DazeShazY

Hes great isn't he? He gives you all those butterflies and makes you feel on top of the world... like you are the only one that matters to him. He gives you a lot of hope for the future doesn't he? He gives you that sparkle in your eye. His words are so lovely, and the way he holds your hand and cuddles you at night. You really are starting to feel loved aren't you? It feels good to be able to sing those sappy love songs again, and mean every single word. You can see your future right in front of you cant you? He is everything you've ever wanted and more. His smile is so lovely. Those cheeks, that face. The way he just stares are you when there's a million people in the room. It makes you feel really special doesn't it? The kind of love nobody could tear apart....It’s what dreams are really made out of. On top of the world and your floating. You finally have everything you have been waiting for, you think your good karma finally came through.. you just found your soulmate. It is the most magical feeling.

I felt that way too... I was you... and everything I had was pure magic, until it spiraled into my worst nightmare. Its finally when you realize your feelings are only your own. The sparks you feel are only your own.. the love you feel and have is only your own... It is all a one way street to destruction. This is when you finally see words are just words.. and promises are empty words... You want to believe that magic is real, you want to believe you are finally are done searching, you want to believe every way he made you feel was genuine, but it wasn't and it isn't this is when you see what love bombing is, and when you truly uncover a very heartless person. All the love you feel is a manipulation tactic, and you won't be able to grasp that until you see with your own two eyes what path you are going to go down... the road to hell. The one where your find yourself crying with your head on your mirror in the bathroom because your heart is in so many shattered pieces. How can you feel so awful, when kissin him makes you feel so special. It is called love-bombing, and it truly is a game for some.

One person will never be good enough for them.... it is what they call a pity ploy, they pull at your heart strings so you have empathy for them, for their pain and for their struggles, they are a "good person" Until you fall into a self destructive pattern you can't get out of, because all those feelings you use to feel before you saw some hallow hole all felt so RIGHT. ALL of those feelings were hallow. The love and sparks you feel is not real. He will continue to get empathy and attention from other sources because his hallow hole in his chest is so deep, and it takes a lot of supply to fill that hole. You think you'll be enough, you think you'll fill the void.

You will never fill the void, when your eyes start seeing clear and they are no longer fogged by the love bombing and your own feelings, you will see the snake for who he really is... and then you will see the pain and destruction I went through, you will see why I tried to warn people, you will see why I spoke up, and you will see why I let him go when I finally got enough strength to say enough is enough, your love is fake. If I didn't trust my gut feelings I would have never found out the truth. I would have been trapped and would have been continued to be taken advantage of. The things I was able to find out is heart wrenching, and that's when I finally learned he was a fraud.

The love I have in my heart for people is real, my empathy and tears are real. His tears and "compassion" is manipulation for self gain. Watch his words ....watch his actions, watch how many times he bad talks people that only tried to love him. Watch how many times he plays victim so you will coddle him. Watch how many times he breaks down crying for no apparent reason and you care, you wanna show him love right... you want to glue all his pieces back together and hold him tight. It won't work.