Ghøst

i don’t do no drugs cus they always kill everything i fucking love i don’t go to clubs i am not the plug but my phone is blowin up

fuck emotions i don’t wanna own them i don’t wanna see another day of commotion focused but hopeless oh shit im broken i can be fixed but the potion too potent

fillin up my lungs like the pump into a gas tank blowin out the poison to the air for the last laugh sometimes life sucks and i know it that’s why you gotta keep going

i keep on going i cannot stop cus im growing

i used to fuck with people now i treat them like a phase cus i told them i was down then they laughed up in my face had a frown then u jumped up out the frame one hand painting pictures other hand counting days

i put in 100 they throwin back 50’s like i was never with it but your girl was tryna kiss me sneak diss me? bitch i been clearin history since i was fucking 12 watchin titties on the big screen

i stay up late then i skip the morning they having lunch? well, i’m fucking snoring i stay up late then i skip the morning they having lunch? well, i’m fucking snoring

i keep on going i cannot stop cus im growing

im anxious leave me alone the evidence typos every word on my phone and when i speak in trembles my short nails they resemble the fucking speed of my heart rate chest like a speaker double text me she said o like an ether chemistry what i feel when i see her chemicals reactions in my brain when i feel her repeating what i say i do the same shit everyday wake up hate the fucking world go to back to sleep love to decay

and you can have my time you can waste it you can have my coat if its raining you can have me if you wanna take it cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

man on a mission dismissing bitches that aint submissive im cuttin my ties to count up like a math test that bitch look good in a black dress sippin on liquor she on my bed like a mattress i lie two faced like an actress digi faces in my bank no cash yeah im not a rapper im stacking cash like a rapper tho i leave a bitch dead like they layin in the catacombs

Story classic as Motown She wanna throw down But that's alright, go ahead and fight, Ima go ahead and go home now

Love is there; now love has passed Replace me with my better half Now I'm all on my own

Burning out no progress I need to process I'm lost and I can't stop The only thing that I'd protect I know you see what you meant to me Pray to god that I haven't peaked I need to be alone

I've been running dry tell me why I'm here Lose everything I once held dear No happiness for me I fear Melt my brain till it runs out of my ears And I'm not gonna stop pull it fast when I pop, tucking the stash when we dash from the cops I watered the seed but there's rot in the crop, Would have left it for you if you asked me to stop

But she don't get what I'm saying.. Why do I try to explain it? Why are you always sedated? Never as happy as when she was staying But I knew she'd leave eventually Now Watch me ruin everything I'm Better off alone

I've been isolating and running up my debt I hate the way you play, I know you haven't missed me yet And I been running running running, but there just ain't no running left in me

Swallowing my pride now, I have been replaced We Haven't talked in months I miss you screaming in my face And I've been burning burning burning out but there just ain't no fire left in me

I haven't left this room since the moon was waning Going through changes I'm done with your phases But I can't erase this feeling I've known so long

.... so long to the one I hate, A little twist of fate and I raise these stakes Done with the fake, I'm moving away It's in my bones yeah these are the breaks,

It's alright that she's in the wind, And time heals all if we all just pretend That we gave our all and it just wouldn't mend I hope that I never see you again

Cause every time that I see you, I want to believe you but Every time all we do is fight, Forget that I'm so see-through You've always been a mystery, we've got too much history it's time to block your phone

Now she's says that she hates me.. always trying to break me, Go ahead and replace me, Ask your new dude how I taste please I hope you know I hate your guts I've finally had enough I'm better on my own

I've been isolating and running up my debt I hate the way you play, I know you haven't missed me yet And I been running running running, but there just ain't no running left in me

UR AURUS SO FAKE FOOL LOOK AT THIS SHIT ON MY TABLE BETWEEN HER LEGS I'M ENTANGLED BAG OF CRUSHED DREAMS FROM THE ANGELS

HOW DO U LOVE ME U DON'T LOVE URSELF I'M TRYING TO THINK FOR MYSELF I WOULD JUST RUN BUT MY BAGS TOO BIG WITH CARDS I'VE BEEN DEALT

DON'T NEED A BITCH I NEED A DOLLAR N I NEED A WHIP I NEED A CRIB BY THE DIAMOND SEA STRIP FUCK ALL THESE BITCHES THEY ALL ON MY DICK

HOW DO U LOVE ME U DON'T LOVE YOURSELF

NEED STOP DRINKING MIND SLIPPING LIKE HELL THEY LOOK AT ME DIFFERENT, PROBABLY AS WELL I CAN STILL SEE THROUGH THE ENERGY DEALT

UR AURUS SO FAKE FOOL LOOK AT THIS SHIT ON MY TABLE BETWEEN HER LEGS I'M ENTANGLED BAG OF CRUSHED DREAMS FROM THE ANGELS

side note ps im not sober its not a part of my big plan to be older she wanna she wanna know my secrets bullet with your name on it let me be the reason let my brain explode watch them fly let the memories unfold you better bury me with gold cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain too fucked up if i could i would i always seem to have the worst luck anxiety embedded in my bones when i turned 10 man i always felt alone

9 years later you know im still floating above the rough ocean treading in emotions sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

side note ps i would go back to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks on the nights when i dream it never makes sense cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end calmer underwater love when everything is silent seeing faces even when im not dreaming tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

Surrounded by leaders We are the dregs of life Do not panic, leave no trace Pretend to not care Do you ever dream about making a difference Do you ever dream about making a difference I have waited all my life For someone to get me out of here I never knew the view from the edge Of the world would look like this Our thoughts beaten senseless Collecting compassionate stares Blind to the world in front of us Death to your own will Surrounded by deceivers Come reap the harvest with me Break hearts just to feed the anger The anger that used to be love

The way that your heart falls Inside of that bottle Makes me accept the truth

We're not young but not old Just look how our past rolled Us both inside a cocoon

Still feeling nauseous After I gain consciousness Wish I could see things through

Am I still obnoxious How's my new confidence It's still fake I'm still not worth you

Curled spine, cold like Crushed dreams in the Summer time

I can't write, am I worthless I think that I peaked, don't deserve shit I want selfishly, never earned it I want to make you warm like those pills did

I wanna get my wrist like the winter Can I be that drug in your nose hairs I wanna be the deck, not the splinter I wanna get my wrist like the winter

I feel the push of the waves on my skin as I swim to the beach where you live

The flowers have wilted and I miss your lips felt love but I feel like shit