there's no such thing as useless effort

It’s okay to be sad about or grieve the opportunities you miss out on/cannot take due to your health no matter how much you want them. It sucks and it can be heavy and it’s not your fault. You cannot will power your way out of it, it’s a disability because it is disabling. And that can hurt a lot. In a way it’s not an opportunity if you cannot take it, it’s a magical and unrealistic “what if” but they still hurt. So I’m here to tell you and myself that it is okay to be sad, it’s also okay if some people don’t get your limits. You are the one living your life, and I hope true and joyful opportunities are on the way to all who wants and needs them. 🌸

thank you to books for existing

who am I if I don’t isolate myself from everyone

i like to blame myself for everything just in case