Working on getting "unstuck"
I'm Dani, 37, lesbian, cis (for now), she/they, Costa Rican, divorced or married once, as my documentation says, 2 cats, no stable job, 2 new projects in the baby stage, my hobbies (now) are illustration, calligraphy, Kendo, and adventure motorcycle.
I live by myself, work from home, and am grateful to my friends; they are the best (most of the time). I like mellow music, Florence + The Machine, the first two Coldplay albums, Silvana Estrada, Kevin Kaarl, Hozier, and I also like Bad Bunny, Chayanne, and Cristian Castro.
Still obsessed with Angel and Buffy, no show since then has ever made me feel the same, but I loved Outlander, Fleabag, and Bones. I love Pride and Prejudice, recently got the vinyl, and it made me cry.
It's been a year since I stopped... all the chasing, all fulfilling what society wanted me to be or do (even in my queer self), breaking up with the love of my life, and losing one of my cats. Learning sooo many lessons, especially from myself. Had to stop so I could feel, but never in my life have I stopped like this year... let myself feel all the pain and sadness, and love. As escorpio, still with my armor up.
The only way to create momentum to start again was training in weightlifting and Kendo, one to give me strength again and the other one to give me discipline and courage to start again and stand up, with my head up, shoulders back, and let my spirit show up. That was 8 months ago, now feeling ready for more, so now figuring out how to be unstuck, what's the next move, my next avatar.
So, as I am, gonna post random shit, here, 'cause why not. Spending more time here than on other social media, in the hope of being constant enough that I can become whatever is next.
