Typical Sad Girl Shit

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

the wreckage is mine, built from things i swore wouldn’t hurt me twice

i am so incredibly sensitive its honestly quite pathetic

just from an objective standpoint, i would really be better off dead

i think the only life that's possible for me likely ends in suicide

im afraid i am rotten

Actually make that weeks, months and well at times it’s been even years

it gets worse before it gets way worse

i miss cvtting dude

Every damn day

will you love me when im covered with blood

but would u still love me if I was rotten

Your suffering is my suffering

Sorry for inconveniencing you with my issues. I should have suffered in silence like I'm supposed to.

i hate myself more than anyone could ever hate me.

I am not my worst critic I am my worst hater my biggest enemy I hate myself with such a burning passion I am so fuuucking awful and disgusting and such a waste of space I deserve to suffer big times for merely existing the way I am.

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?