gerard way jiggle physics

outfits for mev clone

this ray & this gerard!

girl who was born to suffer n look beautiful doing it

really loving how these interpretations work equal and opposite to each other because that’s like exactly what I was imagining…the push and pull of Gender We Need And Expect You To Be Publicly and Gender We Allow You To Be Privately. sylvia using gender affirmation in the private space both as a way to ingratiate herself to them but also as something secret and shameful to hold over their head while simultaneously grooming them into a particular masculine ideal and expecting them to recognize it as the gift that it is. being a girl is something you get as a guilty pleasure from the fascists after successfully aping their image of maleness. you can only live if you live as a man and the only reprieve you get is with the very person in charge of holding you to that

@discolizardwizard gave me a ton of advice on this, thanks sm bro :)

gerard way / carrie brownstein

gerard / her drawing of carrie / carrie

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