you never loved your brothers

Any ship can be problematic if you just give me a second-

mouth wounds add nice texture to my blowjobs 👍

she busted broadily down the stairs

lesbian woman in nitrile exam gloves. and she’s kind of mean. okay?

she’s a 10 but she runs a disturbing tumblr blog which makes her an 11

for a very small group of people the act of vomiting will now always be accompanied by the insistent fear that gerard way would not find it sufficiently titillating

chronic stomach issues/puke fetish, medical trauma/med fetish, devotee/cult leader, follower/control freak, bdp/psychosis. I could go on and on.

OH and of course grew up taking care of an addict parent/addict in need of caretaking. obviously.

ok but like. I'm curious. Is it about the nausea build up and the physical release? An orgasm is a build up and release and I can see where the wires crossed there. Clearly there's something about the volume of puke, but the smell is bad, and they don't want it On them. The highly specific request for it to be clothed pretty girls is also fascinating to me. Does it have something to do with getting extra messy and ruining the clothing? Is it something about the loss of control? It being triggered by an ex-girlfriend is also interesting. Is it being the comfort while someone else loses their guts uncontrollably and you hold them and talk them through it? Holding their hand, rubbing their back, gently holding their hair out of the way and cooing to let it all out? Or is it the emotional intimacy and vulnerability of it? Is it the caretaking afterwards? Is it purely opportunistic? Or intentionally caused?

ok so obviously mess is at least some part of it because its puke, but from what they've written i definitely dont think the messiness is their favorite part. they seem to be the most into the total loss of control and i think thats supported by their specificity of completely clothed pretty girls. i think the juxtaposition of "pretty, civilized, clean, well put together, completely clothed woman" to "disgusting, uncontrollable behavior that she's helpless to" is what gets gerard going. like if she were naked i think it would show too much interest in puking as something to be directly tied to sex, i think the non-sexual nature of clothed puking is what appeals to her.

and it’s so good because it was before fame or any real concept of how the internet would preserve everything decades later that’s just him talking. completely undiluted. and it’s him asking for NO UGGOS in his vomit porn and seething about a high school girlfriend cheating on him well into adulthood