AO3: Darkicedragon Just a fanfic writer of tiny fandoms. Tends to write gen, crackish premises, domestic fluff, and non-human instincts. Reblogs wolves, politics, and whatever makes them laugh. Will talk paragraphs at you at any given chance. Especially if it's about writing. Also overuses emoticons. Swears casually. Unable to read something without liveblogging it. If you want to use anything I've mused, conversations I've had, and make it into a comic, fanart or fanfic, go right ahead! You don't have to ask me beforehand. Agender/ asexual/ aromantic (they pronouns)
Other student seemed surprised beginner capoeira buddy knew the sequence we did last class when he didn't go. 😅 We talk! We literally compare notes! 😂 It helps us with remembering what happened in class and we get different experiences or things pointed out to us that are good to know that the other person didn't hear.
Only one beginner this time, but still good to see her! 🥺
We were being very silly and having fun during the warm up pfft.
I remember being The Beginner so paired up with the beginner this time.
For something I haven't done before so uuuuh this was not a good decision. 😅 We were both confused lol.
Meia lua de frente (p1), cocorinha into role (p2), compasso (p1), half step from role and then second step between p2's legs. Bring hands forward and then wrap other leg around same foot into tesoura to take down partner. Step over partner with inside leg and role out.
Biiig stretch of hands down in tesoura because I kept dragging my other foot across the floor. Snd role towards partner's head at the end or else you can get kicked in the face. 😅
I was called up as to do the class example after I was paired up with teach weeeeh. I assume that when teacher calls up someone not an experienced student, then there's something that needs Fixing. But people did cheer for the good example afterwards though. 🥺
I think the same variation of the sequence in last class? Meia lua de frente (p1), follow compasso (p2), hop back (p1), second kick (p2), vingativa (p1), pivot esquiva out (p2), compasso (p1), passo a frente into role (p2), don't put kicking leg down and rasteira/sweep the feet (p1).
Practicing double compasso! …. Fuck. This does feel bad. 😅 I need to bend my knees more when I land and while kicking for better balance, kick higher (again 😅 ) and adjust feet when I do the second kick because they're already twisted up when I finish the first kick.
Roda! Longer games since we had a longer class. Ran to get the pandeiro so that's - Oh. We're doing timings for when each instrument jumps in at the start. 😅 I didn't quite get where I was to jump in but I think I was able to adjust!
Practicing new songs the mestre taught us at our batizado. Teacher getting to the point where we aaaall lead each part.
…..Holy fuck. Nope, I cannot project my voice at ALL, wow. 😂 So it went, try to sing loudly -> what am I supposed to be saying -> reading the lyrics -> try do both -> NOPE. WIRES CROSSED AND NOTHING COMES OUT 😅
At least it wasn't nervousness stopping me as such, but just veeeery low experience to juggle multiple things at once.
Actual playing in the game was okay! I got to do aranha into compasso and people were happy about my headstand so it's progress! ☺️
We ended with a very small roda with people who were not playing instruments holding their arms out to limit how high you can stand. And the roda was maybe a person's length across the floor? So very tight. I was on the agogo at that point but I wonder if I'd be able to just stand up like usual lol.
Had a chest stretch at the end where I was sitting on the floor and beginner buddy pulled my arms back as far as they could go. …..Yeah so it felt like they were 180 to the back.😅 Not quite elbows touching, but huh! I think I'm more sore from that stretch than anything from the class! 😅
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Giving up on getting into the cypher since there's such a low chance of me getting in before someone else and just going off to the side and practicing moves instead. 😅
So I'll do a couple of rounds at the start while it's quiet before everyone else arrives.
It seems to have worried one of the Americans because she asked if I was okay at the end. Twice. 😅 😅 😅
I'm good! I just didn't want to hang about cooling down for an hour again lol. And having all these cool ideas to try. And then not do them.
Not that I did the moves I thought of either but at least I was practicing fundamentals at the side. 😅
But also funny because she's the one who gave me the idea to drill moves properly aha.
Another breaker complimented me improving my 6 step form though. 🥺 It still feels awkward, but it's also starting to get a bit smoother with practice. :)
I'm getting more consistent with rolling back into a shoulder freeze now too. My next step is figuring out wtf I do next after that aha.
Talking with one of the beginners about the cypher entering, seems like one way to signal you want to go in is to be dancing to the beat on the sidelines as the current person ends. .....Which suddenly explains why some people would be looking at me and/or gesturing me to go in sometimes before someone else went in. 😅
Mixed class because the beginners have moved up! 🥺 One was definitely a liiiittle bit anxious but the guy who went to the batizado after 2 classes was having a lot of fun lol.
Meia lua de frente (https://youtu.be/EIW7A5_nSb8, p1), compasso (p2), kicking leg goes back into ginga and opposite hand of kicking leg goes to the floor and standing leg hops back to be next to kicking leg (p1), queixada (p2), role into vingativa (p1).
I keep getting my foot placement wrong for vingativa and end up trying to do tesoura instead lol.
Variation on previous to meia lua de frente (p1), compasso (p2), kicking foot comes down forward into negativa to block shin to shin so p2's compasso gets stopped and then low compasso/escorpiao.
….At some point there's a vingativa (p1), pivot dodge out the way instead of side hopping (p2), compasso (p1), passo a frente (https://youtu.be/lytbshSSkus)
Handstand practice! Partner catches you by the hip and gives tips about what they can see. Teacher helped out with me. Says my back curve is a lot better! …..But I still gotta tilt my hips forward lol. That's definitely the hardest part for me to configure while I'm upside down lol. But yey, progress! Now to keep doing it! :D
Rodas! We were meant to have lots of quick games but I was definitely still in the 'Whelp. They look like they're having fun. I'll let them play a little bit longe - oops, someone else bought in.' 😅
I did get a couple of games though! Did have an attempt at a vingativa, ended up in tesoura position and then didn't go through with it lol. Stiiiiill having my default esquivas and not trying a couple of the others haha.
Work laptop had decided to lose the work wifi and hates being hotspotted. 🤷 But only for 2 people. The other laptop users seem to be fine
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And how does IT try to fix problems? By remoting into your computer to see exactly what's going on.
Except I'm not connected to the system right now lol.
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Working on a different coworkers machine.
ALL MY SHORTCUTS AAAAAAH.
I CANT TYPE FOR SHIT ANYMOREEEE AAAAAAH. EVERYTHING IS -WRONG-
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Turns out it was a wifi issue and about an hour later it came back. But I couldn't access any folders. 🙃That came back after I logged in the next day at least!
No charcoal pencil for me this time because we had some more people, but I seemed to still get the details!
I actually sandpapered down my block this time lol.
Teacher asking if we wanted background music.
Sure.
LOTR and HTTYD. Also I think Interstelllar. So I was getting distracted trying to place the songs i was familiar with lol.
Was already mostly outlined by 40 mins again, and already knew to just go darker with the shadows because they'd get stronger as time went on haha.
Today's advice was about focusing on sharp shadow lines (but also deciding if something was a soft shadow too).
I'm glad I went and I did get a lot of refinements and things to think about, but yeah. I prooobably shouldn't go for beginner classes lol. I'm thinking about going for a figure drawing class, but I'll need to find one that fits my schedule first! 😅
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I saw my partner's aunt again for the first time in like 7 years & apparently she (due to a slight language barrier) misunderstood his explanation & thought my partner found himself a new boyfriend who just happens to look eerily like his ex girlfriend
OP: Ever since I sent the kids to learn minyue民乐(traditional Chinese musical instruments), they've become like this. (The instruments in the video are guzheng古筝 and dagu大鼓, OP mentioned that live audio recording was poor, so they re-recorded and then dubbed in.)
gun to my head, you show me the cover and tell me to guess the plot, I a) would never have come up with something as painfully non-horny as above and b) no actually i'm still stuck on point a.
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normalize being dogshit amateur at your special interests and hyperfocuses. no more autistic savants. yes i am very into that topic no i am not good at it. we exist <3
don't infantilise yourself. you are not a child who needs an adult to make your decisions for you. you are a splendid and magnificent autocrat and you are consulting your trusted advisors. you are exercising great wisdom by inviting an expert to give their opinion before making your ruling. often the path of wisdom is to say "good morning, I'm trying to [perform task] and I have a question about [aspect], can you tell me who I should speak to for advice?" before you do it. sometimes the path of wisdom is to hire a plumber. there are times when you cannot do things for yourself but that doesn't mean you are not an adult. you don't need a grown-up. you need a specialist.
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Thin people are absolutely relentless with this. "But I have to TELL them!" "I can't just not SAY something!" "We can't just PRETEND it's fine to be fat!"
They really seem to think the main reason people are fat is because we're simply drowning in approval and no one has been brave enough to inform us that it's better to not be fat, actually
I genuinely think it's related to what I observe about singleness, virginity, and ace/aro topics: people's entire worldviews are threatened by fat liberation. And having your worldview challenged is scary... especially because so many people have put so, so much personal effort into Not Being Fat, so much self-hate into gaining weight, so much self-denial of food they like and forcing themselves into activities they hate, to avoid being fat.
And fat liberation says "It's okay to be fat!" and fat people say "I'm happy being fat and I don't try to become skinny!"
And it scares people that that is an option. It scares people to think that they have sunk so much time, so much effort, so much misery into avoiding being fat. And this person in front of them is just... not even trying. Rejecting the game. Saying You Don't Have To Do That.
If they accept that they didn't have to do that... then they made themselves so unhappy, for so long, for no reason.
They want their effort, their unhappiness, to have been worth it. To have meant something.
So they have to believe that being fat is wrong, bad, gross, a moral failing, and the only reason anyone would be happy that way is if they just don't know better. Because the other option is to realize and admit that they suffered unnecessarily for years and it meant nothing at all.
This is also why people violently resist the reality that weight loss dieting does not result in sustainable significant weight loss for the vast majority of people who attempt it.
Not an invitation to cocoon yourself in a self-care bubble for four years, but a reminder to the 24/7 worriers that you can literally write "To Do on Monday: Worry about ________" on a post-it note and stop worrying about it for one day while you recharge.
Another point: Both your mental health and your ability to resist will be improved by finding a community. A sorrow shared is a sorrow halved. And apes together strong.