."
"Pretty please?"
You looked away, hoping he'd eventually grow bored.
Instead, he scooted closer.
"...Please."
"No."
"I'll stop bothering you afterward."
"You won't."
"...Probably not."
A laugh escaped you despite yourself.
"You really don't give up, do you?"
"Never."
You stared into your tea for a long moment. Then, very carefully, you reached into your travel bag. The worn notebook rested exactly where you'd left it. You brushed your thumb across the cover before holding it out toward him.
"...You have to promise not to laugh."
Gojo sat up immediately. "I make no promises."
"...Gojo."
He raised a hand.
"Okay, okay. I'll try."
"...That's still not a promise."
"It's the best you're getting."
You rolled your eyes before placing the notebook into his hands. He accepted it surprisingly gently. For a moment, he simply looked at the cover.
Things I'd Like to Do Before I Disappear.
He opened the first page. His lips twitched.
"'Eat an entire strawberry cake by myself.'"
"I did that one."
"I can tell."
You frowned. "...What does that mean?"
"You seem like someone who'd absolutely make yourself sick from too much cake."
"...I did."
"I knew it."
He flipped to another page.
"'Ride a bicycle.'"
"I crashed into a lantern."
"I wish I'd seen that."
"You were not invited."
"I would've applauded."
You couldn't stop smiling. He continued reading. Every so often he'd chuckle quietly or ask you about something you'd written years ago.
"'Learn all the constellations.' You already know most of them."
"I don't know all of them."
"...We can fix that." He said it so casually you almost missed it.
Then another page. His smile softened.
Go on a road trip.
"...Guess we're already working on this one."
You nodded. "I never thought it'd actually happen."
He turned another page. The teasing faded.
Fall in love.
Have my first kiss.
Have a boyfriend.
Wear a wedding ring.
His eyes lingered there for a second longer than before. Then, deliberately, he snapped the notebook shut.
You blinked. "...That's all?"
"I've seen enough."
"You didn't finish."
"I'll save the rest."
"...Why?"
He smiled. "So I can be surprised."
Before you could ask what he meant, the sliding door opened. Geto stepped back inside. His expression was thoughtful. More serious than before.
Gojo immediately noticed. "...Bad news?"
Geto closed the door behind him. "The higher ups have changed our orders."
You straightened. "What happened?"
"Q and the Time Vessel Association have surrounded Jujutsu High."
Your smile disappeared. "They're waiting for us."
Gojo leaned back on his hands. "So...we're not going."
"Not yet." Geto nodded. "They've instructed us to lay low while they deal with the assailants."
"...For how long?" you asked.
"One week."
Your eyes widened. "...A week?"
"They want to make sure everything goes smoothly."
Silence settled over the room. Then Geto continued.
"There was one more message." His eyes met yours. "...From Master Tengen."
You instinctively sat a little straighter.
"He said..." Geto hesitated. "...That while we wait..." His voice softened almost imperceptibly. "...You should spend your time however you wish."
The words hung in the air. No one said why. No one needed to because all three of you understood what had been left unspoken.
It would be your last chance.
You stared down at your hands. "...Really?"
Geto nodded once. "Those were his wishes."
You couldn't find any words. A week. Not to prepare. Not to meditate. Not to perform ceremonies. A week to simply live. Gojo looked from you to the notebook still resting in his hands.
A slow grin spread across his face. "...Well." He held it up between the two of you. "I guess this is your chance."
You looked at the familiar cover. Then back at him. He gave it a little wave.
"...let's start crossing things off."
You stared at the notebook. Still trying to process everything.
"...Right." Your voice was barely above a whisper.
For the first time since you had written that list as a little girl, it no longer felt impossible.
The morning sun had climbed higher, filling the room with soft golden light, yet you still couldn't quite believe what had happened. A week. An entire week. You had spent years believing every moment of your life had already been decided. Now, someone had handed you seven days and simply said,
Live.
Gojo broke the silence first. "So." He leaned over the table, resting his chin in his palm. "Where do we start?"
You blinked. "...Start?"
"The list." He tapped the worn notebook. "We've got a whole week."
"I don't think we're actually supposed to do everything."
"Why not?"
"...Because." You searched for an answer. "I've never really thought that far."
He slid the notebook toward himself. "Good thing I have."
He was already flipping through the pages.
"Hm..." His finger trailed down one of the lists. "'See the ocean.'" He looked up. "You've never been?"
You shook your head. "The shrine was inland. I've seen pictures...but never in person."
Gojo looked across the room. "Suguru."
Geto, who had been quietly packing their bags, didn't even bother looking up.
"No."
"You don't know what I'm going to say."
"I do."
"C'mon."
"No."
"The ocean."
"We're avoiding populated areas."
"Okinawa."
That finally made Geto pause. He looked over.
"Okinawa?"
Gojo nodded. "We were already considering changing regions. The higher ups want us off the main routes." He leaned back with a grin. "Okinawa buys us time. It also gets us farther away from both Q and the Time Vessel Association while they search around Tokyo. Less curse users there too."
Geto considered it. Strategically, it wasn't a bad idea. Remote enough to avoid attention. Easy to blend into the crowds and if they needed to leave quickly, there were multiple routes back to the mainland.
He sighed. "...I'll make the arrangements."
Gojo pointed triumphantly. "I knew you liked my idea."
"I said it wasn't a bad idea."
"Same thing."
"It isn't."
You looked between them, still trying to process the conversation. "...We're really going?"
Gojo looked at you as though the answer were obvious. "Of course." He smiled. "Didn't you want to?"
You lowered your eyes to the notebook. "...I did."
"So?" He gently nudged it toward you. "Cross it off."
A small laugh escaped you. "...I haven't even seen it yet. You can't cross something off before you do it."
"Fine." He dramatically snatched the notebook back. "I'll allow proper list etiquette."
You laughed again. The sound came easier now. Geto watched the exchange from across the room. Neither of them seemed to realize it but every time you laughed, Gojo smiled. Every single time.
Later that day, you flew to Okinawa. Warm sea air rushed through the airport doors the moment you stepped outside. You stopped walking. The breeze smelled different. Something fresh that you couldn't quite name.
Gojo stopped a few steps ahead before turning back. "...You coming?"
You nodded absentmindedly. "...The air is different."
He inhaled deeply. "...Huh. I guess it is." Gojo smiled to himself. "Wait until you see the water."
The drive to the hotel felt almost dreamlike. Palm trees lined the roads. Bright blue skies stretched endlessly overhead. The closer the car drew to the coast, the louder the distant crash of waves became.
Then you saw it. Between two buildings. A brilliant ribbon of blue stretched all the way to the horizon.
You gasped. "...Gojo."
He followed your gaze. "There it is."
You didn't answer. You couldn't, because no book,no painting,no photograph tucked inside the shrine library,had ever prepared you for just how impossibly beautiful the ocean would be. Gojo watched your expression soften into quiet wonder.
The hotel overlooked the sea. From the balcony, the shoreline stretched for miles, waves rolling lazily onto white sand beneath the afternoon sun. You stood quietly against the railing, unable to pull your eyes away from the water. Even after nearly an hour, it still didn't feel real. A knock sounded at the hotel room door. Gojo looked up from where he had been lying across one of the beds.
"...Expecting someone?"
Geto frowned. "...No."
He crossed the room and opened the door. Standing in the hallway were three familiar faces. Shoko stood at the front, hands tucked into the pockets of her oversized jacket, looking as though she'd rather be anywhere else. Beside her, Haibara waved enthusiastically the moment he spotted Geto.
"Senpai!"
Nanami offered a small nod. "Geto-san."
Geto blinked. "...What are you three doing here?"
Haibara beamed. "We're your reinforcements!"
Gojo appeared behind Geto. "...Reinforcements?"
Shoko sighed.
"The higher ups finally decided sending two second years to protect the Star Plasma Vessel from multiple assassination groups wasn't enough."
"And I thought Suguru and I were supposed to be the strongest." Gojo said with mock amazement. "I'm shocked."
"They're the higher ups," Shoko replied. "can never understand them."
Haibara laughed. "We left as soon as Principal Yaga told us!"
Nanami folded his arms. "Correction. We left because Haibara wouldn't stop asking every ten minutes when we were leaving."
"...That too."
Geto stepped aside. "Come in."
The three entered, carrying travel bags over their shoulders. Haibara looked around excitedly.
"Whoa...this place is amazing!"
Shoko's eyes drifted toward the open balcony. "I forgot Okinawa was this warm."
Nanami quietly set his bag beside the wall. Then his gaze settled on you.
You immediately straightened. "...Hello."
Haibara smiled brightly. "So you're the Star Plasma Vessel!"
Before anyone else could speak, he walked over and offered his hand. "I'm Haibara Yu."
You looked down at it for a moment before carefully shaking it. "It's nice to meet you."
"I'm Nanami Kento." He bowed politely. "It's an honor."
Shoko gave a small wave. "Shoko Ieiri."
You returned the gesture. "...I'm happy to meet all of you."
Haibara looked between you and Gojo. "...Huh."
"What?" Gojo asked.
"I thought she'd be..." Haibara gestured vaguely. "...different."
Gojo burst into laughter. "That's exactly what I said!"
You covered your mouth, laughing quietly.
Haibara's face lit up. You blinked.
"...What?"
"You laughed!" Haibara grinned. "I thought she'd be really serious because of..."
His voice trailed off. The room grew quiet because everyone knew what he meant. Because of what would happen after this week.
Haibara quickly rubbed the back of his neck. "...Sorry."
You smiled gently. "It's alright."
Gojo clapped his hands together. "Okay! No depressing faces." Everyone looked at him. "We're in Okinawa."
He pointed dramatically toward the balcony. "The beach is literally right there."
Haibara's eyes sparkled. "Can we go?"
"I don't see why not," Shoko replied.
Geto glanced toward you. "What do you think?"
Every pair of eyes turned in your direction. You looked past them. Beyond the open balcony doors. The endless blue ocean shimmered beneath the afternoon sun.
A slow smile spread across your face. "...I'd like that."
Gojo stood immediately. "Then what are we waiting for?" He grabbed his sunglasses off the bedside table. "C'mon."
Haibara pumped a fist into the air. "Beach day!"
Nanami sighed, already knowing there would be no stopping them. "I suppose we're doing this."
Shoko walked toward the door. "You boys realize we're technically working."
"We're multitasking," Gojo answered. "Protecting our client." He glanced back at you with an easy grin. "...and helping her make some memories."
For a moment, you simply looked at him. The first page of your list remained unfinished but somehow, it didn't feel quite so impossible anymore.
The beach was far quieter than you had imagined. The waves rolled gently against the shore, each one dissolving into white foam before retreating back into the sea. The water seemed endless. You stood at the edge of the sand, your shoes dangling from one hand.
"...It's warm."
Haibara had already sprinted ahead. "The water's amazing!" He kicked through the shallows, nearly splashing Nanami in the process.
"Haibara."
"What?"
"Watch where you're—"
Haibara froze. "...Oops."
Nanami looked down at his soaked pant legs. Then slowly looked back up.
"...I'm going to pretend that was the ocean."
"It was!"
"It was you."
Shoko laughed from beneath the shade of a beach umbrella. You laughed too.
Nanami sighed. "I appreciate the sympathy."
Gojo walked past them without a care in the world. "Sucks to suck."
Nanami deadpanned. "I hope a crab pinches your foot."
"I hope it tries."
You wandered farther down the shoreline alone. The sand shifted beneath your bare feet with every step. It was softer than you expected. Cooler where the waves reached it. You crouched beside the water, hesitating.Then slowly reached out. The ocean washed over your fingertips.
"It's..." The water slipped through your fingers before another wave arrived. "...Cold. I thought it'd be warmer."
Gojo stopped beside you. "So did I."
You laughed softly as another wave lapped against your hand. "It keeps running away."
"That's kinda what oceans do."
You smiled. "I just didn't think..." You watched the water disappear again. "...it would feel alive."
He looked at you instead of the sea. "You always say things like that."
"Like what?"
"You make everything sound..." He searched for the word. "...important."
Your cheeks warmed. "I'm sorry."
"Why are you apologizing?"
"I don't know."
He nudged your shoulder lightly.
"You don't have to."
"GOJO!" Haibara's voice echoed across the beach.
The two of you looked up. Haibara was waving both arms frantically.
"Hurry up!"
"What now?"
"We're building a sandcastle!"
Gojo stared. "...You're serious?"
"Very!"
Gojo looked at you. Then at Haibara. Then back at you. "...Wanna?"
You blinked. "A sandcastle?"
"Yeah."
"I've never..." Your voice trailed off. "...made one."
Gojo grinned. "Then it's settled."
Before you could protest, he reached out. Not for your hand. Just your wrist. Gentle enough that you could pull away if you wanted.
"C'mon."
For a heartbeat, you simply stared at where his fingers rested. You followed.
Thirty minutes later.
"This doesn't even look like a castle."
Gojo frowned at the lopsided mound of sand. Haibara looked offended.
"It has character."
"It has structural problems."
Nanami crouched nearby, carefully smoothing one of the walls. "The foundation is uneven."
Gojo stared. "...Since when do you know architecture?"
"I don't."
"Then how do you know?"
"It's obvious."
Shoko, who had absolutely no intention of helping, took another sip of her drink. "I've never seen so many people take sand this seriously."
You knelt quietly beside the castle. "...Can I?"
Everyone looked at you. You carefully pressed a tiny seashell into one side of the wall. Then another. Then one more above the entrance.
"There."
Haibara's eyes widened. "It looks so much better!"
"It was the shells."
"No." He smiled brightly. "It was you."
Your smile lingered as you looked down at the tiny sandcastle. It wasn't very good. The walls leaned. One tower had already collapsed. The moat was crooked and somehow, you thought it was beautiful because you'd helped build it. Because people your own age were laughing beside you. Because for one afternoon, no one was looking at you like the Star Plasma Vessel.
They were simply looking at you.
As the others argued over whether the castle needed another tower, Gojo quietly reached into his backpack. He opened the worn notebook to the familiar page. His pen hovered over one line.
See the ocean.
He glanced toward you. You were smiling so brightly that the sunlight itself seemed dim in comparison. A small smile tugged at his own lips. Then, without saying a word, he drew a single line through it.
See the ocean.
One less dream waiting to be lived. Many more still to come.
By the time the sun began sinking toward the horizon, the six of you had wandered into a small shopping street not far from the beach. Warm lanterns flickered to life one by one as shopkeepers opened their evening stalls. The scent of grilled squid drifted through the air. Somewhere farther down the street, someone was playing a shamisen.
Haibara stopped every few steps. "Can we get this?"
Nanami sighed. "You've asked that six times."
"...Is that a no?"
"That depends."
"On?"
"Whether you plan on carrying all of it."
"...Gojo can."
"I'm not your pack mule."
Shoko wandered ahead with an iced drink in hand. "You kind of are."
"I've been betrayed."
Geto chuckled. "You'll live."
You found yourself slowing to a stop in front of a tiny souvenir shop. The display window was filled with glass ornaments. Tiny turtles. Starfish. Whales carved from pale blue glass. You leaned closer.
"So pretty..."
Gojo stopped beside you. "You like them?"
"They're delicate." Your eyes wandered across the shelves. "I've never seen glass shaped like this before."
He watched the way your attention lingered on every tiny detail. Not because you wanted to buy everything, because you genuinely enjoyed looking.
"You don't have to stare through the window." He nodded toward the entrance. "We can go inside."
"...Can we?"
"Why not?"
You looked toward the others. "They'll keep walking."
Gojo glanced over his shoulder.
Sure enough, Haibara was already dragging Nanami toward another food stall. Shoko had disappeared into a nearby convenience store. Geto noticed the two of you lingering behind.
He simply smiled. "We'll meet you at the restaurant."
Gojo gave him a lazy salute. "Roger."
The others continued down the street. For the first time since meeting, it was just the two of you. A tiny bell chimed as the shop door slid open. Inside, everything sparkled beneath warm lights. You moved slowly between the shelves. As though afraid you might accidentally break something.
Gojo shoved his hands into his pockets. "You know..."
"Hm?"
"I've been wondering."
"About what?"
He pulled your notebook from his bag. "I never actually finished reading this."
You laughed. "You stole it."
"I borrowed it."
"You've had it for two days."
"I'm still borrowing it."
You shook your head. "...You're unbelievable."
"I've been told."
He flipped toward one of the pages he'd skipped. "...Let's see..."
His eyes scanned the neat handwriting. Then, he stopped. His teasing smile faded.
"...Take a photo with friends."
You looked away. "...Ah."
"You've never..." He hesitated. "...taken one?"
You shook your head. "There weren't many children at the shrine and visitors..." You smiled faintly. "They weren't really friends."
Silence settled between you. Gojo looked toward the shop window. Outside, the others were laughing about something Haibara had done. Without another word, he reached into his pocket.
You frowned. "...What's that?"
He held up a small disposable camera. You blinked.
"You carry one?"
"I bought it at the convenience store."
"...Why?"
He shrugged. "I thought it'd be fun."
Then a grin slowly spread across his face. "C'mon." He started walking back toward the door.
"Where are we going?"
"To annoy everyone."
"...What?"
He looked over his shoulder. "You wanted a picture with your friends, right?"
Your steps faltered. "...Friends?"
Gojo blinked. "As far as I'm concerned..." He pointed toward the group waiting farther down the street. "...you've already got five."
For a moment, you couldn't move. Your chest tightened in a way you didn't understand. Friends. You never had anyone to call that before. Not attendants. Not caretakers. Not protectors. Friends.
Gojo frowned. "...Hey. You coming?"
A smile slowly found its way onto your face. One that reached your eyes.
"...Yeah."
By the time the two of you caught up, the others had gathered outside a small restaurant overlooking the beach. Haibara was enthusiastically pointing at the menu displayed outside.
"I want the Okinawa soba."
"You've wanted everything we've walked past," Nanami replied.
"Because everything smells good."
Shoko leaned against the railing, sipping lazily from a bottle of ramune. "I vote we eat before Haibara starts chewing on the menu."
"I would never."
"...You absolutely would."
Gojo cleared his throat dramatically. "Attention, everyone."
Five pairs of eyes turned toward him.
"What now?" Shoko asked.
Gojo held up the disposable camera. "We're taking a picture."
Haibara immediately threw both hands into the air. "YES!"
Nanami sighed. Shoko shrugged.
"I don't mind."
Geto smiled. "Neither do I."
You blinked. "...Really?"
Gojo looked at you. "Really."
He turned toward a passing tourist. "Excuse me!"
The older woman looked over.
"Would you mind taking a picture for us?"
"Of course."
She accepted the camera with a warm smile and stepped back onto the boardwalk. "Everyone together."
Haibara was already dragging Nanami into place.
"C'mon, Nanami!"
"I'm coming."
"You sound thrilled."
"I've accepted my fate."
Shoko wandered over next, standing beside Haibara. Geto naturally took the opposite side. Leaving only one spot. Beside Gojo.
He looked at you expectantly. "You coming?"
You hesitated only for a second before stepping beside him. The ocean stretched endlessly behind all of you, painted gold by the setting sun.
The woman lifted the camera. "Alright. Everyone smile."
Haibara flashed two enthusiastic peace signs. Shoko lazily held up one. Nanami sighed but allowed the corner of his mouth to lift. Geto smiled softly. You looked toward the camera.
Then, Gojo suddenly leaned down into the frame with the biggest grin you'd ever seen.
"Everybody say—"
Before anyone could answer,
Click.
The flash went off.
"...Seaweed!"
Haibara burst into laughter. "You were too late!"
"I know!"
"You ruined it!"
"I improved it."
Nanami pinched the bridge of his nose. "I can't believe that's the picture."
Shoko laughed. "I hope that's the one that develops."
Geto shook his head with an amused smile. "You really are hopeless."
Gojo folded his arms proudly. "It'll have character."
The tourist handed the camera back. "I'm sure it'll turn out wonderfully."
"Thank you very much," you said with a polite bow.
"My pleasure." She smiled before continuing down the boardwalk.
For a few moments, none of you moved. The evening breeze drifted in from the sea, carrying the scent of salt and the distant sound of waves breaking against the shore.
Gojo looked down at the camera in his hands. "We won't know how it turned out until it's developed."
Haibara threw an arm around his shoulders. "That's what makes it exciting!"
You found yourself smiling again. "...I think so too."
Gojo glanced sideways at you.
"So..." He tucked the camera carefully into his backpack. "Can we cross it off now?"
You looked at him. A small laugh escaped you. "...Yes."
He reached inside his bag, pulled it out, and flipped to the familiar page. Your eyes lingered over the words for a moment. Then, with a smile that felt lighter than any you'd worn before, you drew a neat line through them.
Take a photo with friends.
For the first time in your life, you had one.
The festival began just after sunset. Paper lanterns illuminated the streets in warm shades of gold and orange, stretching as far as the eye could see. Laughter drifted between food stalls. Children chased one another with sparklers. Music echoed faintly from somewhere near the waterfront. Haibara looked as though he might explode from excitement.
"This is amazing!"
"We've been here for thirty seconds," Nanami replied.
"I know!"
"And you're already yelling."
"I'M HAPPY!"
Shoko shook her head. "I forgot how much energy you have."
Gojo adjusted his sunglasses. "I think he's got enough for all of us."
Back at the hotel, Shoko stood in front of your bed with her hands on her hips.
"No."
You looked up from your book. "...No?"
"You're not wearing that."
You blinked down at your usual clothes. "...What's wrong with them?"
"Nothing."
"They're just boring."
Before you could ask another question, she placed a neatly folded bundle into your hands.
You looked down. "...A yukata?"
"I bought it this afternoon."
Your eyes widened. "You...didn't have to."
"I know." Shoko shrugged. "I wanted to."
You carefully unfolded it. Soft ivory fabric spilled across your lap. Tiny blue morning glories bloomed along the hem, their petals embroidered with delicate silver thread.
"It's..." Your fingertips brushed across the fabric. "...beautiful."
Shoko smiled. "I thought it'd suit you."
"...I've never worn one before."
"I figured." She gently nudged your shoulder. "Good thing I'm here."
Nearly twenty minutes later,
"There." Shoko stepped back. "Done."
You turned slowly toward the mirror. You simply stared. The person looking back hardly felt like you. Your hair had been gathered loosely with a ribbon. The pale yukata fit perfectly. The obi rested neatly against your back.
"...Is that really me?"
Shoko smiled. "Yeah."
Your fingers lightly touched the sleeve.
"I've never..."
She looked at you through the mirror. "...Never what?"
"...Felt pretty."
The room grew quiet. Shoko's expression softened.
"You've always been pretty."
You looked down. "No. I've always been..." You searched for the familiar words. "...The Star Plasma Vessel."
Shoko walked over and adjusted one crooked fold near your shoulder.
"Tonight?" She smiled gently. "...You're just a girl going to a festival."
Outside the hotel, the others were already waiting. Haibara was attempting to convince Nanami to wear a fox mask.
"It'll be fun!"
"It'll be warm."
"That's the point."
"I don't think that's the point."
Geto noticed the door opening first. "They're here."
Everyone looked up. Gojo turned absentmindedly then froze. His mouth opened slightly. Nothing came out.
You stepped carefully onto the stone path. "...I'm sorry." You looked down at the sleeves. "Did I take too long?"
He was still staring.
"...Gojo?"
Haibara looked between the two of you. "...Senpai?"
No response.
Shoko smirked. "...Satoru."
"Hm?"
"You've been looking at her for about twenty seconds."
"I have?"
"You have."
Gojo blinked once. Twice. Then quickly looked away, rubbing the back of his neck.
"...You look..."
He stopped. For perhaps the first time in his life, Gojo Satoru couldn't find the right words. You waited patiently.
"...Nice."
Shoko groaned. "'Nice?'"
Haibara looked horrified. "'Nice?!'"
Nanami sighed. "I've heard better compliments from elementary school boys."
Gojo frowned "I panicked."
"You absolutely panicked," Shoko said, laughing.
Heat spread across your cheeks. You lowered your eyes, smiling shyly. "...Thank you."
Gojo looked at you again. Just for a second. The lantern light reflected softly in your eyes. The evening breeze stirred a loose strand of your hair and for reasons he couldn't explain, his heart skipped. It was only once. So quickly he almost convinced himself it hadn't happened at all.
"...Let's go," Geto said, smiling to himself.
No one noticed Gojo linger half a step behind the group. No one except Geto. He glanced sideways at his best friend. Then at you, happily listening to Haibara explain every festival game he wanted to try.
A knowing smile tugged at the corner of Geto's mouth. He didn't say anything but for the first time, he had a feeling this mission wasn't going to end the way either of you expected it to.
The festival grew busier as the night wore on. Lanterns illuminated every corner of the streets, their warm glow reflecting off rows of food stalls and game booths. Somewhere overhead, a voice crackled through a loudspeaker.
“The fireworks display will begin in ten minutes. Guests are kindly asked to make their way toward the beach.”
Haibara’s eyes lit up. “Fireworks!”
He was already halfway down the street before anyone else had reacted. “C’mon!”
Nanami sighed, though he followed all the same. “Slow down.”
“We’re going to miss them!”
“We have ten minutes.”
“So we only have ten minutes!”
Shoko laughed. “I forgot how exhausting summer festivals are.”
The six of you joined the steady stream of people making their way toward the shoreline. The closer you came to the beach, the more crowded it became. People brushed shoulders as they squeezed between one another, all trying to find the best place to watch the sky. You instinctively slowed your pace. There were so many people.
Without realizing it, you stepped closer to the edge of the walkway, trying to stay out of everyone’s way. A shoulder bumped into yours.
“Ah—” You stumbled slightly.
Before you could lose your balance, a hand caught your elbow.
“You okay?”
You looked up to see Gojo. His hand was still resting lightly around your arm.
You nodded. “…I’m alright.”
He glanced at the crowd surrounding you. His easy smile faded ever so slightly.
“It’s getting packed.”
Another group pushed past. This time, Gojo stepped forward before they could brush into you again. Not dramatically. Not consciously. He simply shifted until he was walking beside you, taking the side closest to the crowd. The flow of people naturally parted around him instead.
You didn’t notice. To you, the crowd had simply become easier to walk through. Gojo kept his gaze forward.
“C’mon. We’re gonna lose the others.”
You nodded. “Okay.”
A few minutes later, they reached the beach. Haibara waved enthusiastically from farther ahead.
“Over here!”
The six of you gathered near the water just as the lights along the shoreline dimmed. The conversations around you softened into excited murmurs.
Boom.
Your lips parted. “…They’re…”
A brilliant burst of crimson exploded across the night sky. The crowd erupted into cheers. One after another, fireworks bloomed overhead, their reflections dancing across the ocean.
Another explosion painted the sky silver.
“…Beautiful.”
You couldn’t look away. Every color lingered only for a moment before fading into darkness, making room for the next. You smiled without even realizing it. Gojo wasn’t looking at the fireworks anymore. He was looking at you. The shifting colors reflected in your eyes. Every burst of light illuminated your face for only an instant before another took its place. He had never seen anyone look so genuinely happy.
Geto’s voice came quietly from beside him. Gojo didn’t answer.
“…Satoru.”
“Hm?”
“You’ve missed the last five fireworks.”
Only then did Gojo blink and look back toward the sky. “…Have I?”
Geto folded his arms. “Mhm.”
Another firework burst overhead. Its light briefly illuminated the small smile tugging at the corner of Geto’s mouth. He didn’t tease him. He didn’t have to. Gojo had already said everything without saying a single word. The final firework blossomed across the sky in a shower of gold.
The crowd broke into applause. As everyone slowly began making their way back toward town, you turned to Gojo with a smile brighter than the fireworks themselves.
“…Can I add something to my list?”
“I thought you were crossing things off.”
He blinked.
“So did I.” You looked back toward the smoke still drifting across the night sky. “But…” A soft laugh escaped you. “…I think I keep finding new things worth living for.”
For just a second, neither of you spoke. Gojo simply looked at you. Then smiled.
“…That’s good.”
Because somewhere deep down, he found himself hoping the list would never end.
————
part 2
˖༉‧₊ Megumi x reader angst
what would happen if meguna killed you?
wc: 1.8k tw: bloody death fight?
“…Please…” You whispered to yourself. “Please let me not be too late.”
The cursed energy ahead made your skin crawl. It was suffocating. Heavy. Wrong.
A metallic scent reached your nose. Blood. Lots of it. Your pace quickened. A football stadium came into view. The air inside was eerily still.
“…Megumi?”
You stepped through the broken entrance. Your shoes splashed against something wet. Blood. Your eyes slowly lifted. A girl lay motionless across the ruined field. Dark hair spread around her like spilled ink.
“Tsumiki…” Your voice broke.
She wasn’t breathing. Standing over her body was Megumi. His back faced you. He hadn’t moved.
“…Megumi?”
You took another cautious step.
“…Megumi…”
He turned. Your heart stopped.
Those weren’t his eyes. That wasn’t his expression. That wasn’t…
“No…”
The tattoos crawling across his face confirmed what your mind refused to accept.
“…No…”
A familiar grin stretched across Megumi’s face. One that should never have existed.
“Ah.” Sukuna smiled. “So you finally found us.”
Your breathing hitched. “How…” Your voice trembled violently. “…How did this happen?”
“When…When did you—”
“When did I take this brat’s body?” He chuckled.
“While you were busy chasing Yorozu.”
Your entire body went numb. Yuji…Megumi…You left them. You left them alone. Sukuna stretched Megumi’s arms lazily.
“I was going to come looking for you eventually.” His smile widened. “So…” He looked genuinely pleased. “thank you for saving me the trouble.”
“…Megumi.” Your voice cracked. “Wake up.”
No response.You took another step.
“Please.” Nothing. “I know you can hear me.”
Sukuna sighed dramatically. “What a pain. There’s no point calling for him. He can hear every word. He simply can’t answer.”
Your hands shook. “Megumi!”
You saw a flicker. Barely noticeable. One finger twitched. Your eyes widened.
Sukuna clicked his tongue. “Tch. So annoying.”
He flexed the hand. The movement disappeared. “But don’t get your hopes up. The brat’s already drowning.”
Then he vanished. You barely blocked the first strike. The force launched you across the stadium. Concrete exploded beneath your body. Pain shot through your ribs.
Not him. This wasn’t him. You couldn’t forget that. Every attack was perfectly familiar. Shadow manipulation. Hand to hand combat. The way he predicted your movements. Everything belonged to Megumi. Everything was being used against you.
Again.
Again.
Again.
You were forced backward. Your cursed energy was draining rapidly. Then, for two seconds, Sukuna stopped moving. His arm trembled violently. His expression twisted.
“…Move.”
Nothing happened. Your eyes widened.
“Megumi!”
His body shook. Just enough. Just enough for hope.
“You idiot…” Tears blurred your vision. “I know you’re still in there!”
For one impossible moment, Megumi’s eyes returned. They were filled with horror. Run. His lips never moved. But you knew. Run. The tattoos returned.
“Tch.” Sukuna rolled his neck. “What an irritating child.”
You turned and ran. You didn’t want to fight him. You couldn’t. Not when every blow landed on the body of the person you loved. You ducked beneath ruined bleachers, desperately masking your cursed energy.
Please stay hidden—A hand grabbed your throat.
“There you are.”
You were slammed into a concrete wall. The impact stole the air from your lungs. Blood filled your mouth. His expression remained cold. No. Not his. Sukuna’s. You reached up with trembling fingers.
“…Come back…” You smiled weakly despite the tears. “…You’re probably going to think this is stupid.”
Sukuna raised an eyebrow. “What now?”
You cupped his face. Ignoring every instinct screaming at you. Ignoring the danger. Ignoring everything except the boy trapped inside. You kissed him. It lasted only a heartbeat. But in that heartbeat, Megumi surfaced. His eyes widened. Your name escaped his lips in the faintest whisper.
“I’m sorry…” You whispered against his lips.
A sharp pain exploded through your abdomen. You gasped. Warm blood spilled over Sukuna’s wrist. His hand had pierced straight through your abdomen. He slowly pulled away from the kiss.
“…How touching.”bBlood dripped from Megumi’s fingers.
You collapsed to your knees. Sukuna wiped at his lips with the back of his hand.
“I’ll admit…” He smirked.b“Nice try.”
He leaned down until he was eye level with you.
“And…”bHis smile became cruel.b“…thank you for the kiss.”
He withdrew his hand. Agony consumed your body. You crumpled onto the blood soaked grass. Your vision blurred. Sukuna didn’t even spare you another glance. He simply turned and walked away. Behind those borrowed eyes, Megumi screamed. He’d felt everything. Seen everything and just when hope had reached him…he’d been forced to watch his own hands destroy the person he loved. The darkness swallowed him deeper than ever before.
Your breathing became shallow. Your hands pressed desperately against the wound. Reverse cursed technique. Nothing. Your cursed energy sputtered. You’d burned too much chasing Yorozu. Too much fighting Sukuna. It wasn’t enough.
“…No…” Your body felt cold. You laughed weakly through blood.
“So…this is it…”
With trembling fingers, you formed one last hand sign. A tiny bird shikigami appeared beside your face. Its feathers shimmered faintly with cursed energy.bYou smiled at it.
“…Find…”You coughed violently. “…someone.”
The little bird chirped once. Then flew into the night. You didn’t know how long you lay there.Minutes. Maybe longer. The stars blurred together. Your heartbeat slowed.
“I’m…sorry…” Your eyelids grew heavy.
Just as darkness began pulling you under, someone landed beside you.
“…No.”
A familiar voice. It sounded panicked.
“No, no, no…”
Strong hands gently lifted your head. You forced your eyes open. Dark hair. Kind tired eyes filled with terror. His breathing was uneven.
“You idiot…” His voice cracked. “Stay with me.”
Warm reverse cursed energy flooded into your body. Your vision faded anyway. The last thing you heard before unconsciousness claimed you was Yuta desperately repeating your name.
Dark. That was all Megumi had known for what felt like an eternity. No sky. No ground. No sound. Only an endless abyss that swallowed everything. At first, he’d tried to climb out. He’d tried to resist Sukuna. He’d tried to fight. He watched Sukuna wear his face while laughing and finally, he watched you. Your trembling hands reaching for him. Your voice calling his name.
That kiss…for one fleeting second, he’d broken through. He’d felt your lips against his. He’d heard your apology. He’d almost answered. His own hand pierced through your stomach. Your blood coated his fingers. He remembered your expression. Not fear. Not anger. Only sadness.
He’d watched you collapse. Watched Sukuna leave you bleeding on the field. Watched the light slowly disappear from your eyes. Something inside him shattered beyond repair. There was nothing left to save. Nothing left worth returning for.
So…he stopped trying. He sank. Further. Deeper. Into the darkness.
Time lost all meaning. Sometimes he heard distant voices. Sometimes flashes of light. Sometimes battles he couldn’t see. None of it mattered.
“…Megumi!”
Yuji. Faint. Far away.
“…Wake up!”
Silence.
“…Please!”
Megumi didn’t answer. He couldn’t or perhaps he simply didn’t want to. What was waiting for him? A world without Tsumiki. A world without you. A world stained by everything Sukuna had done with his body.
“Megumi…” Yuji’s voice trembled. “I’d be terribly lonely without you…”
The darkness around Megumi rippled. A crack of light appeared. Megumi slowly reached forward. His fingers grasped Yuji’s hand. The darkness shattered.
When Megumi opened his eyes again, everything hurt. His body felt impossibly heavy. The room smelled faintly of antiseptic. Sunlight filtered through the curtains. He blinked slowly.
Alive. He was alive. He sat upright.
“Kugisaki, stop moving!”
“I’m trying!”
“I said crouch!”
“I am crouching, idiot!”
Megumi stared silently. Nobara’s muffled voice echoed from inside the box. Yuji finally shoved it into place with an exhausted sigh.
“There.” He wiped sweat from his forehead.“Perfect.”
Nobara pushed the lid open just enough to glare at him. “I’m going to suffocate.”
“It’s only for like thirty seconds!”
“I’ll haunt you.”
“You literally can’t.”
“I’ll figure it out.”
Megumi watched the exchange without much expression. Yuji finally noticed he was awake.
“Oh!”
“You finally woke up!”
Nobara immediately climbed halfway out of the box.
“Oi, Fushiguro!”
Megumi looked between them. “…What are you doing?”
Yuji grinned. “We were planning a surprise.”
Nobara folded her arms proudly. “The classic.”
“‘Surprise! Kugisaki is alive!’”Yuji nodded enthusiastically. “I told her it’d totally work.”
“It still can!”
Megumi stared. “…Okay.”
Neither of them got the dramatic reaction they’d hoped for. Nobara frowned.
“Seriously? That’s it?”
Yuji scratched his head awkwardly. “I thought you’d be more shocked…”
Megumi simply sighed. Then, his eyes drifted toward the corner of the room. Another box. Already closed. No larger than the first.bHe frowned.
“…What’s that one?”
Yuji and Nobara exchanged a glance. Both of them smiled. A knowing smile. Megumi’s heartbeat suddenly sped up.
No. It couldn’t be.
His legs moved before his mind caught up. Each step felt heavier than the last. His hands trembled. Please…
He stopped in front of the box and slowly reached for the lid. His fingers hesitated. He was afraid. Afraid this was another cruel dream. Afraid he’d open it and find nothing.
Taking one shaky breath, he lifted the lid. Before it had fully opened, the box burst open.
“There you are!” You launched yourself straight into him.
Your arms wrapped tightly around his neck. The force nearly knocked him backward. Megumi froze. His eyes widened. Warm. Real. Alive. You laughed softly, tears already welling in your eyes.
“I missed you.”
He still couldn’t move. His mind refused to believe what he was seeing. Almost cautiously, his hands found your waist. As if he were afraid you’d disappear if he held you too tightly. His voice barely escaped.
“…How?”
You smiled through your tears. “I summoned one of my bird shikigami.”
Megumi looked at you in disbelief.
“It found Yuta. He got there just before I passed out.” You let out a small laugh. “He was… really mad at me afterwards.”
For a long moment…Megumi simply stared. His composure broke. His arms pulled you impossibly close.bYou gasped softly as he buried his face against the crook of your neck.bHis shoulders shook.
“…Megumi?”
He didn’t answer. He only held you tighter. As though letting go meant losing you all over again. You slowly wrapped your arms around him in return.
“I’m here.” You whispered. “I’m okay.”
“I thought…” His voice cracked. “I thought you died.”
You closed your eyes. “I know.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to apologize for.”
He tightened his embrace even more. “I couldn’t save Tsumiki.” His voice was barely audible. “I couldn’t stop Sukuna.”
You gently threaded your fingers through his hair. “But you came back. You came back to us.”
Megumi slowly nodded. The weight he’d carried since that day hadn’t disappeared. It probably never would. Tsumiki was still gone. The scars Sukuna left behind would never truly heal. As he held you in his arms, feeling your heartbeat against his own, he realized something. He wasn’t grieving someone he’d lost. He was holding someone he’d gotten back. Behind the two of you, Yuji quietly wiped at his eyes.
Nobara elbowed him. “You crybaby.”
“I’m not crying.”
“You literally are.”
“It’s allergies.”
“We’re indoors.”
Nobara rolled her eyes before smiling to herself. “…Welcome back, Fushiguro.”
Megumi didn’t look away from you. The corner of his lips lifted into the smallest smile.
“…Yeah.”
He was home.

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˖༉‧₊ Megumi x reader angst
what would happen if meguna killed you?
wc: 1.8k tw: bloody death fight?
“…Please…” You whispered to yourself. “Please let me not be too late.”
The cursed energy ahead made your skin crawl. It was suffocating. Heavy. Wrong.
A metallic scent reached your nose. Blood. Lots of it. Your pace quickened. A football stadium came into view. The air inside was eerily still.
“…Megumi?”
You stepped through the broken entrance. Your shoes splashed against something wet. Blood. Your eyes slowly lifted. A girl lay motionless across the ruined field. Dark hair spread around her like spilled ink.
“Tsumiki…” Your voice broke.
She wasn’t breathing. Standing over her body was Megumi. His back faced you. He hadn’t moved.
“…Megumi?”
You took another cautious step.
“…Megumi…”
He turned. Your heart stopped.
Those weren’t his eyes. That wasn’t his expression. That wasn’t…
“No…”
The tattoos crawling across his face confirmed what your mind refused to accept.
“…No…”
A familiar grin stretched across Megumi’s face. One that should never have existed.
“Ah.” Sukuna smiled. “So you finally found us.”
Your breathing hitched. “How…” Your voice trembled violently. “…How did this happen?”
“When…When did you—”
“When did I take this brat’s body?” He chuckled.
“While you were busy chasing Yorozu.”
Your entire body went numb. Yuji…Megumi…You left them. You left them alone. Sukuna stretched Megumi’s arms lazily.
“I was going to come looking for you eventually.” His smile widened. “So…” He looked genuinely pleased. “thank you for saving me the trouble.”
“…Megumi.” Your voice cracked. “Wake up.”
No response.You took another step.
“Please.” Nothing. “I know you can hear me.”
Sukuna sighed dramatically. “What a pain. There’s no point calling for him. He can hear every word. He simply can’t answer.”
Your hands shook. “Megumi!”
You saw a flicker. Barely noticeable. One finger twitched. Your eyes widened.
Sukuna clicked his tongue. “Tch. So annoying.”
He flexed the hand. The movement disappeared. “But don’t get your hopes up. The brat’s already drowning.”
Then he vanished. You barely blocked the first strike. The force launched you across the stadium. Concrete exploded beneath your body. Pain shot through your ribs.
Not him. This wasn’t him. You couldn’t forget that. Every attack was perfectly familiar. Shadow manipulation. Hand to hand combat. The way he predicted your movements. Everything belonged to Megumi. Everything was being used against you.
Again.
Again.
Again.
You were forced backward. Your cursed energy was draining rapidly. Then, for two seconds, Sukuna stopped moving. His arm trembled violently. His expression twisted.
“…Move.”
Nothing happened. Your eyes widened.
“Megumi!”
His body shook. Just enough. Just enough for hope.
“You idiot…” Tears blurred your vision. “I know you’re still in there!”
For one impossible moment, Megumi’s eyes returned. They were filled with horror. Run. His lips never moved. But you knew. Run. The tattoos returned.
“Tch.” Sukuna rolled his neck. “What an irritating child.”
You turned and ran. You didn’t want to fight him. You couldn’t. Not when every blow landed on the body of the person you loved. You ducked beneath ruined bleachers, desperately masking your cursed energy.
Please stay hidden—A hand grabbed your throat.
“There you are.”
You were slammed into a concrete wall. The impact stole the air from your lungs. Blood filled your mouth. His expression remained cold. No. Not his. Sukuna’s. You reached up with trembling fingers.
“…Come back…” You smiled weakly despite the tears. “…You’re probably going to think this is stupid.”
Sukuna raised an eyebrow. “What now?”
You cupped his face. Ignoring every instinct screaming at you. Ignoring the danger. Ignoring everything except the boy trapped inside. You kissed him. It lasted only a heartbeat. But in that heartbeat, Megumi surfaced. His eyes widened. Your name escaped his lips in the faintest whisper.
“I’m sorry…” You whispered against his lips.
A sharp pain exploded through your abdomen. You gasped. Warm blood spilled over Sukuna’s wrist. His hand had pierced straight through your abdomen. He slowly pulled away from the kiss.
“…How touching.”bBlood dripped from Megumi’s fingers.
You collapsed to your knees. Sukuna wiped at his lips with the back of his hand.
“I’ll admit…” He smirked.b“Nice try.”
He leaned down until he was eye level with you.
“And…”bHis smile became cruel.b“…thank you for the kiss.”
He withdrew his hand. Agony consumed your body. You crumpled onto the blood soaked grass. Your vision blurred. Sukuna didn’t even spare you another glance. He simply turned and walked away. Behind those borrowed eyes, Megumi screamed. He’d felt everything. Seen everything and just when hope had reached him…he’d been forced to watch his own hands destroy the person he loved. The darkness swallowed him deeper than ever before.
Your breathing became shallow. Your hands pressed desperately against the wound. Reverse cursed technique. Nothing. Your cursed energy sputtered. You’d burned too much chasing Yorozu. Too much fighting Sukuna. It wasn’t enough.
“…No…” Your body felt cold. You laughed weakly through blood.
“So…this is it…”
With trembling fingers, you formed one last hand sign. A tiny bird shikigami appeared beside your face. Its feathers shimmered faintly with cursed energy.bYou smiled at it.
“…Find…”You coughed violently. “…someone.”
The little bird chirped once. Then flew into the night. You didn’t know how long you lay there.Minutes. Maybe longer. The stars blurred together. Your heartbeat slowed.
“I’m…sorry…” Your eyelids grew heavy.
Just as darkness began pulling you under, someone landed beside you.
“…No.”
A familiar voice. It sounded panicked.
“No, no, no…”
Strong hands gently lifted your head. You forced your eyes open. Dark hair. Kind tired eyes filled with terror. His breathing was uneven.
“You idiot…” His voice cracked. “Stay with me.”
Warm reverse cursed energy flooded into your body. Your vision faded anyway. The last thing you heard before unconsciousness claimed you was Yuta desperately repeating your name.
Dark. That was all Megumi had known for what felt like an eternity. No sky. No ground. No sound. Only an endless abyss that swallowed everything. At first, he’d tried to climb out. He’d tried to resist Sukuna. He’d tried to fight. He watched Sukuna wear his face while laughing and finally, he watched you. Your trembling hands reaching for him. Your voice calling his name.
That kiss…for one fleeting second, he’d broken through. He’d felt your lips against his. He’d heard your apology. He’d almost answered. His own hand pierced through your stomach. Your blood coated his fingers. He remembered your expression. Not fear. Not anger. Only sadness.
He’d watched you collapse. Watched Sukuna leave you bleeding on the field. Watched the light slowly disappear from your eyes. Something inside him shattered beyond repair. There was nothing left to save. Nothing left worth returning for.
So…he stopped trying. He sank. Further. Deeper. Into the darkness.
Time lost all meaning. Sometimes he heard distant voices. Sometimes flashes of light. Sometimes battles he couldn’t see. None of it mattered.
“…Megumi!”
Yuji. Faint. Far away.
“…Wake up!”
Silence.
“…Please!”
Megumi didn’t answer. He couldn’t or perhaps he simply didn’t want to. What was waiting for him? A world without Tsumiki. A world without you. A world stained by everything Sukuna had done with his body.
“Megumi…” Yuji’s voice trembled. “I’d be terribly lonely without you…”
The darkness around Megumi rippled. A crack of light appeared. Megumi slowly reached forward. His fingers grasped Yuji’s hand. The darkness shattered.
When Megumi opened his eyes again, everything hurt. His body felt impossibly heavy. The room smelled faintly of antiseptic. Sunlight filtered through the curtains. He blinked slowly.
Alive. He was alive. He sat upright.
“Kugisaki, stop moving!”
“I’m trying!”
“I said crouch!”
“I am crouching, idiot!”
Megumi stared silently. Nobara’s muffled voice echoed from inside the box. Yuji finally shoved it into place with an exhausted sigh.
“There.” He wiped sweat from his forehead.“Perfect.”
Nobara pushed the lid open just enough to glare at him. “I’m going to suffocate.”
“It’s only for like thirty seconds!”
“I’ll haunt you.”
“You literally can’t.”
“I’ll figure it out.”
Megumi watched the exchange without much expression. Yuji finally noticed he was awake.
“Oh!”
“You finally woke up!”
Nobara immediately climbed halfway out of the box.
“Oi, Fushiguro!”
Megumi looked between them. “…What are you doing?”
Yuji grinned. “We were planning a surprise.”
Nobara folded her arms proudly. “The classic.”
“‘Surprise! Kugisaki is alive!’”Yuji nodded enthusiastically. “I told her it’d totally work.”
“It still can!”
Megumi stared. “…Okay.”
Neither of them got the dramatic reaction they’d hoped for. Nobara frowned.
“Seriously? That’s it?”
Yuji scratched his head awkwardly. “I thought you’d be more shocked…”
Megumi simply sighed. Then, his eyes drifted toward the corner of the room. Another box. Already closed. No larger than the first.bHe frowned.
“…What’s that one?”
Yuji and Nobara exchanged a glance. Both of them smiled. A knowing smile. Megumi’s heartbeat suddenly sped up.
No. It couldn’t be.
His legs moved before his mind caught up. Each step felt heavier than the last. His hands trembled. Please…
He stopped in front of the box and slowly reached for the lid. His fingers hesitated. He was afraid. Afraid this was another cruel dream. Afraid he’d open it and find nothing.
Taking one shaky breath, he lifted the lid. Before it had fully opened, the box burst open.
“There you are!” You launched yourself straight into him.
Your arms wrapped tightly around his neck. The force nearly knocked him backward. Megumi froze. His eyes widened. Warm. Real. Alive. You laughed softly, tears already welling in your eyes.
“I missed you.”
He still couldn’t move. His mind refused to believe what he was seeing. Almost cautiously, his hands found your waist. As if he were afraid you’d disappear if he held you too tightly. His voice barely escaped.
“…How?”
You smiled through your tears. “I summoned one of my bird shikigami.”
Megumi looked at you in disbelief.
“It found Yuta. He got there just before I passed out.” You let out a small laugh. “He was… really mad at me afterwards.”
For a long moment…Megumi simply stared. His composure broke. His arms pulled you impossibly close.bYou gasped softly as he buried his face against the crook of your neck.bHis shoulders shook.
“…Megumi?”
He didn’t answer. He only held you tighter. As though letting go meant losing you all over again. You slowly wrapped your arms around him in return.
“I’m here.” You whispered. “I’m okay.”
“I thought…” His voice cracked. “I thought you died.”
You closed your eyes. “I know.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to apologize for.”
He tightened his embrace even more. “I couldn’t save Tsumiki.” His voice was barely audible. “I couldn’t stop Sukuna.”
You gently threaded your fingers through his hair. “But you came back. You came back to us.”
Megumi slowly nodded. The weight he’d carried since that day hadn’t disappeared. It probably never would. Tsumiki was still gone. The scars Sukuna left behind would never truly heal. As he held you in his arms, feeling your heartbeat against his own, he realized something. He wasn’t grieving someone he’d lost. He was holding someone he’d gotten back. Behind the two of you, Yuji quietly wiped at his eyes.
Nobara elbowed him. “You crybaby.”
“I’m not crying.”
“You literally are.”
“It’s allergies.”
“We’re indoors.”
Nobara rolled her eyes before smiling to herself. “…Welcome back, Fushiguro.”
Megumi didn’t look away from you. The corner of his lips lifted into the smallest smile.
“…Yeah.”
He was home.
One More Spring
⊹ ࣪ ˖. Yuta Okkotsu x F!reader angst
pov: you’re stuck in a time loop
tw: character death
There was a saying among sorcerers. No one remembered who had first spoken it. Perhaps it had simply existed for as long as curses themselves.
The strongest die young.
You never believed it. Not when Satoru Gojo laughed in the face of death. Not when Suguru Geto walked away from impossible battles. Not when Okkotsu Yuta, trembling and apologizing to everyone he met, was declared a special grade sorcerer before he had even learned to hold a sword properly. Yuta wasn't supposed to die. Not him.
It happened on an ordinary Tuesday.
That was the cruelest part. There had been no ominous feeling in your chest when you woke that morning. No prophetic dreams. No signs from fate. Just Yuta standing outside the dormitory with two steaming convenience store coffees balanced awkwardly in one hand.
"You forgot breakfast again," he said the moment he saw you.
You blinked. "...I was going to eat."
His smile was impossibly patient. "You say that every morning."
He handed you one of the cups before you could protest, already knowing which one you preferred. Less sugar. More milk. The paper cup was warm against your fingers.
"You don't have to keep buying me coffee."
"I know."
"...Then why do you?"
Yuta looked away, the faintest blush dusting his cheeks. "I like taking care of you."
It was such a simple answer. No embarrassment. No grand declaration. Just the truth.
You smiled into the rising steam. "...Thank you."
He smiled back, and for a moment, the world felt unbearably gentle. The mission was supposed to be routine. Grade One curse. An abandoned shopping center on the outskirts of Tokyo. You and Yuta had handled worse separately, let alone together. Even the auxiliary managers seemed relaxed as they lowered the curtain.
"Shouldn't take more than an hour," one of them said.
You believed him. Inside, the mall was swallowed by silence. Escalators stood frozen between floors. Storefront shutters were rusted shut. Somewhere overhead, water dripped steadily from a cracked ceiling. You walked beside Yuta, your footsteps echoing against polished tile.
"So..." he began quietly.
"Hm?"
"When this mission's over..." He scratched the back of his neck. "...Would you maybe want to go somewhere this weekend?"
You looked over. "Somewhere?"
"I heard there's a new aquarium." He laughed sheepishly. "I know it's kind of childish but..."
You reached over and hooked your pinky around his. "I'd love to."
His ears turned pink almost instantly. "...Really?"
"Mhm."
"I thought you'd rather sleep all weekend."
"I can sleep after the aquarium."
He laughed, a soft, relieved sound that echoed faintly through the empty corridor. "I'll hold you to that."
"You better."
For a brief, impossible moment, you wondered what it would be like. A normal weekend. No curses. No missions. No blood staining the cuffs of your uniform. Just you and Yuta, arguing over which penguin was the cutest. The thought made you smile. You never noticed the silence disappear. It happened all at once. The air grew heavy. Your skin prickled. Every instinct screamed.
"Yuta—"
The floor exploded beneath your feet. Concrete erupted upward. Steel twisted like paper. The two of you were thrown in opposite directions. Your shoulder slammed against a collapsed pillar hard enough to knock the air from your lungs. Dust swallowed everything. You couldn't see. Couldn't breathe.
"...Yuta!"
No answer. The curse revealed itself with a shriek unlike anything you'd heard before. Not loud. Wrong. Like dozens of voices trying to scream through a single throat. You forced yourself upright. Pain shot through your ankle. Your cursed energy surged instinctively to reinforce it. Across the ruined atrium, you saw him. Already on his feet. Sword drawn. Standing between you and the thing smiling with a hundred human mouths. His eyes found yours immediately.
"Stay back!" You hated those words. You always had because he only ever said them when he intended to shoulder everything alone.
"I'm fine!" you shouted back.
"I know." His smile was small and gentle. "...that's why."
The curse lunged. Yuta met it head on. Steel clashed against cursed flesh. The impact shattered every remaining window in the mall. Glass rained from the ceiling like glittering snow. You pushed yourself forward despite your injured leg. Too slow. Too far. The curse wasn't aiming for him. It was aiming for you. You saw it. Too late. Its grotesque arm pierced through the collapsing debris, racing toward your exposed back. You couldn't move. Your ankle gave out beneath you. The world slowed. There was no time to think. Only enough time to watch Yuta's expression change. Not fear. Not hesitation. Resolve.
"No."
One word. Barely a whisper. He moved. Faster than you'd ever seen. A blur of white. He reached you just as the curse struck. Warmth splattered across your face. For one impossible second, you thought it was yours. Then you looked up and saw the jagged arm protruding cleanly through Yuta's chest.
"...Yuta?"
His body jerked. Blood spilled from the corner of his mouth. The curse hadn't pierced his heart. It had destroyed everything around it. He shouldn't have been standing. Yet somehow, he smiled.
"I'm glad..." His voice shook. "...I made it."
"No." You caught him as his knees buckled. "No, no, no..."
Reverse cursed technique. He could heal. He always healed.
"Yuta!" Your cursed energy trembled violently as you pressed shaking hands against the wound. "Use RCT!" He tried. You felt it.
Warm energy flickered beneath your palms. Then disappeared. The curse had left behind something. A poison. A binding vow. Something even reverse cursed technique couldn't overcome. His breathing grew weaker.
"...I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize."
"I promised..." His eyelids fluttered. "...the aquarium."
Your vision blurred. "You can still take me. We'll go next week. You said you'd hold me to it. So hold me to it!" Your voice cracked into something desperate. "You idiot!"
People survived worse. Gojo would come. Shoko would come. Someone. Anyone. Yuta reached up with trembling fingers and brushed a tear from your cheek.
"I don't...like seeing you cry." His hand slipped.
You grabbed it before it could fall. "Please." You couldn't remember the last time you'd begged. Maybe you never had. "Please don't leave me."
His lips parted. "I love—" The words never came. His eyes lost focus. His fingers went still in yours. Silence. Complete and absolute.
You stared at him. Waiting. Any second now. He'd breathe. Smile apologetically. Tell you everything was okay. Nothing. Your scream echoed through the empty shopping mall.
Then...darkness swallowed the world.
“Good morning.” The voice was bright. Far too bright.
You frowned. Sunlight warmed your face. Birds chirped somewhere beyond the classroom windows. A chair scraped against the floor.
“…Wake up.”
Something soft struck your forehead. You jolted upright with a sharp gasp. Air rushed into your lungs. Your chest, your clothes...No blood. No dust. No ruined shopping mall. Just the familiar classroom at Tokyo Jujutsu High. Your pulse hammered violently against your ribs.
“…What?” Laughter erupted nearby.
“You were drooling.”
You blinked. Maki Zenin stood beside your desk with her arms crossed, a rolled-up worksheet resting on her shoulder.
“You seriously fell asleep when class hasn’t even started yet.”
“…Maki?”
She raised an eyebrow. “Who else would I be?”
Her voice. Her face. Every detail was exactly the same, except…
“You’re…” The word lodged in your throat.
Panda leaned over the back of his chair with a grin. “She’s still asleep.”
“Salmon,” Toge added from his seat.
Your breathing became uneven. Panda. Toge. Maki. All alive and well. No scars. No exhaustion. No years of missions etched into their faces. You turned toward the front of the room. The blackboard was spotless. The calendar hanging beside it caught your eye.
2017
Your stomach dropped. No. No, that wasn’t—The classroom door slid open.
“Morning!” Gojo Satoru stepped inside as though nothing in the world had ever gone wrong. His blindfold sat crooked across his face, one hand lazily tucked into his pocket while the other held a convenience store bag. “Sorry I’m late.” He didn’t sound sorry. “Traffic.”
“There wasn’t any traffic,” Maki deadpanned.
“I know.” Gojo beamed. “I just wanted an excuse.”
She sighed. “You are the worst.”
“Thank you.”
He set the bag on his desk before glancing around the room. “Oh, before we start.” His smile softened ever so slightly. “I’ve got someone I’d like you all to meet.”
Your fingers curled around the edge of your desk. No. Please. Gojo slid the classroom door open.
“Come on in.”
A hesitant figure stepped across the threshold. Messy black hair. Dark circles beneath gentle blue eyes. A white uniform that looked just a little too large for him. His shoulders were tense, as though he expected the room itself to reject him. Cursed energy surged in every step he took. Okkotsu Yuta. Alive. Your breath stopped. No. No, this couldn’t...He kept his gaze lowered as he bowed.
“My name is Okkotsu Yuta.” His voice was barely above a whisper. “…It’s nice to meet you.”
Exactly the same. Every word. Every pause. You remembered this.
Gojo rested a hand on Yuta’s shoulder. “Okkotsu here just transferred in.” He smiled toward the class. “So let’s all get along, okay?”
Everyone tensed up.
“Is this supposed to be a joke?” Maki said annoyingly and readied her weapon.
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Gojo said calmly.
Everything. Every reaction. Every line. Exactly as it had happened before. Your ears rang. This wasn’t a dream. It couldn’t be. Dreams changed. Dreams blurred around the edges. Reality repeated.
Gojo continued speaking. “…He’s had a rough time lately, so don’t overwhelm him.”
Your chair scraped harshly against the floor as you stood. Every head turned toward you. Including Yuta’s. For the first time, your eyes met. He looked exactly as he had before you knew him. Before late night conversations. Before shared cups of coffee. Before quiet weekends that never came. Before he had smiled at you like you were home. Recognition never crossed his face. How could it? To him, you were just another classmate. A stranger.
“…Are you okay?” His voice was gentle and careful. The same kindness that had made you fall in love with him.
You stared. Your throat tightened until it hurt. He was alive. Alive. You should have been relieved. Instead, tears spilled before you could stop them. Confusion flashed across his face.
“I-I’m sorry.”
He instinctively took a step toward you. “Did I… do something wrong?”
The sound that escaped you wasn’t quite a laugh. Nor was it a sob. It was something broken between the two.
Because he was apologizing. Again. Even now. Even before he’d done anything. You covered your mouth with a trembling hand.
“…No.” Your voice cracked.
The classroom fell silent. No one understood why the new transfer student was staring at you with concern or why you looked at him like you’d just watched him die.
Silence settled over the classroom. It lasted only a few seconds. It felt like an eternity. Gojo was the first to move.His uncovered eye flickered toward you, concern replacing the easy smile he wore so effortlessly.
"...You two know each other?"
The question snapped you back to reality. You looked at Yuta. Then at Gojo.
"...No." Your answer came almost too quickly. "I..." You couldn't say it.
I watched him die.
"I don't."
Yuta looked just as bewildered as everyone else. He shifted awkwardly beneath their stares, fingers curling around the strap of his bag.
"...I'm sorry," he said again, bowing his head. "I didn't mean to upset you."
Your heart clenched. He apologized for everything. Even things that had nothing to do with him.
"...You didn't." The words were barely audible.
Gojo studied you for another moment before clapping his hands together. "Well!" His grin returned just as quickly. "Since first impressions are... memorable..."
Maki scoffed.
"...Panda, why don't you show Okkotsu around after class?"
"Huh? Me?"
"You're the friendliest."
"I am pretty adorable."
"You smell."
"Salmon."
The room relaxed almost instantly. Conversation resumed. The strange moment was brushed aside. Everyone moved on. Everyone except you. You couldn't. Not when Yuta quietly walked to the empty desk beside yours. The same desk. The same seat he had taken in your first life. The legs of the chair scraped softly across the floor as he sat down. You remembered that sound. You remembered lending him a pencil because he'd forgotten one. You remembered how embarrassed he'd been. You remembered teasing him for chewing on the eraser whenever he got nervous. You remembered too much.
Gojo began today's lesson. Something about cursed energy reinforcement. The words washed over you like distant static. Your eyes kept drifting sideways. Yuta was taking notes. Neat handwriting. Head slightly tilted. Occasionally glancing toward the board before scribbling something down. Just like always. He was alive. His chest rose and fell with every quiet breath. No blood stained his uniform. No impossible wound split his body open. No trembling smile as he whispered apologies between dying breaths. You dug your nails into your palm. Hard. Pain bloomed instantly. You welcomed it. Dreams didn't hurt. This had to be real. It had to be.
"...Hey."
You flinched. Yuta had turned toward you. His voice was so quiet that only you could hear.
"You..." He hesitated. "...Are you feeling okay?"
There it was again. That unbearable kindness. You stared at him. At those gentle blue eyes that had once looked at you with so much love. Now, they held nothing but concern for a stranger.
"I'm fine."
It was a lie. An awful one. He seemed unconvinced.
"...If you're sick..." He reached into his bag. "...I have some tissues."
Your breath hitched. You had bought those for him once. Not today. Not in this life. In another. He always forgot to restock them. So one rainy afternoon, you'd slipped a travel pack into the side pocket of his bag. He'd laughed when he found them.
"You're starting to know me too well."
You watched as he pulled out the unopened packet. The same brand. The same blue packaging.
"...Here." He held it out awkwardly. "You can have them."
Your hand trembled as you accepted them. "...Thank you."
He smiled. "...You're welcome."
Then he turned back toward the lesson as though nothing extraordinary had happened. You looked down at the packet resting in your hands. Unopened. Brand new. Exactly the same. A chill crawled down your spine. It wasn't just the classroom or the date or Yuta. Everything...Everything was happening exactly as it had before. Every word. Every movement. Every choice. As if the world itself had been wound backward and somewhere deep inside your chest, a terrifying thought took root. If everything was repeating...then someday...Yuta would die again.
Training took place after lunch. Just like it always had. The autumn breeze carried the scent of damp earth across the practice grounds as the first-years gathered near the weapons rack. Gojo stretched lazily.
"Alright." He clapped once. "Since Okkotsu's joining us, let's see where he's at."
Yuta visibly stiffened. "...Right now?"
"Unless you'd prefer next year."
"I..." He looked down. "...No."
Maki stepped forward, already twirling her naginata over one shoulder. "I'll do it."
Gojo nodded. "Just don't kill him."
"No promises."
Yuta paled. You remembered this. Every second of it. The first swing. The panic. The way he'd barely managed to block before Maki completely overwhelmed him. You remembered laughing afterward because he'd hidden behind Panda when Maki offered a rematch. The memory twisted painfully in your chest.
"Ready?" Maki asked.
Yuta swallowed. "...As ready as I'll ever be."
"Good." She moved.
The wooden blade whistled through the air. Yuta barely raised his sword in time. The impact sent him stumbling backward several feet. His shoes dug grooves into the dirt before he managed to steady himself.
"Too slow," Maki said.
She attacked again. Then again. Relentless. Precise. Every strike forced him farther across the field. Your fingers curled into fists. You knew exactly what came next.
"Yuta!" The name escaped before you could stop it.
Everyone looked at you. Including him. His attention shifted for the briefest instant.
Maki's eyes widened. "Idiot—"
Yuta hit the ground hard. A pained gasp left his lips. You stared. Your heartbeat thundered in your ears. Your warning had distracted him. Maki lowered her weapon. Yuta winced before sitting up.
"I..." He rubbed his side with an embarrassed smile. "...I'm okay."
Relief nearly buckled your knees. He was breathing. He was fine. It was just a bruise. Just a bruise.
"...Sorry," you whispered.
No one seemed to hear. No one except Yuta. He looked at you with the same confused concern from earlier.
"...Why are you apologizing?"
Because I keep failing you. The words almost escaped.
Instead, you lowered your gaze. "...Nothing."
Training resumed. You stayed silent. This time, when Maki feinted high before sweeping low, Yuta reacted. He jumped back just in time. He remembered. Not consciously. His body did. The same improvement. The same stubborn determination. Even after everything, he was still Yuta. Hours passed. Eventually, Gojo dismissed everyone.
"Good work!"
Panda immediately slung an arm around Yuta's shoulders. "C'mon, newbie. I know where they keep the good snacks."
"They have... good snacks?"
"The best."
Maki rolled her eyes. "Don't believe everything he says."
"Tuna."
The four of them began walking toward the dorms. You remained where you stood. Watching. Just watching. Yuta laughed quietly at something Panda said. The sound carried on the wind. You closed your eyes. You had forgotten how young he sounded.
"...You're staring." Gojo's voice came from beside you. You hadn't even sensed him approach. He looked toward the group disappearing into the distance. "...Funny."
"What is?"
"I would've expected you to be the least interested in our new transfer student."
You frowned. "...Why?"
Gojo smiled beneath his blindfold.
"Because you've been avoiding people ever since school started."
School...had just started. For him. For everyone. But for you, it felt like you'd already lived an entire lifetime.
Gojo tilted his head. "...Did something happen?"
You looked at Yuta one last time. He turned around unexpectedly. For a fleeting second, your eyes met across the courtyard. He smiled politely. The smile reserved for classmates. For strangers.
You managed a small smile in return. "...No." You lied. "Nothing happened."
Gojo was quiet. He didn't believe you. You could tell. But he let the lie stand. As Yuta disappeared around the corner, one thought echoed through your mind with terrifying certainty. You already knew how this story ended. And this time...you were going to change it.
Winter settled over Tokyo. The first snowfall came quietly. Blanketing the school grounds beneath a thin layer of white that crunched beneath every passing footstep. Life continued. Just as it always had. Morning classes. Training sessions. Mission reports. Late night convenience store runs. Days blurred into weeks. Weeks slipped into months. Somewhere along the way, you stopped counting. It wasn't intentional. One morning, Panda invited everyone into town after training. You almost declined. Then Yuta looked at you.
"...Would you come too?"
There had been something so hopeful in his voice. As though he had already prepared himself for you to say no.
"...Sure."
His smile had lasted the rest of the day. Another time., you caught him asleep in the library. His textbook lay open across his chest. His glasses had slipped crookedly down his nose. He looked peaceful. You almost reached out. Almost brushed the loose strands of hair away from his face. Your hand stopped halfway. You smiled to yourself instead. Then quietly draped your scarf over him before leaving.
The next morning,
"...Was that yours?" Yuta held up your scarf awkwardly. His ears turned pink. "I, um...I washed it. I wasn't sure if you'd want it back after I accidentally fell asleep with it."
You blinked. "...You washed it?"
"I thought..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...It would've been rude not to."
You laughed. The sound surprised both of you. "...You really are too nice."
His cheeks somehow turned an even deeper shade of red.
The others noticed before either of you did.
"You spend a lot of time together." Panda said it so casually that you nearly dropped your chopsticks.
"We do?"
He looked between the two of you. "...Don't you?"
You opened your mouth. Closed it. When had that happened?
Somehow, meals had become shared. Training became sparring together. Missions became paired assignments. Somewhere between one conversation and the next...being beside Yuta had become normal. Dangerously normal.
"...Sorry." Yuta looked embarrassed. "I didn't mean to..."
"There he goes again," Maki sighed. "'Sorry' should just become your catchphrase."
Toge nodded solemnly. "Salmon."
Everyone laughed. Including Yuta. Including you. For a brief moment, you forgot. Forgot the shopping mall. Forgot the blood. Forgot the way his body had gone limp in your arms. You looked at him across the table. He caught you staring.
"...What?"
You smiled. "...Nothing." Nothing at all.
One evening, as the sun dipped below the mountains surrounding Jujutsu High, you found yourselves walking back from training together. Neither of you spoke. The silence wasn't awkward anymore. It had become familiar. Comfortable. Snow crunched beneath your shoes. Yuta suddenly stopped walking.
"Hm?" He stared upward. Large snowflakes drifted lazily from the darkening sky. "...It's beautiful."
You looked up too. "It is."
After a long pause, he spoke again. "...Can I tell you something?"
You nodded.
"I..." He laughed nervously. "...When I first came here, I thought everyone would hate me." His gaze remained fixed on the falling snow. "I didn't think I'd deserve friends."
Your chest tightened.
"But then..." He smiled. "You stayed."
The words were simple. Quiet.
"...Thank you."
You wanted to tell him the truth. That you hadn't stayed because you were brave or kind or selfless. You stayed because the thought of losing him twice was unbearable. Instead, you smiled softly.
"...I'm glad I did."
Neither of you noticed Gojo watching from the veranda of the main building. His blindfold concealed his expression. Beside him, Maki leaned against the railing.
"...He's going to confess soon."
Gojo hummed. "I know."
"You aren't going to do anything?"
"Nope." He smiled to himself. "Some things are better left alone."
Far below, Yuta laughed at something you'd said. The sound carried through the cold evening air. Gojo watched the two of you disappear down the snow-covered path. For the first time in a long while, Okkotsu Yuta looked genuinely happy and for reasons he couldn't explain, that happiness made him uneasy.
December 24th.
The day arrived wrapped in snow. Tokyo glittered beneath thousands of Christmas lights, oblivious to the darkness gathering beyond the city. Inside Jujutsu High, the atmosphere was anything but festive.
The room was silent. Every sorcerer stood facing the map spread across the table. Red marks littered Tokyo and Kyoto alike. Hundreds. Thousands. Gojo rested both hands against the table. His usual smile was gone.
"At approximately six o'clock this evening..." He looked around the room. "Suguru Geto will begin the Night Parade of a Hundred Demons."
The words settled heavily over everyone.
"His objective is to draw our forces away from Jujutsu High. We'll split into teams and exorcise as many curses as possible."
Maki adjusted the grip on her naginata. "What about him?"
Gojo's expression darkened. "I'll handle Geto."
No one questioned it. No one needed to. Assignments were handed out one after another. Each team quickly found their destination.
"Yuta." Gojo looked toward him. "I need you to remain here."
Yuta blinked. "...Here?"
"Protect the school." His gaze shifted briefly toward the building behind them. "Tengen's barrier and the students who can't fight come first."
Yuta nodded without complaint. "...Understood."
"And you." Gojo's eye landed on you. "You'll stay with Okkotsu."
Your heart skipped. "...Me?"
He nodded. "If Geto comes to the school..." His voice turned serious. "I'll need someone I trust watching his back."
You looked at Yuta. He looked equally surprised.
"...I'll do my best."
"I know you will."
Within minutes, everyone had left. The once bustling campus fell eerily quiet. Snow drifted gently across the empty courtyard. Only you and Yuta remained.
"...It's strange." He watched the others disappear through the gate. "The school's never this quiet."
You forced a smile. "...Let's hope it stays that way."
He laughed softly. "...Yeah."
Neither of you believed it.
Night fell too quickly. The silence broke with the distant echoes of explosions somewhere beyond the mountains. The Night Parade had begun. You stood side by side outside the main building. Listening. Waiting. Minutes stretched endlessly. A wave of cursed energy rolled over the campus. Your blood ran cold.
Yuta immediately looked toward the front gate. "...Someone's here."
Heavy footsteps echoed through the snow. Slow and unhurried. As though whoever approached had all the time in the world. A familiar figure emerged from the darkness. Black robes. Long black hair tied neatly behind his head. A smile as calm as if he'd come for tea instead of war. Geto Suguru.
"Good evening." His voice was warm. Almost friendly. "Merry Christmas."
Yuta instinctively stepped in front of you. The movement was so natural he didn't even realize he'd done it. Geto noticed. The corners of his lips curled upward.
"How sweet." His eyes shifted between the two of you. "So...you're the one who's been keeping Okkotsu company."
The air grew impossibly still. You tightened your grip around your weapon. "...What do you want?"
Geto smiled. "Nothing complicated." His gaze settled on Yuta. "I'm here to take Rika."
Silence. Snowflakes drifted lazily between you. Yuta's shoulders squared. "...I won't let you."
Geto sighed almost wistfully. "I expected as much."
He took one step forward. The pressure of his cursed energy crashed over the courtyard.
"...Then I'll simply have to kill you first."
Without another word, the battle began.
...
The debris exploded outward. An overwhelming flood of cursed energy swallowed the courtyard whole. Rika had emerged. She emerged with a scream that split the winter air. Every curse froze. Even Geto’s smile faltered. Yuta slowly stood from the wreckage. Blood trickled from the corner of his mouth. His breathing was ragged. Yet his eyes never left you.
“…Are you hurt?”
The question stole every ounce of air from your lungs. He was bleeding. His uniform hung in tatters. One arm shook from the force of the impact. And still, the first thing he asked was
“[name], are you hurt?”
You stared at him. Speechless. Geto chuckled softly.
“Remarkable.” He looked almost amused.
“Even now…you only think about someone else.”
Yuta didn’t deny it. He simply looked back at you. Waiting. As if your answer mattered more than the battle itself. Tears blurred your vision.
“…I’m okay.” The words barely left your lips.
The tension in his shoulders eased. Only then did he finally turn back toward Geto. Only then did he raise his sword again. Geto watched the exchange in silence. Something unreadable crossed his face.
“…Love.” He smiled almost sadly. “It truly is the most twisted curse of all.”
The battle was over. Silence settled over the ruined courtyard. Snow drifted lazily from the night sky, settling over shattered stone and splintered wood. Geto was gone. The curses had vanished with him. Only the sound of heavy breathing remained. Yuta stood several feet away, his katana slipping from numb fingers. It struck the ground with a dull clang.
"...We..." His voice was hoarse. "...We did it."
A laugh escaped him. Small and disbelieving. You smiled despite yourself.
"...Yeah."
You crossed the courtyard on unsteady legs. Every muscle in your body ached. Your shoulder throbbed where the curse had struck. None of it mattered. He was alive. Alive. You stopped in front of him. For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The snow fell quietly around you.
Yuta laughed again. "...I thought..." He rubbed at his eyes with the back of his hand. "...I really thought I wasn't going to make it."
Your heart squeezed painfully. Without thinking, you reached up and cupped his cheek. Warm. He was warm. Not cold. Not fading. Warm. His breath stopped. His tired eyes widened as they searched yours.
"You're...” He whispered the words as though afraid they would disappear. "...crying."
Only then did you realize. Tears had been falling long before you'd reached him.
You laughed weakly. "...Sorry."
"There you go again." His smile was gentle. "You apologize too much."
The corner of your mouth lifted. "...I learned from you."
A faint blush spread across his face. The silence between you was no longer awkward. It wasn't uncertain. It simply was. Yuta's gaze slowly drifted to your lips. Then back to your eyes. He looked terrified. More terrified than he'd been facing Geto.
"...Can I..." His voice nearly disappeared. "...Can I tell you something?"
You nodded. He inhaled slowly.
"As soon as this is over..." A nervous laugh. "I was thinking...I'd like to take you somewhere."
"...Somewhere?"
"The aquarium."
Your world stopped. The aquarium. The same promise. The same words. Your vision blurred.
"...Yuta."
He smiled sheepishly. "I know it probably sounds strange, but...I..."
He never finished. A wet sound echoed through the courtyard. His body jerked violently. Your smile vanished. Confusion crossed his face. He looked down. A black spike of cursed energy protruded through his chest.
"...What..."
Behind him, space itself distorted. A curse. Small. Pathetic. One that had hidden beneath the debris, clinging to the last remnants of Geto's cursed energy. No one had sensed it. Not even Yuta. The spike withdrew. Blood poured down the front of his uniform.
"...No."
He swayed. You caught him before he could collapse.
"No."
Not again. Please. Not again. His weight fell against you. Warm blood soaked through your sleeves.
"...No!"
Your voice cracked into a scream.
"Shoko!"
"Gojo!"
"Somebody!"
Footsteps echoed somewhere in the distance. Too far. Yuta coughed weakly. Blood stained his lips.
"Hey..." His hand searched blindly until it found yours. "...Don't cry." Your hands pressed desperately against the wound.
Reverse cursed technique. Anything. Everything.
"...Please." The blood wouldn't stop. "This wasn’t supposed to happen. This didn’t happen the first time. " The words escaped before you could think.
Yuta frowned weakly. "...First...?"
You couldn't stop. "I can't..." Your breathing became frantic. "I can't lose you again."
Again.
The word hung in the freezing air. Confusion flickered across his face.
"...Again...?"
His eyes searched yours. As though trying to remember something. A dream. A memory. A life that no longer existed. He smiled.
"...I..." His fingers tightened around yours with the last of his strength.
"...If there's..." A shaky breath. "...another chance...I'd..." His voice faltered. His hand slipped from yours.
"...Yuta?"
Silence.
"...Yuta."
No answer. You shook him gently. Harder.
"...Yuta!"
Nothing. The snow continued to fall.
Then, darkness swallowed the world.
...
"Good morning."
The voice was bright. Far too bright. Sunlight warmed your face. A chair scraped against the classroom floor.
"...Wake up."
Something soft struck your forehead. Your eyes flew open.
"...Maki?"
She frowned. "Who else would I be?"
Your breathing stopped. No. No. No. The classroom door slid open.
"Morning!" Gojo smiled. "Oh, before we start. I've got someone I'd like you all to meet."
Your entire body began to shake. "No..."
Gojo looked at you in confusion. The classroom door opened. A timid boy stepped inside. Messy black hair. Tired eyes. A uniform just a little too large.
"My name is Okkotsu Yuta." He bowed politely. "...It's nice to meet you."
You stared. Then slowly...very slowly...your hands curled into fists beneath your desk. This wasn't a miracle. It wasn't a second…third chance. It was a prison.

