life of a substitute clown

formative years? aren’t they all?

show me a permanent self and i will show you a facade or a corpse

I’m still obsessed with the acceleration scene in gate of the feral gods and with the plot thread of the AI’s ongoing sexual harassment of Carl in general. Like, it’s so good in the way that it’s played half as a joke but also really not actually a joke. Sexual harassment as fridge horror. Gate of the feral gods is the first time Carl just straight up refuses to play into the AI’s fetishes, because it makes him uncomfortable and he doesn’t want to—and the AI immediately gets violent with him when he refuses (throws hoards of deadly monsters at him). The AI’s given Carl a lot of perks and a lot of help because of its crush on him, but he’s just not allowed to say no to it. And I think it was very deliberate that this scene was directly preceded by a discussion of Bea’s controlling behavior, and how she abused Carl. God this scene hits so good

They say ooooh be a good boy for daddy and you'll get a reward. But then the reward is just gay sex. This is bullshit. I wanted a skateboard

little known fact about me i was actually isekai'd into this world from the video game world. i used to be a peggle orb

i get why people don't believe in marriage as a social construct but legally it is the best and easiest way to say "this is who i trust to take care of me when i can't take care of myself" and i'm so glad gay people fought for that right bc when shit gets scary at least i know im in good hands

Had a dream a dragon mutual sent me a dm like "hey i jusr wanted to let you know you should kill everyone in your situation" followed by a "sorry the dragon rage took over"