ARBI

So, I got hired 3 months ago and I only got a few people to talk to that is not related to work. But there’s this one girl who seems to like my favorite band, and it seems like it’s her favorite band as well. So we get to talk a lot compared to others. It seems very offensive when people see it in a different way. I mean, I’ve always been a victim of these issues. Can’t I have a close friend that I can talk to everyday, that I can chat everyday, that I can hang out everyday without being judged? I mean, it’s only been three freaking months. Why judge so fast? So my real issue here is that, our team mates think that there’s something going on between us. Yup. This is a rant blog. If you do not wish to continue, please do not continue because this may dig up all the issues I had in life. Hahaha. Jk. So, yes. This is probably the 4th time I got issued with a girl. Can’t I make friends with a girl that I can be really close with? It’s really disappointing but, I think I got used to it. I guess the way people see me is not the type of person who can be close to someone too much. If you’ll be able to see me in person, I look like I’m disgusted to people. I mean I am, if it’s a crowd already. But come on, I’m a human too I seek for someone who I can really pour my heartaches, laughs, and weird shits. Of course except if I’m already in a relationship. But then, still why judge? I don’t get the point. Am I being too open minded? Or I just really can’t see the problem.